Why the miracle is so small

When God asked me to make that miracle I already had received a miracle.  So I said that I was kidnaped, so let me say the disgusting miracle that I received. I was closed in the bedroom, and the soul that help me was talking what had outside. The woman that chase me divided in more than 3, the soul said that my mother or my father I don't want say who was, had the demon in the body. One night my relative hit the window to break it, but the helper had wake me seconds before. And I was hide in a place of the bedroom the bedroom is what we call 'L' shape. So have one point that is blind for the window. And my guide said that he would make that my relative would break the window with the hand and the hand would be cut out I didn't wanted. I thought that the hand of my mother or father was the same that be mine. His plan was my relative would comanded by the Demon hit with the other hand and I would got the hand in the floor and put in the hand and my relative would run to the Hospital. That I wouldo pinch the hand with the foot doe, to be less demon because the if I went and hold it with my hand first would hold me back. So I run all the time around the bedroom, to pass the night awake and my relative stay away from the window. My relative passed all the night run to the window to the wall of the bedroom like being possible for him-her see thru the wall. So when was to beginning the day my relative went away like returning to sleep completely hypnotized. So I am knowing that thee kid that asked the bigger miracle, he-she was bad but the mother wasn't, and the headacacke was he-she hitting her head with a pan because the woman was blind, what is that the saving of a good kid? That passed 3 days hitting the head of the mother to kill her. See for someone that wanted be saved a small miracle is enough, A good kid really want harm the mother? I had my doubts about that woman the blindness was seconds because I wante that the kid save him-herself because was a good kid. A good kid would say the true. For me that facts appear to be along time ago.

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