Today I was thinking in my love

 He doesn't know what was my plans at 5 years ago, and wasn't anything with him, we sometimes don't talk about the future or the future would change, so we have to keep secret of something that is very good, and let me say that with these pass 5 years I understand something about America, here have much disrespects and my guide said that have many homossexual around, that they are old of body with the uterus for outside and huge pussy(etas) and the shake that aberration inside the other, this isn't respect, this isn't love this isn't normal, this isn't human, so in Americas who like lesbians? Sometimes people are saying that are lesbians but even don't know the anormality this is in Americas. So I don't know what I am. If I didn't live in Americas because here have pervertion at the most high level, I would in the future got live with other female, and the future was we be rich, she already would have a teenager daughter, but being in Americas at least me don't want play a gay couple. So I wasn't saying for him because he is rich but today I am not and doens't please him the idea that he would make me his rich wife, he don't want me today rich because he would not have control over me, and appear that be a couple would be something that would change my life to luck. And the bad future that is with him, is that the sucess would take a longer time and we would be old, and one day I would be a old, rich and single and this day he would want know me personaly, and thinking in the long way passed I am the one that don't want meet him, because with the money would came many friends many sinceres apreciation about my character, I would meet a more suitble man for me, one that want help me, want share the last days with me, that appreciate me that pass his speare time with me only for the friendship, and one that was crummy is so not interisting, and with the time the one that was so mean in the past was a man that lied his age to be even younger than me and that one that I would find is a old single man with almost my age with only 5 years older than me. So figure it out what I would choice. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim