The night or my oration

Before I turn the light, before the kidnap. Was like a cave with fire light, was almost peaceful. Like living in Heaven, that infinite. I sleep and see me sitting in the border of a cliff that was naked rock, and in my backs had a house, was a house construct in the top of a rock like th eBible. I was listen that the sea had fishes, and I write about the babies, I in past write about the gestation, the guide said to me that was supposes to have in front the door a sea, and that the house had a vestibulo, the door of the back. I think that I only had that vision because that small rock that I sit on it, in the other night I was in bed and had I listen a lot of voices that my ass had light, and they will fin me, I put the rock next , I didn't tuck in the ass, and I stoped of listen all that voices. Had one that said what is that a pearl, with the rock. And I could sleep. So in the night that I was sit in the end of cliff of rock I close the light and got inside the house. And I sleep again, in more deep sleep, but I wake up with a luxurious soul destrying my chest with the nails saying that would destroy my house. I filling that in chest and listen a wind with very high silvos hisses. I felt my walls be twisted, was painful, but I was carring so much about the subject, was without discussion. I wake up again night sleeping in a rock, and I see of distance in Heaven a man saying that he idn't liked that my eyes was brown and not green. I ddin't see right his face.

After the kidnap, I was put in a room of the house at the time had almost nobody there, latelly I visite there are ful of person was kind of dirty, and bad treated, but at the time was clean, after I say about the arrive but to another subject. When I got a bath I said that I could do that alone. I listen indecencies, but I din't see nobody I was alone in the bathroom. I was thinking what the problem had nobody there. I starte to take my bath or probably would came someone to give a bath on me. When I was in the shower I felt something in the pussy, but I didn't see nobody, something that touches like a finger. And he said that he was puting the dick on my pussy, after I went to bed, my cousin was in the bed at the side, I listen a man voice saying that was the point of t his tongue. But I was seeing nobody he was saying that he was at my side talking on my ear. I was thinking that I was ameba, if someone think that I retribuate. 

I see that he was sitting on the floor of the bathroom. I listen frightens like that was kind of amputatorio and one moment I would be take to be amputed in a operation table. When I sleep, I see the door open I was sleeping the bed in front of the door, was a infernal light. I had impresson that wasn't a opened door, and I almost see someone and I listen a person saying that was the male nurse, and he was saying that would open me in the ass, like with power, without touch, I sai that I didn't wanted. Appear like I was cracked in the ass. I cry was weird, and he went away.

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