Others eyes in another lives

Sometimes we see the future to don't change it. Sometimes I ask myself, supposes to be an chance but isn't!

And was that beefore that incident in Germany, and after that in England, maybe just after England I born in Greecy. The incarnation of England is very old, I was in the old Greecy. And I write to the teather I earned more money than a doctor. And I write a play that had about with the future and not the past, I thinking I even that way would do that way? I was engaged at the time. I had a little of blood of indian, people used to say that men with beautifull eyes are careless with women, they came very easy for the beautifull eyes. Indians had beautiful eyes, my fiance was a little indian like me, she just had blond hair and I liked that very much. And I was very young and a lady was criticizing my play, I almost cry because the play doesn't copy the life of nobody.

The history was of one centaur that borned, the Hell for Greeks was full of them, and in the beggining of the History his mother a rich woman said that was to not reveal the ideddity of the fther because was a rich man that was the demon. And the history he got engaged with a young woman specially because he was rich, but in the end she abandon he in the day of the marriage to run away with another man. The case of the centaur was because God had one eye in the forehead besides the others two eyes and people had two eyes making them bidirecional, and the centaur had only one eye in the place of the reasoaning. The rest of the history was that even being rich he went after she after the 3 days of her marriage, to be humble and humiliate himself asking her to return to him, and he said to her that he wanted she back that he was still in love that they could be happy together, and his husband violentily by the backs, grab the centaur and blind him in the only eye. He went away very humiliated, and at home in the underground of the house remember that who was his father, that he never see before and asked for revenge, Jews bored me because had God and in the future his son, believe! And the father returned his vision. And he only wanted to revenge a coward man that blind a man humiliating himself, the conversation with the father was very interesting, talking of preferred son, see. I was saying also that a father never harm the son, imagine that the demon is a good father and a mediocre fahter, with deep sins talking about justice?

And the fact was that till that date a lot of men was abandon in the marriage day, because the lady run away with another man. And the lady was saying that was his life, my bride was very jeaulous, and doesn't wanted any risk of I give up about the marriage, and when the young lady of England went away of the Officina the theatre was in another place, all about the plays was in a Oficina, she threaten the other with a knife, and run after she till the limiar of the city.

And the future that I dreamed, just didn't knew exactly how was, see was trust in a good girl and almost die, because she didn't love me anymore. Was in Italy, in a era that Italy was much more rich than England. I was a felty rich boy, that people said that I was perfection, than people asked to I show my dorse take of the blouse, to show in a arena to girls see a normal perfect boy. I married with one of many that wanted, I was so faithful, I was a little Jew but completely Catholic. And after my wife had in the marriage 3 sons with me she run away home, and the home employes told me that she run away with another man. I already had construct in the house an chapel, and passed to pray all day to she returned to me and to the kids. My mother said to me that I supposes to went after my wife and bring her home, she send to say that she was sorrow that the man was rapping her. Believe the man was only a person that was envy of me, and only wanted anything from me, and she fall in his lies. I invade his house looking for her fight against 8 but none was him and got her, prisioned in a room, and I was returning home with she in the arms and when I was very near of my house, the man that was hide all the time, poisoned a knife and stibe me that was holdin the wife in the arms and run away. My mother felt so guilt, sent my wife out home that she returned to his parents, and doesn't let her care my sons. I almost die. I move to another country because I didn't wanted to remember her face, my sons preffered me. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim