In another life

 Me an my husband had our sad moments. Many times I said that he really was gay, I didn't understan what he did, I thought that heterosexual would never did that if me. In the beggining of the marriage he said another bad thing for me. That one of his plans was divorce and I would be of his friend that was from India an he thought that was from Germany. We still hadn't make that, I didn't wanted to be a divorced and I run to try find any telegraph to talk with my lawyer that I wanted an anulation. He said that he wouldn't let me do that. I knew jum the window, he turn to see the door and say that I would passes that door. He also jump the window and run after me. We can win a stronger specially if have the surprise. He acquive reach me an said that was a ba idea, we need talk. I said that he didn't love me, tha the was gay he didn't understand, I had my proud, be divorced was humiliating, I was very young only 16, I deserved a beautiful marriage, I didn't deserve a man be so racist about the fact I came from Africa. I was a nice person I deserved be more respected. He sai that we would keep the marriage for a longer time, that wasn't that way he didn't understand the love appear to be so important.

Years after we divorced, he started to talk about some gays friends of him, at that time had a lot swing, the bad thing, in Europe. I sai to him that his problem was be gay, a heterosexual ex-husban never would came with that ideas. He said that I should marry again, I almost forgot that he sai that free me from a violent man, he gaved a name of a cousin that was very gay, but I thought that he was very pacific person, my cousin was old, I thought that he was ridiculous. He said that I had problems, he was defend me a hadn't a man, so he was trying find me one, see you didn't married a second time. Give a time, and he returned to the hotel. I was thinking that besides I never had generated a baby, my civil state was be mother of two boys, so a single wasn't perfect I ddin't liked to went to the school of the boys because in England had singles that tried married me. So I call to my lawyer because I wanted to know if a divorced very rich man of Russia wanted to marry me, I will give a lesson in a swarty marring a more handsome swarty with green eyes. In two hours I already had the answer he accepted, people went to talk with my ex in the hotel that I was already engaged. He went after me, didn't I choice nicely a good step-father for the boys, he had teenagers he know how kids are. He wtithout my knowledge went to talk with my groom that the marriage can't happens, an came after me to give the news, I said you are mad he have conection with criminals.

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