Thursday, June 29, 2023

More one legal aspect

 Who is of the same side of the demon. Is that the demon will try push that person out of the contract and execute the contract against the other, so would be the demon executing the other and one out of the contract but the problem is that the most important part of the contract is exactly the one that the demon have to push out, so without him the contract will be lost his object, objective and probably is null.

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So one wrong thing in the pact

 You are two times, but about the altera pars, the demon appear doesn't take one precaution. What is? You are two times but one time you are part with the demon and in the altera pars are you. So the demon supposes to make you and you have to be at the same side, to the demon be the altera pars without you being also in the altera pars so you still are executing yourself. So is a defect that I would judge fatal to anulate the pact. 

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The right have this comandments

 And is that the right only have if there is "altera pars". Only have right if have two parts, have the opposite part, the law in the past was to say that was two parts, but today with the collective rights we have multi-lateral parts, but say to me with that case of the two that are the same, why the demon isn't the "altera pars"?

Also have for the Brazil and and think that at least the USA ins't the same the illicit enrichment. In the last case that haven't any code article that directily give that right, in the last isntance the part can say that the other part in reason of him got enriched at the spents of the other, a very weak example you land for someone your house and the person used and rent, already have in the law about, but is like that the person used the house and make money, you can go after what the money the person make with your house, why this clause is so hard to find an example? and is because is to got something that the legislator can't prevent the life is so fuller that can someone think in something that isn't in the law but have that very extensive clause. So say if the person receive something that make a good for the person, why the person isn't in debt?

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Ps.: Multi-lateral the society, the comunity, the parents the kids the public ministry, the State, the city; students, the parents the professors the direction of the school, the city, the public ministry. 

Hold on new info

 The guy that is following you say who is the mysterious about your debt with him.

He was an incarnation yours that you didn't want and tried to got the soul out.

So I think your intention was be a person without soul.

Was only poorness. So you got new incarnation to mock the person, was there that he-she find the demon to make the pact and return in the time. So the incarnation that you meet, and you thought that was a person without soul, he-she was an old woman in a market that only had money to buy onions to make a soup to eat. And knew very well the poorness of the person asked if she make sex for money, and you two made. So this was the incarnation that he-she decided fight for the soul.

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Only one time is lost?

 So the question is, that history 1st you had 60 years old, the old woman of the market had 90 years old, and you think that lost the soul.

Second when on another incarnation he asked to return the marriage, he was 70 years old, so the old lady in the market had already happens.

The difference of age was that he was 18 years older than me, in stage he lied the age for 6 years under.

So I don't have friendship with the demon but let me say that one day of your life of all your lives isn't the enought to the demon win you. Where is send the devolution souls?

You know when you could lose your for your stupid act? When for almost your lives you do the same. So this way the demon deceive you and make you do that for all your lives.

But have something more the old woman have incarnations that follow you, so what the meaning of make sex with an old lady in the alley of the market?

The fact is that is almost man soul, that play with the demon, he-she got at least 3 things of you.

The 90 years old lady. Sold her-his soul 1st tobe your first man, and she-he acquive he rape your first female incarnation when you had 6 years old and kill you. He-she doesn't got deceived he had to kill you, because the second thing that he-she asked was to be your first husband but have to be in a different incarnation and not in the same. And the time that you notice you being alert with that soul in the market and what today he-she had sold his-her soul, and today doesn't have it anymore, but of he win you he spect that you soul fit for him-her.

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Wednesday, June 28, 2023

A friendship that ends

 And that friend in another incarnation that jump over his girlfriend that was if another man. I finished the friendship with him, also because I saw  him with his adviser that was kind older than him. I thouht that he was a person of violent passion that break him against the pier. I was just a young boy that was seing a lot of wrong things. Nobody suposes to shock the youth. I was intelligent and not old. A young ox don't push an old ox, he was wrong and older, people doesn't understand that the age could be positive and more strong, and experience. Before the age be negative the age is positive in power.

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Marriage after old work for someone

 People love us when give for us their better years and not the rest, the shit years. We felt a winner and came a demon with a face of friend to say that we need married when the green had passes for complete, I used to feel proud was the life of a saint a very honest life, and came the demon to say that I am not a winner but a loser. 

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I just psychograph an consult

So lady your friend a very bad friend. She rasga seus segredos - she talk for everybody the secrets that yuo tell her, is your best friend that put your life in the streets. Even her house cleaner knows your life, and with so much details and so much opnion of your friend that is advantage for the maid talk about your life to everybody, because is a deep acknowledgement, that making you have a very bad impression where you walk because even a mercantile cashier know very much about your friend talk about you, very an injust opnion very denigrated imagem she make of you for poor people, is that have friendship for someone if so low moral, she paint you for poors with an moral even worse. Imagine what people think about you is frightening.

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The good is me

 I could think that my husband make me lose 20 years, but in place, I think that I lived alone for 20 years. And I still like him, but when I think about the utility of reconciliation, is the moment that we got mad. Was 20 years, and he got rotten in the arms of another that don't bare him anymore. Don't he think how I lived for 20 years, no feelings for his part just utility.

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What the advantage of an older husband

 And is that he sheet us, abandon us and passes 20 years and want return and we see that is only advantage for him, and we could say that he is so old that he is look like the shit, and we are saying the truth, and we don't have to accept. Who want so much deject he would find one girl more younger than me, so she like shit.

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And people wants to know that aspect about write

 And is about I pratically don't write like an tutorial, and about ethics and permitted and don't got trouble about it, and people that write probably had passed for problems and vexation, is that people say that passed for harassment, so I didn't passes for that kind of situation because I can show what I buy, and can show I using what I bought, my consume, and for that I don't need a permission, I don't need ask a permissin to show my purchases and me using it. To make a review teorically I need the permission of the fabricant, but isn't the case, show consume isn't a review. People have problem and doesn't like me that much because my article don't make passes for vexation. People have write of be asked about the use of their label, but isn't the case, I don't make reviews... So I have audience and also I don't have problems in life.

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Does people understand the use of the words

 I don't use the words just to use them, I said that was an big old girl, meninona velha, see that my another incartnation husband had to search even the past of the past of his father, he can't research only what happens in the last 15 years old to knew what happens to him, he had to revolve the past of his father, know something that was with who he got out at many years, the past of his father! When I said what old fire gun machine, trabuco velho. I was saying that let me say that if we are in 2023 was something like that gun machine is shoting since the 90's. And the ass is endless cú não tem fim I mean that that guy doesn't have another fututre even with don't know 30 years of prostitution, he was still in the prostitution is like that is place that nobody have pitty of nobody once there that the person forgot God is a place of no mercy, that the person can't have auto-piedade self-pity, in all other bad lives people have, is prostitution till the end, people sometimes reach the end of the pit, but the ass can't finish have to be eternal. I see that my husband of another life didn't have the luck that I had of have a good father that doesn't be with teenagers when have teenagers at home. That father of Heaven, I don't like him because he doesn't like me, he used to say that he always was the gay, he was a male prostitute, he was saying that he never was the violent man, does anybody understand him, I understand I respect him, I never thought that he was saying that his life was very prostitute but that he never would be a bad man but the one that is disrespected. 

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Tuesday, June 27, 2023

So returning part 2 he want me to remember

 And he want me to remember, when I lived in Russia. And I could help my ex-husband, that is in another life. Because my ancestor from Russia, he land money for a pimp, let me say how was the money used in the prostitution of Russia. A pimp almost never used put the money in bank, is like that he spent, their life is like very dungerous so is money coming and being spent. So is like that they never safe money! So when he need money the ask for another rich Russian that isn't in the prostitution, and prostitution the return is so sure that always who lend money receive with profit. Probably today they had money in bank institutions but in that incarnation no. So I knew a little about that world. Is that my ex like to remember from the end to the beginning. Have houses that criminals used to encouter with others, we only had to have connection, what the advantage is that you can talk with someone without that person see you. Because have a intercomunocator that we used of one room to another. After he return because my telegram, he told me some and let's from the end to the beggining returning. Was that his father lived his mother and let she with their kids with no money because she let his be sent to an necroterium, he was still alive find almost dead in a hotel room, he had elastic bands in the legs and unconcious he lost the legs, so he hatted the sons and wife, his father was homosexual and appear that people knew tha he was with another man. In Africa the history was hot his best friend that was a woman rescue him, and the only thing that he wanted is take all the money of the wife. But returning for my ex, he was with elastics in the legs, he like the history like that I think isn't mysterious just doubtful. He was also with elastic on his legs, I just remember today, I got the elastic of his legs, I thought that even an murder if are a human would let the person die without tourniquets in the legs. I asked if was to he got excited of have an erection. Was weird but maybe was common among homosexuals. When he told about the history of his father that I didn't knew, he had abandon his family, I asked if he was datting an so meninona velha. So old that was the case of his father when he was teenager! He talked with his father he was with a male prostitute that was 12 years old and was in the prostitution since the 6 years old. What I knew about pimp, in Russia, and Africa, they didn't used to put nobody of so young than 6 years old in the prostitution, if someone do that if someone was almost sure that was a pimp from Idilia that was in Europe. So I pratically knew where from the pimp of the male prostitute, was the same person, I thought an old trabuco suppose to be in a museum, cú is infinite never end, people cut and only got bigger. So I used that to talk with the male prostitute truw the intercomunicator, and I only remember till there.

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And he want me to remember

 But first that pimb that want the friendship of that lady of the north of Brazil. Is that a fan said to me. That his female friend when had a pimp made a program for 500 dollars, and after got friendship with that woman of the north make a program of 5 dollars. So she don't need no more give money for a pimb...

I was saying to that guy, this that he is jocking he can't live of the work of prostitutes. Prostitutes make the hair, the nail of his wife, and his car who sale it for him was a prostitute. People said to me that a pimb that live that way got poor, and when he need a lawyer would not a prostitute that he would call. 

He is a pain the neck, hey man, if I am with trouble with a pimp let the guy make the job, don't matter about me. See I had to write all that without giving a name, I imagine that you aren't intelligent and didn't understand what I write.

The prostitute that I knew only buy in the prostíbulo, a dress that was 5dollars in the big market she payed 37 dollars.

And more have people that need people aren't in prostitution because he need someone with a id clean, to got in the places.

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Monday, June 26, 2023

Just because we are between friends

 Like you don't say your life for a bad person you don't went to the same person to talk about the life of other person. A common person is know for 1000 persons and a famous of for 1000000000 people, nobody do that. I hated for rapers, liers, murders and robbers, and all the kind of bad souls of the Earth. 

I have that problem, some things are genetic, I inherit the smile of my father, my smile is sadic, I don't nothing about my father when smile, I thing that he is hiding something, so my smile is the same. I think that have people that I make surgery to have my peculiar smile, isn't the case, my smile is beautiful but doesn't show kidness. So I almost cry to smile. Is bad how people think that I am bad to the bones.

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I like that somparision emphasys and strong

 Is that people explain but I like the difference that I read in a portuguese book, and the emphasys are for words that could change all the meaning of the setence and strong is for the be enphatic that is in the same direction giving power for the word, yuo can't change is because have grammar for redactors, for who write. So also we have adjectives, subjectives, adverbs, many times the adverbs need emphasys, because is something that change the adjective, cold make more, or even the opposite. I say, my examples: 

You are Jonh's friend.

You are not the John's friend.

Not is used like adverb. So change the meaning.

You are Jonh's best friend.

Best is an adverb.

You are Jonh's only friend.

Only is an adverb.

So you can emphases all adverbs and write strong all friends.

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Sunday, June 25, 2023

The eyeshadow that I bought and came from the exterior

the case of a set of eyeshadow close the cover, is a hard card caseis

The case of shadow set opened showing the shadow are 9 different colour
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And let me say about God yesterday was definetely for someone?

 And is the low roof, souls have that tedency to want of listen to the end of the history, I was talking with a papão, he slow all his life, know him wasn't important for him, he slows everything, be a king or nothing was the same for him, he wash all his life I talked with that person. He said was 1000x1000 times his lives. So the low roof, is that the souls when had incarnated very much would lose the memories of the first like erasing an tape, recordable tape is a God invention to explain a memory of a soul, of course He didn't make one, He only sais what it was. So this guy convinced many to knew the low roof living all to reach the roof. Is the ridiculous of the mind trying to find the bottom even if the bottom is death. I always said that I want make my way very slowly that I wasn't afraid of reach the bottom. One day said to me in the begining that everybody would die but He and me, I got afraid that weir dthing that is upstairs came down, and me alone here. So I don't want the humanity to die. So He said that I would lived for ever see the death of the suns.

And I ws saying that the men is better than the women, why. Because, but first, very coward man isn't judge like men, but like other thing, the judgment is worse. I think that they aren't turned women, but came very nasty creatures, that like live of the favour of others men. The more emblematic examples. Was of two rich men, one when invaded his house asked to the evildoers to kill his son in his place, and he joy to don't be killed and was an old man with a teenager son, the other asked for a friend to sacrificed in his place and the king hided in his room and his friend was sacrificed like being the king. So the end of the history is that, when God judge the women, He is so bad like He is, and when is the man He slow a very good male soul, to be very temperant, and when He judge all the men the evil wasn't between than, so only could be a woman or the 3rd kind the coward.

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Saturday, June 24, 2023

And the luck is cast

 Roll the dice, and nowhere is my destiny. But I believe and luck, and I always believe. And I gonna see that really was mine, stay isn't be sure never, I want to know what is mine, and isn't staying. And if really was mine will return to me no matter where I will be. Isn't the first time that I have to throw it up all, walk away poor caring nothing when I was rich, believe. So roll the dices, I can't stop I have to go, isn't to me stay in a stagnant place, life is in the movement, I have to believe in luck, I never call nobody, because I can promise the future. Once I see again familiar faces that didn't knew where I was from, is don't be wait in no place, be something new for who I really remember. Is like a dip pain in the heart, maybe you need that, you really don't respect yourself, way you don't lost everything to know the value of life, that without food we die, thinking well you need die of hunger, or cold, or be beat till die, you are very fat. You use blanket but don't know that we need warm to sleep and care to dry when we are wet, see die because we are wet and the night is cold. You getting stupid and lazy. If youe weird sexual new friends??? Sure sure I am boring you have to do new sex modalities, don't you know how to stop friends saying no, and put limits? in people that aren't respecting you properly? Don't look for me I don't want to be find, I want go away, everything is weight. 

I can't wait to the ignorance invade the Heven that monkeys, that are the parental of the race to see the descedant corruoted and what they do with that freedom.

Once a asked for someone you gonna still respect yourself after that? People believe have this person, sometimes I think what luck I have because I was nive with this person and not in love. 

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The garden where the flowers are who you loved

 So let me say to someone specific, where a love grow, maybe have an reason, if you want cut me from your garden, I accept, so let me say why I went to your garden. That guy that died in Heaven he was my brother, if God made that parenthesque, the big father that is father of 200, would addopt him I went there to knew him, what gay he would be. He was the male girlfriend of one of my fathers that isn't because is a big father. So the big father addopted the gay not my father and wanted to be my father, would you think of a parenthesque sew that way? I was baing cinic because I thought that the Gay was making brother of everybody, and I wasn't a poor to need. And the guy die...

So he would be a woman for my father, had other very gay that my real father liked very much, that dead was only one. So I don't say that big father appear have some bad feelings about my family.

My father date with people of his age, so wasn't age, the other even are older. Don't you see that sometimes yuo aren't my brother but brother of my better father?

So that love, let me say that many people went to yuor garden and you didn't notice, I thought that people make a line is because the thing is good. Got a line without know what for maybe was to give money for an Hospital! Instead of receive give! So who was more near to marry me when I was a girl, had went to born and even thought in me! He born female suffer in the hand of a bad husband, and want that I papoca-se becaue he received so bad of a husband that wasn't wanting be my husband and I was girl, because he thing that was ridiculous, he didn't want me because he had a bad husband, I didn't say. So I sew that line and got in the line. I have to say that I went a bad boy to you, because you was very good with women, and you don't remember, you was man of your women and women of your men, this came from your mouth. So I went in your life and piniquei when I was a man. To you passes years thinking only on me. Was because yuo heart was open I piniquei till you close your heart. The only thing that I want to you thing about is that the man of your life could be a young man of 16 years old. So I liked that you cry for me, I step on you. So I was unforgettable?

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You only have one way?

 I have to say that I am a little alien, had I said that this is the second planet Earth that the first is only earth and an cup of water. Maybe you have lived a lot of lifes in that planet without religion, or moral. So many have reach that planet with the moral all corrupt. So for one that would read me, for an Alien. Aline. Alien, people doesn't have one future to your future be completely changed, this is of one very fail race. That they accept the doom. For aliens, everybody have 3 paths, and probably all the 3 are glorious but is only yours. Your female friend that want rape you if was like you have 3 paths, so she didn't need your 2 paths that you wouldn't use. But who is doomed have infinity paths and probably salvation is only one, maybe who is doomed haven't future and the future is infinity paths that lead to death. Something that I being very intteligent and alien know that the acaso - random only exist in Earth that for the Universe everything is sailed. So I believe that mean that if anybody climb to find the Universe would die, because she solute the life in that moment and the person would have only one life that will lead to death, and the book of the person would finished and all was to know because the person want a solution and what only solute is a life that will end.

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Thursday, June 22, 2023

A case to vomit

 People asking me about the murder, that happened, thank God I liked gossip to answer to you. So I said that was a murder. So let me say that who was out of France got knew before that, that the person got survived, you think the person got revenged? So let me say that after the end of the judgment the person give knews that was alive. The murder was a simple stable with a knife. But what happens after, the person went to the hospital almost dead, but acquive survive, the murder had made tourniquet in both tighs of the victim. In the hospital when the victim was to recover, the hospital was invaded the victim was kidnapped, took for out of the city rapped for the prostitutes friends of the most violent that was a male prostitute, in the end the person had the two legs amputee with a axe. The victim find who have pitty and hide him. So was the judgment for a simple murder. Who paid so much? I write for the husband and he passed some time with our kids in England. The male prostitue went for an Asylum, the others wasn't the one that stable the victm. My friend from France came to visit me and passes some time she liked gossip and liked an spirit table, the victim felt revenged but his soul not. And who really want to harm was the man of the male prostitute, he wanted to push the soul of the guy out and got inside.

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Also have this

 When the person is convicted, have the revision of the case in some countries, so before the person passes all that years in prison, the lawyer when came the time could ask an revision, and the person have a reduction of his condemnation.

And was kindness that passed in my heart but, when my husband, when I was African, was involved with others persons,  I said to him to pay  the best lawyer of the France thinking well if that was OK even two. At the time he would be considered of small involvement like someone that land a gun or a house to the commitment of the crime. So was kindness that I said to him pay the best lawyer only for him, but I was right he was defending himself of a smaller involvement and the others for a murder if the defense was only one he would be judge for murder like the others. Would be considered like a gang.

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What is better what is worse

 And people can think that is better be judgement that the murder is mad to an criminal, but lets think. 

First you have to know if the madness have cure. Second you have to know if you gonna be convicted in a country that have life penalty, and if the crime could got perpetual. And if you are in a country that haven't execution? and also doesn't have perpetual? How many countries that madness that could make a crime have cure, I mean that you can after convicted return to freedom after 40 years and for madness you die in the madhouse. And criminals have dignity but mads!!!! Do you know what the treatment for madness the doctor could even abuse of the body of the patient, but in a prison they can't do that with criminals; have countries that was permitted to do experiments with madnesss patient but the same isn't permitted for who is convicted.

And have also that the person ask to be consider mad before even of suffer the conviction, sometimes the person even can win and the proves doesn't be enought to condemn the person, also for some cases the somehting that is like the perdon for convicted, that when the case is execution the person can receive a perdon to receive a penalty less grave, but this haven't for who went to the mad-house.

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Ps.: And something that someone have afraid is return to the streets and have people that want kill him after 30 years in the jail how much persons are in the gate of the prisidium wait for him-her?

Ps.: And also an convicted criminal still have subjectives rights, but one mad haven't. What I am saying that once considered mad the person will lost all his rights like propriety of a building to an mamber of th efamily that will administrate, and an convicted still have all that rights but the right of be out of the presidium, the only limitation of even paternal right , of course if the conviction isn't about his kids, is because the father-or-mother is impossibilited to be out of the prison, but what this doesn't is a problem he still have paternal right.

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Have even that the police got involved

 First I went to the police, the incarnation that I was from Africa. The police doesn't wait not a minute because they trust in my word that the last time we talked he said that he had the pretension to return home, and was high night and he didn't returned. I think that the police wait in the lobby and I went to the room with the bell boy. The police, when got knew about his state, almost finished the case I said wait that could be an tentative of homicide he still didn't knew, that my husband was unconcious that he had to talk with him when he returned. Was that if an murder with appearance of fight of an homosexual with even an alien the police let away. I didn't let passes, even if he was in the bedroom with another man he was rich and someone that pretend his money could try kill him to receive the money and the police would close the case like that, isn't less homicide. Could the reason still be money. For the police he said that was in the bedroom with a male prostitute, and didn't knew who he was, and was he that wanted to finish the chase of the police. But the case was treat with more humanity, my husband was rich, he was treat like a gay.

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Making money with filming for families

 And is that an green studio, that you film the son or daughter of the person, in a cenarium with a simple script to the person make an hero, if the person can take a picture with a painel (the name in Brazil) or backdrop of the kid with a custom, the person can also in place of make this kind of picture make movies, have families that like film with the kids so much than pictures.

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Of course the history is longer

 And for who wanted to knew if I stopped to talk with the husband when I was a African. Had at the time an type of talk-eletronic that was used for lawyers, when the lawyers was for rich heritage, so if the lawyer office was one that got very important Heritages they had an eletronic comunication, was something better than telegram. Do you know what is an telegram? WAs because the comunication was instantly. Do you really know what is a telegram? When you send a letter by the mail, you write the letter, put in the envelop post it, of course that you have to pay the estampilha, and put in the letter, sometimes we went to the office to they make that but sometimes is need because one estampilha pay you letter if doesn't passes some grams, is 5gr? so for each time passes that weight is more one estampilha. So you went to the post office to scale that and they put the needed number of estampilha. So you can sen this way some small things, but values like jewelry and money. Theorically if they knew is money the letter will be locked, so you take a risk if you send money, and why an telegram is so different? Because a telegram you write your text and pay for each letter in the text, because this is expensive, but a letter will take months, weeks travelling if this is the case of the distance, and the telegram no, the telegram is you dictate your letter in Russia, and between the post of the Russia and France have an telegrafo, the same thought that is used to the old ships the morse code. So my letter that I dictate in Russia is transmited instantanly to France by an telegraph by morse code, and someone is typping but also had a machine that write directly in a long tape, this isn't the today in Brazil, so one person will glue if a tape cutting in pieces and gluing in a paper card. So in the end they will have letter that is a telegraph in France that I dictate in Russia, so the telegraph will be given in the hand of the person in France in the same day. So the letter will travel maybe for a month and an telegram is in the same day. People send a telegram when is urgent you give that information in the same day, pratically you don't need anything more than the money to pay.

So I used to talk with an lawyer office to see if he was Ok. Had even my herritage and sometimes I send him to carry about because would be the herritage of our two sons. So in the office I passed to talk with kind of 2-3 persons in France to knew if he was Ok. I say to the people that I was insistent because I didn't want to his man thought that he was abandoned. Right in the beggining I trusted very much in friend of the building and she find his actual friend. I asked that if he was making trouble in France send him back to Russia that I was jumpinf of hapiness but I liked him. I only could say that way because at the time homosexualism was a case of the person be send to a insane-asylum. So I say that I liked him and not I would care of him. His friend say so many things to I be worried that I say that say to his man that he got mad because almost was murdered. One day I said to say to him that homosexualism was case of internation, that his life was wonderful, instead that he was filthy rich, and that add to that he run away after that incident tfrom Russia to France wasn't typical, he understand what I send to say.

But he got mad with me was about other thing. He step on me, a wife wanting hin back. And send ask what in my mind was the reason that someone tried to kill him in the hotel. And I that run to the bell boy doesn't see his state I cover his body with the bedspread. I dressed him to he arrive to the hospital without no curious try to see his body state. And he was naked only with the gold watch in the wrist. Probably he defend himself with the arms and the offender hit his arms and brake the watch. So had the hours of the crime, but my conclusion was that the rent boy, got offended by an client that was all naked only with watch, was the only thing that came to my mind, and was to kill and make a prostitute got mad. He got so mad about what I think was the cause that say you can offend me more? Say that the criolo naked with watch was ugly. So I made up an joke and send by an telegram about a gay that went to the hospital to receive an ass transplant.

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Wednesday, June 21, 2023

Heaven this is true?

 That that God specially, bring kids that are in danger in Earth, and if my danger was the smaller of all that need people? The history isn't that long. I lived well with my father, we didn't had born, souls lived, in the line of the soil since there no people there. And didn't knew my mother, she went to our home when I was alone, and beat the door that was my mother, and I really didn't want ope the door, and passes by the streets one brother at the time that we was only cousins, he always wanted to knew my mother because liked my face. And he find my mother outside and say to her that, she doesn't need be married to have money and kids, and she went with him, I looked by the window to see if she went with my cousin, one moment she screamed with him and he run away and she didn't returned, my cousin was offering to her to be prostitute I think, imagine she poor someone teaching her to be a prostitute.

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And some that in Heaven

 And about that uncle thar people asked, let me say I doubt he knew me, he was more ugly than the demon! What I knew is more ugly what walk hide than that that show his essence. I had good eyes and I was kilometres of that ungle. He isn't exactly iluminated, I hide my light in Heaven is the place that they kill spirits with light, so the uncle is a big firing star, he doesn't glow he is burning. He for me had faces of white, but I think he was a dark soul, that the internal fore was so high that people see that orange light. So I think that he would be dark with wasn't for the big fire that make he spell that orange light. I think that if you see he lately and he sin't that way he probably isn't that powerful. And people there that I knew saying that how his appearance was nice, have brothers of this guy that think that are he and say is me and, passes for many shame, like being a real bad person. One day I see passes to Heaven one mother that I never wanted because she was poor and bad. She let the baby die in the cradle, I didn't wanted die abandoned by my mother, so people jactá-se, that praise that born in my mother and stole my mother, just that one. So one day I saw her climb and I knew that who was to climb was that uncle. I ddin't got mistake and think that she was my uncle, she is masculine, who see, thinks that she is a man. When the uncle climb to Heaven the Heaven have to be night. And he make sound like a big airplane. Exploding the air that passes at his side, dragging and making that music, he is very frighten for who is more modern, I always dreamed with airplanes sources because the guy make that sound, a small airplane the sound appear that the air is hitting, when is like an rocket the sound is different. So that mother climb when was day in the place of the uncle. When she was to climb to the last heaven, I was tha day walking like climbing a mountain so I was in middle way to upper place. And her backs, her ass open and closes all the time, I thought that she probably molested her babies when expecting them, Heaven is a place of horrible revelations. 

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Ps.: What I used to think of people say that want to be born in that my mother, that the person was mad to be poor and be beat by the mother. People passing running screaming, so have pleasure in poorness and be the victim of violence, can even wait in a place of walk runs. I didn't like to see, I didn't like my mother but doesn't like people disrespecting her. 

Monday, June 19, 2023

Ok he was my brother, I not like my city

I moved at 20 to England and never returned, and write to my girlfriend to she lived there with me, my mother was from England. My father was owner of an TV station, had even one in Brazil, there indians had bought one because they had money an that was fancy, I don't know what one from indians in Brazil showed, an dif was only one TV?

So my mother said that onçy wanted my fahter because he had sons but was single, my older brother the older was 20 years older than me. Each one lived in a different city. What more appear in the TV was the life of my older borthers, they were filmed, in house went to school. I never knew one, I saw them by the TV, he applyed an prank in my older brothers and applyed the same on me. I was in college, and he send to me an medication with an label in chinese. My nother helped, I drunk an soniferum, when I woke up had a paper inside the box explainning that was to a man became female. My mother passed the day making small braids, with a long hair in my hair, after I knew are is nuts with braids, be hide, I felt the hair pushing very much when I wake up and the hair was long when I wake up, my nails were longer, and that pain scalp that was liked the hair being pushed. Is there at the midnight the dick fall out. I was to fall in tears, was my time to appear filmed to the film. No interpretation, my mother saying that I would not lose a day of school. My mother was waiting with the dress my mother like me but she like my father was a shit. Only after sleep after the day, I wake up thinking about that long hair that long nails even false eyelashes my mother had applied on me. The dick was there thinking in the wonder my parents were, I came to talk with my mother, she confessed were a prank.

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What I think about music composition

I think that makes it very easy to compose for an orchestra first compose for piano. Is that my mother said that a regent has to learn first to play the piano. The piano have many musical have a lot of musical notes, 7 escales, so how many others instrumetns have more escales than a piano? So you can play many songs in the piano, that are for other instruments, so you can use a piano to compose for the others instruments, very brilliant but hard is play when composing for an orchestra play all the instruments, an octopussy have you heard an composer with the musicians, composing toghether what cometive, like a bus went to the beach, lets put the farofa in the empty can of milk in powder, because we are poor but we know how to fall with class. My mother used to say to the class be more only frying an small chicken put first in the can and after the farofa, each one with a spoon, lets dig the can.

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This part I didn't tell because looks lie

When I run to the top of that house that looked like a castle but some aspects were different, I remember that the room was at the top of the house but when you looked out the window, appear from who was inside the house that you can rich with the foot the floor, so the American follow me, but when looked by the window he was logical and the distance came kilometres, was distant I don't how much is 2 kilometres, so don't gonna work say that was 2 kilometres, so he cancelled the way I pretend escape, but I still have the power of flight. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

Vixe pig that was good for the others

 See I listen that the God destoyed all the suitcases because someone could escape like me. I had went away if the people see that the capability was mine, they could amputee the other's arms to they didn't run away. I also was saying that history because one was there since the first robber, he was saying that they let everybody return and more 300, and he was kept capitive with the legs amputee, I don't know who is this person, appear that this person talked with Europeans they just doesn't understand who this person is or where is.

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The stolen faces

 People are asking about the stollen faces, so this probably is a longer history. The firsts faces were of an beauty but of a 50 years old woman. And was to we use in a Island, appear that we went there to see a soul that envies everybody face. So was to hide our faces, even her clothes we was using I didn't change nothing even breast and bum was of a 50 old woman. But one to impress the important soul of Brazil make the face be younger, the basic age of we was 12 years old. The guy that revert the age I didn't like him-her.

After this experience in the island the robbers had already occurred. We went away, but we returned to receive presents. And was a trap. There I meet a brother from Americas if one day we meet again. And the first present was the God scratches his arm and appear suitcases, the was beatiful but the leather appear dark kind of old. Was rounded, I open mine and was empty, that one that was from Americas, open his and inside was insect guts, he thought that beauty cream and passed that on the face. The second present was that we went in the backyard and there had an tree with seeds in the log the God said that we had the, of course was me, my borthers, the 300, and this American. So we had the right of two seeds, I got of this way and the American also do the same. I to nobody confused what were from them with what was for me I put in the suitcase. We sleept by the night and in the other day when I opened my suitcase to see the beans there had two dresses, I was put at the side of the boy of Americas, in his suitcase had two pair of shoes. I said that I can exchange one dress for one pair of shoes, I was thinking that he need a dress. The dress was magic once in my body were boy clothes. And the last present would be given in the dinner room. First let me say that only me and the boy of Americas was thin the others were fat kids. So in the dinner room was the last present, this time He gave to us the beauty of the lady of Americas but this time were faces of 12 years old girl. The dinner room was very beautyfull but the food was only porridge. I and the American we was a copy of the other but the others because were fat, had big cheecks that almost close the eyes, and the lips very fully like a bloom. But one time that we received this last present were a robber. The room was invaded for growups, that attacked everybody but the owner of the house. I notice that was rappe and robber I run in the only direction that I had all the room was invaded, was a crowd so, they came from the doors I run till the top to the tower, I see my suitcase, and got right it, I imagine that oen day that get deteriorated, and I make it up that was magical and I was using that to jump thru the window and that the fly was because the suitcase was magical I knew fly. I didn't t trow away the face because I thought that they didn't wanted that face but, the transformation of that, so I didn't change my face and run away with it, I tried returned the face for the lady many centuries latter many times but she alway lies and say that wasn't returned and the face return to me. When I was in the limiar of the Brazil I hide of the Grandfather waiting the others return, they return and lie for the Old Father said that there was a sucess, and this and that and I was the only that bring anything from there the face that I never used again the suitcase, the dress, and the shoes. The others were lying so much that I didn't present like presents and He didn't notice.

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Sunday, June 18, 2023

Aesthetic exercises

 

Two devices to exercite the facial muscles
Is to who like that, had this two devices to make exercises, I think that the two work directly with different muscles, but listen first, is that if you open your mouth one muscle is used for that when you close is another muscle that work, but wait, the machine that make open the mouth hard, will work the one that close because you gonna close the mouth before open again, but this is not all, is that just you gonna work less one the other the work is a bit harder, doesn't you agree? So I think that who use that one that is smaller have expressive jaws, and the other is the muscle under, tss tss tss. I would have the two, I think that is faster results, don't cry so much is all day just some minutes, that all the two recomend. 
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Programing tags Js and CSS they are different

And the script could came in the head.  The structure is an tag informing that is an HTML doc. and after an tag that is the HTML tag and goes inside this tag:

The head and other that is the body, and all goes inside this two one, so if something is inside the HTML or is in the head or in the body.

And the tag of dress recomendations, that is like I recomend to you act this way before read that letter, joy.

So if I put an recomendation that is a sparse page to the letter of course is in the head, so is in the head the where is the CSS document that style the document, but of course that you can in place of have an external file of CSS you can write the CSS inside an tag in the head. Also you can write lines of style inside the body that is today the kind of impurify your HTML >>inline<<, But we are talking of addressing of external documents.

So the JavaScript we adress the exeternal document in the head. But of course that we can also write an Javascript in a tag inside the head right in the document HTML, and we can write also the code of JS in the body, sometimes we write the script in the body and sometimes in the head and doesn't work, try cut from the head and put in the body or the opposite, make difference, is because this is a code and the code will run in a sequency so the script be in head maybe would not be run because after the script be read the machine will read the HTML and at this moment the script is like something that the machine will not return is the same that doesn't have a bridge, is like have an script but doesn't make nothing to the document.

So the CSS is <link rel="stylesheet" href="my-css-file.css">

and the JS is <script src="my-js-file.js" defer> </script>

The differences: 1st the tag that had the CSS isn't an special tag for CSS is an link tag, so one moment we gonna have to say how this file work for the HTML-doc so gonna have an rel attribute that doesn' gonna have in the JS, because the tag of the JS is an specific the script-tag. So don't need be equal the attribute of adressing for the link that will have the CSS is href, and for the JS is src attribute. And the value of that adressing follow the rules for the values of that kind is a path to that document. Is a path because could be inside a sequency of folder or even be in host in the internet, is the map of the road to reach this two documents. And the script-tag have one more attribute that is the difer that of so simple the attribute and the value is two in one there you have the attribute with the value defer, is an recomendation that you gonna read the script and hold in your hand because had an hole HTML document to be execute before, isn't that the machine will return the machine is like linear, I think that machine rarely return so this part isn't read after is just this is read and is holded for the machine to an HTML be executed, maybe the machine think that word body?????

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Who said the moment of the lonely star

 And is the moment that, the person acquive what be a star but isn't what wanted, or isn't any more important. What is worse is a wrong calculation or the had passesd a long time. (Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim)

My purchase of blush that came from the exterior

two  tringular boxes of the blush opened

The 2 blush cases reverie diary color one and two the boxes are pink in format of a cheese slice
I think that the effect of the two is have some shimmer, the kind of is multicolor, is like a mix of pink blue and green, I notice very much the shimmer.

The two bush cases opened in a close up of the powder
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Nail care

A pot of gloves with hand cream for hand hydratation
And when you do in home you don't need the anti-bactericide spray, because you can wash your hands before. And in clinique the profissional won't say you to do wash your hands and will change that for an antissepitic in spray.
So you beginning with an hand cream gloves, in place of put the fingers inside a ball with water, is more practical and hydrating, in home you can remove with water, or a cloth with a cloth is more hydrating, water remove the cream not only of the nails but of the hand, but with a cloth you need to remove the greasy of your nails with alcohol or nail remove to have a perfect surface that will accept the nail art.

Two pens for application of oil in the cuticles one is common and the other is anti-fungal
And why this ones, the one of the top is for hydrating the cuticles, and the one of the bottom is anti-fungal, I was with tingling in my feet nails so I buy this of the bottom, 
So you use cuticles oil, because you can have some allergy to nail vernis, or acrylic when making an nail extensio and the cuticle got drie and crack or unfurl of the nail. So the oil prevent that and more dryness problems.
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Music


 

Saturday, June 17, 2023

And this was in the begining,

 And after the problem that I had with the group, what happens before I got engaged. Before I made friendship with a french girl with a age closer than mine. I lived in a good building that lived there in majority singles, of any sex, race, believe, hehehe any sex were women and men. And the star, the irrestible handsome of the group said to me that he had write a script to play in the theatre, that was the conversation of two ex-boyfriends, an homosexual plot. That I had heigh and that he didn't want to interprate with a man. And that I could take a medicine that would make my face masculine, I was in the ice cream store with my friend in the city the girl that lived in the same building. I ask to her have that medicine? She said go that is very funny. I drink that bevarage, of course that I could make an homosexual but without sex. Had a passage in the script that we two would take of the t-shirt, but was only that. I drink a lot of that, in the day make result, the play was already anounce and my face got grothesque. I had so much hanger, that stoped to drink that I went after my friend to she explain that my face was so ridiculous that I can't came ou of the apartment. The only person that see my face was my friend of the building, I stoped to drink that bevarage, and encomend from the pharmacy, anabolizantes, thinking that I would make exercise, in African the sports was permite even violence, so we drink something to be taughter than the other. We only can't use guns but beat the other was common. So a trainning of 3 months with the right medicine was what I need, you think what was the pretention? That when we got out the t-shirt he would be more gay than me. I encomend an colete a vest, that was for violent sports, because in sports was common women fly right in the breast of the oppornent, was color of the skin. So I would take the tshirt but not the vest. When was to be the day, I was looklike a man and not anymore with an monster face. I almost drink a spoon to don't passes all the effect. I said to my friend that she help me she advise me, so now help me to I don't need get out of the building. I asked to she go after the hairdresser to rin my hair. I just got out before the premier to ate ice cream with my friend she said that I was Ok, nobody would recognise me. When was in the day he got surprise, he losing the line of the text. And I got of intelligent I modified the text to be more macho than he. I was saying that we were in loved but the thing was in the past, had a kiss, and the time of the t-shirt out, first him after me, he showing the peleza and me a sportive vest, he roll in the floor of so much hate. He said that had a heartattack. He asked to be carried to a bedroom, to passes the malaise. He asked to be with me at his side, I said me not. He said that he was real bad that he can't harm nobody. Everybody leave the room with me and he. He jump of the bed tried push me to the bed. He doesn't acquive I tried to run to the door, he hit lightly in the side, I got afraid wasn't violent but a man hit me. I jump very high, he push to the middle of the room I jump again o don't fall in the bed but fly over the bed, he jump over the bed and got me by the foot. He hit me over the bed I with the belly to the bed and he passes the arm over my neck and said that I would say that I want, I scream HELP. People open the door, and said what all that sound? He said that he have trouble with homosexuals and got counfused and almost strangle me, just afte that appear he with the idea that suposed to marry the other musician of the group.

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What way got that history

 When I was a singer that came from Africa. Amazing, the future from that day. I am saying that I would never guess the end by the beginning or the middle, so when I got divorced, and that little conversation, I passed to know the life of my ex-husband from the others, but before the divorce I have to say that I felt sorrow for him, one time I thought that he had a body that make him suffer, but I never said even to my closest friends that he had violent relations with men, he sometimes passed a long time without do that and suddenly he return to that. He never tryied doesn't return to that, is that made he very unhappy. He sometimes was so beat that I find he undress and unconcious, so I knew the size of his ass, sometimes I find him abandon in a room in a hotel, I never asked what happens in those run aways of him. When he returned to France, people informe tha the was dating my friend of the band that I was in loved when I got in France but I never said for nobody about. The problem was that our friend was already married, very bad let me say, but could be a fraud and be his wife for years and he lying in France that he was single. He was white but from India I only knew when he married. I bring from India a dark woman that was widow with 8 sons, and daughters, and if was his wife before he came to France? I tryed to talk with him, that we could be good of each other and take care of him, more than that I would not say. He never returned and I passed to went to France with our two sons to they have a father right in the time that really was necessary, they were in the adolescence, I even doesn't got him with a man. Was in the Christmas, so was basically one time a year. Have one day he had make face surgery that changed for completelly his face, was beauty, maybe something that a gay would like to do with his face. In the end passed many years maybe 20, the man that he date got free, probably widower, in my head or in my city, win because the other die isn't win, people had to acquive at least minutes before the other dye. Or is a love that only the death separate. Deterioration aging deception, so he got the man for him but he write to me if I wanted to return. I would say that if was only to live toghether I would accept, but to be hot in bed, I didn't want. I see he beat, I see be the other in someone life, I see how sex destroys people. And was leaving a good life, I care deep for him, wasn't bad even when he disappear, I just was afraid that he could be killed. For 20 years my life was pure fantasy, I was travelling in a good business and today party. I had friends, at the time women never had sucess in business because them run bad the finances and had to be exploiters, but I came financial consultor specially I work for friends, so was a time that we can live in luxury with little money. So what I could want more, financial was something that buy me a ticket for a wonderful life with low cash.

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Friday, June 16, 2023

Certainly we were different

 Two questioning, one was that he even was there to see that? How did he knew? I don't fake be emotional. Was that he felt that we being friends I didn't understand why he jump over a woman, I gonna tell the context. The fact happens when we were two friends and he, and we were toghether when he saw the lady that he was dating in the company of a common man. Something very poor. She said, probably the situation force her to confess, we were in a stalation what she was doing alone there? She even pass over to be in the top, she confess that was living him for that poor, what horrible paint. He even jump over her because she would return in the word, he wasn't so elegant in the words, doesn't have so much inportance what he said was something. I look very surprise to he care so much for a stinch bitch that leave a handsome educated man for that poor, he think that I judge people, she was in the company of a man that smell a human shit, I think that is very important for a judgment if could notice imagine she that was if that old man? He was very ugly, the skin was look like a lobster appear that had even shell, is that had poor that doesn't wash after make shit so had poor that smelled to shit, and with that disgrace of skin what could be his age? Had poor that lye about have wife, young poor people the sun make burns, but that image wasn't of a young man burst by the sun. He wanted her back anyway was even cruel, she was an animal and find his man an animal, have animal that smells shit. He think that could force her to marry him, he was forcing an animal to be apart of his man with all the sin, animals live in sin, he probably was married ugly and old, probably was married since the 12 have lives that are of animals. So she was wanting a married man, sometimes I used to think what a poor want lying for a rich that he is married? What that poor have in mind, he think that will make some trickery?

And how he knew about a lady of my life? So the before the Rabbit lady, I born something 1/10 of her births, so probably for her she married very few and for me a lot. If she born 1500 times I born 150 times. I already said that a common hisotry in my life is a girlfriend before abandon me say that I supposes to marry the Rabbit lady. One pushed me to that my wife something like 10 times I didn't notice that a lot of times was the same girl. I thought sex was the problem, was so in love that moment, and she treat me that way, even in the last night was romantic, nothing prepare me to that, I thought that she wasn't the girl for me, that the Michelle, I like to call my wife Michelle all the time calling her Rabbit lady, shit. So Michelle and me we was friends, and that doesn't confuse me, love of friend is also very important a friend doesn't abandon you, and a friend is important. So I am sorry with my wife wasn't the best sex that I had. I felt hate and not range, like I felt raiva and not ódio. Ódio is a sin. Why because she was thinking that I would behave a violent man and force her to marry me, and we lived in that love and hate. Maybe was that what she wanted a man that rape her to live in hate and love, I preferred Michelle. One incarnation we meet again after many playes of her we got far from each other, and in oe incarnation I saw her again and she was old and I was young and I thought that was to me saw that the love had ended, that was to me see that she had a man one of his own age, that I didn't think anymore on her, that the past was in the past. That she had a age of a grandmother to I see that teh feeling had died, that we never were of each other she was only a naughy girl that doesn't wanted be virgen for his husband. Look her with tenderness and not with love.

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Today's Chronicles 16/06/23 at 10:07am

 And medical report - Is that a person asked if have operation for knees, that isn't amputation. Have one that is replace for a proteshys internal, an new knees of synthetic material. Bad example - People were saying that had a doctor that for the knees with cancaer of someone asked so much money for an amputation that the friends of the sick person, invented an accident with the person to the doctor make the amputation because was an car accident, and ask less money. The other story was one criminal that had 3 beautiful wives, how he was the kind international pimb, he was bad even with his wives, removes the knees of the 3 they had all the leg but the knees, and they or are in wheel chair or crawling by the floor, I am saying that a criminal know remove an rotula but a doctor doesn't? And with the an synthetic rotula, the person went to physiotherapy because the beggining is the person felt dormancy, and the therapy is to the person live with more confort, and the person return to walk with a new rotula, with training appear that muscle that is there for no reason is what will help that to make the person walk so, even not very important muscle passes to help in the locmotion is the hope of the doctors, and thinking about amputation who would not try an transplant? Maybe you can find an human rotula, but if take years the person would wait this time with the legs, and this would be one hope.

And about make movies spenting few bucks, I think is a good idea. And say that already had happens, the history. Was a director from India, imagine that humans beans lived in dofferent grades of technology, so the director was from India and want make money in his country, and he travel to England where the technology was futuristic for India, and make his movie there, to the people of his country think that he spent bucks and bucks of money. He even rent an expensive car very modern to the thing be more realistic. 

And success is the objective? Sometimes isn't! Let me say let talk about semantics. You sometimes don't want success and the money will not came if you don't know what you really want. Let me say I doesn't want exactly succes but success would be something to I reach my real objective! That do any good like the others things that for me work, a job like a screenwriter! So if you only pretend success maybe you reach that but the money will not come.

Aeroplanes think that people say that the technology make construct aeroplanes cheaper, and that today the aeroplanes are made of a cheap way, do you see the difference? The last they use all the cheap of bad quality to make something that if stop to work in air averybody dies, and the first are saying that technology evolute so much that make airplanes aren't so difficult to do so the quality are even higher and coast fall because of that technology make that possible.

And what about an genius know about grammar think in your brain like a big house, and grammar is one door close in that house, that you only gonna open that door if your brain can reach that room, with another studies you gonna open others rooms but not that one, do you want to leave like primitives, can you imagine that their genius was like a kid crawling, don't lie the person is in that stage, who don't want that human intaligency be in the 10000 years in the future, don't we need that intelligences to exists, I say more that destructive is the genius that lives in the primitive era. They are the hatters. A genius that uses only 1/5 people said that 20% of a brain! So genius had a head 3 times bigger than ours did you see one lattely? One with a head 3 times bigger than ours? Call the TV Station with find a genius. Why genius like horror movies because they liked think in seconds consume of seconds for a solution of a problem, because in something they are diferent they can reach teh excelency in seconds, geniality you can't say if a normal person takes 30 years that a genius will take 10 years he can solve in 3 seconds. 

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A futuristic history

 And is that in a future is very near that one, the brain of the human how much milleniuns to change? So what the humans like today would like for milleniums, right, so right. Is that the diferection isn't in the surface but in the base, sure, sure. So everything is looklike what have today just with thechnology in everything, because technology are evoluing, so is that about codes. A person travel, and parents misses her, and wanted to went inside her apartment she lived alone, I was thinking that the missing person how never had talent to remember codes, her codes necessarily were in someplace. She was the kind that keep her secrets in codes, so probably she is afraid of have them stolen for someone, people like her someone that comit an crime, they hide and any person is an potential danger, but isn't the case of the missing lady, but of the same way she need all her codes hide, so have a person trying prejudice her. I would think probabyl this person want her money. So where are the codes? She never reveal but asked a very trust friend, to keep an book with all his codes, smartphones have contacts, places visit, bank app, and much more that only an criminal can imagine what he is intent to. See she even didn't trust hide this book at home.

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hold on...

breaking charades in game

 And also that help you to acquive open your trunk if you forgot is secret. And is that in a game an code would have an charade to you discover and open somthing like a box an door, probably if they didn't use numbers but figurines, or shapes would not be so numerous then the numbers, sometimes 3, 5, things like that, so one consider the figurines like numbers, starting of the first to the last, and  I try all the combinatio but of an intelligent way, I count, if was numbers, I would count 000, 001, 002, till the end. With 3 figurines would be very easy and fast rich the result. With a trunk that are 3 numbers codes you only have to in the most try 1000 numbers, but you gonna follow a sequency or the work isn't capable to rich the intention. You gonna playing with pure luck and maybe passing for combinations that you already tryied, but an office suitcase with 4 digits secret isn't the same because the possible combination is 10000. Ihave to say that 3 digis is working with the fingers that is exhausting but doesn't take so much time. 

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This is why we learn conversation

 And isn't that the subject kill me of so much interest, but let me say that you say: "I walk with freedom" and "I walk freely". We never rich freely in the conversation and this word exists!👀.

So you if you are vary far from the grammar you gonna think what is freely? Is synonymous of freedom? But isn't is that one is substantive and the other are adjective, and you don't use with all that freedom one by the other, one phrase was to add an substantive and the other and adjective. In the planet of the grammar the most two more important entities are substantive and adjective. Imagine that an American can study at home with the parents, and doesn't learn exactly grammar, he can even passes really with low grade, in many tests for a job, but if this person was intelligent kind brilliant this person are loosing an special development of hir-her brain, so isn't without lose, and I would say a very grave lost the person doesn't passes for the grammar, for intelligent people and normal people the grammar have different effect in brain delevopment. 

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Wednesday, June 14, 2023

When Heaven was in Brazil

 The Man don't care anymore for the history!!!! Is that the person that is God there is a person that have a fame of be a handsome man. I am saying about to say that I thought that be grandson of God was't Heaven. God like money, He said to we try be in the heart of the God of Brazil, that we call him Grandfather. Another wrong thing that I tried to do for one of my fathers in Heaven and I don't acquive was stole gold of a Hell, because my father liked money. The demon said to me that gold was of the lecture, if acquive take it to the otherside I would be dumb, and don't like study, I accept the punishment to make the only wrong thing to make happy my father but I didn't acquive. So they like money. I was in Heaven trying get out, I want to knew places, I had parents in others places that I can't say about, even that they stollen. I said that I poor and good worker I work there I didn't like, I give work the others what? I remember that was hours of work an exploration.

So the Heaven in Brazil, was in the body of the important person, He even said that when move us  to the Valley, you know what is an valley? The lowlands between two mountains, could be more? There one in Earth? The river that had in the valley was the pus of his ass pimple, I was thinking that guys are shaming me, they asked the best but see what they receive! One day that was a Heaven was when He moved me to live in the village with the others Brazillians, I receive an small house a chale, if one other borther was moved to the place he would receive another small house to live alone. The house was to please me was small house in German style, I didn't need cook the oven, when I wanted eat magically appear food the type that I wanted, even ice cream, the house was futuristic outside small and inside all the comfort. I only wanted food that doesn't existed in Earth, was food that doesn't make nobody fater, The grandfather sendo to the home of the God of Brazil 200 grandsons, and the Man send back to the Granfather 500 grandons I notice every one that wasn't my brother, but I didn't said a word. When we were to live came the second place to him see if like North Americans, that bad woman had to bums that were making money with her, so they were already perpetrating crimes, they only were caming because we were rejected, thanks I didn't stayed there till the end, they didn't acquive. And they had promess acquive for the other. He send me to the village because one sympathie wasn't enought to make two his grandsons. Or everybody passes or nobody. He was fair. He rent a face of a beautiful girl in Brazil to land to us for some days and had who tried steal that face. 

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Have so much stupid people in the world

 Is that persons that pray and say God save me from the cynic professor of the internet. is like the bug-man, or a werewolf or a vampire. The cross will be sword the Bible my child, God hit that guy with a ray so much escandal because have cynical professor in the internet like have in any other place. That a sword trespass this guy that pray, with eternal pain, that he-she fell, and lose this battle, because only the shit to pray because the professor is cynical. That the sword pass him and he die, because nobody need an mad soul they only make pain on him-her and in the others, you right you receive the wrong soul but you are the wrong person. This soul are in Hell but have people that went there to free them and bring they in the bale to calve them, and the mother will only have pain because she will until returned that souls to their right place the deep hell.

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Let me say I think that reach the house

 Home run the fact is that who said htat the night is supernatural. The way came different and the person walk in circle, the perseption of the way to home came blury, and against to her she doesn't use glasses when need very much. The demon put extra roads, streets in the way, the night came endless. I don't know what she did, but listen, her debt is UUUUSSSSAAA, is that she make a pact that she would passes a life of amputation the future is of her, is that is in very far future and she are still living that life, she would give up of have soul, in the 3rd incarnation, she would not even bare 10 lives. So one dream the city was so beautiful but in that night appear that was in the most industrial city in the world, 10 tracks roads with big trucks, beggars with sharp big knives, the most hated person of the city, what is like another dimension a planet that the violence is supreme high? The beggining are returning to home at night, but she would give up before the last, the history that I like is the one that she fly.

I don't knoe if I already told that one so let me say in main streams. She was with the her mother in a dock, but her mother that doesn't liked her when saw that she sleep in a coach of the building that had there leave her and went home, the place was surround by barbed wire, when she wake up was deep night but the moon make the night iluminated. And she thinking that was alone got out of the building, was a beautiful place you think that was close appear like a high balcony. But at that moment she wasn't anymore save, had inside the place a beggar that notice that she slept in the coach, her mother went away alone, and he got his friends and convice them to got inside the dock before the dock be closed. They prettend rape her and cut her in pieces with knives that was to strip fishes. So she wake up just seconds before they went to find her in the coach. She was walking with no direction trying finding at least an idea, when they see her at distance. She got that felling of surviving and run of that group of bums. One moment that she didn't have all that chances of run all the night from them, came the miracle that distoyed her arms, she that have an weird pact, was helped for his devilish friend, and her arms so normal like of anyone, even more weak, she wasn't to young and had already make surgery to have armas of top model, and she passes to flap her arms, that weird. So fast that she got altitude, and her arms getting dead, like being electrocuted, probably the consume of energy for that effort, cut the oxygen of the arm, when you run any time you felt ants? Is that you consumed all the oxygen and your legs are in deficit of oxygen, so imagine the demon flapping her arms so fast, that ants you need a big effort for sometime hers was seconds. And she getting extremilly exausted for efforts that she can't command, and she flying high was in the high of the electricity wire of the electric poles, and she got trapped in one and the electricity doesn't kill her because her arms received all the electricity and was already very dead and isolated the eletricity. She fell. Have that wasn't a dream because is very similiar an horror movie that passed in the TV htat movie that was in a petroil farm? In place of plant and animals there have oil prospection, this one she was even happy, maybe was laready a body wihout soul the fact is that she bring to the USA her ssiter, and there her sister would lost one arm and she all the members. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim 

Tuesday, June 13, 2023

A charade, how to do that?

A measure cup how measure 20ml if the lower is 60ml
The charade how to measure 20ml the lower quantity is 60ml.
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Ps.: Guide said that people doesn't see solution if the solution is in the other cup that isn't the graduated one. So is simple but head doesn't work like that see the solution right in the empty.

 

This way even a blind can see

So they guy give some dreams because was from who doesn't deserve and would die of anyway, so was of a day that already happens, I don't know if he gave the memories or I travel. The one of yesterday, all was grothesque deaths, the dream was grothesque deaths. Is that if I want be famous to write got that horrible killing, Is that I like a journey, if people say drink, with horror movie get nightmares I think I would do??? So if the drink is to find, is that I would choice the kind of dream.

The one of yesterday, I have to say that in the time of those dreams, my audience fall??? Maybe this is the reason the guy want me to hold those, had 5 years. The souls of UUUUSSSAAAA doesn't hap wit a Juice that doesnt save the country is of the DEMONiac today.

So the yesterday dream. And I was in USA, one day I thought that who lived with aliens maybe maybe atriocity because the Aliens are that way.

And was a lot of kids and teenagers, in a trip in USA, I was thinking wasn't help talk with nobody, they doesn't speak my language. The most of the kids was 6 years old. And in the dream I was in the company of a friend of an cousin, the guy how wasn't my cousin doesn't take care of me specially from the others kids that was with him, my cousin probably would be holding my hand. So stoped the car, and probably had another automobil because out of the car was a lot of kids, he said that our parents said that was missing cookies and starch, have starch that people use to make movie like is a pecial effect like a draw that make in an aquarium with any kind of ink? Was a big market huge, in my city have huge ones that one was even more. So we went inside, I think the entrance had fridges, there was to sale, chairs, besides food of course, clothes, good ones and cheap, jackets, and toys, there had big stuffed animals that ones of clothe, they was huge bigger than me. But more then half of the market was without light, was night in the dream. When we are in a travel because the time of the travel kids are awake in the deep night, is cause haven't time to kids sleep so in travel we can be awake in the middle of the deep night. Do already listen that the Demon is a locomotive? So keep the history, I was with kids of my age, I wanted to return to a market like that with my parents to they buy me stuff. People got us in cool places just because we can't spent, if we have the money the place doesn't appear, shit... Maybe is like Heaven, but without a penny, apparently the demon put there, be a bum travelling for the world we see the Heaven but where the cashhhh. One moment passed an older girl people are saying to me that she was 18 years old, she wasn't that tall I thought she was younger. she was pushing a market car with a girl of my age that was the fatter of the trip. She said that lets go. I got apart from the others to follow the two, I even don't think about because I was in the section of the clothes and I wanted to prove all. So had a long path that was from the biggining of th emarket to the end even where was light wasn't that illuminated, and she keep walking to the darkness, the end was completelly hide what was there by the darkness, apparentily hadn't nothing there. One moment she said let's run to the dark. I ran with them but one moment I got an scandal, I was running for the darkness, I think right making 2/3 of the way that females run to the darkness, that why she had the idea hadn't nothing of rational in that. In one moment I felt a knife passing fast in my soul, from the neck to the hip, in diagonal, so I said let's run back to the light, we were running, I don't know how that market car turn I started to push it, and running, I receive supranatural force to make it. Me running pushing a market car with a fat girl inside of my age? In one moment I felt that I was in a locomotive, I think that the demon passed a knife in my soul, don't talk about him he is faster then God. I was thinking that if I wasn't at the velocity of the locomotive what is following us would catch us. When I was very close from the light full of persons I pushed the car in one direction and went in the opposite direction, I went left and pushed the car to right. In one moment passed like a locomotive a long and thin man. He was running after us. He had the triple of my hight, maybe I was 60 cm and he 1,80cm. He came in so much velocity that he break an balcony and hit violentily in the wall. I ddin't see his face just the back know with who is physically looklike? That famous director of funny horror movies. I think that save him also, after I say why. I went to the part of the market that was the cashiers a lot of them full of persons and I see the friend of my cousin. Some tip of security nobody told me, I look very well the person that would carry me to don't confuse the person with another person and be kidnapped. And I see the girl in the market being pushed for a friend of the 18 years old girl that was a copy of her, but she was dressing the blouse of her pyjamas that was very beautiful and jeans pant, they only run because he was chasing us. And probably didn't miss the other girl because her friend was a copy of her and was more than one car, she could got other car in the, we two was 6 years old. I don't know what happens with her.

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Ps.: Almost forgot how a blind can see, was a dream that had the demon about, the cab-driver was trying to find one girl that run from him, she pretend return home and was the day that the city would kill her, if she rich home would she be saved? Is that the cab-drive used the soul to find her, the soul see, is that with the soul he can see thru walls and in all the four directions, the vision of the sould isn't the eyes, eyes are from the body, is all the directions.

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Monday, June 12, 2023

Making straight crooked paths

And God said that you, a specific person, gonna know the infinite ingratitude. I am so innocet , but the otehrs what old sadistic bag of evilness, I don't even know what I am doing in that house👆. Is that people God asked but He isn't forcing the answer... Jesus for you are the one that went to the cross or one that is in Heaven and doesn't die for you? Jesus died in cross, He was talking of someone else. So the brothers and one of the fathers preferred the one that doesn't went to the cross for you. The man is so rich that someone went on the cross for him, glory the world is to buy. So He said that Jesus would know the great ingratitude.

The old Roberto lost 10.000 of human evolution. You have to count with the primitive man the monkey, he only born after the Era of Jesus.

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Saving my brother from my brother

Also doesn't love is trust. Is that because the homosexual doesn't love the woman and trust them and the man is her man and doesn't trust them. Maybe we the companion are there even when she lies, we are of the side of the weakness, and if we fall imagine her. Why the woman lie for the man but for the gay she tell the true?

And of course that I like that brother, but the other isn't all that time next to him. In that they of the judgment by 7, I didn't say what he end the day doing. Did I said that the rooms of the judgment the doors talk? So we need only knew from the door who was inside being judged. So in the end after everybody of his judgment went away, he returned to the room. And I went back to call him to a party that was having under the judgment rooms, I stoped and he was thinking and the door was passing all the information, he was calling the demon to make a pact that in the end of the world the demon would kill all the souls of the worlds, a world with bodies without soul, he gave the idea for the Demon. I knock the door and smile to him believe that I didn't listen the history. I returned to lock the door, and the history continue, that the demon would passes for his ass because he would came from under. He was sitting in the floor. I knocked again in the door, and said th eparty was full of women, a lot of cake and breast and bundas-bums very old, the bitches were all over 60 I think. I returned to lock the door. I didn't said nothing about the demon for him because wasn't him calling him? So probably the demon was also listening the room, if I talk about the demon probably he would came in the same second. One moment the demon was talking with him, doesn't have in the humanity a person that you like? A dear little mother? A daughter? He didn't answer. In one moment the room got mude like closed, so I think that was the moment that the demon arrived. I went to the party, after hours came the cleaner of that room, a short-something male-female I don't know, the short poor thing said be God. And open the room he was dead inside, and ressucite him. Do you trust him?

So he is asking you to cover 2 incarnations he is the man with the incarnation opened. He had sex with women being man with him. The bag in his ass.

And the other who can try save him? He would die up-there, because a life doing all that bad dids he would be rapped for all the eras so fast that he even would not know what happens with him, I got afraid with that one, he would be opened for all the lives in the past in one moment he would be dead with all that old ladies laughthing of so much rape that he was fooled. I said to him don't went there in the end of the world, and he find a demon to he went in the end of the world, the demon came after some brothers to say don't help him I will kill anybody at his side down there in the hell, and is eternal, eternal rape. I said to him becasue he invite me that the demon menace me, he laughed. So we were almost deciding to put him in a mad house, because the demon want to find he alone to give that special shit for him. But he find a new place to die! Would be in a TV studio no Brazil, is enough that he talk with an famous actor inside that Studio he can talk with the same person in any place but in that studio, the soul of that actor lived there, if the actor went away the soul stay there, the soul was so bad when was God that his soul is eternal inside the studio. And that isn't enought he could die in the USA in the football camp, is that there is the place for the death of a powerful woman, if they carry her to that soil they call her there, but he can got her place. So when somebody don't want be saved?

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Another life what this person was for me

 Maybe is good to be say because today he is thanking his enemy and not who helped him. He always was piegas and thanks even the bad people do to him. In the biggining of the era, he was poor, effeminate and short. He and one of my brothers were lovers, but my brother was the kind that prejudice. And I thought that my brother was only man with that person and I used to ask why you want be violent with someone that only give you love. Isn't pretty but my brother was the kind that liked of abuse of who is weak. One time I said let the man went away he had family, I was meaning wife with kids. That was like we were from one of that races that are in the Bible and disapear imagine maybe they are today indo-europeans?

And in Europe when came the University, I thought that I helped of that way the same person, I helped a poor that want to went to the college, and receive that but the books I land my books to him study, he had the age of everybody in college and I was a genius that was in the college with the half of the age. So I think that if went to the University many times he today is someone more inteligent and with better life, but if today even who push him down say to him I was the one that help you, the person are asking to him felt very indebted to him, with that of books I thought and if I helped always the same person.

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Sunday, June 11, 2023

people can be inspire but can copy

 So one life that I receive the well from somebody. For centuries I had no security in my own family, that God thing when He fall we lost from each other, I born in others families, I didn't have any idea of where was father, mother, brothers, there all was males. My mother isn't relaitve of God that direct but like the humanity. So I like someone without family I had to find births that nobody wanted, and for me was of orphan. Of abandoned ladies that, maybe many of them don't eat to die. So I was orphan some times. So one was in one orphanage that the life was to kill one day that big house got in flames, and I went of room in room till find my girlfriend and we run from there, we was 7 years old. People finding we two, appear a family that accept us to one day when grow we marry.

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Is that true? Dancers, gamers and pianists

 So say isn't correct? See I don't know about covers, but if are pianist you are saying that the guy in the piano a classical music he need upload his film with the sound turn off? And tango dancers or ballet dancers have to upload their videos with the sound turn off? Even is comercial the use? Some videos that I upload the sounds was from the editor with free use, even that I don't have the right I am saying that the editor give royalty-free sounds, I do have to say, my editor? No I don't. Think and if I pay isn't that the case I even don't use this musics today, if I pay one like epidemic I pay and even make advertising for them? And have that I listen at many years that one game player that upload he playing a game, that if is free upload the video also is the sound, wasn't for commercial use, have person that even chase who pay games because games have music!!! Imagine that the person haven't the right of upload the sound-track of a game but can play the game and upload he playing, have a difference! Have even tv that the show was of game being played and this is commercial use haven't one today, but had and was commercial.

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