Friday, January 20, 2023

My romantic history without love

 How begining a long history? So for the beginning? And is that when Europe was still in the pre-history, I wasn't there maybe you had guess for what I already said. I was from Oriental lands and there wasn't pre-history, and is there that I knew that person. My friends was men that had a lot of sex with women and sometimes with each other, I liked a lot of women but also I like to be man with others man, sorry say that way this not my natural language and if I don't say that way I even don't know what I say, and think that you also aren't from that language and if use the lang you also don't gonna understand. So there had one that was holding himself, I never pass him a history because he had the right of having homosexual tendecy doesn'r practice, but I thought that he was virgen and I really wanted be his first man, because I was almost in love for him, is that I only know love of one way so love me is give me that way, the others was sex I wanted to be romantic with him be delicate, be a concern man that ask you appreciate me after, shits like that. Be a man of another man with love and tenderness was something mad that passed in my head. Gays from Oriental lands wasn't gays was normal men all the time just maybe more apt to sex if practice with men and women. He didn't wanted me, he repfer an older man than an younger man, so precaucious so senfichif with that ass, maybe the older man was a banker, he hold his ass in a secure, how I hate him, I was taller why not beat him like he was a girl? Sometimes we beat to ask respect and not sex... I became a dissimulated soul preferred to be a savage that beat women and gays. So I passes to doesn't expose my feelings, maybe was that what he wanted, a man that beat him to he be of him. One day that prehistory was coming an end in Europe I thought that he was right he was being very oriental in any land and I was moving to Europe and said to him. But had others lives. 

And for the first time that I listen about him was thousands of years, and I was girl and a friend that was girl knew him, and he scandal her in the bed, I was very afraid of knew him personally.

And other incarnation that I was a little witch again, a man very handsome came from Oriental lands, and because I was witch I see that in Japan had a man that was a copy from him, and I thought what wonderful idea I had, the young men was a kind of gay but only me notice, he was pretend be very straight so said for a him that was homosexual, I love you and went away for my house. He went away there in his lands the other knew all and got envious about. And he came to Europe with the same face to betray all the friends that he made in Europe, his cage... he own face he wasn't so handsome the other was luxurious handsome, but even being ugly specially for himself he came to Europe to expose the handsome friend, when I felt that the bad guy was caming I was afraid but the history was incredibel to I say, say that I was a witch of the good? I hide from him, when the good boy came I recognize him even he with other face, I help him to be recognized and he cofessing that he used a beauty of other, became a very famous history of the time, he said to be my eternal friend that he love me but he was homosexual. And other life, and I passed to had permission to went in the head to talk to him, is that I born female very few incarnation so was more 3, and I could went in his mind, I made it up that I was only a dream, he started to think that he dreamed with a the perfect girl for him, he thought that I didn't exist that I was only his dreams, for the first time that I went on his head he said to me, that he was a offended man, I got mad and stable he in the heart and said that if he suffer for one girl he could suffer for two. In other incarnation I was being genious, he scroll in the floor saying that he was gay, I said I don't care you ass gonna sweep in the floor of so gay you are and me kicking it, I liked to make he cry, I came to see him me with 12 years old to see if he doesn't feel nothing. Once passed many years, I returned to sit and talked with him, I got knew that he was the kind that liked married women, I came to tempt him to make he think that he wanted kidnapped me, I said that I was a witch that I was already with 50 years old and only had one baby, was cesaria surgery I almost die for a baby very small. I wanted to see what he think about be cesarian, I was from England was sin so much vanity, he cried and said that doesn't exist, that he crazy was so big that she was making up that was 50 with only a son.

Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

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