Orphanage and wife

Once in other incarnation, my wife complain with me that I had no feelings, that I only mind for money and don’t was near her or our children, in the spiritually meaning, and I say to her to give me a hug, I thought she don’t have feelings, perception, she never discover after all that years that I was orphan and lived my childhood and adolescence in a orphanage, I said if she want give me a expensive thing that I never had was a hug I was my entire life orphan, she didn’t need be a procreative machine for me, and be a very important person to me like a friend, that conflict made me I remember my friends of orphanage, and I thought that if I was orphan again I would remember to hug them. I remember the one that die before came a adult, he used a glass, if a orphan need a crutch the orphanage buy for him, my friend ask for a pair of glasses, was the only in the orphanage that use glasses, had the other friend that I would say in the end and had a girl that was our friend we the three boys had the same age, she was a little older, she said that she would be a mother for we three because she want to be our friend and want we to respect her and don’t want date her, we really like her and treat her like a sister, when we came out the orphanage my friend the male said to me that we suppose never say that we came from a orphanage to had a chance with better works and marriage with the good girls, he leave the country, I was listen notice from him he get luck in life like me he also was rich like me, he was a party man, famous also in others countries. I use to think that my wife would not be mine if people knew that I was orphan, would be a lot of person to say to her to marry someone with family. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim