Travel for other existences and other planets other incarnation

And was in one incarnation that I was from India. And my father was maharaja, and he travelled to the space to know a nebula that he saw from Earth, he was hit for a ray and became a ray to travel for that spatial body that was many centuries of years from Earth never travelling in a spaceship he could in life rich that spatial body. He could make the travel many years before but he waited for the marriage and had a son, he had only one son, he raise me until I have the age of 4 years old, so he pass to space with 24 years old, and he was hit for the ray to travel to space, was a way of don’t have a father, imagine that if you don’t have memory before the 4 years old you sometimes can’t even remember your parents, for me he was alive and I could saw the nebula that he went for. And I read much about the studies of my father to help me the life without a father that I missed so much, and I planned to make one travel that was in his studies a travel that would endure 40 years, but I marry and wait my son born I marry an Indian girl they was much more patients and generous, two things that I thought that was needed to raise my son, when my son born was everything set to the travel, I was 20 years old. Was enterprise self-sufficient like a planet and was huge, the explosion that make exit the floor and reaches the outta space the huge but very huge enterprise, that was of a size a small planet probably explode all around, and I would make the way going in ‘discontinued animation’(animação suspensa) in a sleep capsule one good thing about ‘discontinued animation’ is that if the door be opened the person wake up in the same moment. Once there in the end of the first part of the travel all the crew was 40 years old older, and I look myself in the mirror, young like the day I went to sleep, the destiny was from Earth a black spot in the space, I emitted with my big gun rays in the black hole is a long story, so after the adventure, I said for all the crew that I have already decide in Earth that the return they would sleep and I would pilot the spaceship all the way to home, to they return alive I was the younger and have already 20 years old, in the return for home I was thinking that I exceed my father in return home to know my son, of course, he would have 80 years old and me 60 years old, but no problem. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim