My incarnation before the life before my death

And I gonna tell about the case that I had with the girl that almost escape from me and I said if she only want see a naked old man, I wish so bad die after the 100 years like my friends wish but we die much before, my wife was jeaulous and we suffer a car acident, I am not a demon for my wife and girlfriends, they aren't lost or in colide, they are normal, what is my sin have a lot of women for a man where is a sin, a gay could date a lot of men, a woman get a lot of men and even be a prostitute; so after we had sex, some time after she was already graduate, I like her sad she didn't like me I already had a lover, an older than me that was since my first marriage, but I was so wanting the younger again but she didn't look for me again, but one day at night she hit very bad the garage gate getting in reverse and caming several times, I carry her to the police but I didn't make an accusation I said that she was an old date, and that I would pay the damage myself, was a transtorn with the neighboors also want take her to the police, the case had to have a solution, I was to the police to don't have an occurence, was a riot in the neighbourhood. After I ask her why a so beautiful German woman do something so out-of-mind, if her parents didn't had give for her education, and she said that she was in love for me and she take drugs, the car was borrowed; we came lovers, once I ask if her drugs was good or only give headache, and was of so bad quality, when young I study drugs with others to medicine and for the army, was a study for German and England from the Governments had a lot of scientists, had a lot of hallucinogenic; I give for her good drugs the ones that she take was of very bad quality, we of the arm we at the time try even in us the drugs, in England who deal with drugs had a codename, was famous the cases of the century before of criminals that kidnap who deal with drugs and their parents to the person cooperate and criminals know about drugs, like to use in a crime, after she want his friends to stop of take that killing drug to had ones like that she was taking that you had new sensation, I said that I only give her permission to she talk about it till England, and not in Americas, drug addicteds have this want to all them to prove the same if is good. All that about the drugs in 70's was because was because appear good drugs and not the one before that drugged had headaches vomits unconsciousness and die very young maybe 3 years of dependency, had a lot of drugs before but they only make a lot of damage and death, the person don't had sensations. After the good drugs she stop, we had three sons, I talked for her about my travels when I was teenager to she cry, to she cry for didn't be my girl friend when I was young, I think that I was trying too keep her for a long time, I said was OK I was in Hawaii if others young members of the army, we didn't take the girlfriends but we surf, she casually write scripts about teenagers, don't have drugs on her scripts. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim