have people that give bad advise

 When you gonna of who I am talking about, is that I think that she kind or at least a bit prostitute, and she only pushes me down, she never had the the man that is for her, and she are delayed centuries of evolution, she doesn't understand that I don't want the same that she, that I don't need the same that she, that I don't have the same opinion than she, she is the kind 'he steps on my flower', she want revenge for it, I am of another opinion, she think that what she said happens, her plan and she want me to follow her is that revenge from the man, is like those music that when you are in the mood depress, so she would became rich and rich the enough to give scorn for him, puta merda we got rich sitting and the money came, how I hate her. When I was to cry, I thought that I was a rambler I really don't feel like a rich girl that my parents finance her, I felt really poor, see? People credit me for rich, but is not how I really felt. I don't know how she knew about that story, this have 3 years and she only delay me, he dump me before we met, was on the internet. I felt me like a vagrant that didn't diserved be loved because doesn't had a job, I felt so sorrow that I really wanted was look for a job, because decent people deserve be loved, I thought that kick was a kick that a jobless receive, I want a job because that prove that I a worth person that deserve be loved and if after 20 years I didn't marry at least I was happy. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim