Thursday, September 30, 2021

Also

 If you gonna give her money take her from Brazil, the other part of the dream is that she end with many people that she didn't like with your money please don't kill us, she hate the world, don't see a woman going after any men that like me, even me she hate. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

Mister believe this is not fate

I have not kept you from your destiny, so don't you have money, why don't you ask fortune telleres about the other woman, my dream was about the another woman, believe I never date in all my life because she was easy with 20 men that wanted me I never have sex because her, I don't hate her but I would not give any man for her. So you could got her, you see me inviting someone to came to Ceará? I am very proud of my land, my guide said that had souls that like to kill tourists that are invited for a friend in Brazil to we got the guilt, you could came to the city after that woman. The rest is that she kill you she has her men, she has no enemy their men do many favours for her, she is a fatal woman, she date the friends of the boyfriend but you could came to live your fate and marry with her, say that she is a prostitute and you die, no problem everybody want to live a destiny that is die. 

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Ps.: Is destiny got know a person first knowing other? Destiny is you came to Ceará because her and not me. 

Wednesday, September 29, 2021

Why the perfect fit of the rounded crochet with that formula

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Learn crochet stitches that enrich the crochet

3 Stitches to you learn. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim
1 - Attached by the bottom
2 - Attached by the top 
3 - Attached by the top and bottom.

 

Rounded crochet learn how to calculate in high stitch

 

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Ps.: the proportion for even higher works - 2/1, 3/2, 4/3, 5/4, 6/5, 7/6, 8/7, 9/8, 10/9.....

Wednesday, September 22, 2021

Something that I sure didn't told - chainsaw

And was after the Heaven I saw, and I thought that I wouldn't see nothing weird again... But I pass months that in the middle of the night I wake up with my bed shaking very hard, and was months all nights, and I only knew that I was sharing with someone was that a person was in another place cutting a person with a chainsaw, I wasn't being amputated or feeling the amputation was like the person amputated being at my side and the aggressor was standing on the bed with a chainsaw amputating someone at my side, the shake was every night so hard that I only didn't pass to sleep in the living room or in another place in the house because I was dreaming that ugly souls like demons appearing old, very old ladies, passing in the living room during the night and in all the rooms that were with the open door, and was rapist souls, so I prefer to sleep with the bed shaking for months, was white ladies. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim 

Who invinted the meretricious

And was me when I was Nemrod, and who write after me was the king David or Salomon am not sure. And was that this my son had married with a female that his father want to be a genius, and the law of the marriage have many problem with have an adulteration with the woman, who would be his man who would be the fathers of the sons of the second colunio. And one day after the marriage the father asked to the daughter visit them and there she was rapped by the brother, so she was adultered, and by the law the king could not obbey? She was of the last man but who was the father of the first baby? So the father of my noria kill the baby, and came the second and he kill also, and the next, my son cried about her luck and I invented the meretricious that wasn't prostitution, was telling that the babies live part of their life in the sea of the mother in the uterus, that a baby stayed there at least 7 months no more then 9 months, so after a year who is the father of the babies, she was having babies for 3 years with the brother with their father killing the babies because they until didn't know who was the father of the babies. So was a law to don't mistreat a women that was of a another man before. And to give to the men the sure that biology exists and they was the father of the babies, meretricious so ancient Hebrew wasn't portuguese meretricious is mar. The babies was small fishes living in the sea. After I create because cases like her the first life in oration for women that was maintain for the State, they live to keep the sacred fired, because had before the adoration for the ox and some of the bacantes was torture and tied to the animal make sex with them, the monastery was inveded, so they adored the fire.

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cripple's heaven - have I already told?

And was before I write for the blog, and at that time I don't remember if was day or night, because at the time I was with the window closed and the curtain of my room have balckout, is a curtain that don't let pass the light. The days the light come from the window of the bathroom that light enought the bedroom, the temperature was air-conditioner, and one day that was dark like a night I thnk that night I sleep, I was in the middle of my bedroom I was stop but my soul run and I saw mix with the bedroom roads, like countryside the sides of the roads was grass and trees, like roads of the countryside. And when I stop the soul-guide said that I would give you the chance of you hold the hands of your future husband, and I stop in the front a wall of bricks, he said that have you courage trespass your hands thruw the wall I would cut your arms but he is of the other side. And I don't thought much about and I stretched out my hands and I stop of see my hands did them pass the wall, and the soul-guide laught he got afraid and don't hold your hands. I thought that I would not have help. He didn't cut my hands was just playing, to see if I have courage. Who knew me in the past would rembember that I am act if is the only option I don't let the game stop and I act. Courage is what is need so you do or end. And I return to run and was a dump and I was no more in places in land but in the Heaven that to get inside the person have cut the members that make them sin, inside the persons was laid on the ground amputee the look like rocks of so clean but completely without members, have many there, unconsious, and the Angel in the gate want me to get inside and said that would cut my arm that was the justice for a Jew, I complaint that I didn't want got inside. And I return to run and know I was in the Hell and was also a terrain with walls and there the demon cut the persons in pieces put all the pieces in individuals trash cans, and there the person rest outside with all the members cut filling the cuts, you know that have a heaven of the rocks and that rocks are souls and there only have prostitutes. And who look for Maria would find the most sin soul with that name and is the bigger rock of there, she is a demon that lost his member in the sins with protitution, I think is a sin someone in any moment believe that a Demon with the name Maria is the Mother of Jesus and have prostitution to tell probably the demon will chance who believe in that. Also that rocks follow the persons that find them to born in their family.

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Monday, September 20, 2021

That Music!!!!

Sorry babes but I like classic music not old musics, good music don't age, old music is that you listen and got, shocked that in past came grosse musics, is that copy an old music, that person probably born and that song was playing in the radio in the day of his birth or an uterine menory, is that the reason Brazil was in 40's so good in sale music, the neighboor music was a depressive shit, sorry. Listen the past(music) of someone else it's like having an old woman menstruating next to you, scary! Not farting but menstruating, chalenging. I like very much Bach organ music since child, but Rute you paint your nails of pink, so what pink is the red for troubled girls, troubled means very intelligent. When I was small kid I have my moments I said that I was depress is that I like be alone with strong music so was organ music, I even used to create my draws, was kind of hard song my draws was impressive ones. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

Sunday, September 19, 2021

How to keep the buttons organized

And is glued in a card, when you need them you take out of the card and wash with water to take out the glue, so I use school glue the ones that came out with water.

So here the buttos and for the card is a piece of a box that you would trhuw awy in the trash. 

I do line with the glues to place the buttons this way I use less glue, is more easy to wash off the glue


And I place the buttons in the glue

Finished is only wait dry. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

 

How develop good taste (fashionable)

 And is the consume of high quality, use good clothes, better food, better dressing, how someone could have good taste for what is more quality if don't consume that, you see the difference of good and better, you see that one thing is price and other is value, something could have the price high then his value, so quality in what you use will influence in your judgment about what is the better, even see what is a good deal, you could came a dealer for a stranger, or one that travel for your boss, is good when your children is small you show you buy to them see the real value of the things, to they notice what is expensive because is better, of course have people that haven't that, also is good the tourism that you see the best of the places, like is the clothes, is the food, in India is even carpet, has others orientals places that many kind or handcraft, like shawls like shoes or purses. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

Picture of chocolate cookies


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Picture - Sweets candies of chocolate



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What is the color pink enamel I used




And is first pass the ink fluor of Avon, and after the color transform furta-color reflections of colorama. The camera appears like very much the cape of shimmer, is diferent of you put the effect in the video. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim 

 


 

Saturday, September 18, 2021

15 - Game Music


 

14 - Game Music


 

Something that happens for who train piano or dance

 And is shake. For the pianist is the fingers because if you make a lot of exercise your body have fat to burn, and trainning the fingers, the fingers is one place of the body that haven't the energy of the fat to keep the energy that you are using to trainning the piano. And for the dancer is the feet, the feet is a place of the body that don't have fat to keep the energy for your training. So when is little the energy the fingers start to shake. Rute Bezerra de menezes Gondim

Sunday, September 12, 2021

8 - Music from the game


 

About the makeup correction for cinema

And is that I never have good result with this but maybe you got success with that only is used in the cinema makeup, maybe have the secret that isn't confessed... and before when the makeup artist is makeup he uses a lot of light to see the result during his work, the filming is made in hard illumination, and is that when he makes the camouflage and after the foundation, if the hard light show defects he makes the camouflage again and the foundation again, so he uses covers of makeup. And also has something called the video test and the light test. The video test is the director call the actor to be filmed before the film to see any floss, to correct them, when is for selecting the name is audition in the audition the actor could have or not the paper, and the light test is to see if a location filmed how gonna appear in the movie, and manage how gonna be the ilumination in the location for the filming. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

Pallete of makeup Avon that is blushes







With that hard rose and shimmer probably would be the dream result, to have magic without need be a talent for makeup maybe is that that you the consumer is needing, a palette that make your makeup went someplace without has all that knowledge with blushes. Help you be creativy in a second like the key that you use to have the makeup for an event.
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Pre-release skin-care foundation from Avon







I used this week, I used BB cream before, more than a BB cream is hard, I use the BB cream of the Renew-Anew but is this have people that don't like BB cream cos isn't the same of a liquid foundation so that one is certainly one that people would like better, the BB cream isn't powder finish and this one is.
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Music

 


Saturday, September 11, 2021

7 - More one Music From The Game


 

6 - More one Game Music


 

5 - More one music I find in the music game


 

4 - More one music from the game I play


 

Pictures of the hair band that I said for ballet


Also could use emulation to jewerly in the ballet, the one that isn't used are the earring unless are of preasure ones, because in the stage if the earring be during the dance grabbed even in the costume of someone wouldn't make a ballerina with a defected ear, a ballerina with a ugly ear... Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim
 

What about the ballerina height

And is that the expected weight of a ballerina that is playing is something about 57kg, could a the ballerina be that weight with a lot of height? The ballerina can't have an anorexic weight. Why the weight is 57kg, because if she plays a role with a partiner lifting her, a man could manage that without short his ballet life with column problems, ballet is an art and have some health rules, and the weight of the ballerina is if she wanted dance with a partner, the ballerina doesn't need live in that weight, the expected is that when she be called to that role is that she, be able to aquive that weight during the trainnnig but before star the part that she would be lifted by the partner, 3kg is very fast lose in one weeek of trainnig, and if is months? Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

Friday, September 10, 2021

More heat for who is training dance

And is the moleton be cropped, to don't make to much more weight when the baillerina is dancing and could be with the sleeve in the elbow, you are using to don't feel could, the shoulder of the moleton to be light when you are trainning have to be big, if the sleeve be tight is that that tied and the moviment and the baillerina is making an extra force to dance movimenting the arms, also has the dance jumper, and the short has to have a big hook, is the cut between the legs, when the ballerina make that long ballet moviment has no problem to show the underware is to she be using a ballet collant, the skirt is short or is open in one side, why not of tricot?. Is a gaiter that the ballerina uses because they dance with ballet shoes and the gaiter the feet fit inside the shoes, a sock wouldn't fit in the ballet shoes, but the gaiter is to trainning, is very ugly a presentation with gaiter. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

Jumper is a jumpsuit that in the bottom is a skirt, and in the top are straps(jumpsuit-jardineira and not jumpsuit - macacão) and not a sleeve.




A good use for the metronome but this is the past

And is that imagine that in the time that was before the phonograph, that you cant have the pianist playing for the choreographer play to measure if the ballet evolution and steps would fit in the music, was used the metronome that counts, not the time of the complete evolution but one ballet step to the dance and music be at the same time when the ballet play would be in the presentation, today with the music recorded is so much easy the choreographer has the music to make the choreography, probably was much more brain work measure with the metronome, having to have the memory of the music probably the score with the time counted in the paper to make the dance be in the same rhythm of the music. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim   

Thursday, September 9, 2021

The Europe that I knew wasn't homophobic

And peope said that the Europe of the time of the 2 Great War was homophobic is almost the opposite maybe the 80's was homophobic, at the time we lived a wife could caged the husband the result was that many family, especially mothers prefer the sons single with them and the thought of a mother was that one day that she died his son would be caged to be crazy by the wife, that a mother thought that a son is a son and a grandson is a son of another woman, and she preferer his son single to in a lunatic house to had give grandsons to his mother they even prefer the sons in a homossexual marriage than a convecional marriage, is the fraid of die and the son be in the wife hands because the ease of a married woman could put his husband in the mental asylum. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

Tuesday, September 7, 2021

Is good have a compositor in a palace?

Think that a prince could have a music in the head, and one composer could make this melody be a musical composition in a score, to eternalazed for centuries in the future. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

That is good place

My guide was saying that I am on of one more safe places of the world today, that is a place that you could be stupid and don't pay gravely about it, you doubt? I psychograph that has more than 10 years that kidnap is very recurrent in the planet and the common is be female of any age, the fact is that the persons don't figure out that is by the sea, the kidnaped would be carried for a ship, and more danger who live in the coasts of his own countries, other danger be of countries that the females have fame of be white, other danger be one with fame of be difamatory (with the liberty of the internet... with the ease of the social medias), other danger countries that the tourism be high because is easy of someone be in the land and know all the map of the city that the woman live, other danger be a of a contry that the coast isn't policy by ships of the navy, other danger be even poor of a coutry that with all that facts is rich, the fact is racial if the race is rich. The end isn't romantic is bad and the worse result, if all decadency and the most brutal violency and end, when people will notice, never, the woman is in high sea and when die wouldn't be replaced to land to be find for any police would be trow in the high seas where nobody is searching.

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Monday, September 6, 2021

Those small pins is good for sewing

1 - is good if you are making perfect fit clothes that are bathsuit or underware.

2 - For a basic dress that the first use will gonna be a more pompous party, after you use the dress in this party you gonna have a more basic dress.

2.1 - also for the same result you can make the famous maxi-colar, I think that when I was child a friend of my mother went to New York and there instead of the dress colar be fancy was used the colar that went out to you have the two kind of the dresses probably there was in vogue the dresses be more basic and fancy was call of the past. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

This is important for the costumes of ballet

And that some things in the ballet for don't fall of the body, the normal isn't sew, for instance the shawl in the costume, is used instead small safety pins to attaches firmilly the shaw in the dressing of the ballerina, o many is need. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim


More about the ballet the hairdo

The hairdo of ballet is basically the hair very well combed and tied to don't have ponetale, is a coke, but isn't only this, we used hair gel to the hair don't be any on the loose, my mother liked the hair mousse the teacher had almost a deception about it. Gel gives the appearance of wet and is the common for what you see in the ballet, the normal is don't have a pone tale but maybe is about a play with a history and maybe the charaacter use hair of other way but techinically I never wanted that character because sometimes is who almost don't dance and play a history. And the hair dress in the most of the cases after the hair tied like I said, the hair dress was  a iron hedband with iron teeths to fit very much in the hair you gonna jump and run and it can't fall, also have the head comb also of iron with iron teth also that attached very much in the head, and the hair dress probably silk flowers that are made for the ballet isn't the ones for house decoration, are tied in the iron headband or iron-comb, and one more about this is so for the ballet that a rich girl in a party would went to a hairstilish and he would fix the flowers in his head with hairpin. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

More about ballet - costume

 When I was a in ballet what almost has was crochetist and knitter, to dress to ballet, used ballet gaiter is Brazil is only a fashinable acessory in cold countries is a need because a cold muscle could have cramps,  the gaiter warmed the leg before the ballet warm-ups, and the mothers of ballerinas like to dress a little more his kids like shalw some times could be in the dance a shawl, sometimes the montagem (ballet play) is spanic we in ballet some times dance spanish musics and the dressing is basically red and black and flower reds in the hair shawls, black ballet shoes, red ballet suits..., painted with balck pencil eyes, lipstick. Also have the crochet net for hair, sometimes we have net stich gloves in the costume of the ballet play, also for knitters we when we are childrens in ballet we has scarf because the plays in the theatres are when special at the night but in my city used to liked very much 5 o clock that was the time of even the casas de chá start to make buffet was of the European stile tea house. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim




About ballet - the most famous composer

 

And when I was in ballet was Tchaikovisky the composer of the nutcracker, the dance of the flowers, the dance of the sugar plum fairy, and the Lake of the Swan, the most used composition for assemblage de ballet. When I was in ballet the teacher preferred make the dances based in musics of singers children's show hosts, my mother said that skirt is when the ballerina is a swan or would be a more fall skirt. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim


Sunday, September 5, 2021

The first hellish brotherhood

And before went the first bloodhood of the hell my brother had the idea to do the first heaven bloodhood and I didn't wanted to went in that bloodhood, in the begginning of the eras many Jews before the births was in hell waiting to born I we was there so to be in the Heaven we had to got there from the Hell, the others more Europeans was in the soil in the same hight of would the body be, believe in the biggininng the place of suffer was in that height living all the suffer of the Earth in transformation in Hell was all days the same, is like there doesn't pass one second. When started the births we Jews passed to could travel to Heaven, but is only a name, so for us was more one door open. Where we was from was a little lower from the others, also before the Earth we already exists we just was placed by the Big One. So in the bigginings of the births when was already was iriged to the great eastern cities. At the time of that races that today soen'r exists no more, my brother went to do the first bloodhood of the Heaven, to do it the persons had to make a circle, everybody of the side of the other and can't have end, so is a circle, I was afraid of do shit in Heaven and recive a punishment, a big circle in Heaven I doesn't knew what means... maybe could be everybody with a hole in the brain... so I don't know what who was above saw but I went to hell to see what was to see, I thought that would be a circle of light but was a big black hole with a very thin iluminated border. And there in Hell appeared a very ugly short guy, was the first time that I saw that guy and he flew to pass in the middle of the hole I climbed as fast than I could to see what would happens, everybody that was in the circle complaint in order, my ass, everybody felt someone molest them in the ass. The ugly guy said that he was Itallian I felt sorry for him Italy would appeared only 2000 or 5000 years in the future. All the people of the circle beat the ugly guy because was old ugly thing from a ugly place that has many ugly things there, the name of that bloodhood dispite of be of men was the bloodhood of the sisters, because they would love each other like sisters. And the bloodhood of Hell was only Jews and last until the middle Era was the bloodhood of the uncles, there I was the uncle of my uncle a bond of kinship very uncommon in Earth, but possible two sister had sons with the father the childrens would be brothers, uncles, and cousins of each other the fact that to be perfect can't be cousin, thinking more they being sons of the same mother. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

Why a termination in manual works

Because if done right gives more durability, strenght and grace for the work. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

Some crochet terminations

Some crochet terminations
The crochet before the terminations

Some crochet terminations
A beak end in the crochet

Some crochet terminations
Another model of beak temination,

Some crochet terminations
A small beak is appear with boat sail. 

Some crochet terminations
Stich picô to end the crochet

Some crochet terminations
Stich crab jumping one stich.


Some crochet terminations
Stich crab for each stich.
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Ps.: Thinking about I think that termination is princely, is that a work for them is more rich with details, is more work to the same object is more expensive.

 

This key size

I has lost and find my little key, for a key you don't know what richness it holds (hides, keeps), is of jewelry
This key size
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My hair band to clean the face

My hair band to clean the face
Is of the color of moorish cat...
Also to use my beauty mask and my hair don't be on the way.

My hair band to clean the face
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Face Silicon brush smaller model

 

Face Silicon brush smaller model
I would test it to also remove some of my beauty masks, that one that has after that 15 minutes to be removed with water has some that is hard to remove.

Face Silicon brush smaller model

Face Silicon brush smaller model


Face Silicon brush smaller model


Face Silicon brush smaller model
Probably to remove the beauty mask is that one surface

Face Silicon brush smaller model

Face Silicon brush smaller model
This model is feed with AAA batery, I think that if you like economy the model that is charged USB is more economic, I already test I think that didn't last many is only one batery, if was 2 battery maybe some would be gain, two battery would last more than 2, but is very covenient for who don't mind to spent more many but don't and want the practicality of only change a battery. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim








Music


 

Thursday, September 2, 2021

The Brazil elder than the history about it

And of course was in another incarnation, and my brother came with the perfect vacation take a ship to Brazil to see the more fat human alive, which was a girl. What was Brazil a legendary, a bad legend that Jews knew, the land that nobody lie and who lie in Europe went there to see what is never lie. I thought with me in all the places of the Earth to went a land with mystical powers more dangerous than India to see God be the demon, and all this to see the fattest girl of the planet, even the notice of that human was from mystical manners, I said to my brother that nothing takes my conviction that they were cannibals, having cannibals in Africa why you have to be so frescoed to went to a crazy land that nobody returned alive to be eaten there, he said that he wanted of anyway and nobody would stop him. I said that I would go there to we be eaten the two, my relatives many of them went in the travel, was by the sea of course, to everybody die together, in my mind was the mermaid sing, to make driven the ships to the rocks and drown the sailors, I think that the only person that didn't die in a Greek history of a ship was a sailor that tied himself to the mast of the ship, and was who returned to said about mysterious Islands that nobody knew before, of course after had lived a dangerous adventure. So we take the ship to went to Brazil, I didn't say but for me was all the time night, but a night that I saw all, but the skies was black, couldn't be the others see a blue sky the illusion? That made me laugh if the danger isn't disguised could have violence but not disrespect the problem is you see what doesn't have the demon is more powerful and is lying for you, so that way he is more powerful against you. There I saw the girl all the people liked very much to feed her, and like a flash I got knew that she was the grandmother of my grandmother, was there eating, the others around the island were nowhere near as fat as her. I was so glad that was my Great-great-grandmother that I taught to them, they understand, maybe any language, that good to eat a fat animal was to toast, that cook like a soup is a horrible soap, fat boiled taste bad, but toasted, is so delicious, crispy, salty, I had a recipe to give. After that, I felt so glad that I floated and flew flitting to my cabin on the ship, didn't pass 20 minutes everybody that came in the ship and was in the Island touring came screaming that they was cannibals and the sails were set so we could leave as soon as possible. Everybody achieve to return and we returned alive to Europe. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim


Wednesday, September 1, 2021