Monday, September 30, 2019

Once in the other incarnation that I almost die with my brother

And was in the before incarnation, at the moment that the War beginning to get dangerous, we went to England clandestinely we were in number of eight, our friend from Germany that was of peace the boy that we save in school and we get in the army for save him, he wasn’t in any army, and was living in England, we get there because he asked to, we went to his home at night, but was the same day that the girl that drop out my brother get dress like a man to save a poor baby of a fate, the baby was declared for the mother doctor that she had a genetic problem in the basin, we knew that the army of the foreign land was in the middle of Europe, our father was with the army in the middle of the Europe waiting for them but instead they were in England, we didn’t know how many, or the reason maybe the books, the mother of a defect female baby give the daughter to the foreign army to rape her, and the girlfriend of my brother went there to save the baby. People went to the house of our friend to say that she was being beaten for a group of the army, my brother said that had a plan to save her and 5 would break into the fireworks store to his plane, and only three me, my brother and other went to the place that she was, we were breaking into the place and the friends bring the fireworks and he sent them to wait us in the frontier, we get to the place I think was a covered stadium, we were in the walkway in the roof of the building once there seeing she being beat and a lot of blood he jumped to where they were, he didn’t stand, was there to help him only me and other, for a second I see in my mind his funeral, I get so desperate I wasn’t armed I only had survivor kit, and there had a knife, I quicker than fast tied 10 fireworks in groups of one and shoot them in the direction of the men that were beating the girlfriend of my brother, I wasn’t a great shooter, but that fusion of fireworks could explode who was using them, or even explode the arms of who was using them, the faith and hope were mine. I succeed to explode 5 of them, of the moment of my 'flash dream' to explode the 5 was less than 2 minutes. When they see the friends get explode belly to head they run without know from what they was running from, I get down by a curtain that was from the top to almost the floor and fall the rest way, my friend came with me, I halt the door of the stadium from where they run away, for inside for them had problems do break in if they return with the others, I was an engineer of the army and I was also from England I had study all the escape routes of an English King of the past, I would never be in the line of succession but he was my ancestor because these we went out of the stadium for a secret passage, to came out of the stadium I put the baby in the arms of the girlfriend of my brother, she wasn’t felling the legs they were kicking all the time in her legs I put her in a cloth that I cut a big piece from a tarp that I find in the own stadium with the knife and carry her with the baby with the help of our friend my brother achieve get stand and walk with the help of our friend, and we escape from there, I was her doctor I save her legs, she lost a little of bone material but work it all good and she got Ok, she return to walk, she wanted to denounce them I forbid her, they could get a Court-martial with all the Honours and we could be abducted and be kill in a cellar with all the kinds of crimes against our humanity. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

Sunday, September 29, 2019

About regression and hypnosis

And was about that incarnation that I was Peter, me, my brother and mother went to therapy because of the memories of that almost incarnation that the mother abort all us three, and there the doctor was trying to make us remember what symbolizes the ship, and my brother remember that the ship was slack and the ship farts a lot, my brother said about the ship "farting that way the ship only could a prostitute", I agree I wasn't counting the farts of the ship but that ship was so trash that appears that ship was used in a war and became into a floating ‘garbage dump' unless habitants of the 'trash planet' make a ship that suits their own planet; and the doctor said "the ship was the mother", our mother said, "explain which mother". Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

Animation in 3D with atualidades e Tricot, I do it myself following someone steps

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Picture of cookies covered with dark chocolate




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My blush and eyeshadow of another campaign

Was the modern romance, matte shadows.  

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Thursday, September 26, 2019

Three Old Books and the big Jew publisher

And I was who was charged to bring the books and select the ones in the profile to be burn, all those books but three was copy of books from Italy and had less than 3000 years, so if those were burn had books of maybe 6000 years in Italy, march in German for books that had the original in Italy, Italy that give those books for EEUUAA, even my father sent a message that the books worth half to the ones in Italy. Father order that all the books be parted in parts to groups of volunteers read the books because father believe that in the future, what people had read could remember and the books could be saved because of the memories of other incarnation, I hide the 3 books I understand I hadn’t time to read them that they were from a sorcerer of that lands before Germany be a country, probably one of the ancestors of all the race. I ask my father to write his name in the books to people in the future know that the books were save for my father, that wasn’t luck of the books, that my father knew that those books saved. I travel for so many weird places that those books could be in any place in Earth that Germany was with spies, under the sea, but of course in a German complex or in one of my mansions. But if one day be found there had the name of a German Commandeer, was good my father signature, because would be known they were from Germany. I knew the girl that stole books I was making TV shows for the TV in Germany and I went to ask her if the books that she stole was porn she was in England. And the big Jew publishing editor, and was that for millenniums much before exists any editor, the books among them was that way the rabbi mentee copy the books of the rabbi one time finished the copy the rabbi could carry to home his books that he had already copy when he himself was a mentee, and the one day that the mentee came rabbi his books would be copied for his mentee, and this way 3000 years after they would be very cult, how many books suppose to have by now, so you borrow someone books to make yours and after you borrow your book for someone, imagine how the rabbi would love a lazy mentee, Egyptians could be in the same plans of God is because they change. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

Wednesday, September 25, 2019

I psychograph why the reason for the hormone for children

And was because the doctor promises to the king of Spain that like the chickens, he would have after 6 years an arm of adults, the kids would be tall like men with only 6 years old, the population would never know the reason nobody wants to be so used, the hormone get trouble especially in the glands, testicles, ovaries, breasts, thyroid, the country that frame (armou) for Spain give the hormone only for men and was so high the doses that the male population was very sterile, and I was query because this kind of medicine return to be induced, don't even have a reason, who take it is so sick and think that if stops to take would die, the spies had to take care with that 'change face pills', I think all they have overdose, we have to count minutes to know when to maintain the disguise without die. Have a person that takes 7 of this poisons, understand I don’t like tests in animals, but when I was in the arm if you give a medicine for a person we used to try in a rabbit, a population of rabbits, the justification the human life is much more important, but always was something that was already taken for humans of other country the other country tests even in humans, we never try a new drug in rabbits had to have literature about the symptoms, this kind of drug came from others counties we had to knew if wasn’t a lie, we knew the completely expectative of life of a rabbit they was very study, we knew all the life steps of the rabbits, someone is killing with the 'worse medicine of the world' this person maybe take that for more than 10 years, human had a lot of symptoms is almost impossible to be sure if the person is having a symptom with the medication. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

Drugs and women

Why in one incarnation I was Mexican, and was because that my mother was Mexican and my father was Spanish, at the time start a politic in Spain to give hormones to the kids since the birth was the same that they gave to chickens to grow, my father even himself want my mother to deliver and live with me in her land Mexico, my father always get communication with my mother and promises my mother that he was being a monk my mother never had a man in Mexico. I went into theatre before the 20 years old had a group of beginners students for actuation, kind of 3 years after I appear in my first play, with salary I went to Europe to visit my father, I was slim, tall with blue eyes and almost swarthy, once there I saw the result of the hormone politics and was that everybody that had the age near my was short, fat, with big belly even the men had breast in the waist and with goitre(bócio), I was taller than my father people thought I was very elegant, they like even my clothes, I visit all the Spain my father really live like a monk, and I return to Mexico, after less than 6 months came a Sail from Europe and there had a lot of Italian women that said that they were all my fans, a complete lie but I don't mind if a woman lie to me to make it an excuse to have sex with me, tell more I am liking. When I being a man with a lot of women I start to eat more to have power and resistance, a slim man can't be wild with his diet. Once people said to my mother that all that women were killing me with sex, they didn't even let me eat, I would die; I said with 500 European women want kill me with sex let (deixa), now think how many of that good for sex women that look for me probably wanting get pregnant was under 30, probably none, I had kind of 23 years old. Other medicine that is a poison was one that I took in other incarnation when I was a spy, was the 80 years old drug, even tummy ache I had, and of course came diahorrea, I pass to eat because I think very poisoning that spy poison, I thought that I was still handsome and I went to France to spent all that visual getting for me some affairs, the girls that I made babies at the time of the war in that incarnation was near 9 years older than me, I had 16 years old they were in the theatre being dancers they had more or less 25 years old, I don't mind, I get in the war with 14 years old. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

Tuesday, September 24, 2019

Me Peter and the sea

And when I was Peter my mother make a movie about the sea for children because of my trauma with the sea, I had four years when in the premiere of the movie my mother didn't want to be a director like his father so she made the first movie because of me. My memories were, after I being with more 3 others in the uterus of a mother that would abort us, was a mother before my birth, she was pregnant of 3 babies, she was in the past a woman that my father despises, and me and my brother was with him, how was the memories, we were 3 men in a boat in the middle of the sea without past or memories, we were tense we knew we would die, our father was older, I think I had 17 years old, and I believe he can't control the situation, and he feels so much responsability to we two be there with him, the first that the shark get was the father just in the basin, was when the doctor get him with that clamp, I was the next the shark gets me in the leg he destroied for completely my leg, after that I turn off and only return in the 'Hospital of Maria' a place in the Hell for who don't understand the death and are a little confuse, there the mother went to visit me she fake that she was a doctor to see my condition and said let us see your leg and when she pulled the blanket I see I miss a leg and scream, was because my mother was sadisty with me. I had that memories my mother was the father in the uterus she thought we had born and I thought that my brother had born. Many years after my family want to give me a boat to sail, the boat was super expensive without a sail, was electric, with a safety recourse that was a radio, I would pass a week in the middle of the sea in the loneliness. Right in the middle of the sea all the electronic of the boat crash dump even the toilet was electronic, the safety mechanism the radio also brake down, I almost die in the middle of the sea, for the creeds of the time who don't go to the toilet die 'enfezado', I prefer die of hunger to die "enfezado" I was already slim, I lay down to don't cost energy that could shorten my days, they find me 4 days after, I pee in any place, they said if I didn't use the radio was because I was having a good time, after rescued came the idea that I could trow in the sea turd. I had a niece, my father wasn't marry he had a lot of women, she said a joke with me I said 'their devil', and punch her in the forehead, was a communication to a 'short' 'get close' because who in short should not be bad character don't have even height, me and my brother if we didn't get medicine we were over 2,40 meter, the heights changes we return the normal hights, we were descedents of Goliath wasn't a race but a DNA, I with medicine I had 1,90 meter of height. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

Monday, September 23, 2019

Once in Arabia I told my brother life to people understand that we weren't gay

In Germany everybody knew that we marry because my brother "fresco" only let me follow him for every place if we marry, after he was dumped for a "machona"(female homosexual), he gets drugged and went to the bathroom I was the only person with him, I find him covered in blood, he said that he would emasculate himself, he stuck in the arms in the belly, he ask me to didn't tell to father he would  be sent to a mad-house, the psychiatry at the time was horrible to the patient, I said that I wouldn't be apart of him, if he went away I would tell father and he would be sent to an Asylum, he was a perfect man even with children he made pregnant a lot of women, my girls were from France I went there with father, father remembers how he was rich and from the theatre. At the time in the theatre was musicals with a lot of girls, the girls jump on me, when I return to Germany was more 50 'pattern suit' I would go to the war I want make a lot of babies, I could die. My brother had case so light of hermaphroditism, he was a perfect man with only a small uterus, he only had the gland, in Germany at the time a little gland was the enough to a pregnancy, was give a hormonal treatment and the gland would behave like an ovary and a cell would release a gamete like an ovule, the DNA test in Germany was made for my grandfather, my family was filthy rich all the DNA tests of the royal families were made for many years for my relatives, was so expensive but completely trustable. All the 50 was my sons. My brother want to be mother to say a lot of shit to the girl that dump him. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

Sunday, September 22, 2019

In my previous incarnation, the Arabia complain so much about European spies that I said that I was Indian

Had a poison that a spy take that changes the physiognomy to pass for an Arabian, when the Arabia knew that me and my brother take this medicine to interpret an Arabian history that was of the Alladin, rewrite was miserably better, he was a hero. The opnion of the Arabia about the faces that the poison makes was that all the spies got horridy uglies, they didn't have see me or my brother yet, I already appear with my name so I said that I was from India and us would film in India so don't look for my personality in Arabia my movies with that personality was shoot in India, they feel so bad with my solution that asked for us to visit their country, once there, they appologize and an Arabian girl asks to be the heroine in my movie and my movie to be shoot in Arabia, too late I had spoken with the princess of India and she would be the heroine of the movie, would not have kiss in the movie, me and my brother had under 25 years old and there we didn't say our parentage me and my brother live with our grandmother between France and Arabia to the age of 3 years old, my grandmother after the marriage never see his  mother again, his mother was a Jew and my grandmother marry with an Arab, my grandmother was a ugly princess but a princess she marry a rich Arab, his father also was a prince of England but with descedance also with Indians (from India), he move to england at the same that that my great-grandmother, when grow he was considered one of the most handsome man of Europe swarthy with green eyes, at the time wasn't commom a swarthy man be consider hadsome probably he was the first, so who was Indian, was my Great-grandfather, once in England we never return. Many years after our first movie with my personality I receive a personal request of a rich Arabian, he wants see me dead in the movies, was a child no problem with "meu filhinho" want me dead in the movie but only in the end to you cry, you gonna see me of the beginning to the end of the movie to see me die, I know that the movies appears being record in the '80s but was many years before I know the image of the cameras was the same, see the ones of the '80s was made according something that already exists. So that movies appears be in Arabia but wasn't, I shoot all in India. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

The name of my blog in 3D animation

I follow the steps of another person made this animation. 
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One of the latest Avon hair release, had other more latest

And is for straight hair

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Some tips for the liquid lips pen

And is that if clog you will lose your pen, so for a long life the lip-liner had to be the liquid pen isn't an option is a need, the pen clogs with makeup, so foundation and the lip makeup wax and the face powder clog the pen, so the pen for me is before the makeup even before the skin cream.
And also for this pen, the success for each colour is different so the dark colour had no secret but the light colour, after you pass in the lips you pass over a lip balm and the colour would continuos very similar the original colour, the coral, if you don't get that care, would come more for the red.

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My latest buys



Powder pen for the lips,

This was the replacement for a pen that came empty, I ask and I receive other that was full, the empty was rose and I receive coral, I like the coral

chamfer eyeliner pen.

Big dot eyeliner.
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Some beauty buys





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music


Thursday, September 19, 2019

How to have good result in the lipoaspiration besides the patient don't die

At the time that I was a surgeon in other incarnation, I had some experiences being lipo-plastateiscian, and is simple after the lipoaspiration the patient use a special underwear cloth that covers a good part of the body, especially where was loose the skin to get the fat aspirated, like girdle (modelador) is an after surgery cloth. Why? because the person after the surgery had a lot of pouch (bolsas) between the flesh and the skin, if the person mends without the girdle the body will get floppy and loose, the person would be a pure "pelanca". With the girdle the pelt glue in the flesh, but of course just after the operation during the healing; after the 'healing period' you only get an esthetic cloth that gives you a beautiful appearance but the skin would not glue anymore. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

Sunday, September 15, 2019

Korres clutch that I bought in the last campaign

That seam isn't there, is a little weird personally but I kind like it for the low price that I pay.

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Picture of gluten free cookies



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This sponge is to carry in the purse


And the pack that it came would serve as a case to protect the sponge and also to the sponge with makeup don't mess with the other things that you carry in your necessary.

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My today nail decoration water transfer



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The seeds in the rock, my other incarnation

About me in other incarnation, that I was Peter, my brother of the same age had the name of our mother that I already said that she had a male name because she was almost sterile, we was made in the laboratory, our father was a famous singer that my mother was in love since child, and we were made in vitro fertilization, was made two zygotes, my brother was put in the mother body and me was put in the prostate of our father, probably my father had to take a lot of medicine that was female hormony to keep the gestation, I born small but in the right time, I made my brother envy saying to him that two male living in the same home is fun, he gets made all the time when thinking in his common born compare with my special. One day a female friend of mine carry me to see a mass (missa), there everybody was in a celebration like a party all Sunday, I went, the lecture was about the seeds, words, I cry a lot because I think who born in someone ass was a huge miracle born, I was that seed in the rocks, I could haven't born, me being selfish wanting an ass to born, my mother probably wasn't expecting I born. My brother when knew my reaction in the mass even being Jew like me travel to the Vatican to complain about weird borns like mine, at the time anything that was weird about me I say to the press take out of the circulation all the newspaper and also the matrix in the graphic company, the matrix could be reproduced even 200 years after my death, to be destroyed the country probably would have to pass for a war. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

Music


Sorry for the delay and the matter would came now in a minute

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Sunday, September 8, 2019

Eyeliner the kinds

Have the gel eyeliner, these are in jars but they could be like the 'eye pencil' in the format of a pencil.

Some pencil eyeliner,

also could be in pen format.

also have the liquid eyeliner, that the practical format is

the pencil eyeliner. 

And what about the gel I think that the pencil and pen is very practical and for who don't have ease whit the gel in jar and brush (you apply with a brush) would think the pen or pencil format are easier, but with brush the result is more perfect but take a longer time so if you can't spend time making your make up you would prefer the pen or pencil format. And the liquid eyeliner in a bottle or in pen I think the result is practically the same, and the pencil is much easier of use making also faster of do the makeup, the fact is that in the bottle you have economy you would have more makeup.
And finally I think that when well executed the gel the result is more lavish than the liquid, but the liquid eyeliner is more easy and fast of make.
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Make up pouch for my stick makeup



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The mark watch easy of reduce

one advatanges of the clock is that reduction of the size to fit in the wrist you don't need to go to a watchmaker you only have to take one of the pieces out, the watch open in many places you only have to take off the pieces.
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My Mark Avon eyeshadow



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My blush Avon Mark


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Gel Avon mark gel eyeliner




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