One heaven that I saw

And that happens some years ago, and my guide say that would be consider that had a lot of heavens or only one and the rest would be hell, before I was sleeping and I wake up because I feel someone was scraping my chest because that night I would be tempt and I even saw, and the person was scrapping me like I was a house to break my house, and after I feel like I was a house and was a tornado outside and was breaking me like I was made of wood, after passed the tornado I came outside without came outside the house and outside was dark not like the night, in front supposed to have a sea, but haven’t in the front of the spiritual house is the sea where came the child, I knew that in front is the sea, and I didn’t see it, I didn’t like even for a minute be even didn’t being outside the house and I pass less of less than a second that I remember only I minimum time, so I came inside the house that I didn’t even came out, and standing in my room without light I was in one place but I feel that I was walking very fast maybe my soul was walking and make the world turn under my feet was a special day, and around was dark and I saw a very tall angel that probably was a demon that just appear like an angel, and the angel had a sword of electricity and put it in my arm, and I thinking I am fair, I am fair, you can’t touch my arm with the sword I am fair, and was a long time that I pass there with that insistent demon; other thing I am the Angel and the Demon of the music I was already the angel of music and when Grandmother would make the demon of the music I said a demon to chase who? Me? And Grandmother make me also the Demon of the music, I bring the musical disharmonic for my music, I chase my music, I was consider great for all the musicians for many years of my death because I compose all my music of other incarnations with at the time disharmony and people said that the Demon overcome the Angel, disharmony enrich the music nobody want harmonic music after the disharmony; so after pass for the angel with a sword I saw that he was guarding a heaven that was an empty lot (terreno baldio), and inside had a lot of persons that was only bodies without arms and legs and with deformed faces missing some parts, they was almost unconscious, one of the Heavens that Jesus could give is that one, because amputee even a sinner could get inside, so what He threat and what He promess is the same Heaven and Hell, and after I saw that the Heaven was surrounded for trash cans and I saw a demon closing one with a lid, he had put a person that was bad like the ones inside the heaven but the person was with arms and legs amputee but all there with the person inside the trash can instead the members be throw away like the ones that the angel amputee, the ones in the trash cans was conscious and complaining all the time probably feeling pain but probably would complain even without pain. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

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About the light of the Demon

And I psychograph that Einstein for the studies of his lifes had a candle, and he said that the light was so small that he to feel protect had to be very  close of the candle; the light was the defence against the demon, but the Demon had bought the candle of the Einstein, and what Einstein receive for the candle was the theory of relativity, so the demon uses the candle of the Einstein, and he don’t have defence against the Demon, maybe was this the reason the demon bought the candle of Einstein to he don’t help someone against the Demon. And the helper soul said that a boy that was the demon until was the demon didn’t grow, for 6 years. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

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The dream about werewolves

And the dream was me and one of my oldest brothers running by a beach almost night with a very low natural light, was a clean beach beautiful place, and had a big rock with the shape of a arc, and we was listen the howl of wolves we was already be followed the wolves would came to kill us if we stop of run, and I knew that we was running to a city that the wolf that would kill us was already there, and I think what make a person run to death, and was that we would die in the beach devoured by wolves and maybe was that exhausting minutes of life that made us run to the city the faith in don’t die in the there was none so we run for these few last minutes of life, we was already exhaust before came to the beach, why want these last minutes that would be without rest to the last second. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

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Something that helper soul is saying had some incarnations

I remember the other incarnation because she return to talk about Jesus, and in the incarnation before she said for me that Jesus was a boy that fall in a hole, I make a short movie about, the matter was that she ask more movies about it 10 years after, I said that a boy in a hole or he was save or he die, a lot of movies about the same scene wasn’t need, and now she was saying that Jesus was kill by the winegrowers and they was priests I replied that had a lot of pastors that aren’t priests, have a lot of religions that follow Jesus, could be any Christian religion, and she said that Jesus pay for the father (or Father) sin, I can’t imagine a God more sinner than Jesus, I was trying say to her if she didn’t say to me what was the sin wasn’t a information, and I was think probably was the punishing for put in the Bible that the sin of the parents will fall into the kids for the crucifixion that could be even of a prisoner in the place of Jesus, good know He today understand that Jews don’t deserve be chase for the sins of the relatives in the time that He be again in the cross, he remember of say that I had pity of this kids and Father and He forgive the child that didn’t do nothing, about Jesus I doubt of a person that Grandfather hide us to He talk with Jesus, I saw Jesus in streets but not in the Father house. People plus if Jesus put in the Bible the kid would pay for the father sin He for sure said that the chase of the Jews was to be eternal, some things that was in the New Testament was Jesus that ask. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

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The dream about something that happens with someone else Demon chase

And the dream start with a man of the medieval era coming walking in the winter in a path that probably if wasn’t for the winter would be water of something like a lake, and one time he feeling that was follow he turn back to see what happens for where he pass, but came out of the ice floor rupturing the ice a big creature made of ice, the size of a three floor apartment, he run from the creature, that was horrid, and once running in grass that was elevated he feels that the solution for the creature was chasing him was there a man didn’t let he climb he punch him and the man was afraid of his violence and run to the city to tell people of everything he see, and the man of my dream continuing climbing the elevated place he finds his best friend, and he was guarding a big trunk made of pelt that was dark and, his friend that had a sword made a gesture with the hand that he could have the chest but in the innermost of the bad friend he was sure of being point for what would kill his friend, and one time the chased got to the trunk open it and was other trunk, smaller, and open the other, and find other, one time find two trunks and open one and was empty, and he disappear he with the sure of didn’t had find the answer. This dream had a lot of years, and after wake up I told to my parents the dream, I listen in my mind that the trunks was find after the man death and at the time was secureted to the Vatican, because the man was chase for the demon and the people already knew, his life at the time was that he was recently divorced and was noble but without money he was making a project like engineer to make an apartments for people that wasn’t noble but rich, at the time of the dream I lived in other apartment, this I lived had 15-20 years, and the voice explain that the apartment that I live was copy of the project of the apartment that he project, and the Vatican hold the trunks of the way they was find, inside the trunk he doesn’t open would have other trunk being this way seven trunks. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

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When the Demon want show power he copied Jesus in→

And the Demon that copy Jesus to show power copy Jesus in a miracle, as you see in the movie but you wouldn’t discover what miracle, so once the demon walk in earth, and the priest having catch him they ask why the man that was connect and after ask help explode his abdominal viscera, and the Demon replied that he achieve make miracles, and copy Jesus power that was resurrect a dead, so the Demon more power of the world copy Jesus in the miracle resurrection, but the better that he can do is that what was in the movie is no better than that, the helper soul was asking me why the Demon didn’t leave alone her friend and I answer that the Demon accuse, many times is a sin of other incarnation the Demon love accuse people that in the primitive era make some of his suggestion, like make sex with animals, for males they had to be the female, be male with the female being the animal is God that take care is a sin but not one that the demon accuse, and the demon reply me he said that he accuse without justice and he is chaser. So continuing about the powerful Demon at the time that the Catholic Church catch him, he escape without be overdue. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

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About one famous heretic

I won’t say the name because after his life went to TV my guide say that had a lot of scientist that want be him, but I would remember him but not the name, you know the problem with him, he doesn’t exist but of a very funny way, my brother that make up the name wasn’t he, he had other name he was Catholic but start to say that was other person the famous heretic, the other person had even wife and stepchild, his family was completely different of what he say about, first we think that he had other family, but why lie? After he start to be accused to be a liar, and he really want to went to the Vatican to say that shit about Jesus, but he was already with fame of be a liar, one day don’t  wanting believe that my older brother was a liar I create the theory that he had two personalities, he wasn’t consider heretic because I listening that shit about the birth of Jesus I used to say to him you can’t know you can’t know but one day I said that God came flesh was he became a beef and roll and fly to Mother of Jesus pussy, appear the rolled beef after this, and in the inquisition he said this and not what he said to me, and he was release nobody could went with him during the inquisition the defence would came of one priests that was there and think he deserve, they say that he was really crazy, wasn’t that the heresy, I thought probably all the heresys was write and knew, and the person if don’t discover what was write there the Demon wasn’t with him, after he suffer a lot he get more mad, he had to fight against the insanity he start to see the Demon he look for priests and rabbis we had Jew blood, and he win the Demon, after this he forget the famous Heretic that he invented and was only he. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

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About first aid in my previous incarnation and the fight in the college

In my incarnation before the first aid in my country was given by the students, we learn in the school and in case of an accident the students of the grade after the instruction is who save the person, but my history how I get there, before live in Germany with my father, I live in England and was already in the school, and one day that was break time (hora do recreio), came two of a at least 3 years older than us to beat one of my friends, was vioIent they start giving two very violent slap on him, I get in the fight two defend him, when the school see that they would start to beat me also all the students of my age and near age start to beat them, my father in Germany get so shocked with the violence that move us me and my brother to Germany my father was from the army and not a coward, the old boys may had cowards father like them and try to revenge the sons get beat for all the children of the school so me and my older brother move to Germany. I was for years studding in Germany, we already had the first aid class, one day had a man distributing, leaflets explaining about the Alpha Male, that they was recognize since the school for beat in the others males of his age, and all the girls had tendency to had sex with them to pass the violent gene ahead, and one of my friends had the idea to we choice one to be the one that would receive the beating, I had the idea that was demoralizing to damage the cloth like push him in the floor to the cloth get dirty and knead, and suffer his hair, the school was very picky with the appearance of the cloth, in the first day was this way once in the floor one say to the boy in the floor that he was gay and he say that he wasn’t and my brother say that we want to be the alpha Males and have all the girls for us, and the boy that we push down said that he was gay, and appear the female professor, and me and my brother said that we could say a little far about what we was doing, and we start and say that the boy was gay and didn’t respect the women, and I say that we was saying to him that even his mother and the Blessed Mother was women, and the teach stretch the neck and said I see that you are playing but see if don’t get late for the class. Some months After this we was at class when came one female professor, calling us we already had the first aid lessons to help an student during we was walking she say who was and explain the situation was the boy that we had the use of beat, I separate the group, one would call my brother, two would went to the stadium he was find alone unconscious the one that want to be in the stadium was the one that choice him, and three would came with me to the infirmary, because was closed we all know that it was normally closed, my father was the one that make the door had a glass window to this situation, to be easy to be break, the one that said that would make the mouth-to-mouth ventilation was the friend that choice him to be the one to be beat; the boy had already change the colour, when me and my brother get to the place we start to make a manoeuvre that was used in the army for who have a heart-attack, sometimes in Germany who save a person with heart-attack was a soldier even with a doctor present because they know resurrection without the material of a hospital, is from the army even open the chest and use the hand if the heart don’t start with the other resurrection manoeuvre. When the male nurses came he was already resurrected, and he said that he love us. I get the decision that wouldn’t not fight in school again without a good reason I get the fame of be good boy these changes things. My father ask to we be awarded by one army condecoration an he want to give our decorations, we was accept in the army about 12 years old. And also I prove by words that were even break-down break the window of the infirmary because the salvation material had to be unobstructed and the glass window was there to this. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

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The crypt the beginning and the Power

In other incarnation after me and my brother had die, he was a woman, and married, his marriage wasn’t that nice, his husband fight with her to her family know. So after the death she was being torture for an God one that I know that live in Brazil, but I only know because could be my Grandmother or Grandfather the both Grandmother and Grandfather are in love for this person, so God say to her that say the person who more like her to see she die and she say my name, and once there He start to torture her with power, my sister fall and I try to catch her with my hand, one time that she was sit I hold her in my arms, I don’t like to think in my life without this person, I said to my brother that two could survive better, during that time God was thinking on His life I was reading and He was saying to us that He give opportunity of we be stronger and don’t feel that pain if we accept some incarnations in Earth of girls that was being rape since the birth, after a lot of time receiving that power my sister-brother start to try accept but I said that we suppose to be strong, and my brother-sister say that hate me, I was already very weak, we suffer and fell so infinite pain, of my brother complain saying against me, I hate very much that God and start to travel in His direction with a lot of hate saying a lot aberrations and between of them I promise that in the time of His death that was all honourable but very painful that I would be there in the body feeling all that pain in His place I maintain my word and I was talking all the aberration to get inside of His heart without He notice because He would be listening I don’t have this power I just feel that I could do it in the instant that I could, my brother call me I put my arm back of my body and make the sign to my brother get inside also, to he understand that came without be notice and I think he get inside by the foot, once inside we was ok, there inside was a castle, but had a lot of upholstered furniture the bed, had sofa, chair upholstered, the wall was like the rocks of a Castle, but in Earth the furniture of a castle was of rock, when we look out of the God body was windows of rocks that are the same of high towers of a castle but the image outside was dancing, in motion, inside my brother said that his husband was to be torture in other room. I think probably he knew that God in Brazil, I was already his son he was from Brazil and move to Arabia, he was insane. One day came to complain with me my wife that my brother was before we die complain about her, that I would marry with her forever, my wife say so many horrible things that she would had a lot of men, I say you are listen to my brother, and my wife say a lot of offense, I only ask to her that say to my parents that I was alive but I didn’t knew if one day I would return, she say she wouldn’t do it, all my sadness was because my relatives would don’t know where we was, so making shorter, one day after 200 years for me but a lot for that God I went away in the first time that He of so glad say that rape Him with the torture, I say I am the reason of your courage, I hold my brother and we went away of there very fast. For Him only could be a lot of years I remembered all the death that I was there in his place was more than 100. So when we return to born I told about the upholstered furniture, and these was copy for the Castle the only think that I didn’t want to change was the rock bed, but how everybody change even the bed, I had in my room a comfortable bed but I construct a crypt with rocks beds for me and my wife, the crypt had to be able to be completely lock, and one time once in the right day in the right time with the crypt closed and the person lay in the rock bed the person would came out the body like a ghost, and pass the gates that would communicate to outside but not to the castle, but the body had to be locked to that happens. Could be two persons but each in one of the beds. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

    

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A medical consult, in a car accident what the medical procedure for kids?

And even for kids is the laparotomy, was a case that a child die after be hit for a car, could be in an accident in an Yacht is the same procedure, if was a case of life and death without time to exploratory examinations is the laparotomy or the victim would pass for exams like radiography, echography, ultrasonagraphy or other computer examination and operation would be local and not a laparotomy, so the laparotomy is medical procedure and the exploratory to find damaged organs, looking for internal ruptures, and cleaning all the blood that the internal rupture make to the internal cavity of chest and abdomen, of course if is clear that the accident hit other part of the patient like brain and members is a local surgery, you had to sew the internal organs that had ruptures, infuse blood, and connect the patient in a machine if had any completely unfuctional organ, and recommend a transplant, the laparatomy is because the doctor don’t have time for examinations to make a local incision, so the recommend is the laparotomy, the first case of that the doctor think that laparotomy was old medicine he had to open the patient in many places because he wasn’t finding the damaged organ, they timing this operation he take a lot of time, was used to time operation of accident like cars or yatch crashes or landslide just to see the abdomen close you can’t discover the organ that is blinding, vampires love do this surgery, maybe why this they was loved, save lives times in times make them so acceptable. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

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Other incarnation and the helper soul

And was the one that I was Peter the heir of the VHS, and I make movies like my mother and Grandfather, the helper soul went for movies at these time, people didn’t understand what was a movie and believe that was dreaming or in hypnosis, why I would get upset? Wouldn’t you want see dreams? So she talk with me and I make movies to understand the meaning of what she describe, maybe in the picture I would understand better all the symbols, like object in scene, the dress that she want in the main character, people didn’t understand what I was trying to say, but I see lately a movie that had a lot of the history that she had told me, so probably she find other director, I would make 7 movies, but she was so mean (imprestável) that was only 6, she didn’t say to me how the woman would save the persons of the Demon, so at the time the salvior of humanity would be a boy, but in what she talk I after make the movies discover was a girl, the first history start about she costing the life of all her friends killed by the demon, so in my mind she had the obligation of save the humanity, her life was more then paid was over paid. She isn’t deserving a soul, the soul is more important than the life when the demon came remember of prefer the soul to the life, so she is already doom is very normal she talk with the demon she had something to recover. Today I listen that she is really a woman I was the first to discover, the Demon let a condemn get down without kill the person because is a condemn he can kill is just that he give a opportunity for a condemn redemption, who is coward and let the friends die is a condemn I put in the movies that I make, so she is perfect, but the helper was looking for other person because she to don’t listen the helper is always making sex and the helper get mad of so offended, the helper don’t mind if everybody get doom, she in other incarnation she told me that she would be not born she said was the way to she get save, God already know she told to him, and He said that would lock her in a body to teach her. So everybody die because the pretty shit and she don’t help, a life so over paid. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Godim

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About the Demon and what he is looking when went for a vampire

Once I was a vampire I am an energetic one, I said before that was the time that I would came a wizard, I need energy nuclear energy, I could make become electric the nuclear energy and spell lightning, inside of my atoms I could store the infinite of nuclear energy. Once we my wife and me was waiting our baby, God one that wasn’t my relatives appear, and talk about the Demon, she God think was amazing the Demon born in the body of my son in that day I was more powerful than God, and expel her like a demon, my son born good and I had others happy and good sons, for the others God don’t make the same mistake and who went was the demon to seduce them, I am not cursed flesh, maybe a lot of them delivered the demon for sure the power of them is low, maybe is the vampirism that people describe, because of these I know that the birth star of the Demon is the moon, and more doom flesh don’t generate. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

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About the Demon and something that God revoke

And is that why the Demon would want amputee the hand of someone, and probably is something with what God revoke, the demon was so close of discover wanting amputee a hand that God revoke, and had something about you care for the attic (sotão, I think attic is for what is under and what is upon will won’t work say attic) and is that God for you don’t lose the soul, probably you are in a lost fight see the Demon is already inside you because this you suffer, when the Demon get inside your body instead God lock you in the body, He lock you in the foot, so the sotão is the foot, but is revoke, so what is in the attic is your soul, the appearance of what you find is very old is very normal for the soul the souls are old, a new one could be a demon that someone create like a robot, so the normal is the sotão had old things there, and why the demon cut the hand, because if he imagine that you are lock in some part of the body, he cut the part of the body he is already in the full body but in one part he is wanting take the soul of the body to command the body, so he is wanting the body, just these  the Demon was betting was in the hand; God don’t lock anymore the soul in a part of the body the Demon get smarter. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

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Another incarnation that had a curse and I was mulatto again

And was these way, the family of my mother was living in a country near Africa they had noble blood but not the land, but was much more rich than the prince his cousin. And one day, my mother was who told me what happens to them, who was outside of home came mulatto, they was descendants of Jews but for a dispute that they lost for  them left be Arabs and no more Jews, my mother was outside of the house in the garden and receive the doom, they get know that after 30 years the plague would pass, she that was teenage and always say that never would marry change her mind, and my  father I didn’t had born yet, want to know my mother to see the rich girl that came dark, my father was short and fat and wasn’t rich but Jew and older than mother, he was single and over 30 years my mother ask to marry her, he was everything she wants, she was filthy rich and she had a curse that would pass after 30 years of the curse, and they marry. My family start to send letters to Europe making excuses to  they don’t appear, one day my mother said that we would left Africa because wasn’t safe anymore for us, and we cold went to Europe, and I prefer went to Brazil, in Europe occasionally they kidnap mulattos with clear eyes a mother with a small kid was the most wanted, also my mother was very rich they could kidnap my mother because the money and say that was because was the skin colour and light eyes, in Brazil they respect very much the fact of the persons had those documents proving they are free, my mother money buy almost everything but what we really want is never to buy. We move to a city in the northeast of the Brazil. There I meet a lot of kids, and we grew together, I get friend with Jew white girls, girls and boys could be friends, my father was Jew and they treat me well. So I was so in love for one of them, that I invade her parties by the window, and sit on his lap, and put a hat of baby and ask to be his baby that I want she to love me, I used to do these things to she be kind with me and stay these way all the party, I was very young when I play a baby to seat on his lap and be embraced with her, was parties only for his friends only had young girls and the only boy was me that break into, was like a tea party, I was so in love for her these thing of be her baby was to be close to her, I start to feel a big sadness, I was a prince, rich, and so handsome I feel like a colt without a mother of so beautiful even had blue eyes I had so much and for that girl wasn’t enough, be mulatto was only a curse and I love her so much, I almost implore her love, I was so needy of she, but she was cruel and to humiliate me send a mulatta that was free to say to me that I suppose to marry her I would never want, and also I was still young for a marriage, I would marry young if was with the right girl, she was older, she said so much boring things that pass all my needy for love, one day she say to me that she would marry a white man and I suppose buy a slave to marry, I start to be close at home to don’t see the mulatta, every time that I was outside home there came she to talk with me, one day my mother return to be white was only she, my father start to be upset asking my mother if my mother still want him, she was white and beautiful, would leave him, my mother said that never think in leave my father. My mother was the first, one day stop on my door to talk with me a girl and friend of the time that I was child, and I before open the gate I want to know if she came to be cruel with me because our friend girl that don’t stop of mock me, and she said that she think horrible all the jokes and like me very much, and said that she was ugly but was white is that important isn’t. And we get engage to marry in the short time, in our marriage the my old love said didn’t would appear we prefer that way, and was to be there almost all my relatives some came from Europe and when the last get in the church we all came white, my bride start to cry thinking that I would leave her before the marriage, and I said that start the marriage and make it faster if possible, once married we move to Europe, there they never saw me mulatto, the conseuls decide that me and the princess only had 3 sons and for politics provide me two more marriages, that was be planning and I only say to my  wife about when was really to be fact and not only speculations, she start saying that they would be unpleasant with her and say a lot of horrible things that they would do, I said why you don’t put these in a book, and I said that even if was need a law she would be the most important wife, even if the law had to had write their names, a special law only for them. His book I already knew was the book that was base for the book of Cinderella. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

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About expel one kind of evil soul

Once I made a diet for the Catholic church too expel a kind especial of evil soul, she make so much problem that the church always want expel her, don’t work pass hunger because her she make the hunger came bigger instead of went away, and at the time visiting the Vatican I was of fraternity that was a lot of Jews, and I think what give her power, and I think in the commandments that I knew for be Jew, they are spirituals, who is hunger want food, food is food and not delicious, those priests eat all day what was delicious, put almost nothing of a salt in the fish, eat a very untasted oatmeal porridge, eat only the food, finish the hunger or she add her hunger to yours, only after she be expel she came to help, so when you be with hunger pay attention, like these you drink a cup of yogurt your hunger is big drink a big cup of yogurt you are still with hunger don't went after the delicious bread drink other cup of yogurt, you can drink of the yogurt untill pass your hunger the yogurt is to pass the hunger and not only an obligaton that you ate you are free to ate what you want, you can't please your self with the others foods you only have the righ for the food, the small quantity of would be only for Jews but I tied for God, had salt in the past history of the Jews,I could at the time write like I was Jesus only for the salt. . And more the souls because of my study for incarnations when look to me see a illuminated church, it isn't me is the place that I live but because I am there, but the demon copy these and for the souls became a beacon and the souls went to him, probably the souls was looking for the Vatican but there haven’t exorcist anymore. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

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My incarnation before the life before my death

And I gonna tell about the case that I had with the girl that almost escape from me and I said if she only want see a naked old man, I wish so bad die after the 100 years like my friends wish but we die much before, my wife was jeaulous and we suffer a car acident, I am not a demon for my wife and girlfriends, they aren't lost or in colide, they are normal, what is my sin have a lot of women for a man where is a sin, a gay could date a lot of men, a woman get a lot of men and even be a prostitute; so after we had sex, some time after she was already graduate, I like her sad she didn't like me I already had a lover, an older than me that was since my first marriage, but I was so wanting the younger again but she didn't look for me again, but one day at night she hit very bad the garage gate getting in reverse and caming several times, I carry her to the police but I didn't make an accusation I said that she was an old date, and that I would pay the damage myself, was a transtorn with the neighboors also want take her to the police, the case had to have a solution, I was to the police to don't have an occurence, was a riot in the neighbourhood. After I ask her why a so beautiful German woman do something so out-of-mind, if her parents didn't had give for her education, and she said that she was in love for me and she take drugs, the car was borrowed; we came lovers, once I ask if her drugs was good or only give headache, and was of so bad quality, when young I study drugs with others to medicine and for the army, was a study for German and England from the Governments had a lot of scientists, had a lot of hallucinogenic; I give for her good drugs the ones that she take was of very bad quality, we of the arm we at the time try even in us the drugs, in England who deal with drugs had a codename, was famous the cases of the century before of criminals that kidnap who deal with drugs and their parents to the person cooperate and criminals know about drugs, like to use in a crime, after she want his friends to stop of take that killing drug to had ones like that she was taking that you had new sensation, I said that I only give her permission to she talk about it till England, and not in Americas, drug addicteds have this want to all them to prove the same if is good. All that about the drugs in 70's was because was because appear good drugs and not the one before that drugged had headaches vomits unconsciousness and die very young maybe 3 years of dependency, had a lot of drugs before but they only make a lot of damage and death, the person don't had sensations. After the good drugs she stop, we had three sons, I talked for her about my travels when I was teenager to she cry, to she cry for didn't be my girl friend when I was young, I think that I was trying too keep her for a long time, I said was OK I was in Hawaii if others young members of the army, we didn't take the girlfriends but we surf, she casually write scripts about teenagers, don't have drugs on her scripts. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim 

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The woman that never find a priest and the Hell

The demon don't preach the charity but he himself had charity, and Dani the women that never find a priest, and I knew she because one day that I was in Hell to make a work in the notary, there is full of book of these nature, lives is write there, I listen her conversation with a priest and I before he expel her, I said only for me I don't like imprestáveis (useless persons), is the Demon that listen because a condemn can't listen the persons above they are lock in Hell, the devil he doesn't tied for God, and the priest said that won't talk with her because she was too sinner, when she was alone I said that I wasn't priest for her, she wouldn't want talk with a priest younger than she, she get better, and went away, I wasn't there materially, times in times I went to Hell and she never had a priest that talk with her, in Hell I am priest and always good if I was being a priest. So Dani is a black soul that times in times went to Heaven to say jokes for Grandfather and make some jobs for Jesus, she had a age of a aunt for me. Deny even the water is a big sin, the priest had at least listen her and give a answer, priests like those went to hell because they want, guilty consciense is that, the Demon use answer like these, you came to stay; like with your sin you came only for a visit; get a chair and sit. the Demon for a priest with these kind of sin is Jesus, the Demon don't touch in a priest that make these bad use of the powers that Jesus gave to them, I don't know this be better had Jesus for Demon, is desolation don't have the demon chasing for some sins, is like be abadon. And one day Jesus said about the salary, if He say with all the propriety He is a demon and not a angel, angel don't give salaries, but the Demon does and talk about the salary He probably is the Demon Himself, or He is very empty, and walk to much with the demon instead of do His job of save. Salary is normal for the Demon and for me means that I gave presents for my women, and I am not paying, I give what I like and are good things, they could recive my presents, if I was her husband I would can give to them presents, is the same thing, I had good things and I gave to my women good presents. Is easy send me away, the problem is because women are repetitive and want send me away two time so I return to be expel again, and if she is very emphatic, I get audacious and start to ask if will happens sex. One that expel me I was predicting, she was a woman without God on his mind so much that I carry a scarecrow and a chair for the scarecrow for inside her mind, put the chair of the side of mine and she came stepping hard in my room, God had only one room, I had one in each women, and she look hard to me and the dummy in the chair so I gave a slap in the dummy with he and the chair that fly far away, she gave a scream, and she start talk very upset that was sending me away, I stand and break my throne right on her face, I step down of the staircase and show my booklet, was passing really the time with them and coming the time with the younger women, and I said to her that I would pass to date with girls of my own age, with 16 years old; I had 16-17 years old and she had 20 or more; that the girl was washing her pussy and after she were put deodorant in her pussy like the cleaning of a car because for 6000 years she was with his true love; for the demon their pussy is dirt and smell bad; the Demon is modern he know about inventions of others eras, we don't use these to antecipate something in Earth when he construct he isn't copying someone he is being a human an intelligent one that had the same of the others human; what do you think of my clothes I will find her dressing these, you like, you think she would like, I should be tough or smooth; and I went away. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

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One of the things that I say to the Women

Do you want the divine inside your body the divine pass thru my body, and I also say the size of my dick, they listen and don’t remember they just get mad for me I am in their thoughts, I say in the thoughts of the women that please me, that she want, I know that they listen I also listen them hypocrisy is they say that they don’t had the thoughts that I listen, like they want a big dick of the size of a horse, that’s right I listen women that aren’t looking for the true love, but thinking in horses, in some incarnations I didn’t get the form of a horse because I didn’t want I would be exactly a herd of them , the dick is really big isn’t cheating of the demon, all the women that I catch was before of the horse forget the horse. Sometimes I think I deserve be loved at the side of God for these women not true love for them that was trying to be with an animal, of course I didn’t save all the women, only the ones that are pretty, so have a lot of ugly women that hate me, I was trying be an angel? Sex save? I said before the size of my beauty. I coming for you, I don’t judge, I save you from the bestiality, I think I deserve a place in your heart, I didn’t judge but I like to remember you what make me came for you, I think very funny of the ones that ask for the priests to defend them of me in the end they give the woman a pass run (botão para correr) and they ask is he a saint? Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

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The Demon wants something always

And I knew when I lived the situation, when Jesus went away, the memory just return slowly, all the sons of my Grandfather went away from the Father house like they was one, like the prodigal son it is automatic, we the grandsons had to be in Hell and run fast to Father house and we, start to break the house asking for the domain upon the women in Earth, was because the Demon always want something, and we was breaking the house for the women love and not souls or lives, like we want a deodorant that make what the ax promess, the women would fall for you. When Grandfather came to heaven and find us breaking down his house start to step on us, when I get stepped broke a vein of poison that I notice that I had in the anus, and it was burning me and I said that I was agonizing because I my poison vein burst, and Grandfather said that He was stepping on his sons, I remember for the first time that the sons of the Dragon isn't of the size of the Dragon they are very much smaller, and He said that we would get healed, and said for us to ask some quaetion about the Dragon for the Church, what worth for us also worth for Him, and I said that the poison of the dragon is in the anus, that in Heaven the Dragon isn't parent of the serpent, and the priest ask if the Jews was like the Dragon I said that I know that I am be that way not a Jew, my Grandfather said that the answer was right, can you imagine that they are of any nature even the viper could live there. And the punishment for want so much the domain upon the women, the gays came with them but we are caring of them too, the same treatment, and what is your excuse they was saying, the women, they want babies, was all the kind of answer I don't remember the answers. And more if the demon don't want something in that moment he isn't the demon, is really need to be the demon want something. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim 

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The Bible who isn't who

And was Maria Madalena, the born of Jesus the most lost soul of humanity would be saved in the time of the life of Jesus, and would be in Maria Madalena, and saving one would save all the humanity, but some Jews had the idea of swap the woman and instead born the most lost soul, that was worth of pity, born a less lost soul, so the first woman was the humanity and according these some Jews, saving the false Maria Madalena would save the other in the end of the world. I psychograph that the true Maria Madalena is the person that say for who she wants that she is Jesus, Jesus said they would say I am Jesus but they aren't me, Maria Madalena would be the prophet of the demon and not the demon, and the true Maria Madalena would be the one that is fucking the false Maria Madalena and not Jesus, inside a submarine nobody could talk with Jesus. and more in the birth of Jesus the chaser had to be younger than Jesus, and I see that he was older, he also talk with the humanity, who would kill the chaser if find the baby, only in the case of he be older, Jesus uncles, once a priest ask if the carnal uncles of Jesus could kill the chaser, I answer that the carnal relation don't serve, was after the birth of Jesus, so had some priests that help Jesus mislead the Father, the uncles of Jesus are the Dragons, and they are aliens, they don't live in earth, maybe they live near the eye of the power in the universe, I lived with they in Earth with my twin brother, we was T-Rexs, nobody in Earth new their faces, had humans, one day God call them to heaven other planet and they went away and me and my brother was transform in humans we already had girlfriends, the arms only is that short if the soul isn't human.
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Einstein his theory, and Germany and Italy

And I psychograph why He was German scientist and not a German, the Italy had get in communication instead of write use the electric wire the information had to get to Germany before Einstein He was danger and was travel to German to ask the German nationality he had a theory that He had steel Italy still want his theory, treat him well; the typical was a scientist get the nationality of other country to steal a theory, the Germany give a title and not the nationality, probably Germany was the first country that he choice for his ascenção (growth, is because for the Demon he don’t growth he climb, is interesting the trajectory of the Demon), listen probably he didn’t drop the school, he want people to believe that to cover the robber of the theory, maybe he had in past see in school, a book? A professor? The Second War? You know what Italy said and England? Italy - that they would burn all their books to save the life of at least one Italian, one Italian was enough to burn all the books of Italy; England - that they would burn all the books of England to save even one English baby, because their fathers was in the war; do they keep the word and burn all that books? And his theory was about the outer space that we could fold the space to make it smaller, so 100 years of travel would be 7 years of travel, because the space was fold, Germany conclude that would be a special spaceship, or a machine in shape of a big gun but they don’t knew how to construct; he was looking how to had the same theory for the time, he was discovered to fast in Italy to make the professor had the idea for time a mistake.

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A new way to conquer the space, maybe the green planet

And is a good use for that machine that sent people like radiation to the space by the space, to travel for a planet like the green, takes 70 years to get there but with the teleport once there of course the teleport suppose to be inside of the rocket in the day of the take-off, don’t work after 20 years of mission had the idea see. Questions - had a teleport in the German spaceship? No; had a super-radio, we could make kind a magic and replace the machines? No, once had pass one day of the take-off babau; could a machine be transform in other machine, like magic for example? No; and why you sent the wrong the machine? Because if the rocket is landing today who sent was other person at 70 years ago, and the idea just occur me, even my mamma and papa wasn’t born… But don’t work only for the green planet, so the astronaut once installing the teleport he can return, 70 years after he can return, and persons of the earth could went to the planet, but isn’t the only thing you can make a line of teleport and the Earth, meaning Europe could conquer far distances in space gradually, like they went left you went right, since they choice first, let for them the aliens like them, they don’t like you if the teleport be yours for sure something horrible will happens like aliens take the teleport and came more easy to kill we all, six friend planets to kill, where the Earth friend? Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

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Talk about the little black girl that I was

That don’t bring sadness even in the last day of her life, with the death all the despair and sadness and suffer went away, and I only remember the happiness, my death was violent in the minimum grade but not a tragedy, and save me of a destiny that I didn’t want, I was praying to dye, and I receive before went away my parents house. So years before the engagement, when I was 8 years, we went in vacation in a Spa, hotel, heaven? What was the name?... of summer, was a big place of the size of a citadel but made each part for delight and was rentable for rich people spent his time there living with other rich people all together, why was each place of there made for delight, because rich people live in houses that are like castle imagine how the place was big and pleasant, and there also was the uncle of my mother, my mother was mulatta, he had one side of the family that was white, he was so hit on, he look me and I fear so much that I don’t stay far from my mother any minute, I hold my mother by the dress with my fingers all the time, one day I was saying for my companion friend was a girl like me, that she would say to him a lot of effrontery that I made it up, that he would marry my mother but she don’t want, I was laughing thinking in all desaforo that I made it up and I won’t be there to say or see his face, that my mother dressed colored dresses and he was dreaming in see my mother all  black, and say if my mother went away she would leave all the sons with the husband, I was specially afraid because the vacation they take only me, maybe to discuss a marriage something that I feel without even think I was the middle child, engagement was long and girls studies and make exercise with the his own age boys in Africa love could happens; he was under the balcony that I was listen all and he scream something that I don’t remember today and me and my friend run to hide in our room, in the dinner that was there everybody he at the table said that want to see my mother all black, my father and mother get shocked, my mother: you want see me naked, my father: right in my face, he apologize  he didn’t know what happens to he say those things, I hold my happiness. In the next day I was a little far from my mother, but I could see her distance, I was with my black doll that was a baby, didn’t have a lot of dolls in Europe, people get astonish to see one, and far from my mother he came to talk with me touching my arm, and I said holding my tears, he touched my arm make me want cry, that my doll was something like Giselle, was a name that I thought was very European to be very mean an European name for a black doll, and I said that rare was my mother doll, a very expensive one for a girl that born and had green eyes, my eye also was light, was something brown with green, people always ask to see my eyes because was the most beautiful color of eyes of the planet; Africans don’t show newborns babies with light eye, when they are very small people kidnap to marry with his own race, Europeans, Indians and the parents would never know about his baby again; and I continue and my mother doll was so black for my mother that was named the black thing, my mother black thing was beautiful he would see it, so after said I run away where my mother was. wasn’t normal a man talk with a woman in the presence of her husband about something so female like a childhood doll, I was intelligent I notice that, so he in the time before the dinner table look for my mother and said that he want to say something for my mother and I was there with her and he said that knew that she had something beautiful that he want see, my mother a little resented, and he talk like he gave a kick so nervous he said it loud I want see your black thing, my mother shout even highest what you want see? Your black thing, and she you already said that what see me naked now you want see this and point for between her legs, he said: your pussy. I scream mother what is pussy!!! My mother answer: Is the black thing. And he nervously said you think I would say for someone, I said husband, he continue that I want see, I said his wife, and he continues pussy, uncle now you pass all the limits I am living; I was so happy that I roll in motion my two hands and put it under my arms in the axils, thinking I was a genius, I don’t point with one foot the skies that was too much, my mother said came daughter and put me in his backs and we went away do you believe that don’t exists genius at the time. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

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About the soul lady that talk of religion and a demon with special name

In the day that I sent her away, I think she don’t know but when she rise my grandmother get down, I thought she would never talk with me but she can, and also she never talk about my grandmother; so in the day that she went away, she to be mean call for the demon with name Jesus, in the past the demon with name Jesus to be very bad and be still powerful he don’t have not part but all his free will so he isn’t a robot, he is a dark soul but he had so many energy that the person see light and not illumination, people don’t understand and talk with a very evil demon, he is the black lamp, I never talk with him, so in the middle of the night with all the room dark me in the bed, with no light I see the door open he open the door in any place wasn’t the right place the door that he open wasn’t in the right place but near of the right place, my eyes was open or close and I use the eye like radiation, se when you are radiation you see with your atoms is so look like the atoms that when you open your eyes is something so light open the eyes that is look like was already open, I notice because I had a lot of time the experience, she return before went away, and this time because she have the obligation and said that he open a door but he was force to open other door and I only would see he pass, because he was force to pass for the second door that in this time was in the window wall and pass in straight line he was followed for other souls maybe 10 but one very close of each other you would think that was Jesus with the sick people that he would cure, so he would stay in other place was only passing for my room, she went away without pass for any door, didn’t I said to the demon open a window, he was really the demon the other souls pass for the wall, if you want you could use capital letters to talk about the demon that had the name Jesus, is the more right, Jews used to use, but he is the demon and people would think we are friend of the demon and we was comparing he with God, and before went away she return, she said to me that my door was open, she don’t understand but nobody could open my body but the door of my room, she was mofando that my door was open, I am afraid of consequences because who open a door leave it open, and I said for her leave woman the door is open but when the owner pass for the door he close it, you aren’t the owner you don’t have the key, you can go. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

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Heretics are dirty and worse thing

I had sent a way have 4 years ago the soul that was talking with me about religion when she try to tell me a heresy, was one that I already even knew that she didn’t guess, you want her there with you? Do you know Portuguese? She speaks in Portuguese, do you read the Bible? heresies only are listen for who read the Bible is a special kind of sin, are specially against the holly flesh, the demon sickness, maybe is the reason for have people hating the Bible; you want listen those smart things, she isn’t the scientists, the scientist one confess that is walking in all the houses, that he talk a lot and people don’t listen when the subject is scientific, only when he is saying about suffer, you had to be able to understand the sciences he is talking, I don’t cooperate he talk I don’t answer he is asking to answers to be smart in his life time he is a soul that travel in time, but to listen about sciences you have to had a lot study about it, I study sciences since 8 to almost 18, to the 7 hours of the morning to the in the beginning to 10:30 and in the end to the 12 hours, and in the last 4 years more 2 hours of reinforcement, I heard in past about star of old documentaries older than the Cosmos appearance, for me the Cosmos was the end I had theories about the stars since small age, I just didn’t have the clue to tell people, was about the Pluto, was documentaries about only planets. So about the heresies, they are lies of the demon, lies, they are so believable, but they are lies, are worse than the apple that Eve ate, the demon used the heresies to take away the soul of the heretic, better die before be consume in the demon lies or the heretic soul will went away and the heretic will die without soul and the soul will be eternal but not the heretic, ignorant people that don’t read the Bible can’t sin for heresy, soul don’t drip the heretic is loosing for ever his soul and will not be eternal, for incarnations, the salvation is die before, if the soul went away when the heretic have 15 years old, die before, in the day the heretic be sorrow for have offended God, he would fight against the Demon and win the Demon, the heretic suppose don’t try kill the Demon, the heretic want his soul, the Demon had sometimes 2 or 3 souls for this case and he will kill one of the souls the one that is of the heretic, the second probably is the biggest love of all lives of the heretic. The incarnation that is the heretic sin isn’t the hard one, the ones that will come that are. You want to know what she said for me? But believe is a lie, and was that God came flesh to make Maria pregnant and was in the skies, so when she return she said new thing that God die because he get old. Isn’t horrible a scientists came and say to the common persons those things saying that they are true? A person came also a menace for others.

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Physics to the means of transport

And the ways to travel for the man kind is by the land, water, air and outer space. The technology to travel by the land since the past exists the sled (trenó in Portuguese also is the name of something that exists in physics, like a principle only had the notion like you want an experiment you use the trenó like a rocket car you use a trenó and not wheels) and the wheal, the fact is what will be the empuxo (thrust), an animal or a machine.

And for the air and water, so you had to know about aerodynamics and hydrostatics.

So to the man travel by the land in the past don’t have physics involve, but have nowadays to make the transportation even more perfect, secure and fast; but for the water and air had physics involve.

To the water how to make something heavy float, how to make something heavier than the water float if you are thinking in something like a boat, until that day you can swimming (for who don’t know learn), or still how to make something with air sink if you are thinking in something like a submarine, so you had to study hydrostatic, can you imagine that the invention of the submarine was fast because already had the hydrostatic, and to confect only had to study something that was based in experiments that exists that the experimental submarine already exists and ground the theory that was used in the ones of the modernity. Experimental travel that is succeed don’t make a means of transportation because isn’t make in large scale, is almost like art and you are looking for art craft.

So about the air you have to know about the aerodynamics how to make something heavier than the air fly or float, the principles of the aerodynamics are very old and was for many persons to read, the genius is you construct the machine, you see the persons are looking for something with heavy machine, or something that was repeat a lot, you aren’t looking for a flying apparatus but for a land of flying apparatus. So was there the principles the genius was to make the apparatus that fly, machines are heavy, a flying apparatus is so much more possible if you think that physics can make it fly without need nothing (machine) but the principles of physics apply, this also is technology like the materials are, knowledge is power and you can fly. You see if aren’t a physician you know would get attached to the draw of the apparatus and not of the principles, understand had many designs for the apparatus the principles could be used in any kind of design, something is principle and other is design, who make a design that fly isn’t the owner of the principles the person only achieve to make a good design.

And more the studies of the air and water make more precise machines that had nothing about with the travel that are the machines that are pneumatics and hydraulics, pneumatics is something that had air inside, like a air bomb or air pump, hydraulics is something that had water inside to the engineering work more smooth. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

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The State of the matter outdated

And the states of the matter were solid, liquid and gas.

And with new studies will be knew that had also the triduum – energy, matter and radiation

Understand I say all the time about Germany because if I say about all that theories and don’t say that came from Germany, someone could claim for his own country, I was from Germany when I learn all these, I learn physics in other incarnation in Germany but I probably increase. I study in school the conventional physics and not for outer space and not radiation.

So in Germany matter could came radiation, and energy, E=mc² is the formula of when matter came energy you calculate how many energy will be produce, E is energy and m is for matter and c² is the velocity of the light isn’t a high amount of energy, you know how high is the velocity of the light? So who work with atomic energy work with high energies; matter you are talking about atoms, energy isn’t atoms, radiation is fuzzy is between atoms and energy.

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Two practical use of common life for VOLUME and AREA

And is for construction, so is something that interest very much. And is like this my father at the time that was given that in school was buying a field, two construct a house with a swimming-pool, so I think area the field the swimming-pool the volume, so you need to know the area to have an idea if the field is big or not, you compare with other field, you need to know the size of construction to know if the field is big enough to the house or if you will could have a swimming-pool. The extension (in physics and mathematics width) is the size of the field by the side walk, and the length is the extension of the sidewalk to the end of the field.

The volume is important for the swimming-pool, you need besides the area of the swimming-pool the volume to know the deepness of the swimming-pool, to know the quantity of water that the swimming-pool you will need, to know how many chlorine you will use to have the right concentration to have the water clean.

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Two others way to measure the volume with the tank of water

Now you will fill the tank and measure the height of the water, and put the object in the tank and measure again,

One way you will calculate all the volumes and make the subtraction.

H1 x L x W - H2 x L x W

Height1 x lenght x width – Height2 x length x width

Other way you will do the subtraction of the heights and calculate the volume, so the subtraction of the heights you will multiply for the area (length x width).

(H1 - H2) x L x W

(Height1 - Height2) x lenght x width

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How to measure the volume of something too big for a jar

You will construct an tank (aquarium), the more indicated is glass because you need very straight wall with 90 grades in the walls and in the encounters, but if the object is very big you will construct a swimming-pool, and you will put the object in the empty tank and start to fill counting the volume that you put, like this you will fill with a jar of one liter,(the swimming-pool could you count with ‘vazão’(flow) after you at least cover the object don’t will change the final result if you fill more or less have to at least cover the object, now you will, make the calculation of the volume of the tank, you don’t count the walls they could be thick and that will influence in the result making it wrong, so you measure only the inside, so you multiply the base that is width and extension (that will never change for the tank that you construct, like this you construct a 90 for 70cm in base tank the height is the enough to cover the objects that you will measure) and you will measure the height of the water and not the height of the tank and the result will be in cm³ or m³, if you used cm to calculate you will have cm x cm x cm, so you will have cm³, and you will subtract the multiplication of the volume that you put in the tank, if necessary make conversion of quantities, the volumes had to be in the same quantity to do the subtraction, so all had to be in liters or in cm³for instance, and you will have the volume of the object. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

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How to discover the volume of something using a graduate jar

How to caculate the volume of something you will get a big graduate jar and fill it, the object have to be submerged, like is a 2 liter graduate jar, and you will fill one liter, you will put the object in the jar with water and the result, for exemple is 1 liter and 320ml, or 1320ml, you subtract the one liter of the new result and the final result is the volume, in the case of the exemple you will have 320ml, so the object have 320ml.

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