How is to be the only child of separated parents

And was in another incarnation, and was that way, my mother was director probably theatrical, and my father was actor, my mother was 16 years older than my father. And my mother showered me with perks to make up for it, and reporteres of all countries, my father work in many theatres around Europe, and reporters of of all the places sent for mother home full reports about my father's love life with name and real age, they probably was polite, they in the press was much young but in the reports that come home was a rain of 50 years old ladies, even have one over 60, was funny I at the time had 7 years old, my mother was 40 years old, so I was saying for my girl cousin of the same age that probably the problem of my father was that he didn't want pass the risk of be father again, I said that I really didn't want a spoilt half-brother, that my life was save, so my father runs for ladies older then my mother because he don't like pass for risks, young ladies are very fertiles, but remembering the guy I always in other lives was, I said that the delight lives in the danger, the young ladies of 20 years old, that be a father again is feel like be a young father, I stop suprised , and shout my mother wasn't in the room I had to shout really loud, mother what father didn't like was me? No dear is that you fahter is really stupid, I remember of a past in France of say for mother the name of the girlfriend and mother said, shocked could that be, the girl was so old that went with my mother to school when children. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim