That for certainly kill and where to start to find someone

One night that I was sleeping and I almost die and when I wake up I saw an alien like was a soul and was that the thing was holding my arms  up, that kills, see who die of Crucifixion die because their arms are held for hours and not because the wounds in feet and arms, the lungs get so stressed that the organ that fails is the lungs, appears that the person hold in the cross live for 4 hours, who didn't die at that time they broke the legs to the next day had died. That is based in the documents of the Rome Empire that became Catholics. Also if you want to find something about Jesus that isn’t in the Bible probably you would find in the Vatican I psychograph that there have a lot of Paulo because the Rome Empire. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim