Saturday, June 30, 2018

One parallel world that I psychograph


And was a world that looks like the primitive era, and I was listen that they had already talk with our parallel, with radiation, was in the past with experiments with radiations, they could be listen and saw, the conversation was in a laboratory, one of the scientists that was a woman get in love for one of the other parallel. The one that was very interest in the scientist was talking that when someone of our parallel get very anger they see an image of the person in red, like TV just out of the box, so probably the person is right in that place in other parallel having anger in our parallel he said that sometimes they could abduces in this situation they had to get succeed hold the person. And other is that they had a train that only takes in hide speed for the top of a mountain, and they had the Bible but is in separate books, they said that their parallel born in the day that the sun changes, and they remember so had this parallel that we live but one day appear the one that they live, and also there the sea was under so very high pressure that the atoms was spaced that was the same that was gas, he was talking with me because he get interest in one of my theories about freeze people, cryogenics, that people could be freeze under so high pressure that the blood would be like gas inside the veins, one of the problem of freeze living beings is that the liquid inside the person came ice and the person die, the ice lacerate all the cell of the person, and the person die. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

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Friday, June 29, 2018

What kind of soul you pray a paternoster after dream with it?


And was today I wake up and was already praying a paternoster with even think about, and in my dream I was listening a litany about the births of two children one born and was torture and rape for his own church when she born, and was a girl and lost the legs, (I saying to you don’t follow her to you don’t accept her), he was so rape that she lost the vagina and uterus and in the place was a room of bones, (would she born inside a church?) and the other child born in Brazil safe and protect for the Catholics Church, the first child was Greek, and I see that I was in a church like the one that I frequency when I was a child and there was lying in the place of the altar that the priest make the mass like Jesus was lying in the chest of the apostle, like a king preaching one skeleton, was bones but alive and talking, in all the places that you may see uncover by the cloth that he was dressing only see the white bones, he shows the bone face his clothes  had a hood his mantle, and appears also the arms and legs I don’t remember if was the both or one of each, and was more than 2 meters of height the skeleton that was preaching for us, even being lying was very to notice that was a very high person, the skeleton also say that the Catholic Church only accept talk about the girl after see the money of the and he said a Governmental body and said of the Greecy . Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

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Thursday, June 28, 2018

Death of a star a mathematics problem


And is that if a star die had to in another place born another star because they are in the infinite, if an star die and didn’t born an new one the infinite would to be pull to be smaller, and the infinite of the outer space can’t shrunk even with the reality that you can take something of the infinite and the infinite keeps to be infinite but for the outer space the size can’t change because the infinite can’t get smaller, imagine a house, you can’t shrunk till the wall get turn to inside, the outer space can’t shrunk so if a star die other would born, could you imagine that the infinite of the outer space could get bigger but not smaller.Something interesting horto is the death of a star and Jesus pray in a place that was a horto before die the Lucifer is the star without points, and is consider a demon for be a star would Jesus be a demon? Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

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Wednesday, June 27, 2018

Hairbow, tiara

Hairbow, or tiara that I've done
All the hairbow are the same work, and all was with sattin ribbon.






Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim


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Tuesday, June 26, 2018

Wave, even the light is a wave


And the waves had the mechanicals ones and the electromagnetics ones, and is the mechanicals ones the sound and the wave that you see when you throw a rock in the water, could be in a swimming pool, the mechanical wave need matter to propagate, the sound need matter to propagate, in the air is the molecules of air, so if you had a chamber in a vacuum the sound  would not exists inside no matter if you are hitting iron, the sound travels faster in the matter than in the air, so the Indians put the ear in the iron of the train rail to predict the coming of the train with some time advantage, when you hit an iron had an invisible wave that travel to the iron, so the first telegraph was an iron rail, that was hit in one city and, came to other city, probably the telegraph ‘of sound wave in the iron was under the sand the trajectory, so telegraph is old, is probably prehistoric, and was like Morse code, but probably not so sophisticate without letters, an secret communication, that the only to know is the ones in the ends of the rail, the sound  wave is mechanical but you don’t see. Are the electromagnetic waves the light, the radio wave, and all the lights even the dangerous are electromagnetic waves the radiations are electromagnetic waves, the light could be a radiation or an ray, ray and wave is the two sides of the same coin or the light is being a wave or a ray, electromagnetic waves travel in where is not the matter but had some that cross the matter maybe because the matter had microscopes spaces, the problem with the lead (the story of the superman and the kryptonite in the lead box) is because the atoms are very close of each other and the atoms of lead  are small, between small balls had less space of the big balls, so to a wave pass had to be  of small length could even had a big distance (λ). Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

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Monday, June 25, 2018

Other incarnation the hump of the cousin


Was the cousin that get down to talk with the Demon, and we catch her and we that was 7 give our lumps and some ugliness that we may have, after that we all born and she was the oldest of the 8, when we get teenagers she was horrid of so ugly, and she was so crazy for man that she  scares, once that she get a boyfriend he had to be taken to an asylum because he get mad of see she naked, was frightening scene, she was so ugly that the creators start to hate she to be so frightening, was despairing, wasn’t a sin make someone get so ugly but she scares very bad, one of my brothers that was involve said that he hate her, to parents I said that she frightening, maybe we feel threatened by she even without she notice. After he sent one to the asylum, she keeps being crazy for man so bad that grandfather that was widower star to date her, and people knew that the problem was that she was always asking sex, one day I invented a history about she and the history was about one day she get beautiful, and was the history was that dating the grandpa, her lump that’s right her lump, one hairy animal was living inside his lump and open to get out because get in love for grandfather to be his girlfriend too, and about the people, maybe she would be thankful to the cousins I listen that the demon is the one that in the end of the world suffering the demon that his boyfriend recommend his boyfriend is today suffering because the demon was killing everybody that one day need him, she talk with the cousins and not with the demon, and she didn’t came the biggest love of grandfather the grandfather had a love that that everybody had to kiss her hand, she was in heaven a bad rock that didn’t love his mother, Grandfather was a kind of God that knew all the souls and all the places that they may live, so she was a rock, rock don’t have mothers, today I knew she would be a priest, she only want money at least was that way with Grandfather, is that at the time Grandfather wasn’t the God of the time, she was a horrid person with a ridiculous shin, she get beautiful because Grandfather make her beautiful, and she get a male face because grandfather give her his own face thinking that God give beauty, so Grandfather is ugly till get old and old he use his beauty, nobody supposes to lend to nobody beauty, because who have the face of someone could use the first owner of many ways . Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim       

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Sunday, June 24, 2018

I psychograph the justify of the name Galaxy


And the justification for the name galaxy is that the human being like to give names and give names to what even don’t know, so in the beginning the Galaxy was something that had name but don’t had definition, for sure today had a complete definition. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

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Saturday, June 23, 2018

Communication doctor nurse


And the nurse had also to learn all the terms that the doctor learns for instance to in the moment of an operation the nurse understands and work with efficiency in assist the doctor, how the nurse would work with good quality if don’t know the name of the instruments, or the name of a manoeuvre that the doctor would use, or knew names that describe anatomy during an operation, and would she comply a prescription with medical terms if she didn’t know the medicine terms. And what is a fissure is natural that appear without an accident, rupture is for an accident and incision is made for an scalpel.Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

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Friday, June 22, 2018

What the communication used in space travels


And is the radio because was consider technology already conquer and not an experimental technology, and is good to know how far would be the signal of radio study what happens in the space, and also if is to try the signal of radio don’t need to be a manned spacecraft, and the radio that you listen music why don’t work to communication? Because it is only receptor of radio signal, and the radio station is a transmitter, the radio that work is like the ones of boat, or ‘radio amador’, how they work and don’t mess with the commercial radio because is a question of frequency the radio Amador work in a very high or in a very low frequency, and something more could imagine that an alien don’t need have a similar radio device in earth only need be an emitter of radio, the radio wave is universal or would not be a radio wave, and could imagine that even being a different wave could be recognize buy the radio device. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim     

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Thursday, June 21, 2018

I psychograph about a car of the past and ignition


And was a car that my grandfather I didn’t know any of my grandfathers them die before I born I only knew my two grandmothers, and was that way the car had the ignition by a direct fire, all the cars had an electronic ignition, that the key in beeing turn give the start the battery is that give the energy for the eletronic ignition if wasn't the need of a spark the car wouldn't need a battery, the motor and the fuel tank would be the necessary, so is an electric spark that make the ignition of any motor that work with fuel, like fire, the motor of a chainsaw or a boat that you pull a cord also start a spark that make the machine work, so the start is a small fire, you pull the cord to make a spark, so different of a train and so equal, so my grandfather when was young and single travel to Minas Gerais and there buy a car of wood almost of a size of a wood box of so small but it works, the ignition was a start with a cigar and it works, but when he was driving in the middle of the night in the woods of Minas Gerais he find the caipora that break him and the car. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

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Wednesday, June 20, 2018

Why in the time of the Second Great War was look for an electric car I remember


And was because the petroleum  in the Second Great War was so expensive and the price changes all the time, so one day a very rich person could use his car but in the next don’t the price could make it impossible, the price also was instable; and the supply for an individual very difficult, the supply would be for an country fuel the industry and any other governmental machine that need the petroleum, petroleum was a consumer good that was a governmental  problem used in the industry, to keep the machines and of the progress working, in a war with other country one of the things that the country try to suppers of the other country was the petroleum, to stops the industries of course wouldn’t to make the streets be without cars, probably was these one of don’t changes at the time the trains to work with the same fuel, an war would not make the country without means of transportation so the electric car would be a way of have a car that don’t need something so economic  instable like the petroleum. Europe was a fluctuate trade let me say that the Germany at the time had an economic jump because buys petroleum of other country wasn’t the same supplier for all the countries so Germany had petroleum for a low price, his industries was much more competitive, the supplier was a secret, was an African country, Germany didn’t stop even with the War if Germany want could break the economy of any country, with the industry producing for a lower price or having high profit. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

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Tuesday, June 19, 2018

The animal soul


And the difference of the human and the  animal soul is that the soul of the animals are good and of the human are bad, because the animal soul  would have ferocity and not the bad feelings like criminality or evil, the animal soul would be innocent, and do things without evil. Imagine a lion biting to be bad and see a person limping, of course not the animal bite to defence or chase to eat.
And the Bible agree that animal had soul if said that the ox and the lion would eat grass together because would be a soul evolution you can’t imagine that would be a genetic evolution that would make an ox and a lion eat together. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

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Monday, June 18, 2018

I psychograph about the Vatican


And was that the Vatican was made for resemblance in some places to Heaven and some others places to Hell and for what reason? To the Vatican be a gate to Heaven and Hell, like a passage for the two worlds, so that for the Catholic Church the Vatican would be the place to get to Heaven or to the Hell, so probably when would happens an advent of an paranormal moment that the Heaven or Hell get open the Vatican would be the place more passive to get a passage for the others worlds. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

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Sunday, June 17, 2018

One of my romantics incarnations with what resemblance


And I lived with the person that I save once in a previous incarnation, that was betrayed for his own army, and in the just next incarnation the person didn’t want be romantic with me, but probably he felt remorse and in the other after did like I want, once before the incarnation the person asked how I want to be, and I said that I want that he to be a girl dressing romantics dresses with romantic hairdo, that we knew each other since babies, that we rise together, that we made love promess( juras de amor), and we marry, was close of that was even more romantic was ultra-romantic, we born we was cousins, but she said to me that she was lesbian, and we had only 3 years old, and I said to her that if she was like a boy we could… take bath together, pass all day naked together, playing together naked, sleeping in the same net, we was in Italy there had net, but being like boys, and being all the two boys what was the problem of be naked all the time hold to each other, and was that way she fall for it, was a history look like Romeo and Juliet but without the drama, we marry and we was happy till the last day, the fact was that people think that our history was the most romantic of the era, we also was of very rich Italian families, and we was so we two beautiful, that we get famous for be the most perfect couple of the history. We influence many romantic histories even in theatre plays in our country and in others, the history of young lovers that knew each other since babies and that make juras of love, a love that last for ever. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

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Friday, June 15, 2018

Vampire pray


And for amazing God listen so much that talk with us when we pray, something that I learn is to lie and cheat God, I was passing for a sexual affliction, I was having a desire of be violent, I am not normally that way, don’t you think is fault of who think I could be a vampire I pass to desire woman with violence, I said a lot of shit that I was a saint, that I was a father for each young lady that was in an alley looking for a drunker to rape her, that they are all innocent, that they would be at home so innocent waiting patiently for the enchanted prince, that all they need a understanding man, I and wish that they marry not scandalize for an bestial sex with a violent  man, that I was so saint that I only want give some scrunch, would have so much respect involve, God for magical power make the girl, came to my castle, after God complain so much I said is that way old Man He said why you don’t call me Father? Because I don’t want call Father a person that had a sick crazy son at home, He was so jealous of God that He was trapped to don’t aggress people. I used to ask only for the girls that was to lost themselves, the girls out of the trail, times in times I cheat God again and He give me again a young woman, being for women a demon I used to say that I was the solution for their prays if their prays was me. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

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Thursday, June 14, 2018

One model of airplane without internal engineering with propeller


Based in the perpetual motion and in the inertia of the motion, and the perpetual motion and the inertia would be only in the propeller, and the propeller would carry all the airplane, the propeller in a wind mill could stops, but the one in the air flying in the sky for the inertia would remain without stop, because in the fly would had the inertia in the wind mill the propeller would hadn’t the inertia, the wind change and change the trajeto (way) that the inertia the airplane keeps the wind mill change in don’t change and of course they booth are propeller but the designee are different. The propeller would be developed in laboratory supported in a based before field tests, in a real size model, weight is very important for inertia in space, and speed to turn the propeller in a small model the weight of the propeller would not accumulate motion to get speed.
Also that airplane, with the perfect propeller could be accelerated and slow-down with fly with vertiginous fly-ups (voôs em ascenção)and falls of course one moment the airplane would point up to don’t crash in the floor see a rock fall of your hand with velocity zero and accelerated till get to the floor, and also changes the speeds acrobatics curves and spins.   
The wheals don’t have engineering they moves because the airplane would carry all the airplane, and the motion is given by the propeller, in the floor the motion in one moment the movement would stop the inertia is only for the air.
And the direction based in the dynamics of the sail in the boat and in the eagle fly,
And the orientation could be given for moving parts of the air-plane that would be operated by strings like a puppet, the airplane the control is in the boot by the aviator, strings connect in mobiles parts in the tale that direct the move to left and right and mobile parts in the wings that change the direction up and down.
You know probably an airplane with motor inside could pass the ozone layer the problem out don’t have air, and in the space the change of direction is possible? See air is matter the direction of the motion of an airplane is based in the air, the outer space is vacuum.  Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim  

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Wednesday, June 13, 2018

A plan for a mission to other planet with return


In a spaceship that wouldn’t have an internal engineering, just the explosion, the fuselage and the launch base, and would be like this the rocket would have a launch base on Earth but what would be the base of launch in other planet, like mars? So the launch base in other planet would be one of the parts of the rocket and would be left behind. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

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Tuesday, June 12, 2018

Sorry for the not matter today


Occur a problem with connection in my system but is already fix the troubleshooting, tomorrow I will return with new subject and music.
But for today stay with a music.
Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim


Monday, June 11, 2018

Inertia and travel by the space


And is for jet of explosion propulsion, an apparatus without engineering and without a mechanical propeller  but with physics for the explosion and for the fuselage, and it’s also work for rockets, and it’s based in the inertia, so for the travel in the air and in the space, by the inertia you only would need a perfect fuselage and make the propulsion by an explosion and something else the launch base (base de lançamento), and you would travel with no engineering or without fuel, the inertia would keep the air-plane in the air, only the explosion of the moment of the take-off is the force (phisics concept) that would be need of energy to the travel, if you get a perfect fly the velocity would keep for inertia, because this the explosion would be perfect because the velocity is of the launch, the airplane (jet) and rocket, would never accelerated  could would slow down but not accelerate, the inertia would keep the airplane or the rocket travelling for ever, so in the jet you could circulate the Earth for ever the explosion only would influence in the velocity and not in the duration of flight, the inertia would make it for ever, the problem that one time that the fly wasn’t perfect the airplane would be out of inertia and would slow-down, so is the imperfection that take it out of inertia and out of the inertia the airplane would slow-down, but the theory is so good that when the airplane would slow-down gradually the airplane would lost height slowly so you would not fall of one moment for other the airplane would land with some security, but of course the pilot had to be very intelligent. So is so impossible a person at 500 or 1000 2000 years ago put a jet for propulsion in the air? The only thing that difficult is find is the explosives for the propulsion. And of course don’t have to be a big explosion is a relatively small explosion, and of course if the fuselage explode the airplane would not decollate, would be damage, so don’t need a big explosion, if with the quantity of explosion the airplane don’t take-off maybe was because the fuselage wasn’t perfect, or the launch base wasn’t good and wasn’t a problem of propulsion. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

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Sunday, June 10, 2018

Why at least for a Jew indecency, like a book, is rent


Because if would be for free the borrow of a book with indecency  probably the teenagers would came to also borrow and the person that borrow the material would be corrupting the youth .And more about the book that we rent in other incarnation everybody knew was full of indecency and we was revenging to had read the personal diary of someone and get shocked us with so much indecency we was under teenager age and we used to scream even in the sleep with the horrible hallucinations about the indecencies that was describe,  so the book wasn’t of great intelligence but of big indecencies, we paste in the door of the room of the book that if you was a man your hair would pop out of your head and if was a woman would appear a moustache in your face. After had rent for some time that book we buried it that the owner one day return, we believe in reincarnation, and give a end on that book, nobody supposed to write such indecencies, I sometimes stop to think that the brother that write those things didn’t like nobody, so he probably didn’t like me, so I think I didn’t like him also, thanks God in incarnations after he became better person, very different of the  person that write those aberrations, because what was write there was pure evil, if one day that book came famous who read it only would read monstrosities. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

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Saturday, June 9, 2018

Another incarnation and the Bibliotheque


And was one incarnation in Egypt very ancient Egypt, the Egypt before the Ancient Egypt, and me and the brother that the age was next because our brother more older went away looking for a princess create the biblioteque, but what happens before his departure he talk that he would went away for Mongolia where his princes would be, I was upset with him there wasn’t a place in Earth with the name Mongolia, at that time hadn’t madness, I was upset that my older older brother teach me  wrong about a place that there isn’t, we was the royal family, I knew all the places that there’s so in the map wasn’t Mongolia; and he said that his princess had the breast that never fall down, other wrong thing that my brother teach me, even 15 years and virgin girls the breast fall, at the time there wasn’t exists the soutien (bra)  so I invented something to say to him ‘antigravitacional breast’, the breast that never fall, at the time there wasn’t the name gravity or gravitational, and he said something about the girls of 15 years and me and the other just little older than me, we was three was replying that the girls of 15 years was the ones that don’t want him; we said that he wouldn’t went away if he was seeking a girl that live in a country that don’t exists but he went away looking for a place that didn’t exists at the time never would had a war in the planet that Egypt knew, there wasn’t army. And he had a personal diary and he left after went away, and we me and the other brother invented a library to rent his personal diary, and make money, and was a library that rent only one book, people had to sign the library rent book to we know where the diary was, was amazing in the end everybody of Egypt had rent the personal diary of our brother was like a census, and after we invented the museum about paints that we make based on our brother diary, but was free entry. And also mother invented the past tense verb to return to talk about him, so we pass to talk of the past, only had the present and begin to have the past, before we talk about him and wasn’t there, wasn’t right, and with the past we pass could talk about him and make sense. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

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Friday, June 8, 2018

And the last Castle That I psychograph


And was the Castle that record music and one day was of Beethoven, and I was seeing the scene of Mozart recording there, and was in a room in a tower and he was playing at the piano and there was a lot of paper hold for one cooper clip each on  and conduct for a cooper wire till the room in the subsoil where the music was record in a cylindrical glass by a green ray, I also listen that had three rays at the time that, the green ray was depending how many lens there was; in the experiment for record a lot of lens, for read what the own record, and to heal; there was the red that was the laser ray, that had more one propose depending how much lens was use; and the blue ray that make many experiments and produce a lot of witchcraft, like something came another, and when hits one person the person would came rock, so if hit only the hand the person would lost the hand, because would came a rock, and a ray that was of the possession of one witch the gold ray, that burn the person in a place that hit and came out the person a filament of gold that plane in the air till falls. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

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Thursday, June 7, 2018

The Castles that I psychograph


And one was the castle microscope that to be power was big but not notice, the engineering of the microscope was for many rooms, and its finishe in the subsoil of the castle, and why a so big microscope was to make the microscope very powerful, and increase almost infinitely the things, probably the microscope is disassembled. The other castle that I psychograph was the castle that a king for a war had receive money for a war from nobles and is the castle laser-ray the information of the name and how much money was encode and write in a single risk in a big steel plate (chapa de aço), would be the same process of the CD laser. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

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Wednesday, June 6, 2018

What is the atom more abundant of the Universe


And for sure is the hydrogen, the hydrogen is in the air that we breath that is a mixture of gases like nitrogen and oxygen, the hydrogen is in the formula of the water that we drink the water is H2O, that is two atoms of hydrogen for each oxygen, and also the hydrogen is in the chain of carbon that make the organic matter, in the phenolic chain, and also the hydrogen when add in the oil you get a kind of fat the hydrogenated fat that if wasn’t to get add hydrogen to his chain would be liquid the hydrogen make it solid , also the hydrogen is the smallest atom and is a noble gas, and his number in the atomic table is one it is the first of the table, so probably even in the space that is the vacuum or the inexistency of matter have also a lot of hydrogen that is in the air and in the water that the life need so much at least the one in the Earth and is in the chain of the organic matter of carbon that is the structure of the life, if the life of other planets isn’t based in the same chemistry of Earth probably our air and environment would kill any alien, and had life that don’t need air? Yes, in Earth had the bacterium that is anaerobic, like the ones of putrefaction and also there are microscopic life in the deep of the ocean on the abyssal depths that synthetize and they don’t had the solar ray but is near oceans under water Vulcan, and they synthetizes with sulphur, I learn this in school. And also for who don’t know what is a cosmic ray, is a ray that you can’t related with a star or any other source, so if I don’t know the source of the ray it’s a cosmic ray, could imagine that had rays that is combination many lights of many sources, or generated without a star and also rays that is travelling for centuries, could a ray be older that its resource that blow many years before, like the first ray of a star that explode and the ray still today is travelling. And one definition for sun beyond be a star, don’t matter the size the sun feed a system so could be more than one so is the light for its spatial bodies so in a system the sun is the star that emanate the rays that provide illumination for the bodies of the system, sun means importance. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

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Tuesday, June 5, 2018

And about Heaven and Hell


And was that I saw the Hell of Satan but he wasn’t there he had born and there only was the boy that for hold a fire that a lightning make at hit wood, he get burned the hand and the necrosis evolved  of the fingers to  part of the hand and part of the hand  get dark and damaged, how nobody want to help the boy because there wasn’t medicine, Satan cut the part of the hand that was damaged, and save the rest of the hand of the boy and he use in Hell a necklace that people see three fingers that was the part that was remove. And after in other Hell I saw a girl of red curls, get down to hell to free three boys that was in power of and Angel that she call Lucifer, once there she talk with the Lucifer and he also feel free to went away, maybe was Lucifer be release all that trouble to people be walking in Heaven and Hell, I was hide when she release Lucifer and I went away, the problem of see something in Hell, is that people could interpret there; and so if Lucifer was good why he need to be release, and also that could had happens at many years and I see because someone need to see, so Lucifer could be born many years ago, so in Hell isn’t need return in time to you see a scene of the past, so the persons isn’t there nothing could be change so isn’t travel in time . Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim  

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Monday, June 4, 2018

And other throne


And in the day after the night of the laser ray I had to run in a soil that I don’t remember well but I think that when I was running was look like gold but I drown to the middle of the leg and I run  and I rich a throne and once there the soil appear was dark this I remember and came a soul that probably his name wasn’t Alexandre, Alejandro was the name of one of my incarnation that my mother invented for me and her friend that was also expecting invented a close name for his baby Alexandro; so returning about the soul that said that was Alexandre, he said to me if I would give previous forgiveness for all that offense to have  that throne, and I said no, and I think look here a cotoco with my middle finger cocked, and I get know that he would sink until the hell, and a voice talk to me after he disappear that to I left the throne and went away because the demon was sent to hell and he wouldn’t remember of me that he even see my face, and was coming others and the voice didn’t want to them to see me, that the demon would climb again to tempt them also. And yesterday I psychograph that was the same temptation that the Demon make to Jesus.  And before I finish once that I win the demon, was the only time that I battle with the demon, I used a lot of figure of speech (=figura de linguagem) and was what make me win the Demon, I write that the Demon didn’t used maybe because the Demon didn’t study and not because he can’t, for sure the Demon could play with the same arma weapon, weapon not power, he only didn’t use because he didn’t study, so is important know that speak the same language of the Demon and know about the grammar.  And also the guide was saying that for me was easy went to that havens because I live in the heights. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

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Sunday, June 3, 2018

The Heaven of the Cherubim

And in the night that I was for the last time in the Heaven of that gate I was after in the Heaven of the Cherubims and there they was ridiculous, there had a lot of gold, but they was despite their age of the size of small babies, the thing there was a lot gay, they was happies and they was naked jumping on the others backs and in the top of the money using the hands to impulse, I was thinking that that state of them was automatic and they almost didn’t think, and that they didn’t have defence against offenders , there probably was a Hell, be so small showing so much nakedness and jumping over without no respect for themselves showing the ass that opens when they jump. And there was my friend and he starts to talk of numbers that he studies their meaning,  was talking with numbers to cheat me and was complaining about have a gold calf in the heaven, and there is look like a big house of only one room but without windows, was a annoying place, and I hear a voice that say that the calf of Egypt had the front legs close and that was the calf of Israel, the legs was one in front of the other and was also of gold and my friend was chasing me with numbers, and I remember to play like he was a demon and I said that in Heaven don’t have defect and all the numbers was perfects so had no meaning numbers in Heaven, and I could pushing he out of the Heaven and I push also the calf that I make with my mind that was the one of the Egypt and it falls where he was, I push it to he see the difference between them . And before finishes the helper soul was asking for a friend that also was pulled to that room with a throne but die, so my solution, that room the person had a punishment without a judgment, but in the Apocalypses all the deads (I use the plural without have it in English to you know that is of more than one, sometimes make so much difference that make a true be a lie) would be resuscitate so maybe this is the chance for his friend, she also was looking for a vampire to give an undead life for her friend, and it would work for all the friends of her of EEEUUUAAA, they in other incarnation had ask me for a similar problem one dead of them came to my country I had the intersection of a superior soul but for them the solution was they came zombies they pay me in money I prefer to live in a place full of zombies, so she had to find Jesus the first of the deads and ask to him to show them where would be the resuscitation of all the deads for a new judgment, so find Jesus. And something else, in the Bible I didn’t find Necromicon but necromancy, and is where count the history of the king Saul, he banned the practice of necromancy and after used the work of one Necromancer. And If Jesus have choice of didn’t help, no, He had the option of don’t be Jesus, Jews knew that only if they also had that name, but to the resuscitation had to be the right one for this. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

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Saturday, June 2, 2018

About the Heaven that is upon


And in the night that I would be tempt before I get sleep I was in my room and see how I was running and I stops when I was in a cemetery and there had a very tall soul and where I stop was right in front this person but I didn’t like the way this person look with rage for me and something fly to my mouth and get inside with my mouth close and I blow for outside with my lips, but return all the time, and I by free will went away, but when I sleep that night I wake up and return to sleep, and in of the sleeps, was dark and I was walking in crowd I almost feel the sensation of passing, one moment I pass a open gate of iron and when I pass I close it and I walk and there was a room with a throne, people would get shocked with the simplicity of the room had leaves in the floor and I open a light and came clear, and there the throne was empty God wasn’t there so I think victorious that someone pull me but God wasn’t there when the person came would be the moment that God would be there and the person would die, the room was so small that would  fit all the people that was describe in the Apocalypses, and of course if someone didn’t knew where to find the Apocalypses is the last book of the Bible,  wasn’t this what the person want for me? I went away not for the way that I came. Other day that I sleep I was seeing the gate close and a friend of mine was trying to pass but he can’t because he wasn’t alone the other can’t pass and the both didn’t pass. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

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Friday, June 1, 2018

What fairy tale was


Was in an incarnation in Italy, today there don’t have princes and princess but our father was a prince, and he was a widower with a son, and marry our mother and had with she three sons the older and me and my twin sister, I was a boy but my twin sister was a girl, I used to say to she that I was older than she, that I born first and she with laziness crawl for outside. Our mother one day die and in other day our father also die, was so weird the deaths that I conclude far away from there that our older brother of the first marriage of father could had kill them. Our brother call us only the boys to talk that he want all the heritage for him and we had to went away, we went to our rooms to make our packs small to went away, when we say to sister she don’t want believe, my older brother was crying, my sister get revolted my brother had 15 years and me and sister only 6 years old, and she was saying how she would marry one day and I say that I would work hard to she marry good, and my brother say that he would complain with our half-brother and I said that I will work harder to we have a house and things ,he said that he would work also. I want went away from that house that our parents die of so weird way, that I think that someone murder them in their own beds if wasn’t the employees was a person that had even the keys of the house, I thought the person would be even invisible after mother death I keep an eye open I didn’t see nobody get in the house and father die, we went to the forest to work like woodcutters we matter with sister all day lonely and we find a difficult access tower had to be very young to could climb it, and probably she pass all day waiting for us with attention, was so hard climb that we don’t work to exhaustion or we couldn’t climb, to sleep inside home, but we wasn’t without money, after mother death I ask father for money to keep he see that I like very much my brothers and give me a lot, I was more caring than the brother and father give me a lot we could live three years without work. Pass the years and I receive a present that was an endless fortune. My brother only mind to work that he doesn’t marry and sister had a worshiper that was starting to talk with she and we get used find him and talk with him that was outside in the bottom of the tower talking with her, and we move to the city despite the romantic history of sister because the intruder was starting to be inconvenient and don’t talk about marriage, so we move to the city because sister and we change to be bakers and we start to get alleged marriages for us, sister start to cry and said that she would marry before me, I said that I would wait she marry but don’t say around or she could not marry and me also. So once in the house I receive of a soul of a relative from father a cursed money that the curse was if I keep would disappear, I didn’t told sister because she like to talk all the time and I didn’t have an army to defend that fortune, someone could kill us for that money. I buy things for us all the time people believe was our baker that make us rich, brother was to marry, and my sister dressed all the dreams and madness that could pass in a girl mind, people never count how much money get in the baker and how much was spent, she was sought again for her worshipper, and the problem came to be that she invented a wonderful kiss and want everybody to see she kissing her boyfriend, and I had the idea to buy of a devil cinema, that was so expensive that only a person with endless fortune could buy, the cinema would came from the future and would film all our life till her marriage to play in the cinema to everybody see her kiss, and this way was, I pay many fortunes for the cinema, that sometimes I saw the bottom of the floor, and after the marriage, had the movie that the end was her kiss. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

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