Me Peter and the sea

And when I was Peter my mother make a movie about the sea for children because of my trauma with the sea, I had four years when in the premiere of the movie my mother didn't want to be a director like his father so she made the first movie because of me. My memories were, after I being with more 3 others in the uterus of a mother that would abort us, was a mother before my birth, she was pregnant of 3 babies, she was in the past a woman that my father despises, and me and my brother was with him, how was the memories, we were 3 men in a boat in the middle of the sea without past or memories, we were tense we knew we would die, our father was older, I think I had 17 years old, and I believe he can't control the situation, and he feels so much responsability to we two be there with him, the first that the shark get was the father just in the basin, was when the doctor get him with that clamp, I was the next the shark gets me in the leg he destroied for completely my leg, after that I turn off and only return in the 'Hospital of Maria' a place in the Hell for who don't understand the death and are a little confuse, there the mother went to visit me she fake that she was a doctor to see my condition and said let us see your leg and when she pulled the blanket I see I miss a leg and scream, was because my mother was sadisty with me. I had that memories my mother was the father in the uterus she thought we had born and I thought that my brother had born. Many years after my family want to give me a boat to sail, the boat was super expensive without a sail, was electric, with a safety recourse that was a radio, I would pass a week in the middle of the sea in the loneliness. Right in the middle of the sea all the electronic of the boat crash dump even the toilet was electronic, the safety mechanism the radio also brake down, I almost die in the middle of the sea, for the creeds of the time who don't go to the toilet die 'enfezado', I prefer die of hunger to die "enfezado" I was already slim, I lay down to don't cost energy that could shorten my days, they find me 4 days after, I pee in any place, they said if I didn't use the radio was because I was having a good time, after rescued came the idea that I could trow in the sea turd. I had a niece, my father wasn't marry he had a lot of women, she said a joke with me I said 'their devil', and punch her in the forehead, was a communication to a 'short' 'get close' because who in short should not be bad character don't have even height, me and my brother if we didn't get medicine we were over 2,40 meter, the heights changes we return the normal hights, we were descedents of Goliath wasn't a race but a DNA, I with medicine I had 1,90 meter of height. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim