What is this also I don't desobey God

 Isn't disobedience because, I had a diferent soul, so God try give me things that aren't quait what I need.

At least my father have proud of me. Had that smart sols of USA that moke me, and is God want give know and I ask give study, because I want to be tired, give the effort to I be exhausted for all that I have. I can have directly all that fame want work hard for it, that genius of USA mock me.

Is that I have a soul that is industrious and the laziness isn't what my soul wanted. At least I also have even when God don't want give the talent. I had the money of the amount of God don't promess me, surpass what He pretend gave me. But have times that He want give glorious and I receive I just don't be far of the hard work to acquive the highest values.

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