In that incarnation of the monastery, I gonna said what was my temptation. Was the glory, I wanted the money and sex with the women, and I decided to be virgin, besides all the boys of my age fall on that of make sex with a old prostitue, I felt so humiliated and ridiculous of doesn't do. That old sadist make me humiliated.
There I fell in love and she, make me cry when she that had a divorce, got pregnant, she got divorced because she married a man that can't pregnant her because he, had an vasectomy that was very unhappy, even see her marries doesn't make me cry.
After that humiliation I said to me, I would complish of the beggining till the end. I was a naughty boy. My father even had proud of it.
So me living in the desert, who more eserve there a room only for him? I had a lot of fame, and I was just virgin, my father passed send me an allowance, I spent it all. With the time I passed to receive an salary of a princess that I make some clockwork for her.
When I was Francis I born in a female conventry, my mother was a hermafrodite. Married with my fahter and he sent her to there, was a violent time.
I didn't want passes so much time in the monastery I returned to talked with my females friends of the conventry. Had one that used to paint me, like I was a prior I let it. My feellings was none, they was the big breast that I saw. I went a lot with girls, I was so humiliated about that in the past that I didn't knew pull down a pants for a girl, they that do pull my pants, they liked to pass the pussy in my dick, but was till there and I had problems. In my confections I always said the name of each and said I respect theName, I respect the2name... But one day one princess send to say my that, that I wante sex that I only never did was because I can't, that I would be a soft dick, a small dick. I went there very worried for one particular reason. I got afraid of people call me pedophilian because of Sanson. I was keeping a watch in Sanson, in the past years what was of kids without mother that appear in the monastery, I always said that sit here he is tired and is sick, so the princess said that me all the time saying sit not there sit here. One day I was to think someone in the city send those mothers send their kids alone go after Sanson, that had a complicate healthy. I have to say that a cautious is a nasty person, I want he to be a saint, I don't want to caugh him. When the princess married I didn't mind besides we ba together in th ebed to do nothing of course. She married very virgin just mexida, but very virgen. When she got divorced I was there to hold her, I had almost a satisfaction. One day she asked me a jar of cum, she always loved experiments, I gave a lot probably was to fill a jar. I thought that she was being weird. She lived for years after she appear with a boy that was so look like me, but she assecure to me that wasn't mine, the subject humiliated me so much that I beieved, I was thinking that I loved her and even that kid that wasn't mine I just didn't understand why she look for a man that probably was very ressemblance with me. I was thinking that I would live all my toys ot him, was very funny experiments that I had in my room, life goes on, my life her life, she was a sinlge mother with a son, even of far I was to be there. One day the Sanson was accused of pedophilian, and I secure for the prior that I watch Sanson so much that was completely impossible. I said that who watch also assecure, he was so sick that the prior ddin't wanted he out of the monastery. So had to be inside the monastery. Even prove that he didn't did, he died of vexation days after.
Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim
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