There come, the world's great mediocrities

E lá vem, as grandes mediocridades do mundo. How is that anedote of Peter and Jesus, there come "pedrada" flying rock...

What is to find a boyfriend you need first a wood leg, isn't a mediocrity? Means that you need date anybody no matters how unpleasant to reach a important hard to catch man. If you can got a good lucking boy, you just could got the objective directly, is that you want a handsome find anybody to make jeaulous, I never liked, I don't like that moral.

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Wisdom let's see another problem

 Something in Greecy the roof is very old but the problem with the wisdom about, I didn't understand is about races? Is the fruits are perpetual? See one day could expire even in the far future like today is the expire date? A well intentioned symbolic history isn't wisdom, the wisdom is a story that clearly try  hide something... So wisdom is in the real a lie.

The dement executor said I listen in my angelical mailling that the race are of angels, isn't the prettiest thing in the world? But is 2 arms, 2 legs and 2 wings? Or 2 wings and 2 legs? Where is this race?

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And had more Greecy

 When all was to finished my cousin advise the prince that preten only be a proxy to enter the garden of the house of my family to eat a apple from the tree because the riciest family everybody knew that the old tree was the only in all Greecy that gave sweet apples, that I wasn't wanting his love because the apples was sweet.

In the night I wake up and looking by the window of my bedroom that in the second level of the house, I saw someone and I talking was the proxy, I thought to warning him that was becareful to don't got the fruit of the wrong tree, I asked him if he would harm me, and he said no, I asked if he had word, he answer yes, have an fancy in the wall to herbs grow in the house wall, only could use a child or a person so light as, so I was tall but lean, I say to him that I woul lead him to the right tree, and see these ones how the fruits are similiars, but the apple tree was old and all these others are cursed, he ask me to I talk the history I sai that I idn't had time all th emorning I need be in the precinct because of my punishment, I need sleep, in the precinct I could tell the story.

He is saying today that the paradise was he that write.

And with whom my cousin married, was with the wiseman. She in the presency of the most close family, an also the cousins so I was there, she was still in the stabling for the last baby, he was killed for the uncle that was in the woods, she asked what wise to do, she still didn't answer to the wiseman that was there if her more close friends and family. In Greecy when someone wanted to got an enemy, he dig a hole and put the enemy, to save someone in a hole is easy just need a rope, but after the enemy in the hole the person wanting kill just cover the sun of the person, like push all the sand of the same time, or the person could climb all the time the sand till came out. So I came near my cousin that liked very much wisdom and answer to her, that the wisdom is don't have dignity, see after all that mock of them with her, and accept, see how wisdom isn't that good, and you give me oportunity of cover the sun of your wisdom. Doesn't have checkmate games of board.

She said that dthe dead son passed to visit her, and asked people to say to her what to do. The mulatto said to her to say that she love him and he doesn't return, kind go born, I already had write a tale, and I remember in Greecy we had afraid of souls kills. I say to her ask him if God talked with the monkeys, she said that he said that God one day kill the humanity to a better race appear, and He was mistaken. 

And another history that I look to the face of the proxy and occur me, and was that one day that the rabbit was rich he had an servant that was a dog and one day that the rabbit got a long time far from the house the dog in the absence of the rabbit killed all his descedants, after I understand the moral of the history, the rich rabbit believed very much in the dog that was more strong and he to be the master of the house beggining killing all the descedants of the rabbit, so moral becareful with your servant.

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And I even explain the reason of the sequency

 The first father promess be the prince and got her good state, the second promess her be good and accpeted her worse and the last promess be a wiseman she was a trash but he to be a wiseman, had even already passed for the state of trash, so the sequency was all normal the prince have to be the nost exigent, the second how gonna be so good if was exigent?

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And had more

 This is the problem of that cousin, she took his acts till the last consequencies, does meaning that she only stops when happens a tragedy. She had one more one son and said that was of the same prince, till that moment I didn't knew had more then one Japanese prince in Greecy, was a normal baby, after she had one more baby and this time wasn't human but a monkey, I was there with the mulatto, his last son when born run to the forest. I said to her, you know the meaning? And I said to her that the monkey was because she was cheated for 3 brothers, I didn't knew that were all the 3 in Greecy. And the more pure was the second she saying to me that the father was the father of the first that born almost black, meaning that an Japanese was mestiço half-breed, and was of Chinese with Afrikan so the second son was pure Chinese, and the third I also I had already said that we only know a tree by the fruits that came, I was saying about the father and not a bout her, and the last the monkey was because the father was the wiseman, the son was silly to thought that was wise and came monkey if he stay still that way he gonna passes the rest of his life being a stupid animal being wise not even for a monkey, here doesn't have monkey... So he was the most silly.

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I asked to him

 To the rpince if he take his time to make a test to find the true love why he spent his time making a son in my cousin?

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Hum people making thier confessions

 So people saying that the other brother was also in Greecy but hide to confabular with my cousin. She had a baby and the mulatto took of the precint to see because he say that was son of the prince of the other country, and she was to have it, and the baby born very dark, who knows each borther, oen was to doesn't know the other, I make so much joke that she disapointed making a baby of other colour, I remember of the weird tree and said this was black, probably the next would be chinese and the last who's knows the colour.

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Imagine...

And if albinism came from a sub-race of African and not of a super-race of africa, you can be descedant of a very ulgy neginho. You change good liver, heart lungs and brains, and height for a deceiving colour that will shock one person sooner or late. In Greecy be sure is a super-race.

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Listen here a help for that history

 In Greecy, someone sheat you even can be your father... my cousin that lady, can't albina almost everybody were a experiment to make a new white an albino could surprise, nobody knows his color...

Is more easy you be an albino, who's know who is your family, maybe is that the reason you brother is all the time in covering your wives in J.

When you say the shit was your palace I said that were one to rule, another to cover the women and one to the father love, I was saying that you were dumb and only rest the love of the father.

Today you say the disrespect of your test in Japan, 5 passed the apple in the trash and one in the shit, let me say what menas the trash, or had happens or would happens, the sorcerer, one sorcerer that thoughts that he was wise, kill the descedancy of a stupid prince to replace with his own, the test of the sorcerer was if his woman, a prostitute, serving trash for the prince he eat, the sorcerer could be even your father. This way the descedancy of stupids princes would be replaced for one wiseman. The woman can't be good, virgen... So rotten like your japanese apples... When the women got pregnant he came just after make her lose the baby very early, and make with your bad wives of the trash, and the father would be him, nobody would deny him, a good father that accept the son of a women so trash like your wives, isn't necessary he be the only one after you. Old, patient all kids would be devoted to him. See how he was wise, the insecurity of a unfathful women make the descedancy be very depedant of him, if the 5 aren't your sisters probably the sorcerer are your father.

Let me say Greecy have sazonaly king, when we had an army we have an King, when the army dissolve we don't have a king, to have a king all the time we had to have an army permantely, the army is organized when we were in war.

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One day man another day so gay

 When I lived in Russia in another life I was changing the clothes in front of my husband I already said that the marriage was fake to profit like singers, so I was changing my clothes an I was with only underware I was to went to the bathroom to change the underware, and my husband said that he was gay I could peel out even the underware, I thought and I have to be bare naked to he see... and when I was completely naked he said that he was so gay, I dress the pants and after the bra and went where he was and kiss him in the cheek, He say can you say what you di for everybody know... I said that I kept the pussy the breasts and kiss him.

Now in another life the proxy one time say to the mulatto that he watch me getting bath and using the potty, was from the hatch of the door but that was offensive. 

When the proxy returned I was in the hatch saying somethings to him. I say that I was saying that I said to the mulatto that I wanted to see his shit. That one day he ha fntasies that he wanted to be the toilete paper, because when I was using he said that he was a man.

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Music

 

This is something abnormal?

I really don't think that the country copy somethings that is like protocolo, but can a prince of one country came out of his country defend to his father saying that gonna say that gonna marry someone and without informe to the father marry with another, and if the last choice be one of bad moral? Have sanctions that the father can use to limit rights? When I was son of a king and I marry without warning, see that my father made my sister princess and not me a prince, I in my mind had the rights of any peasant and not of prince to have obligations, so a father that oesn't make a prince I don't send informe when I marry because I wasn't seeing me marry with a rich ceremony.

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A king more fair

 And was that when I was a king and almost choose who would be my favorite wife. And my first judgment was a failure but I didn't said to nobody, but I was thinking that I was a king of only 20 years old exactly and I made a mistake, today I knew what guide me, she was one descedant of the serpent and I was too, so my soul wanted friendship with her soul. After she got pregnant I have to say that she wasn't that close, she said that in her country, I had wives of a almost all the countries that had a princess to marry, was type 50 wives, all princess I cheated my history because I in the end was father of more than half of the princes, almost all was males and othrs family had a lot of girls, luck. I didn't wanted to people call by me by the name the king that was father of a lot of kings around the old world. So after she got pregnant she said that his father used the daughters when he wanted, I got so disgusting that I said that she spare yourself and want only one son, I said to me adviser that I would give now a chance for the fulaninha, that was the prettiest if she do what I say that please me I would learn to love her, doesn't sound fair?

And had more about that apple, I was descent had 3 apples, the frist I say let in the table to I think about the mulatto passed in the external window and asked the apple to give to the prince, I said to the proxy? And I say wait there, I asked to went with a relative to the garden of my house that tree had all but apples, and I in place of give the apple that I choose to I give to the proxy, I went after another, in same tree that give beautiful big red apples, and again choose the most red, and I return after a lot of time to give to the mulatto and he went away and returned, I asked if the apple was sweet, and was I say to him that, tha the apple that I would give for the proxy was still in the table and if the apple was sweet, was when give to him or when he gave to the proxy? And I said that in my garden had a lot of beautiful fruits type nectarine but all cursed, he never knew the diference of a nectarine to an apple, and he could got a curse...

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Where is this

 The 3 races are Chinese, Afrikan and white what the name of the white, Chinese is used like generality, isn't to be oriental.

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An expression from Ceará

"Eu não arrisco meu rabo" - "I don't risk my ass" and ","Tirar o cú da seringa" "save the ass of a neddle of the syringe"

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I talked with the tree

 And then I said if a tree ever shat, it was these three fruits. And the tree shudder and put the last fruit that was the one inside the other, and die, type was dying, I open till the last and said that to the tree, that she didn't worth much, 3 stink fruits and more one but I would take care of the last one.

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Thank you

 Means that is asking if the person is innocent, isn't the demon.

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Thank youo but what means

 "Você é a coisa ou o tal?" - "Are you the thing or the one?" An why "o tal" this time menas demon?

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Greek customs, little fruit, just talking

 One day the proxy went to telk with me about one thing that the mulatto talked with him, they was supose to knew each other because his father already was in Japan.

And the proxy say that the mulatto said that aren't virgen Greek woman, let me say wasn't that way. I say to him that I need to say something that I thought awkward, so I wanted to talk keep it down, so he was waiting, I didn't knew the uses of his country. I said to him that if have somthing that Greek didn't want to see is blood, so the young women in Greecy, open the pussy with the finger just enought to doesn't bleed, was to understand that the girl was still virgen, because bleed was barbarian. And the Greek woman was very honesty to lie, so her word was of very value, but if prove that she lied... But because that two deshonest two women I myself didn't had did that, so was a embarassing subject and even was sure that I would one day marry, so why I woul do that?

The little deceitful fruit. I had a funny name that remember gardener, so maybe that bring me a strange luck, one day playing with my friends in the woods I finded a weird seed wasn't the use to plant but I wanted so much know what was the fruit that I care it to home to plant. The tree grow very fast and give 3 fruits that are all diferents I didn't believe in a tree that give 3 diferents fruit and I didn't eat none, so the tree give one more fruit and die, the fruits wasn't the best ones was the most unpleasent ones that had to eat, just wasn't apple. so the last fruit I thought was that way appear with papaya, but inside in place of seeds another fruit a castor seed, and inside had the last fruit beautiful and even with good scent, but I didn't believe and plant it, appear the tree and I got the fruit of the knew and plant it, I was got the daughter of the daughter because it came from a deceiving tree that give 3 fruits diferent and in the end one fruit inside the other. 

I even thought about an if God was a gardener, probably the demon would enter the garden being a tree.

And that thing about the cocada was that, the demon was axplaining about the price of the eye-glasses and I was a kid asking if that means that I was only curious and I was making question in the end the demon said I negociate!

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I say so to he doesn't believe in a good guy with the name demon

 Still in Greecy, and I was saying for my husband that the demon used to sale in Greecy something of the future that was very important but the price was high because only ha in the future. The demon was so cheater and he believed in luck so always gonna have the day that he gonna lose, he only don't know for who. So all his deal was or a lot of money or a future live to he be becareful with him, he sale somthing that make people see a lot eye-glasses, perfect one glasses don't help another perosn but the owner, so you can't borrow a glass for another person and the person see, but the price of glasses was high because you can't buy of nobody else but the demon, I was small kid and talked with was a lot of people there and he agreed that if I knew a candy that was my secret and was delicious, was the same. So still cocada was my secret he was salling me glasses for cocada. If he wanted I buy glasses for him. So recepies was secret because of the demon he was scared of even eat another of my secret recepies and sale more for me. 

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Buys for my basic wardrobe

I bought some t-shirt to make composition for the top. I gonna use combined with reveling garment. In another day I show the cardigan and others clothing, the t-shirt is good because, when you use an cardigan, the blouse with sleeve if the sleeves aren't so long as, you gonna see the sleeve of the blouse being cutting the sleeve of the cardigan, isn't so wrong isn't just so pretty.

The basic colors are more wanted, this ones are uncommon, the basic are black and white.

Besides the basic colors I like very much t-shirt that are strips, also is very basic the blue navy, I like also red dark like wine, bege like apricot, imitation of cheetah, also shimering like lurex, gold like courine.

Also I like when the t-shirt have aplication of lace in the bottom or in the top, I prefer in the bottom, to the top that would be over t-shit is shorter in the bottom.

Also the size depends if you like tight or lose, and today had the cropped one that let show a little of the belly.

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The test of the Japanese prince and my dream Greecy

 He had a Cinderella shoe test to marry but no one passed and he married of the same way. And was that his true love would hold a apple for him and if when he eat was sweet would be his true love.

And my dream was that God was an inventor in heaven that was a laboratory and there He was making experiments to make the apple tree, and he with his blood make and tree, that appeared little fruits that was just leave but was the image of a man, the problem was that all the fruits that little man borned without seed, so after a lot of fruits kind of thousands one born with seeds, and this seed He planted and appeared a tree that almost oesn't give fruits but one that grow to be a big apple that was shimmering and He named the apple Eve, and He thought that was a cake and need bake, and He baked and taste like a delicious cake. So I make to the prince a pie, but I use the acid that way, the kitchens had mills, so I mill with eggs and cream of milk, and the acid was consumed for two ingredients that with acidity would be like petit suisse an put others ingredients for the apple cream, and baked the pie, he sai that wasn't exactly what he was saying, but I make a sweet apple pie.

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I think that could be that way

 After that experiment, and if the original white isn't nothing compares with today that even the face if wasn't ugly was weird? Had a theory that any race that started with only two individuals, is faded to disappear because all the genetic diseases would be recobine and any change of the nature if the DNA isn't strong to that difficult will kill all because all them aren't prepare, so changes the nature the race will disappear. That race was decreasing in age or in number...

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Is that true

 After I started write about that live, I said that the love of a boy for a girl was romantic, someone said that is Roma, and other person said would be romanesco that romantic came from romã pomenagrate, because was considered sweet at the time apple was a fruit that Greeks hat because the taste was nasty, the apple was beautiful but acid.

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People have th be fair

 What matters is the love of mother and not the reason that she was mother, see I already said that my birth was anticipated because I had incarnation older than the era of my birth. So the first mother that really loved the own son was my mother, basically the mother hatted the own son or daughter because of the delivery, I born small and my mother was the first mother that love since the first day. And the others or was the sex or was the desire of be mother that make them got pregnant and how the birth was of a prince my mother wanted to be important. 

And about when I was the Greek mulatta the incision was in the belly, a horizontal incision.

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hold on...

And people sai to me

 That I received that condemnation because if I had married with another man, what would happens when I got pregnant, people can imagine that happens in a past that that explanation would not be given, in Greecy would be can't be a marriage, I would die before.

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So the end was bit diferent

I was so critisize that I said that a leave when fall in the river don't know where gona stop, and where take could be my hapiness. Before die I was asked in marriage.

I didn't married with the mulatto but if a Japanese, I don't even didn't knew of a Japanese thought about my condemnation, who came to marry me was a rich man that had make for charity operation to very young girls had babies, no one survive. My guilty was excess of perfection and vanity, I would never would have a baby, and I was already a juvenile.

My marriage was by proxy, I married without know the groom, once I signed, I thought that he was still in Japan and he enter the room, he was a bit fat. I married a Japanese that had others wives.

I passed to doesn't receive any visit because of my civil state. He took me out of the cell to a house that he bought. When I got pregnant I heard the way that I would die, and was of the operation, I aske to be sew because I want live a little to see my baby. 

When I was waiting I passed the time in the cell and people visit me to see me thru the hatch, the example of a girl that would die for excess of vanity. So I knew that probably was people looking me, and I waiting for the time to pass.

One day when was near to the advent, the mulatto came to talk with me and offend me. He was saying that he had a woman that acquive had a baby and he was today fat, I answer that also had animal that gets thin when want sex and we have to bring a female for him, he asked each animal is, I said go by the streets and ask to people, he return angry because say to him that was the dog. I say to him that people say that fat he had only one third of the beauty, he say came here close, I answer no I don't.

When was near asked to my husband if he would take our baby to his country, in place of my parents raise him, that he asked for one of his wives to be good to him.

When I saw the baby he was so small, that I really wanted to live the longer that I could to take care of him till he got weight and got baby with a normal size. I only lived 2 months, maybe the sew wasn't that good, I was almost believed that I could but I died.

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Someone lend me that example

 Is the angelical mailling, if be in the forest if your enemy, and you two have shot guns, each bullet that you have is a chance to kill him and the oportunity is you two be in jungle and you if a fire gun. This way is one oportunity and kind 20 chances.

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Still about that time

 In Greecy, there for parents deny information to a kid was let the kid more suscetible of be victim of a crime. So Greeks were raised with parents talking about the dangers that had, our parents didn't is shock us with behaviours showing wrong things. So we wasn't raise seeing weird things, but knowing to doubt and care with us.

So the guy that I talked a lot after being judge to be talking, talked also something that I said that God had said that Jews were inocent and not ingenuous. I asked if he knew the diference... That a ingenuous doesn't sin because it still doens't know the sin, so the ingenuous is a dangerous person, that only the ignorance to make it far from the sin. See his father was Jew, he used animals and women to saculejar o rabo, my cousin was just a bit offensive of say that was his mother. I explain to him that God need an saint innocent race called Jew, to send to guilty people and even knowing their crimes and sins the Jews had to continue innocent... What old cuzão his father.

So his father so depravaded only wasn't incestuous? He that took care. I said to him that he had a lot of chance but never let passes at least one oportunity, because his wolf was inside his house. That story of he laid if the girlfriend probably was the plan of a evil person to be bad with, him of course that everyboy would felt disgut of got the business of a so ba father, but was his oportunity, of course that for a man even have run away.

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Some things

 About when I was mulatta from Greecy another subject that I talked with the mulatto, was that he said that he was homosexual and what was my opnion. And that for men was correct because he choose a person of his same height - importance, of the same inteligency, if oesn't he see that he wanted the best, all the races want marriage with races or more important or of the same, is like don't love the defect, the man was the perfection, his choice was probably the most inteligent. Eve and Adam was important for what races? I thought that monogamy was homosexualism.

But I imagine that is romantic see an defect person like a girl and be generous to love her, I didn't said that.

And another someone was asking why J. had so sucess against the enemies, I thought that was knew that power, nobody wants because apparentely don't have use, and is that when is to talk something important about him no matters how you call him, he came invisible and sit to listen, is the only onipresence that I know. So I never talked about him because I know. If like a person I didn't let the person talk about him, the God onipresence is based on the power that another had, He wanted the same but more powerful, He don't came is more powerful.

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Cool things that I saw in the internet

 

I am artist with a knife but I like of make things with the padron, imagine pie dough, puff pastry, cookie, or maybe bread dough.

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Too much planing

And one day the Jonh-in-the-hurry, planned to have an business and he bought two eggs, and the plan was that one would born a pinto and in the other a pinta, and the would have a lot of chicks and the chicks would grow and had a lot of chicks, and meanwhile making a lot of eggs and Jonh making a lot of money, and he would have a henhouse, and make so much money buy a farm and after a factory and after the would sell for other cities, and after even need a ship, one moment he was fabulous rich selling a round the planet and in moment he got so excited that he clap the two hands, to think in all money that he would count and the two eggs that were in each hand were broken...😖

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Why this would be cool?

 The misses, wife, be white but when went to the beach be darken, I think the fact is melanine, but what does means type race?

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The age

 So is that when 60 still winning, at 80 still in advantage and after 100 what came is profit.

People know the legend of the man in the creation received 30 years and asked more years and God give ten years of others animals, like the 10 first 30-40 was of the donkey the man working to feed the family and so on...

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My father used to say

 Before that age that with 60 years you are still in the advantage, see isn't the end all the inteligent men askes at least more 40 years an if you are inteligent probably you deserve because who take a inteligent wise life will have a longer life.

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Iam so young and so cult people asking me to talk like I be Salomon

 Was Salomon that the Bible said that when he shot up people aske to talk? Is that people aske more info about my thoughts I thought that I explain enought but so let talk still about.

First something very simple, 'gosto de gás' taste of gas means that about a very old machine that how much fuel you put more fast will run, is that today you acelarate but in past when you want to a machine run you put a lot of fuel with the danger of explode. Is all vapour, that is a train that you put so much chacoal that the machine is very fast. Is like when the works is very fast doesn't stops. 

And about that incarnation, once another the mulatto talked with me, to ask the gossip, was the girlfriend of his father that after the time passed, she said that people said that his father was a homosexual with a so defeat ass that even his mother currava the old man, that gossip had kind of 2 years and was she that said everybody believed because she enter their house, so I didn't doubt that people passed to repeat what she said, but you are knowing the origin?

I also said that the hot gossip was, that his father said for some comercial partner that he would stop of work in his business because he was old had enough to his old age and wasn't caring with the future of his sons, I asked why you don't work in your family business. I was thinking one diference of a bad father poor and rich, is that a poor boy that doesn't have the confort of a rich house would came out of the miserable home trying a opportunity, a good life is a oportunity, see everybody would see only the good life, but not oportunity, so when you think that way you got luck wasn't decision. So in the end a poor boy would have an oportunity.

And about got lean after the 60 is that the essencial, you got age, you got inteligency, you got wisdom, thinking about was to you ask for wisdom for inteligency, but you already had, so you have all you need? Isn't just the question of make things in the right era of the life, an University in my mind all time is time, is because with the time:

Is be happy look for the happiness, don't see that when we got old, I am still young is because I think very much how I will be when old, sometimes my parents say think how to be today, is look with glory and not defeat, because came one day of the life that if you lived all your life wihtout something isn't in the end of the life that you need it. Is learn how to live but with a lot of age is considere that you had LIVED!

I used to think what I want knew when I was old that was a think in the past and was: Know the hole Bible, the Classical paints, scultures, musicians, and internatonal literature. Today I think is good but not essential. Sometimes I thought had years that if I learn how to live even without a house even of that I would shame of got when very old, even a life of a beggar is important, and dream with a house to enter and die just after, is don't believe that you was good and have a house for you when you die.

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Psychiatrists and educators have their own

 I don't have the experience but I have a valuable opinion, and my mother when I didn't wanted study asked me if I want stay home in place of went to school, I thought that I had the right of interact, to be in companion of people of my age, that vacation was so long that I missed the school, that I woul have shame of me of see people in school age that went school and I wasn't. So when a kid give up of school to stay home seeing tv, the kid is missing even have a social life, is a shameful life, so wasn't the study that make persevere but don't be an abandon kid ignorant and stupid. Even a donkey have the right of went to school, is a good life for a kid that feel that human companion, and I never had the experience of abandon the school.

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Of course had more could an long book

 He said something so baffling that I say some things about open the eyes, that doesn't wanted an old father that offer the girlfriend to see the son make sex, I thought that his father was the biggest perverted of Greecy, I say to him that had people in the streets of the city making sex that came people and throw a bucket of water on them, so if he walking doesn't find a person... People throw a bucket of water because is something that people see is just embarassing.

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Of whom is the age

Some pop culture, so say what the origin of the name. I read once that cesária the origem is the name Cesar an also I read that who first make a cesaria was Kronos because when Zeus open his belly to got his brothers and sister Kronos after was closed with cesaria. So cesaria is of the age of Kronos so cesaria is very old or Kronos is of the age of the cesaria and Kronos is much recent.

I remember that when I talked with the mulatto, I said the names of my friends because he wanted to know if I talked about him, I wasn't carring very much I did judge that I shame of what I sai and I give all the names of my friends to him asked what I talked about him, once he talked with my friend that date his father before my cousin and he was interest to know about her because of that she confessed to him that was his father spent money that make her date him, I got shocked with so much sincerity, but today thinking probably she was saying for a normal man that she wasn't sick and look for a rotten old man only could be she was looking money, more decent of make a lie to say to a handsome decent man that she was in love for a so old person, but at the time I thought so much sincerity she never had confessed that to me, so say to him that no girl went on his house to look for him and his brother because had girls that went there and his old father ofended them with money, so no decent girl would even try know them, today I see also that only two that want money went in that house.

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Maybe this was African

 Remembering what in that incarnation I said to the mulatto before I die, and was he said that was loyalty - lealdade that make him want marry my cousin the degenarated, I said to him what taught to me my parents, that loyalty only exists if the other also had loyalty, what was her loyalty? If the person aren't your relative you to don't be depravated you need be good to you, that only was good to her, he only had a stupid old white father.

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Kind I don't like nobody but I care

 Before I be executed in Greecy being mulatta I talked with another mulatto. And was that they told me about him, that my cousin that date the old man was considered depraved, and if he married with her the only perfect male mulatto would prove that he also was depraved, I already had dream with him, he marring my fat cousin and his father would disrespect him, the old man would think that his son mulatto, he was son of that so old man, that mulatto was person without dignity and why he respect him if he marries with that pathetic fat woman that he date before. I say all to him and say to him if the experiment was considered a fail they would smash and put in the trash he and his descedants.

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We were kind

 An genetic experiment of old Greecy, and was mulattos, if was well succeed probably parameter for the rest of the Europe. Is another girl incarntion of mine I died young, but I gonna say why I said that thing, first God said that mulattos were Ok but mulattas was fuxiqueiras, carring the private conversations of the people to make confusion, sometimes I felt that I didn't want to fail, I need to do fuxico... So the fact was that I thought that my girl cousin and the boyfriend was bad succeed, she also was mulatta and fat, because she wanted a lean man but he was almost 80 years old and he wanted to lean but after be old, another frien sai that date him and his mouth smell bad, I thought that the two my friend and my cousin was imundas - gross, I said to people that my cousin was dating a beggar, see he was thin because was poor, I make so much fuxico that I was judge, and one of the things was that mulattos was kind balance, and power used to be near to who was, so mulattos wan't near even of the bad or the good they are in the middle, and that was power, an I received an martial condemnation. Were arrows.

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Things and things

 The purse is that we live the purse in the room if we can lock the room, or of other way we carry the purse in the armpity. And that picture is kind that to people reflect me eating and someone isn't.

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People listen the last

 That old woman above was afraid of discover who was, she came and give me the name already forgot but the important part she is dumb, so I asked for that lady is she the creature with 7 heads the woman went to see and is. The guilty woman said that she always was 3 souls to be 7 heads, let me say angels that way doesn't exists but the are attached by the brain, and the other is by the neck so the brain is separated.

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Listen I don't remember where

 That a person liked to travel, and love visit places stay in hotel and wanted that her home was like that a place like the hotel that was, that wanted to pass the time there, to buy some things for her home to be more cozy.

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Of who is the worse punishment

 The dog or the owner, I think is the owner, even if the dog talks and had ideas, see be boss, you can't say that being evil you didn't do what you want, imagine a rich person making atrocity saying the idea was of the employee, I don't like the subject I just talk to don't have to listen again over and over.

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God, and other the importance of the experience

 Till today arms of the spirit, what means, when people lie we used to say what? A man that want to be important come up to show God that his arms and in all the extension of the two arms was with faces of babies, one of the side of the other, with the eyes close and witht the mouth opened, the room was full of persons, why? Because that man for God was type enemy and was all the time judge, and in times in times he acquive rise, and thit time was to show his charade, who bares so many frescura, God put the finger in each mouth and the face got like an candle that was unlit and became vagins and all of the size of a mother that just had a baby. So the two arms of that man are a lot of vaginas of one end to end. So what means arms in the soul?

And about experience you think is valuable, I gonna say something have people that are very experient but have one problem, the persons aren't the same, so have people that experiences they still gonna be stupid, see the same whack for a stupid person is only an experience of pain making a stupi person be more stupid is that what people like? So have who have envy of inteligent people that learn with the smallest of the pains because the concious is bigger. So have people that could be a genius and the experience is very small. 

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Who is bad doesn't help nobody, snif snif

 Is part of my dreams, and I worked in a studio, helped me very much my friend even of others life, we are this kind determinated, she sometimes is who I need, and I help her, we are willing work even when the return is doubtful or gonna take to long time to came. So we work to be workers. So was a funny contract, sometimes we have parenthesque with people that we don't even know, part of miracles. I was there to edit and even dub I have a voice that change, I even don't know how got I was doing hypnotized. You know that who doesn't help isn't type helped? Let me say the big boss, an important director, you don't know where is the studio, was out of the studio trying an action in the judge to return. He can walk in the studio but not got inside his room. So I received work in his room. And my friend was in another room making her work also hypnotized, I my self I not sure of the result, I just edited with miracle. But I heard some histories because of his room, his secretary of that time, had to open the room and enter there another director that was filming the house of the other director, he was so stupid that the filming went to the room of the watched director, the studio suposed to pay protection to the house of the more famous director, but was a fake interprise, who filmed the house of the director was the other director, but all the filmings was to the wrong room, he only could see the filming during night when the other was out the studio, so was so failed the security that the house of the director was invaded, he passed so much time convincing the male secretary of the director that he passed to help him in all they talked a lot I bad in English but not so much, the secretary was from Brazil, the director probably thought that I need translation, but he was went to another room to make some filmings, he was talking with some know people of the director, he was so bad that he was thinking in scared me and my friend, he was friend of a male prostitute and he brought a girl from Brazil to make sex in his house, we were scared, probably he was intenting say that Brazillian were prostitutes, me an dmy friend combine to not be scared and stay the time that we were to stay there making the editions, the director that was plotting against the other had already the filming on room to him out of the other, but had to talk with the secretary of the other, that the filming who went after the prostitute from Brazil was the male perostitute she was under 18, but he got the depoiment of the cleaning lady and in his mind the boss make sex with the child prostitute and he filmed. So who help him try making to fly to Brazil in the hurry.

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What is that

 The answers only knows who have all the lost battles of a old man, what does means? From that is the glory that is need, the problem take to much time.

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So say

 Why someone would have gill on the legs.

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A friend in common

 Like angelical mailing, I ❤️ my idea, so is that she os almost giving up the boyfriend because he that eat mold, after they start date she lost 6 teeth, he use dentadura, and when he kiss the beak is big, and like that guy also have that apple but she have to shew the apple to spit in his mouth l, where my dictionary,  so she eat a juice and after she spit on his mouth.

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I gonna say the problem of that lady with the measure tape

 She doesn't like people to use because she is mad and she want to believe that she is making diet, eating even more but with that wrong believes, the measure tape would show her how fat she is and she thinks that if she don't know people doesn't see and also she think that she lose weight eating even more if she don't measure, she is girfriend of a person that eat mold, she think that she buying a lot of food, she would eat all will lose weight because the food will spoil, hadn't any justice of never do diet because the house is full of food, is an excuse for never begining a diet, but this is her problem that is resolved with, what she really want, make the willingness of other person be so low, so say, she even hate the beautiful girls that appear dacing in the musics, I said to her I thought that was what you want have this type of body to dance that way, are you insane to say that they are of that moral, when you thought in dance you are saying that be foxy dancing was that pigwash, she say dirty things like they like old women, she is venomous, they are beautiful, I don't understand who doesn't respect beautiful women, they aren't her business she is also women, but they aren't her problem, or she is mad the even of far are fighting for the same atention if she is like that espelunca, she gonna compete with another espelunca.

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And me listening

 That the father to be God he had to be father at the age 40 years, and the son is son of God before is a son of a man. That the mother of the other said before enter his soul that she had luck becasue was 16 bad incarnations, but in that one she was with 15 years old and she was plenty clean, so said if she wait more would be spoiled, but not for her but for the soul, that she made in another incarnations with anothers women that obbey her, but she had to give the example, all the women used the same soul. That the powerful son can't defend him because he was born and two servant that hold his hands to he doesn't use the hands to defend himself.

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The biggest forgiviness of the world didn't existed

 See I doesn't listen all the history but I understand a lot, so I went to see if my invisibility. I don't know why the treason but I know the ways so let me say. The father had two sons that he carried more than the others, one mother that wanted his son very powerful, say to the old man that she would be the biggest prostitute of the world more inteligent than Sagan, a lot of things that he listen was from her. She was the teacher of the Sagan. So one moment the old father would betrayl the son that aren't of her, she only carried for him because the secon more powerful was her son, she appear is something that could swap her soul kill the next soul and became the soul, like an alien. So he would make the powerful be all that misery and the mother of the other would became the brother-in-law and his son would be son of the poweful. And he would die with the miserable soul that she used if all the peversity., can you imagine that she trained before to be sure that she would be always the last soul, I got knew that she never ha doubt of nothing that she do, she tested all. So when God hit the powerful son I make the ray turn another direction and the son was hit for a light reflection because I had to make people believe that the man acquive, I could make a mirror and kill the father in that minute, but I had doubt. But if one day I be sorroe of didn't killed him that ray return to the old father. So the son forgive a evil that he didn't receive.

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What is this

 Eat the what have the lower essence?

But say if you eat with mold, probably the taste isn't the cake, so if you can control your mind, to eat without feel the taste why can't you stop eat because you can control and eat just the necessary to be healthy?

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I just talk with the aprentice

 His master was a sorcerer and kind he eating a completely rotten cake by witchcraft felt the taste of the cake in the day that was good, have who need that?

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Why that would be wisdom to lose weight?

 Eat the food rotten? How rotten have to be to don't make got weight? To rotten I would prefer be fat, I only eat in the date. Food nobody sees but have essence and is nutrir, so fat food is kind food but not alimento, if you got the essence you gonna prefer the food that isn't just caloric, rotten the food is the essence is corrupted, so you you eat corruption, did I say that a wise don't live to please the body, but one time you have to think in eat because without food you die.

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I understand the problem but

 We can't live depend of wisdom and experience to resolve all the problems of life making important even the most insignificant of the problems, human are robots with a predetermined program to solve all the contingencies, oh how I hate when people don't understand the meaning because didn't study at all, see all that I say is understandable but not for whom is completely ignorant.

Have a professor of catequese, religion, that told that history of the man that search in the Bible the solution for all his problem opening the Bible but one day he read and he died.

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No more slagging on the phone

 Friends have their treatments, the names that they use in their close groups, type they can call each other dog, but is inside a group and not out. One day I said to a friend after an revelation, that I was talking with that friend that was from another group, I sai you let me talk with that criminal, he could had kill me!

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Who is guilty?

 The pothetical situation, the old priest he is the grandfather, so kind he is past of something future, I wasn't calling him old for no reason, so isn't for eveybody, see in Rome, when a person had the name of the fahter is like the old and the moço.

So the priest adopted an person that is like him, who said that he was ugly? For the adopted doesn't desire the adopter? Is fault of the descedants someone fall in love for the ancestor, I knew that adopted when I was that nun that passed to live with another girl like him in France, she date him for some days, the story is unpleasant, but in the end I sai to her that doesn't talk about him, because he had a lot of women and nobody of them lose the soul to meet that man, that he can be all that deception but this doesn't loses her soul, she was only more one that date him, so if was bad just forgot that the bad would went away, but what make the bad stay is talk about him, who listen would believe that she had lost the soul, forgot and will disapear, is because I wasn't a priest to say and you sin would be forgive so say that would disapear.

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Have that in the justice

 And is the bad preaching and the good preaching, I am of the only good preaching, the bad preacher, but isn't that of that bad father or that bad husband that I already said, is another thing, I know that I am not the bad preacher because he is like everybody that need without gills, his descedency is with a creature that passed gills for the descedants, so the bad preaching give a wood board for who had it. He is very human he doesn't have.

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My guide said about this desease

 But say is type common in nowadays, in others countries? Was a some years and the guie said about a bacterium that is in the cattle meat, that got who like to eat meat crude, so the bacterium doesn't die, but of course is preferible eat of cattle that desn't have desease, kind, type two dots... I woul never eat a meat of a esease cattle just because can be fried till kill the verms, bacteriums and any kind of desease. My guide sai have some years that I was luck of live in Brazil at that time had a lot of meat with esease in Europe and in some others countries, thank Looord. And is a bacterium that make the stomach be haired inside, like plush, with the time and the evolution of the desease, the stomach will be completely not functional, and the person would got feed of the intestine that isn't the function, the person would not absorb any nutrient in the stomach, so the person would have to have vein glicose serum feed, so the foo will came not digereted thru the ASS., I don't like to say ass, but sometimes we have to say ASS, type, kind rabo, so the person gonna die. The end is even the board of the ASS be haired, type this way in this sense, the colour of the hair oesn't match with the hair of the hea of the person infected, appear that the bacterium are in the majority blonds and rufous, what bacterium lindona!!!

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Things could be easily resolved

 About that dress, my sister was in that state of ideas that she thought that just had talked with the lady of the dresses she was obligated, just his mind I was almost to say to our father to she be locked in home till she be convinced that just see the dress wasn't a compromised word, and had laws on that country, that when a vendor talk with a dependant without compromise the family, the father can return, one time the father beat so cool the daughter that the dress was returned in pieces because she was dressing everybody see the beat. Have smart comerciant that convice teenagers to steal from the parents, we just don't got at this edge.

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We someties have to say

 To the person see that they are bad for us, to the person shut up, or went away, see sometimes we need lunch out home, and the person see us eat and say that the person went got fat, see that she have a mouth of shit that thru plagues in people and she only desire the evil of the person and her soul is so bad that she induce to bad luck and what she said can came true. She is my or your mother to say to your correction is only an envious woan desiring sincerely the evil with her disgusting heart and caming to her mouth what she really want for me or for you.

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Have some justice, not exactly fair

 And about that heritage. That inheritance had all the dramas that can be interest in a history, evil, envy, treason had all, confusion with the lawyer.

Before the death of the uncle I talked a lot with my sister we were two young folk that were all the time out home with friends, we liked the life out home, the looks can be deceiving.

One day we were in a place like a pub discussing, our father was also rich we were see in places that riches were, an we were teenagers, taking a life of Playboy. So some people just see us getting inside expensive places to talk. One day we were discussing that my sister was plotted in a treason that she notice that was to her bad, an old lady that sell expensive dressed said to her that she bought th emost expensive and after went after the rich uncle to he pay for her... So wasn't a person trying make her have to went after the uncle for money. Had nothing of innocent in that story. Could be anyone even the uncle.

The uncle had his favorite and wasn't me, but what he did. The uncle spent his money with comerciants that had the most expensive articles, and the favorite passed without money buy from the same people to pay in the future, intractable, who like who have things so garanteed. Probably if he was more honesty the testament would have names. He appear that read my heart, I wasn't so intented to receive the heritage, I wasn't thinking that I was the choose to receive, but I didn't have to say that to the uncle. So even being rich when I saw the two together I used to run from them becasue my cousin would not make me say that I was wanting that money, don't have a reason to I don't want more money😶...

One day that I talk with the executor the lawyer, that if he was to exigent the last clasule was impossible of be accomplished, the money was to be placed in Heaven something like that.

When me and my sister receive the heritace of the uncle my cousin said that I had the obligation to gave that to the poors, he fight so much for the money to receinving give to the poors do you believe in that? I said that I was receiving a heritage and not a debt.

A soul passed in my home to say that wasn't so without a cause that I receive that money, was because once that the uncle was a very poor preacher, the only things that was to heritage was his remains that was covering him, doesn't have at least a coin, everybody thru in the trash the poor remains of a very poor preacher, and I take it and passed for another person explaining that was relics of a person that was saint in life.

And one day I have to say in another life of course, and was that I am not a serpent but a far descedant, I discover that a defect or advantage about descend from her. And is offensive, see I say things that I don't felt, like hate, you gonna die becasue are offenses, so I am more offensive that I want the bad for someone, have even a relative that because descend from the serpant said for a person that he really need the help, one day my tongue can be at your service, I don't know what does means.

And once a Jew said that the serpant came from the monkey are years of involution. 

And before end, see that money wasn't only money for me like bless if I passed for another person, I really thought all that richness, of belongs a person runing like a sand in a hourglass when that wasn't the wich of my uncle or he himself would distribute tha tmoney in life. I even think that I had give proof of that he was really rich, and the way was spent that money saying the origin.

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Something need remodelation

 I was friend of someone that she was enerving, once she asked e about a person a boy, and I said that he was a good person, and she said that ih what 'besta' that he would give money for him that she would be upheld by him, I thought where the adjective good person means that a person is stupid and that kind of woman because in that minute she became that kind of woman can got his money? So what we say about boys to mean that they a nice type of person that haven't opinion about him because haven't bad qualities.

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Have that in other places

 Who eats broody hen canine hunger, that is eat indefinitely without passes the hunger, scary don't to think?

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See people

 The helper is very plaible to money and importance, and if he can he only save who pay, who he want the friendship and even save the enemy but the price is disgust, so have days that he is saving that is grotesque that way, he practically doesn't save he once even took the salvation of one enemy and gave for who pay because the enemy had a good life, his identity is never reveal, he even make angels, but the person is peeled of gave all to him like never would born again, he treat better who is indigny and humiliate very high who is glorious he keep all of who have, so is a way to him can know about all about a soul meanwhile he is doing that for someone, don't care who he is in the surface is almost impossible to discover.

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So important that wasn't need say is implicity

 This is for who have special needs for delights, what my mother said wasn't for a common need for food, type a pan meat, but an special cake with layers, filling and special cake frosting, here the birth cakes are delicious, but you have to went to the right place that sale them because have crap, but here birthday cakes are delicious make in Heaven.

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That send my year to shit

 Once a year I went to the bakery to eat the full buffet, but I used to do that way. Not to eat much but to don't got fat, two days of a miserable huger, and in the day would be my only food, and two days after with a miserable hunger, but I passed the two miserable days od hunger, and my parents said to cancel my breakfast, putz were two days of hunger...

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What meaning of my mother said

 And was one day about food the person give him-her-self that pleasure of eat the food that like to pass so much devotion, but there is included that nobody do that twice is that like very much a food one day you eat enough to pass the the desire but is there do once.

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Religions does have their justice

 What is the justice of a religion that only prostitutes give contribution for the priest and the rest went to the church with no obligation?

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My God had misterious laws

 That is an oriental is only an oriental if he is in his country, so if he is in the USA in the end of the world he is absolved and mistaken is who got him out of his country in the judgment, is just because that arital fidelity, so why you are absolving who doesn't have no accusation against if the judge make a mistake, he doesn't need your forgiveness, see?

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In what religion had that arital fidelity

 The obedient wife went to bed only if all the men, friends, that his husband bring, this is a religion? What we are doing seeing first all the religion that condenm the souls, and we are researching all the sins that are capitals, because we are discovering the cure, because if is that Ok, but is only because the humanity dies with all the kinds of abuse, this is an absurd.

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What miss to anyone have that power

 Of pass hunger feeling a lot of hunger, see a person wanting be a wisewoman to got thin, making me mad saying that want my power of lose weight, I gonna say what is y power, is of feel hunger feeling a lot of hunger, what she needs to have all that hunger but a person that are in the area of 200-400 kg is very hunger I see.

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Once my guide

Make me rude with someone and today explain for Mr why, because the guy was pedophile and he used to say his madness he was crazy, and when the kid is protective he started to molest and rape. Have many pedophile that way?

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You know friend

 I have that motto, my enemy have of the height, because the low ones have lows strikes, you striking with honor and your enemy with all the dirty of a nobody. Don't gonna be pitty for a poor numerous family? But of course they would not pitty you.

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Look friend the problem is that

 What you say to I got I see that switch a far future for no future, I want the future today, so I had to choice one that is possible and fight to be today and not after many years, but in my mind the worse choice is choice no future, that is lie to yourself, who choice no future is never, I only one miracle, today be today. Had 1000 women that want lye that they are free that they had future, I confess all day if is need that I am a failure let me be. I want fix, I want work to it.

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Music

 

Sometimes we want do but is other than do

 I think that in my previous incarnation I pretend being in the religion make visits to Brazil and USA, in my mind 20 to each, but I died other went in my place, I see. I think how this person felt grateful to make that saint mister by a visit to drink coffee.

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This depends country to country

 Of course countries that are more aggressive, we have to study before give a right, and if in some country the person be ousted without an passage in police office to be recognize by the police, probably in some countries was enough another consumer recognize the prostitute.

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Something that we debate in Germany before die

 So is because today I have the answer. And was if prostitute was a normal human being. We agreed that a prostitute in a market is a consumer and not a prostitute and they have right to walk in those places, see they haven't permission to be in places like that, but if she is a human in a market making shopping because if she is a prostitute she doesn't have that right!!!!! And you ask a prostitute to translate me!!! She is the shit that we say hadn't rights, rola paulada is everybody was beat with wood and not a penis contorting.

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The part that Jesus told me about God

 I think that was vivência of the future, when God was to die because the rings Jesus had the last hope of make Him eternal, and Is make God a creature and Jesus eternalize Him all the time with that gold eternal coins. He do trust to much in the jacket, if the last alliance be broken is death, so He would sell the last ring for the money and be eternalized being receiving coins to never decrease.

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No lady a wise-person doesn't use wisdom to use the body

 We have to deny the body all the needs of the body, is almost destroy the body of hunger. So we don't use the body, I already sai that I am a bit alien, one of the planets I never did, but we deny even the members, we have to control the pain we felt, but we have to bare in that planet. In the end is removed all till be a brain in a special aquarium. All the wisdom came evil.

So a wise are to don't care for the hunger, is to don't need sex. Make exercise is painful for who is lazy, so we do because we have to control the felling of pain of the body, but is in the muscle, we have to fatiguede the boy, so we don't use the body, we don't give up of our cerne even with manaces, we can't use our celestial wisdom to let it maleable for many propose, see you can't let it maleable because today you are prostitute, so isn't use the wisdom to got sexy.

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People asked and me to answer

 What the problem of development of the ligaments before the muscle, is if want to do that beautiful jumps, you would not be able or trying suffer a accident because of the excess of flexibility break you right where are the ligaments, is so ugly, the person appear that the leg is rubber and that fold like an bird leg and break right the ligaments that the healing is more dramatic then bones.

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One problem with that Jacket

He only know solution if God give him the poewer of the Universe, he always only could win if he be more powerful, I studied all them because some enemies are more powerful then God, but He never told that to the Jacket, or He isn't God in the brains of the Jacket so 3 powerful enemies would destroy God, because the Jacket say to be righ in the middle.

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The helper is a sinner

 Is because I see the size of the arm I just have to be a distance longer than the arm, in Heave works properly.

How God gonna do if He planned with me, and He is talking with the jacket?

Was that when the things got hard and the helper tried control everything and don't accomplish stops because once with power he would be bad till infinite, had one person that God had to went first, and is a woman, she prostitute that way, she say that you are prostitute in your brain but in not in the streets, that means, that you imagine that horrible things happens to you but is only in your mind, she is th eworse lier of the monkeys, they have a debt with her, she was trying making an eternal debt with everybody of humanity, I almost cry I don't have eternal money to pay, and she is lying that help anybody. For sure God gave her something, she was my greatgrandmother, she became the mother of my grandmother. We passed a life thanking her the help that she plot that gave, so his descedants are monkeys, she isn't making no harm to them. But with the low of the poor power is gave the most sheap power that had up there, so is more cheap she is mad and be disrespect them she is powerful and be of the way she said, had months that th ething is dramatic because she wasn't stoped.

Say amoung you who didn't listen that only in your mind you are disrespect? She is lying. The fact is only her, a lot of person help her to believe that she is helping them, she is liar.

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hold on...

Not that bad was a friend and not me

 Is said don't make violence against sleep calm near to you, we lived all sleeping in the same room, the friends in number of almost 10. 

About my cousin, and the first son of the dog, the son said that he was lover of the father, I got shocked with that revelation, my cousin took him from a man and not from a father. I said that who listen that would never like his father. Who got sorcerer was my cousin, and the son of his enemy said that use that in his father, I returned two days because of happens after, my brother and another cousin said that wanted went after the father to say that wiseman pretend kill him, I thought even murderers have a code of honor, so I returned 2 days because what my brother and the other cousin planned.

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The law of the monkey that work for the ones of that room

See the GrandFather sometimes send we to catch a powerful one, how much powerful more rich birth. But if one doubt? All the times that was our brotherhood we won, but when was with the cousins, one doubt the animal loses the tail and the law between the monkeys is run, we didn't need advice nobody.

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One job I went to do and make me that got scared about a father

And was that I went to be religious to taught to people that, they can correct an animal with hit but can't disrespect the mouth of the animal. Once I was there the man was saying that corrected his son making him eat his shit, he saying that never beat the son, that scared me, see if you beat to much an animal you are killing him and make him eat shit you are disrespecting him, I almost climb to ask to my ancestor what I do. I thought I can't have doubt, but isn't only shit. Is cover the pussy or the dick or the ass with food and th eanimal lick it. So that disrespect the animal don't want to bare, they were small soul that lived with humans aren't accepting be disrespect but work, lose the freedom, be food, be sacrificed, but not be disrespected.

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There were days when I hated

One prostituta perneta acquive just because mega evil acquive is so hateful. Is just that when had two genius in the planet sometimes I use wisdom to win retumbantemente. victory is greater when the fall is heard all over the planet, we have to prove that is final like death. And what I always used is that: "You have to taught to fish in place of give the fish", because all days you gonna give the fish, I used in the opposite, I gave always the fish, to cause dependency. So when you have one bad you two bads.

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Sometimes I have afraid

I'm afraid of weighing myself and before I start to lose weight we'll put on 3 kilos and I'll die of a heart attack.

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Imagine that

A person went sleep of hunger dreamingn that had food in anywhere that is in the breakfast. Is like neural control. We just need turn off.

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Pronto I've gone nuts

 See maybe si the hypnosys, have some time that I need lose weight to 64kg to 57kg I acquive and let me say what was the diet. Morning one coffe with milk no sugar, and the lunch after school was one meat, and one egg or ham or one salsage, and two toasts or one bread like carioquinha, salad with no sauce, and one fruit,  one middle day that would be a fruit, one dinner that was meat and salad, and one supper that was a coffee with milk. I think was 3 months. Today is one milk with coffee, one lunch that is one meat, salad, and the two toasts and a dinner that is a fruit and I don't see me me lose weight.

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Never you listen that

 Listen me who heard my words follow me.

See a sound we doesn't listen exactly we properly heard, because haven't understanding in the meaning of the thought.

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My mother was right

 Skepticism is a good philosophical opnion, "I know that I know nothing" Socrates, see have paints of angels in the Catholic Church is not prove that they exist, so I have the right of doubt, d'accord.

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So who is it

 That said don't look for me before I look for? What is the reason, his house is pigsty that needs a cleaning.

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Have who says the otherwise

 God knew said if ge gaven all the acknowledge today you gonna be decepated of the body of God and you gonna die, because you gonna receive your soul, God was so scary, today forgot. So people says that God is terrible, I thought that He was to be to the Universe maintain fair, but He is that good partially to be evil with some, wasn't for everybody?

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Hey pastor

 I studied I am even a lawyer you sent to talk with the persons an ignorant don't-know-who-she-is, is an offense, she not up to it, the religion had to have respect a religion without respect what you think you are the incarnation of the demon. The stupidity came from the father?

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Hot gossip

 One of the first gossip that I've listened was about an actress from Brazil that appear that carrer, she was teenager, had others, don't gonna say the name. So she was over 300kg, but in the TV appear thin, but how was her life, she doesn't know the seize of her body, she walks almost naked in by the places, her clothes if someone see her how she was would be rags, because she buy clothes that aren't of her size. One day she even don't felt pain, she walking by the places passes her huge body and she was even more fat, and rasg her belly, because is huge an dragging in the floor, that her father came with a neddle and thread and sew her more than fast, she even didn't stopped the father walking and sewing, she even didn't notice that she had that wound.

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hold on...

So what was that I listen

From the sons when I was Pope of Japan. Do I listen to much telegraph, in a telegram we don't use defined and undefined articles. Before all one day when God wasn't Him He said that is better be offended by a person to see, the true heart of the person because when the person is bad with us that we know the bad that he do, so you know the disrespect that the person would o to you. 

So when I was father, I got notice about the sons, I wanted that they really make a cult to me, I knew them when they were babies, I think that I make pregnant women with ugly eyes, so I was mad because they had beautiful eyes that came from me. So at least one thing I gave to them beauty.

So I went there to talk with the sons in place to say they to came that was the praxe, but I was care of them didin't acquive and suffer an accident in the middle of the way. And once there they confesse that they liked me but he thought that would be a easier way hide the fact their father be Japanese. I wanted to know how they would do that, they confessed to me that would give the name of a man in England when asked about, I said that didn't do that way lie, that one day the lie, that I was father of 10 mad people, but I was afraid of they be killed by the men that they gave the name like they being robbers, so make it up a better lie. One that don't touch hereditarian right. So I would a father from a far Country, once return my country I said to the person that take care of my finances that for my sons I still would send money but calculate an small one to essential to raise a a skinny boy.

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Hey besta a secret

 The wiseman is the more recent conversation to Jesus, the wiseguy will convert to Jesus minutes his death, isn't a good secret the wise is more eternal that any of its followers, and before its death it will convert itself, what you say about it. We hold some secrets its caming the day, we are waiting his convertion.

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Since when be perverted evil

 Is be silly, prostitute people is silly, why don't see yuor life and at least that see that in your mirror, you lie for everybody, you don't even have light in your eyes, so imagine if you have an mental window that is only a terapy that you are accepting the ideas of a person that is lying, this isn't based in God, the person is mistifying, that is call saint to their foolish thoughts, I don't follow the humanity, I am in my country in my family, I see what is about my life, and not the humanity, to all I say is Jesus that says, one day we gonna have to close the frontiers, to liars, till today the truth is Jesus convirja and you die, we are following and we are alive, nobody died at that side, hã what you have to say gonna be persistency, we gonna be all alive and they others we gonna die, any that I write, you can't say crude that I diverge of Jesus, what is got to God without the saint intersection of Jesus, didn't God said to a prophet listen Me but doesn't look to my face or you gonna die?

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In what country of that passed Era

 A woman can went with men, a considered number and don't be a prostitute? See that his father had moral power, make the judgment that she was a prostitute and his father was making she only doesn't have the shame of the title, she felt powerful, she was down in the pity, she felt glory she was covered of shit. She is a class for any pastor.

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Probably

 The daughter never listen the truth who would be sincere to say to her that doesn't like her, say on her face all the scorn that people felt for her, probably she was flatter for everybody, she was stupid that didn't notice that was flattering and not a sincere opnion.

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I imagine that

 The fahter was respect and the daughter was hatted but for respect for the fahter she was respected till the day of the death of the father, I think that happens without nobody planned her future, is just her fate, but who was she for an enterely life, so the consequencies was she that predicted. I think that she was the only person that determinate her future. Worthiness is worthiness.

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Of course have that

 The gossip about the daughter of the important man, didn't came out from the Japan, so consequencies in Europe doesn't have relation with the opnion of any person fro Japan, that conversation wasn't aired, you know what aired in Ceará, is that smething so well closed in a box or in a necromic urn that never air got to it because the box of mortuary room never was opened. Have also another aception.

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Crazy

 Yoga is low impact exercise, that the person is thin because make diet, that body is if the person have a style of life, that is eat to live more, so Yoga dosn't make nobody thin, but very flexibel that had a lot advantage for the colunm when the person got old.

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Ok I was that nasty Japanese

 I esculhambei with an Eurropean woman because I went to represent my faather and the important man of the Europe send the daughter, I was imagining that I would talk with a man.

And father is father is father. My father tried be severe with me when I was kid and his father always said good idea I gonna correct you too, the pole are correct when is green, that my father was already green.

And th ecouncil was thinking that Japan would change to remains the same. And was the Catholic Church came to Japan, so we would keep the culture but with some of the Church, was decided that the Japan would had the own Pope, I said to my grandfather that was dangerous give the power of the Pope to anybody but to me, because would be a person that figuratively would be mor epowerful than me.

I went to England and I seduct 10 England young woman, and I had 10 sons in England and I was 17 years, one day my sons talk something so grave that I said I considere you my sons but not Japanese.

And when I knew the lady with a important father, she was confident that she offensive se esculhambando, wait to listen. When she finished to say her tendency of seduction, I was disgusting about her but I thought I can't have so much revulsion for a public woman and I possessed her. She said to me that she had sexual encouter with others Japanese but the were so ugly, I answer to her that all Japanese was so handsome like me she probably was making sex with negros-blacks that was lying for her. She make in many positions, but that wasn't something that seducted me, I just thought that she a stupid woman, showing all that she did with negros. I say in the Japan that his important name in Europe appear was the name for a pimp that uses the daughter.

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About that answer what is

 Misgovernment, like 10 years of misgovernment is the spitrit brain explode and for 10 years the demon govern, the demon climbing and be in the place of the brain exploded.

Once I said that "If the reason aren't mine I am not even me", that I listen because I was in the vein of the arm, my right place is at the side of the Book an is the Book is at the side of the heart.

So imagining that the words doesn't means what they say, what does means "If the reason aren't mine I am not even me", He wanted to me to warn a person that her best friend was a sincere person but obey a man that want put her in the prostitution.

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"In the land of the blind, the one-eyed man is king"

"Em terra de cego caolho é rei." When the wisdom got in the Earth, the wiseman was the only that had light in the eyes, and was only in the middle like a severe cataract in the border of the eye.

One day that I went away from Heaven I went injsuticed, because I had the right to receive the knowledge, I know wasn't wisdom, but I had the right of the knowledge. Because I saved intensively the life of a person and I was replaced for the enemy of the past of that person, I helped so much that person that I erase the past that they were enemies, like the guy never wanted to harm the cat. But is better went away injusticed because in that house the debt isn't mine. The wiseman besides be one of the grandchild of God was a poor son , maybe his father was younger father for him, and the wiseman climb for anyone that was lazy and the richness was without merit, and the cat saying to everybody that he was loved by the GrandFather and God give all that the cat wanted, so the cat was stupid with me saying to him-her call the mouth. So the richness of the wiseman was misery other.

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Culture the history about what is the peeled banana

 Was the story of school book. The history of Zé Preguiça - laziness, The Zé Preguiça like to pass the life in the net, I think the story is of an indian, is an indigena story. One day the Zé Preguiça was so still in the net that their parents thought that he died, and call the others of the village to carry him to the burry him in the net in a pole and they were crying and carring the Zé Preguiça to the place that he would be burried, but in one moment he moved in the net and people got happy that he wasn't dead, and they were returning home because Zé rpeguiça was alive, and his father asked to the son if he wanted a banana, and Zé asked with the peel or without the peel,a nd the father to be harsh said with the peel, and Zé Preguiça answered so 'toca' for the cemetery.

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Vixe sick

 Have who thinks that African are diferent souls that never born white? That story of black souls, this is insanity. And if they lived in Brazil.

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If

 Mental window is that, oh bullshit.

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African are proud

 You say you give black to black, they are races.

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Once a discussion with the cat

 About the fact of the cat doesn't understand that I sometimes was black. I said that had a lot of black in the planet but the cat want take my right only. Wasn't a need I was sometimes and I liked of be. So I was very on mine 'na minha', I married with women of my race. That old God He also don't like African people, He said that appear that I was the only one there.

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One day one of my friend did that

 Said for the maid, that like her but you are black in the face of the person, I after asked why don't you are indiferent to the people is kind a illness? She was that kind of people that want an isolation.

One day I said that she was sick, had black men that was ugly and handsome, think that they were the same, make her a person that doesn't had scrupulous, she liked black men that were ugly, sometimes so much confession I was thinking that was a process of cure, look a human and don't see a face, isn't not be racist, she had this funny things she didn't make with rich black men because she could want to marry one, so to her need be poor and ugly. Sometimes I thought I am not saying to my parents, how sick was my friend, I thought she was rich, misery happens to promiscuous that are poor, for one that had her money she would ever well. Her racism make insensible to social level, what kind of weird racism is that, I was thinking when I could I would drop that friendship, she talked a lot of shit, that doesn't affect me, but I could finishing be friend of the kind of people, type criminal, she was wrong didn't need a friend to divert her of the moral.

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Some stories about rabies, why tell that stories

 Maybe to people doesn't listen a dishonest version, so lets go. The first seed of the serpent, a gay make a woman have a baby that desires him with a black man? So let's jump deep in that madness to listen, and you explain that woman for me.

Sometimes I just want to know if my cousin have trouble with races or colour, because if was colour, we have a problem, my mother was swarthy, so he was kind of crazy, but if was race he wasn't that mad.

I had one to make he mad, I was to say that I was white that the black stayed all in the mother that I receive "coado" my genetics, nobody gives two chances.

People didn't suppose treat so bad people ha religions that people make their testimonies, and a man was there saying that he wanted be cured from the homosexualism because the homosexualism made him make sex with a black man, I understand that person suffered violence, he was chase in my mind.

One older girl that I almost was her friend she was very racist, I gonna say her madness. She almost make me mad if her stories that people of races sit in public banks and that we can in a market receiving money that was in the pocket of a person of colour, I thought you are mad, this isn't important and exists, you cooking your brain, public places are dirt money are dirt passes in all hands. She was kind of friend of my cousin, and she had a baby of colour I thought, that a cousin with a cousin is dirty but with another person they are terrible.

My mother one day was pissed, I was thinking that was pissy I went to the dictionary is pissed, and said that a gay clean the ass when crap.

Another friend that had a swarthy mother, saw a movie that I like very much the two versions are just sad, is the story of a girl that lye about her mother because the mother was of colour to say to people that she was white. And my friend passed act like was the girl of the movie, and appear boy to be his friend and bring to her blacks boys to she be with her. I say to her I understand to you are of colour, and had to be fucked for a lot of blacks men, I almost went after of one of the white boys to say after you end say to her that she is white.

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A discussion that I had

 And was with a racist, what he said first that he was afraid of have a black in his veins or marry with a black, I make fun of this silly thoughts, I am not either.

I got disgusting of a person marry or be what he was disgusting about.

I said that the negão was inside your veins runing?

See if the negão was in his veins was his ancestor, so I was laughing that the negão want nheconheco with him.

Only racist to the negão be already inside, everybody else was normal.

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When a king ban we

 Have we still rights or parentage with the king?

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I talked that with my father another life because

 Because I had a half sister that was a princess and because my father didn't wanted I wasn't a prince and she treated me bad because she was a princess. So one day that I marry with a girl from England, she got her callosities stepped but her problem I didn't care. So in the end I thought that grou is kids of a brother with a sister. So when my fahter said because her that I never return, I send to know if that was real because he was kinget so his word was that way never come back? So I asked if he regreat, because I was so up to obey, so he sent to say "yes", so I answer that would very easy I didn't like him and didn't like my half sister. He didn't have any feelings about me, Ok.

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The man of my another life was that way

 A short history. Could have be another, but today I think that is the one that I almost marry. Was that one man that could be my husband he pushed me in the past for his male love, he was being despicable because the difference of age was bigger, the man became my father, we never did, I visit the despicable one just to understand him or never I would met him, I explain for that person that only had affection for me, that the other was very gay, we don't get well together I was trying be his friend, for me a person that thinks that the banana comes peeled is because don't like the person, and he woman is so ugly, I see that a man that when are woman is a trash probably when is a man is a decorated trash, my father always say that joke that you have to explain wasn't funny. My family hate stupid people, sometimes I think that we have to kill of kick who doesn't understand those jokes because is so stupid, maybe we have to murder the stupids, they want kill the Brazilians no matters if they are intelligent. Maybe is the future kill all the stupidity. Stupid people ruling the world asking to multiplicate until the planet have the QI divide by 2.

And the other let me say, no matters who was my wife, she make complete the babies was beautiful, one day I was making girl of my race cry, because I in her dreams was showing me a cat without race, showing beautiful cats babies an saying the are perfects.

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Don't mind people

 I wasn't wanting nothing, want less is impossible, I want that the world is carried in the backs that say advantages about herself, have part of the population that is prettier, I deep wish that this beautiful woman deliver babies in double, to compensate the part that are frogs in the swamp, who thoughts pretty suppose live delivering, mines yours hers and of everybody what is an old white woman with 20 kids, I just on't gonna esterelize me, I never got pregnant so why care about birth control, this we make with deliver and not with don't got pregnant, I think that who have the man of other had to give 3 kids for each man. When my friend betrail me I thought I can live or die because even stop of eat could kill me, she make me give up of everything, make me went to the negative that I will live in reality that doesn't exists but this one isn't for me, so is what please me more, if nothing is mine, I don't have to choose nobody. I don't know what is sexy, can you explain who is sexy what is sext?

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When we aren't loved is that way

 You see in the previous week I got knew that I niponico was dating an European woman that the mouth cheirava a privada, that he carried an apple to kiss her without die of the disgusting and a Brazillian never mind, even shit is better then what he is dating, but Brazillian what people that look like shit. And they are kind mullatos.

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That person is a côcô

 In Brazil he is she and is the most sexy woman of Brazil, she in Brazil walk in the streets the from the waist down naked. Calm down shit Brazil is hypnotic, have people that think that doesn't walk in the streets and got naked and walk. 

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Once I thought that

 Had a smartass from USA that had that theory. I thought that he wanted those babies to move to USA. Was that what I thought, why. Because he was carrying about that a white prostitute her genetics wasn't prostitute and of so white he was carrying to find men to pregnant for a white prostitute had pure white babies, I thought that was so stupid who cares what is the colour of a pregnancy of a prostitute? Probably he wanted that babies for his country, make prostitues had more deliveries and increase a problem of the country with the more defecated part of population having a big number of kids, he was shit I was thinking that he didn't had that right of make them deliver so many people even the reason was to make the country more pretty.

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See that

 A woman being very selective about who gonna be the father of his son isn't so stupid then a man that is very selective of who gonna be the mother of his son, the birth for the father is so aggressive than for the mother? So the woman have a little more right to choose, so if you think that you have that right imagine a woman, just this all the right could be outorgate, but is this the case, my God how we talk bullshit. Return to the more essentials rights is so stupid, people stolen the more basic rights of a stupid human, is that the genius have the rights of a genius and all that are above him.

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And what God says about

 Shit we return for the seek of the smallest mystery of the world? But first, also is so important the education that intelligent parents give, every father is a father, but education is richness, so to everybody understand why I said the more important school of the State and not of the city... Because all the important school of the State were in the city that is the Capital of the State.

So about what I did said about me previously, I said that one day I prefer a surrogate mother, with my ovules than deliver, that the reason was vagrancy-  vagabundagem, what is vagabudagem, why do that if have someone that do that for me? So I didn't do for myself something that I could did, I was normal, but when I saw the opportunity of be in other people I thought why not, I didn't invented isn't there for me, but for everybody that had money.

Humans are the only animal that having sex could choice have or not babies, what the free will of another animal?

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The history of a not amie that I didn't want to tell

 And is that I was paying for what didn't said, the problem was the future I would say that the person got prostitute and a person that know my articles would say that my old friend make with cleaner ladies, the person doesn't understand but the pau quebrou na minha casa.

The history is only that before we split, my guide said that she had be with 6 college, I understand that she paid friendship with sex with boys of six Schools of the more expensive ones of the State, in my mind that way she was very dangerous, who she would destroy, she is a menace. My guide only said that she make love with 6 schools and the rest I imagine just that, but nobody can complete of any way, who want guide who ask a very precise description?

And that in his house I see the drawer of her closet, that I gonna see a lot of socks, that was her prostitution, had a lot of packages of couples of socks, wasn't that way enough to be one to one, so I think I didn't understand what were one sock.

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This is fair

 Have who say that abandon yourself in a street of Brazil. So what about to do justice, you all went to Brazil to see if that man or lesbian, because could be a lesbian, and find he-she in the streets of Brazil even to return an say to us that he-she in Brazil is in a decent life, that abandon doesn't make a desregrada mulher, that are a lot of sezis. About who humiliate:" Eu tenho é nojo de você mulher o almoço me humilhando, amanhã você pode estar an boca de um cachorro, is for free lose the husband? Could be worse than lose the father."

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People used to say

 That I read thoughts, is that people say with any words, and I understand what mean, I spect that everybody is the same. Have who say that why the sacrifice if he only didn't came to say that I am past, an there is another. See people say that to that person, look shit my sacrifice is even to I be a better human, I pass for suffer and I need a soul that have patience, I am suffering, my suffering is very high, the sacrifice is to I passes for all and even that, so let me be. Don't care, don't see. I want to be resistant to the pain.

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One day that I was man

 I said that you are free of your word if I break first, I was talking with the person that in another life I want to be my husband I was doing what? I got the right woman, because I didn't want he playing games with me, the crown is to who had the first chance, th efrist is the owner, see.

Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim