When I was a singer that came from Africa. Amazing, the future from that day. I am saying that I would never guess the end by the beginning or the middle, so when I got divorced, and that little conversation, I passed to know the life of my ex-husband from the others, but before the divorce I have to say that I felt sorrow for him, one time I thought that he had a body that make him suffer, but I never said even to my closest friends that he had violent relations with men, he sometimes passed a long time without do that and suddenly he return to that. He never tryied doesn't return to that, is that made he very unhappy. He sometimes was so beat that I find he undress and unconcious, so I knew the size of his ass, sometimes I find him abandon in a room in a hotel, I never asked what happens in those run aways of him. When he returned to France, people informe tha the was dating my friend of the band that I was in loved when I got in France but I never said for nobody about. The problem was that our friend was already married, very bad let me say, but could be a fraud and be his wife for years and he lying in France that he was single. He was white but from India I only knew when he married. I bring from India a dark woman that was widow with 8 sons, and daughters, and if was his wife before he came to France? I tryed to talk with him, that we could be good of each other and take care of him, more than that I would not say. He never returned and I passed to went to France with our two sons to they have a father right in the time that really was necessary, they were in the adolescence, I even doesn't got him with a man. Was in the Christmas, so was basically one time a year. Have one day he had make face surgery that changed for completelly his face, was beauty, maybe something that a gay would like to do with his face. In the end passed many years maybe 20, the man that he date got free, probably widower, in my head or in my city, win because the other die isn't win, people had to acquive at least minutes before the other dye. Or is a love that only the death separate. Deterioration aging deception, so he got the man for him but he write to me if I wanted to return. I would say that if was only to live toghether I would accept, but to be hot in bed, I didn't want. I see he beat, I see be the other in someone life, I see how sex destroys people. And was leaving a good life, I care deep for him, wasn't bad even when he disappear, I just was afraid that he could be killed. For 20 years my life was pure fantasy, I was travelling in a good business and today party. I had friends, at the time women never had sucess in business because them run bad the finances and had to be exploiters, but I came financial consultor specially I work for friends, so was a time that we can live in luxury with little money. So what I could want more, financial was something that buy me a ticket for a wonderful life with low cash.
Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim
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