One heaven that I saw

And that happens some years ago, and my guide say that would be consider that had a lot of heavens or only one and the rest would be hell, before I was sleeping and I wake up because I feel someone was scraping my chest because that night I would be tempt and I even saw, and the person was scrapping me like I was a house to break my house, and after I feel like I was a house and was a tornado outside and was breaking me like I was made of wood, after passed the tornado I came outside without came outside the house and outside was dark not like the night, in front supposed to have a sea, but haven’t in the front of the spiritual house is the sea where came the child, I knew that in front is the sea, and I didn’t see it, I didn’t like even for a minute be even didn’t being outside the house and I pass less of less than a second that I remember only I minimum time, so I came inside the house that I didn’t even came out, and standing in my room without light I was in one place but I feel that I was walking very fast maybe my soul was walking and make the world turn under my feet was a special day, and around was dark and I saw a very tall angel that probably was a demon that just appear like an angel, and the angel had a sword of electricity and put it in my arm, and I thinking I am fair, I am fair, you can’t touch my arm with the sword I am fair, and was a long time that I pass there with that insistent demon; other thing I am the Angel and the Demon of the music I was already the angel of music and when Grandmother would make the demon of the music I said a demon to chase who? Me? And Grandmother make me also the Demon of the music, I bring the musical disharmonic for my music, I chase my music, I was consider great for all the musicians for many years of my death because I compose all my music of other incarnations with at the time disharmony and people said that the Demon overcome the Angel, disharmony enrich the music nobody want harmonic music after the disharmony; so after pass for the angel with a sword I saw that he was guarding a heaven that was an empty lot (terreno baldio), and inside had a lot of persons that was only bodies without arms and legs and with deformed faces missing some parts, they was almost unconscious, one of the Heavens that Jesus could give is that one, because amputee even a sinner could get inside, so what He threat and what He promess is the same Heaven and Hell, and after I saw that the Heaven was surrounded for trash cans and I saw a demon closing one with a lid, he had put a person that was bad like the ones inside the heaven but the person was with arms and legs amputee but all there with the person inside the trash can instead the members be throw away like the ones that the angel amputee, the ones in the trash cans was conscious and complaining all the time probably feeling pain but probably would complain even without pain. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim