And was that way maybe lost maybe apart, wasn't my plans, even they were part to want sex with a man and leave me to I marry with another girl, and I obeyed. One time was that was in Italy that I said that I construct a guitar to me and I was the father of 50, but the women were older than me all have more than 30 years old and me only 16 years old, never I thought to marry, I came a single man, and with no sex. What I was thinking that I wanted be the husband of a gay, women were giving me ice, so many sons I could be very young when they born but I felt responsible, the revenge was they came each time incarnation older, I had a lot of women but so older, in that incarnation one that my girlfriend that was pushed by the others a lot of times to I marry with her came one day from Germany to say that I wasn't responsible, I was a doctor with 50 sons, I was close of the 40 years old, she had 'down sindrome', I looked for her that was offensing me she was 40's of age I knew her age, in Italy I laught very much of the history of the nurse with down syndrome that dated a professor of 60 years old in the college, she was the type that pushed very much to be accepted and men date her and leave her, the men only wanted her just few times she had a lot of men and in Italy her romantic history was famous and every body liked to talk about. And I looked at her face she saying how irresponsible I was, I said you know what was my only deep desire? She said no. And was in the place of had all those women when I was 16, was getting in love for a girl of my own age in school and date only she, after so many times with older women I was wanting a teenager love, me and my girl teenage dating in the time of the school, her history was so known for who lived in Italy that I knew that she didn't have children, that she had few abortions no man wanted a son with someone that have down syndrome, so I said trying be very helpful if she wanted a baby could call me I didn't mind in have more one kid that I wouldn't mind if he or she born with her syndrome and I was sad and I went home to remember what is being alone.
And the other incarnation was also in Italy, and the women was even older this time not the double of my age that would be 32 years old for them but 20 years older, and one day years after, I was in a table that I went many times with my friends to we drink beer and talk of who was passing, men also like gossip, just this we are more sociable, me single father of 40 was for me work and drink a lot I don't get drunk easily, one day that I was the first to get in our point the table we put out of the bar to see people pass, passed a group of girls with 13 years old and them said, hey handsome we want you, I hit the head in the table of so much hate, my sons was 12 years old and I wasn't even 30 years old and all that old women in my life, oh misery, oh misery. A bit older is so easy but a lot one day give despair.
So I was talking with all that females that are of some way my wife, because if there is no man in their life and they wanted me at least because they wanted have a baby, so I consider me their husband, so I was talking with them what do you think the next time be you the younger, me dating a hot babe???? Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim