Two questioning, one was that he even was there to see that? How did he knew? I don't fake be emotional. Was that he felt that we being friends I didn't understand why he jump over a woman, I gonna tell the context. The fact happens when we were two friends and he, and we were toghether when he saw the lady that he was dating in the company of a common man. Something very poor. She said, probably the situation force her to confess, we were in a stalation what she was doing alone there? She even pass over to be in the top, she confess that was living him for that poor, what horrible paint. He even jump over her because she would return in the word, he wasn't so elegant in the words, doesn't have so much inportance what he said was something. I look very surprise to he care so much for a stinch bitch that leave a handsome educated man for that poor, he think that I judge people, she was in the company of a man that smell a human shit, I think that is very important for a judgment if could notice imagine she that was if that old man? He was very ugly, the skin was look like a lobster appear that had even shell, is that had poor that doesn't wash after make shit so had poor that smelled to shit, and with that disgrace of skin what could be his age? Had poor that lye about have wife, young poor people the sun make burns, but that image wasn't of a young man burst by the sun. He wanted her back anyway was even cruel, she was an animal and find his man an animal, have animal that smells shit. He think that could force her to marry him, he was forcing an animal to be apart of his man with all the sin, animals live in sin, he probably was married ugly and old, probably was married since the 12 have lives that are of animals. So she was wanting a married man, sometimes I used to think what a poor want lying for a rich that he is married? What that poor have in mind, he think that will make some trickery?
And how he knew about a lady of my life? So the before the Rabbit lady, I born something 1/10 of her births, so probably for her she married very few and for me a lot. If she born 1500 times I born 150 times. I already said that a common hisotry in my life is a girlfriend before abandon me say that I supposes to marry the Rabbit lady. One pushed me to that my wife something like 10 times I didn't notice that a lot of times was the same girl. I thought sex was the problem, was so in love that moment, and she treat me that way, even in the last night was romantic, nothing prepare me to that, I thought that she wasn't the girl for me, that the Michelle, I like to call my wife Michelle all the time calling her Rabbit lady, shit. So Michelle and me we was friends, and that doesn't confuse me, love of friend is also very important a friend doesn't abandon you, and a friend is important. So I am sorry with my wife wasn't the best sex that I had. I felt hate and not range, like I felt raiva and not ódio. Ódio is a sin. Why because she was thinking that I would behave a violent man and force her to marry me, and we lived in that love and hate. Maybe was that what she wanted a man that rape her to live in hate and love, I preferred Michelle. One incarnation we meet again after many playes of her we got far from each other, and in oe incarnation I saw her again and she was old and I was young and I thought that was to me saw that the love had ended, that was to me see that she had a man one of his own age, that I didn't think anymore on her, that the past was in the past. That she had a age of a grandmother to I see that teh feeling had died, that we never were of each other she was only a naughy girl that doesn't wanted be virgen for his husband. Look her with tenderness and not with love.
Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim
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