And once European were so ugly

And was in the incarnation that I was  a black pirate the ship was a family enterprise, my father had many wives and sons with all them we was 40 with almost the same age, after we finished that work for that white he was ugly the family was also ugly the girl was ugly, we went for a beach in Europe, for us we reach that city by the beach and got inside the continent, from there came a white woman that was married with a black man, the history of the woman was that she was born with grave columns problems and was treat like an animal and that man of our land wanted to take her to marry her and treat her good, but the people of his village sold her, he didn't wanted to pay for her to say that she was free, at the time a woman that was peddled was consider that was for any luck, kind prostitution this was in a very past there was no men selling, so a woman sold the common was for prostitution. Their sons were very ugly, I thought that the value of the act of that man of the past was the charity for a miserable woman that was cruelty beat like a beast, she even has a language and the heritage was much ugliness for his descendants, so I thought that white women were a delight that give a grotesque abnormality that made black monsters, these thoughts we don't reveal for no one, so I was following my brothers I didn't wanted marry a white woman and have little monsters of so ugly. One time reach the nearby of the village we hide in the road to see the residents, I almost rolled off the steep side of the road laughing at how ugly they were. Imagine the girls that my brothers would achieve of that ugly people, if I said that we talked their language, Africans knew European language, you have to talk with us, you think is like an angel translating? To we understand you? We talked European languages. So we went inside the village to talk with the people, they are of the sizes a bank cash machine or of the size of that smal Indian cars not tall but large, once there their women was gorgeous but very short, their men was grotesques and the females was shorter then the men, see was a dimorfismo, the genders of the species one is much bigger than the other, some girls stoped me and asked if I was Russian, I thought with me if I was confused with a Russian I could got a Russian girl for me, I wasn't black but of a colour metallic prettier than silver, my fahter took me to the doctor and he said that was excess of beauty and youth, one day probably would pass, my eyes was blue my hair was blond. They used flower in the in the neckline of the chest, which was very hipnotic. So I said point me where Russia to is to there I want to go. But passed for me another of that little ladies, I was only looking girls with big boobies, and she turned my world so I turned my head. And I run after her not to grab her but to jump in his front and stop her, the only thing that make her stop was I said that miss you have scoliosis, and she answer that if I was a doctor someone that put defects in people, I stayed a long time holding her hand thinking why would be bad for her marry with a African instead of one of the grothesques male of his race, so asked to marry her and more 4 girls that I was rich and I would give up of the life in the seas to buy a farm and take care of her and my others wives and sons that would came, I worked hard I was so afraid of got black with 50 years old that I thought that I wanted to my sons to got a lot of richiness if I got to dissapear because I didn't want to people see me black. My descendants was very similar to the actuals Europeans just with a little colour why I would be so black to they can't be of a very light colour. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim