cripple's heaven - have I already told?

And was before I write for the blog, and at that time I don't remember if was day or night, because at the time I was with the window closed and the curtain of my room have balckout, is a curtain that don't let pass the light. The days the light come from the window of the bathroom that light enought the bedroom, the temperature was air-conditioner, and one day that was dark like a night I thnk that night I sleep, I was in the middle of my bedroom I was stop but my soul run and I saw mix with the bedroom roads, like countryside the sides of the roads was grass and trees, like roads of the countryside. And when I stop the soul-guide said that I would give you the chance of you hold the hands of your future husband, and I stop in the front a wall of bricks, he said that have you courage trespass your hands thruw the wall I would cut your arms but he is of the other side. And I don't thought much about and I stretched out my hands and I stop of see my hands did them pass the wall, and the soul-guide laught he got afraid and don't hold your hands. I thought that I would not have help. He didn't cut my hands was just playing, to see if I have courage. Who knew me in the past would rembember that I am act if is the only option I don't let the game stop and I act. Courage is what is need so you do or end. And I return to run and was a dump and I was no more in places in land but in the Heaven that to get inside the person have cut the members that make them sin, inside the persons was laid on the ground amputee the look like rocks of so clean but completely without members, have many there, unconsious, and the Angel in the gate want me to get inside and said that would cut my arm that was the justice for a Jew, I complaint that I didn't want got inside. And I return to run and know I was in the Hell and was also a terrain with walls and there the demon cut the persons in pieces put all the pieces in individuals trash cans, and there the person rest outside with all the members cut filling the cuts, you know that have a heaven of the rocks and that rocks are souls and there only have prostitutes. And who look for Maria would find the most sin soul with that name and is the bigger rock of there, she is a demon that lost his member in the sins with protitution, I think is a sin someone in any moment believe that a Demon with the name Maria is the Mother of Jesus and have prostitution to tell probably the demon will chance who believe in that. Also that rocks follow the persons that find them to born in their family.

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