I wasn't the selfish one

 Once my brother and a female cousin want to me talk with my half sister in the Asylum. Also my father and my mother were married in secret, my diference of age from my brother was small they didn't had a return, is that they never lived together, and she runaway, think that the difference is for the half-sister, my mother in my mind was decent, she was only troubled. Once there in the Asylum my half-sister, that had passed a lot of years, she had a lot of people thoughg that my mother did all alone. I said at the time that his word wasn't enough to make me believe that my mother did all that and suicide, and I didn't want listen any more, a witness wasn't enough, or a victim that survive wasn't enough to make the conviction. So my sister accused me that I never liked the mother I got so pissy with her, I said that till the day pepleo said that she was dead I dream that at least one Christimas she would be with me and my father, and never occur, she had the mother all for her what was only one single day? I also never show to my brother the picture of the secret marriage of our parents, because was the only thing that I had from my mother the only memory, and she was young she was happy.

Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim