About the Heaven that is upon

And in the night that I would be tempt before I get sleep I was in my room and see how I was running and I stops when I was in a cemetery and there had a very tall soul and where I stop was right in front this person but I didn’t like the way this person look with rage for me and something fly to my mouth and get inside with my mouth close and I blow for outside with my lips, but return all the time, and I by free will went away, but when I sleep that night I wake up and return to sleep, and in of the sleeps, was dark and I was walking in crowd I almost feel the sensation of passing, one moment I pass a open gate of iron and when I pass I close it and I walk and there was a room with a throne, people would get shocked with the simplicity of the room had leaves in the floor and I open a light and came clear, and there the throne was empty God wasn’t there so I think victorious that someone pull me but God wasn’t there when the person came would be the moment that God would be there and the person would die, the room was so small that would  fit all the people that was describe in the Apocalypses, and of course if someone didn’t knew where to find the Apocalypses is the last book of the Bible,  wasn’t this what the person want for me? I went away not for the way that I came. Other day that I sleep I was seeing the gate close and a friend of mine was trying to pass but he can’t because he wasn’t alone the other can’t pass and the both didn’t pass. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim