Wha tdo you think of nothing! People have to choose, sometime don't choose is don't deserve nothing, person don't gonna receive nothing so want the two, nobody can live two lives, nobody want to be one of two, don't have that life, I think that is grotesque but sometimes is the soul of the person lying for herself, because see that don't gonna have nothing? Why does the soul do that, see is a more conscious person! The body isn't well attached to it's own soul?
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Is a mystery game but say to you visit a mansion isolate by a large property with no neighbors, do you think that visit during day is different from visit at night, like that you don't gonna discover nothing if aren't in the right hour of the day?
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ear consulting the problem of lie the age is because everybody does! So your older man probably doesn't like you because probably he date women of his age that said that had only 20, so he thinks that people of your age are already passed and old... Hadn't bath of sea that heals....
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People complain so the old expression: "jumped into a pool with piranhas", she said for the older friend that was a curse for one was a blessing for other, she would catch the old man for her, and the smell of failure in the air, smell of morbidity like imminent death, I am like essential soul, I see signs in the air!
I went away because I got embarrassed for shamed of the others. Don't you got, had people that are like that is with us but we almost run to don't see someone be humiliated, is a weird weird behaviour...
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Don't matter what I said the problem was that she used what I said as a magic spell, she can use any perfume. Is a person uses what you say like an irrefutable truth, that upsets.
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Rememebering that I liked parfums, she was a nightmare, all I said she corrupted, I didn't liked the intelligence of a friend that was older, wasn't that much she was a repetent in my school, she asked what I though make a teenager deferent and said that was the perfume that they used because flower smell different... I was thinking in that youth was ethereal, and fragrance was ethereal so they had in common, I was thinking that probably, youth was fugacious, momentary, light and vaporous. When is vaporous is something that are sensitive for a man by any of the human senses like smell, so I wasn't mad or just poetic. And she said that she was looking for the parfum that make a old bitch like her fool a man, he smell and that parfum hide her original smell, say wasn't she a nightmare.
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https://www.lolitalempicka.com/en
Also I liked very much sites about vogue, I saw very much fashion, kind magazines like Elle, France, German and things that had relation, I had time to study and like fashion. Also I used to see a lot of sites that had trips to countries that had catwalk I like that kind of content...
Today I think that follow the same kind of idea in the photos that are used in the products that product:
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And is for that party that people dressed different and drink wine saying that is blood, and the idea is interpreted an carjacking, a friend live the car in the university and give the car keys for who gonna got the car hours after or in the next day, to live the car in the place of the party. Is like that people do in the school had on mine, they give us some tasks and and we make groups to make, even my mother didn't like because to accomplish students got out of the school and was walking alone by the streets. My mother never gave me permission to leave the school so I was out, gincana! Gymkhana! I went after a telephone, had schools that people can't bring cellphones to make a collect call if my mother give me permission I said to her that was a group of at least 7.
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She say that her life had a few solution... So the life is already solute because she would die of only one, and she thinking that I don't find solution for everything. Isn't profit?! She would die of only one problem she is in advantage, so say to her that is everything all right, that she would not suffer for all her problems.
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Before anything for me had an Charlie Chaplin older than the one of the Cinema, one of 1400's, in the past before God got all that friendship he was an grandchild of God and my grandfather, but this the one of 1400's, what he does and I learn he got the power of anotehr soul removing the spiritual medula... Probably he went to USA had crimes that was the remotion of the medula...
Also I coul had lived for 6000 years in a planet with people that were violent and there hadn't amputation and prostitution and where everybody was had.
Also I would never used a rope in the belly if wasn't for a religion or a sect, the rope is there to when you betrayl your sect before they kill you they cut your rope.
So had souls that had a rope in the waist, and don't know what means, one Jesus passed ropes in a lot of souls to call them angels.... The rope is with Jesus? Probably isn't the ugly reason, but I don't use because I am powerful nobody disminish my power. I want the rope is to people don't see that I was powerful I make them see the rope to they think the thing was accidental, I was judging and if the person wasn't that guilty I could make him climb with one command, but I was saying...
And the power I had of the command of Jesus and is only that what I said, I don't have the power of the two point of Jesus... The power is in the finger tips, so you don't need his hand just the finger tips of him. Like the E.T. the movie...
And I have the miracles of the operation of the old Jesus and of the Charlie Chaplin.
But the fact about the planet that I lived, and if was a trap? Let me say my brother form there said that he knew the end would the monkeys came and kill all the souls, so probably was light life but not eternal life? So I came to knew that planet that was a multitudes of people. Once here and knowing that Jesus persuit the male homosexualism, I went travelling to a more primitive era to explain to him that was very common in Europe primitive so was human... I was trying to make him see that even he was... Had so much homsexual in my family half of the males were. And I was opening doors to passe but the one that I hit well, how do you think was the Jesus that pursuit the male homosexual? He was amputee of the both legs in the middle two shin carried by a monkey in the backs mountained like was in a horse, and the monkey because of the weight was bend walking in the four claws. When I saw that I was in a primitive era that had monkeys and they probably were intelligent I returned more than fast and came with me other of their prisioneer, so were there at least 2 slavery souls, he in the planet was black, he today is homosexual but in a planet of monkeys he wasn't, think this that came also could be a Jesus, but or he is Noah or he is Moses, and that one appear that would be sent after the era or a important Jew probably Abraham, so he isn't so much time in that planet.
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That I didn't know if based in the fact, first your question you said why my mother only was protection for me and my brother, see I didn't think if what I see was based in the fact that for me could happening all but the only thing that make impossible my parents be together was my half-sister so let me say what I listen, I saw a old man that ressemblence with God, that said that he went for a wrong woman, my siter that he got her because she was wrong so nobody coul save her, say couldn't that be based in the fact that she was in my mind the only reason of my parents can't be together? So who was in danger was she. A wmon that was a copy of God don't you think that he was very powerful? Say if my mother said that she was guilt becasue open that door, imagine that door be locked would save even the wrong woman that was my sister?
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you are saying that see I am not a demonist but I studied about good souls, that evil man that was a priest of the demon went after my brother to talk with him was becuase he was near a demon, an when I went to Europe went with me soul of my mother and the old man that was a demon see that my brother didn't had more that protection because she follow me.
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Also I thought that even the police of the city were afraid to discover about, like a sect more numerous than the number of cops, happened something weird with her in the Asylum, but the director hide some aspects, I wasn't talking about because I was even afraid a person lie using my impressions, if a person said to me that I was right I would doubt. The doctor said that she desapeared and returned and deliver a baby cat. For me that was a ritual, something evil... They didn't forgot her, had all the kind of mad there and right her was abducted and returned, we never saw the animal they kill it. And years after I complain with the doctor that 3 persons that talked with her died, I never gaved permission to noboy went there to talk with that gum, one time I said to my cousin don't blame yourself you didn't say to them went there. I complain with him because was dangerous talk with her, he probably need make that hard. He was became a coveiro, I think the name wasn't gravedigger.
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Do you had hide that? Do you had like so much your brother to hide that? My mother was being a guard angel for me, but a guard angel she died so ins't normal. I let my brother return because he would came in disguise to Americas, who he would fool? A smart murder that was still that day undiscovered? Onyl coul be an inteligent person. Was that he kissed almost all day the hand of the uncle the father of our cousin, but, also I didn't know him, is that he was a lot of times in the house of our cousin, he was ruining her fame, had guys that went after me to ask if they make sex, I didn't know, but wanted to know how deep was that, I think that was know in USA the name machona and had machão, to words that were from the exterior but had. But one night that they went together, my brother passed the day making plans, that was smelling fish, he was making connections with men that aren't from the city, I was thinking that was a gang to kill someone, and she appear at the same night, my father say good night to her and went to his bedroom, I was curious to know if she knew that my brother passed talking with strangers? And they lived the house, I got a carriage and went after his father, so I knew him for the first time, I wanted to knew if he knew that she daughter wasn't passing the night in our home, she had took his carriage and he ask me to borrow the one that I came and I stay in his house till they return. Was a lot of person but they were afraid of his father and run away. I say that I wanted to let the horses rest and return in the morning, but I was thinking that even because the carriage my brother notice that was me. I lived to German. Once there my cousin went to visit me. And I said that I though that my mother was being next me. She went to an paranormal, and she was really near, the problem with my brother she to be near me she had said that she was guilt, my brother judge her and I not and she stay near me, I didn't know what was but I understand that her life had two parts the part that she was the girlfriend of my father and the part that she lived in another city the city that she died.
She went more times to the paranormal and the fact was that she was guilt because she opened the door the man didn't invade the house, she knew him. But till the soul of my mother say took months. The man was his father-in-law the father of the man that she find in the other city, also when my sister came from another city, one thing that was said in the city was that she was very used in the vagina, but that was said only for us, I think that the family of the my cousin listen that I thought that was probably was a gang or a demoniac cult. So I think that my mother didn't want me to search. My brother when thought that was our mother how she got mad because he was baby on her hands, she kept me only for less than 3 days in the hospital, and my father was who got me and took me to home.
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In another incarnation, with my cousin lady, she said to me that my mother dressed balck also because she was orphan of mother so was she and his brother, but my cousin dressed like that because his father let, I sai that if she was think that copy my mother was good, the example that my mother gave was that she was murdered, that she didn't lived a love story with my father, so what she wanted? A love story, happens?
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And is the diet of the moon, if I believe I would did, and is you know when the moon change the fase, is like once a week so you gonna lose 1 to 2kg at week, and is pass 24 hours of the hour that the moon change the fase so you have to know the right time and is 24 hours of a diet of liquid... But is start the hour without solid in the stomach, isn't a dangerous thing to do but I really don't believe.
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My family of the side of father, always were afraid of a person kidnap me saying that was my mother maybe because that the picture was mine. My father was very rich. They didn't wanted me liking very much even the babysiter, they didn't me to be devoid, I was raise to don't be soft, my family easy to have the feellings hurt, was so easy say to me that I hadn't have a mother.
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My father give me a lot of presents because my mother said to him to make me forgot about her. So we full me of presents because I would never knew my mother, so for them spoiled kid don't think much in a absent person, we travel to Europe to I ate in fancy European cake shops.
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I saw that make holes with fork to make the crude chicken beef more soft and receive more taste of the seazoaning, I was saying to my guide that I prefer things that you don't need so much patience to make, a facility, like a meat beater a meat hammer, this thing aren't sale anymore because is more one thing to be infected in a kitchen, puuufff... But listen got 2 forks and make holes using the two hands is faster!!! Worth a pitty do... Fight so much with the beef to have a lunch! But making with two forks using the 2 hands is faster, something like twice FASTER!
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I in that life I had an investigator, and I present him to everybody how being an psychiatrist that I was seeing because of the trauma is just he wasn't discovering nothing, I sometimes carry people there and he make question about their feelings about to investigate pretend that was a consult.
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If a person say that the best and worse is the same she deserve the worse.
Spent a lot with don't appreciate.
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Iidn't borrow that picture I let my female cousin hire a drawer to recreate the face of my mother, when I knew her I said to her that she gave me a reason better that she was only a curious person, to I talked about my mother. An she was niece of my mother.
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Once my brother and a female cousin want to me talk with my half sister in the Asylum. Also my father and my mother were married in secret, my diference of age from my brother was small they didn't had a return, is that they never lived together, and she runaway, think that the difference is for the half-sister, my mother in my mind was decent, she was only troubled. Once there in the Asylum my half-sister, that had passed a lot of years, she had a lot of people thoughg that my mother did all alone. I said at the time that his word wasn't enough to make me believe that my mother did all that and suicide, and I didn't want listen any more, a witness wasn't enough, or a victim that survive wasn't enough to make the conviction. So my sister accused me that I never liked the mother I got so pissy with her, I said that till the day pepleo said that she was dead I dream that at least one Christimas she would be with me and my father, and never occur, she had the mother all for her what was only one single day? I also never show to my brother the picture of the secret marriage of our parents, because was the only thing that I had from my mother the only memory, and she was young she was happy.
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Make a person reveal her secret to use like a gossip is something bad, I never had secrets but I respect of the others. Once I sai for a friend be friend of the same person to she say for you to, he even said that wasn't a sin reveal someone secret, I don't think that way. Also if that person do that people, I am that way I never revealed a secret of a enemy that said to me when we were friends, and she reveal the secret of a friend, she had to know consequencies, that sis is the creature that was torture and received all knew because betrayl one, I myself never want discover his betrayl because the man was rich. She was so mad that said to him that she didn't had peice with him, that she wanted piece, I was so to know what she said ot him that I went to USA to ask to Indians what does means, they sai to me that means that she one day would kill him, I said to my borther I didn't said to that rich guy, he even didn't notice my travel to the new land, I was rich and my money buy uncommon things... So the dame make something that even his enemy did, I wasn't so curious about if she had never of do that, I don't lie and I wouldn't lie specially fro him, he asks things is more cheap doesn't know the answer. He have power to kill and make creatures, creatures at 6000 years need some gas, money in the soul and he had... She forever had to receive in the en of 6000 years his money.
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Sucota is sucata dressed of cocota. it's junk dressed up as cocottes, cocota is darling girl you so foxy...
About that I don't know how to say to that beutiful lady that old shit is that way, she would cook her on boiling oil for years, is her game she want her next her, so she got her by the curiosity in the day that she say the truth she woul enter her game and the other would went away and she want her forever... Like kill and hide the body!!!!
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That release is kind of nude, with a bit of gold shade, I think is missing a perfume, a soap, with scent, brushes, that remember, I like so much products with smell of chocolate that could have even bath merchandise relative, but is a more expensive collection, nude is cool. Shampoo with chocolate scent, I used one just because the smell.
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And once a person that claims to be Jesus conveince my father of be father of his friend, let me say that was in previous life my brother or sister the female cousin, so my sister-brother born in the house of an uncle, and my sister that selfish woman that wanted that dress that was a fortune, I was so good with the cousin because I like her more, defend my sister because the trouble would fall on the head of my father, I even didn't like my sister. I thought was this time and was the first time that I started to look for birth of orphans because I didn't like the sister, an orphan is because even couples with kids, would not take care of the own kids, I was asking births that even the own kids of a person didn't want. I born at this time in USA, and my mother was tabled in the heart to don't be a single mother, they carry her to the doctor to save at least the baby. People felt very much I was so small that she would deliver me, but she was dead, I was raised by a aunt, the cousin also had trouble, he wanted so much a motehr that he born in a prostitute, he said that he called father all the men that was with his mother client, people understand his problem, he had a lot of brother and sisters.
Was so hard find relatives, that one day I had to believe that 2 psycopaths was parents, 2 murders that they were good with their kids.
So first my mother was the type morbid, and my father was the kind who swindles, they were rich, remembering I think my father was catholics, I was a high place in the chuch I had a brother that I sent to Italy because he got troubles.
When I born my parents were in the school, probably she hide the pregnancy because nobody knew who was my mother, my father raise me. After she had another son with my father and she raise him but one day she enter him to my father raise him too, many years after she died, I think she was over 30 years, and was find with her a girl amputeed, she was probably under 6 years and was sent to an asylum to remember what happens, our mother was murdered, the sister was ugly, I thought that she was of the color of the concrete of so ugly, I was in the church superior to my brother, and he passed 20 years went to th easylum because of her, I had insights and I started to see the past of our half sister be with a very old man, and when I started to have that insights my brother said that the sister said who did to her was the mother I didn't believe, the poor woman was dea at 20 years what she was afraid to take so long? What I thought that our mother was murder by the old man that went with our sister and I would not know why the mutilation of that ugly lady. So near the pit lies, I thought that probably the old man was still alive and after a curious person that was diving for 20 years. And also our parents aparentely weren't even friends in the school. And also I thought that sister was the one that false Jesus push to my previous family how despise her, what robber follow us in another family.
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hold on...
Oh heaven, in a day before mothers day I talking about a bad one, mothers are so necessary. But the problem of another sister of the past is that she wanted be my mother but she charge everything, can you imagine that probably had a price, and she didn't like a very powerful person, probably if she wanted something, that she didn't have probably was something that I would not have... I don't need the experience, why need the experience what is that as soul that doesn't have a brain.
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He-she let's say it, it didn't say to me what its plan, it knew what was doing but it used people and for it the person doesn't need know, why, what the reason, it uses people it isn't friend, people are facilities an not friends, if it didn't say to me what it does, I am not its friend, it is kind destructive, it want to be a machine like a bugre, people are exploded an it just find another friend to replace!
People are stupid people are victim of the events, know is control, not manipulate, once a said to a friend this now we are apart, because I wont got in that adventure if I at least on't know what for, I saved my friend other lives but without know I can't save even myself... The fact I want talk with that fellows is it good in bed it is always surround by men, it supposes to be a bomb in bed, why so much devotion for a person full of secrets, this was one problem of my old friend, it is surrounded by people but aren't friends, and that make my friend happy, is about be worried, a exceedent hapiness make me worried, sometimes the spirit see that would not got old that will die soon, and the spirit think that is freedom, noboy can scarry the own soul one moment the soul accpet the fact that will suffer but the death wil came soon, the suffer doesn't last for ever, had souls that see the future but the body don't understand.
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