Why the hours were so important for me

And was my first experience in the kindergarten school that I went before the school, to the kindergarten I was almost two years, and was that one day my mother was more well dress than the usual, in my mind was so solemn, and she took and we went by car for a place that was others babies but leave me, at the first I wasn't afraid about the new situation just curious, so I look a baby of my age to see his face, I choice the most beautiful that was there a blond baby, when I look the baby face for me that baby was with a expression of 120 years, remember babies almost don't talk, what I could talk to the other, I only think that were so much abandon and rejection, 2 of the feelings that I recognize in other baby, the 3rd was humiliation. I thought the rejection and abandon was very high, I return to my place, the hours was very important for me because help me understand, see for a baby maybe we abandoned, maybe, we would became food. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim