The name of the first horror book I write in Germany

 Was in the incarnation that I was grandson of a German girl that married with a Jew and was orphan and die trying deliver the 2nd son. I already that said that I instead marry a Jew female that would came from other country I married with a german girl, that in my marriage I make sausages for everybody, my guide was saying that I almost finished with the pig in Europe, is that people liked so much the sausage of my family that after finished all the pigs or Germany, people asked for more and in my mind if they bring pigs from others countries I would do more sausages, that pigs souls started to the complaint that they can't loose his bodies in Earth so stop to send pigs for that butcher. Is that I was 16 years old and was happy that my family agreed with I marry a German girl, so I write the book when me and my wife was to be parents for the first time, the name of the book was Father, was hard to understand why the murders was because who was the father? In the middle to the end of the book was 16 years old boy that die 400 before. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim