And people think that psychograph one of my lifes

So let me say to people see that didn't acquieve, I don't know what is the gravity of that life for someone think that write a book, because see my life that is that one, and I gonna say how it was to people see that didn't figure out how it was. Was that way at that incarnation was normal a man have more than 2 girls friend, I had 3 girlfriends, so I was normal boy, I was a teenager, and my girlfriends was from school, till that moment I think haven't that book, so nobody hide the fact of date more than 2 girls, one day was one other day was other and other day was other, the girls was considered luck because I was very rich, I was so handsome that be Jew wasn't something that made me dreadful, richness and beauty make the things clean and acceptable. So cos that history just to be Jew sometimes I feel in the deep being the poor rich boy. So one day my 3 girlfriends had a weird proposal, they want to me to pregnant one friend that they present to me in the moment that they explan their idea, was a girl of school that had bad fame, she was so dirty that the boys said that could see her uterus she had at least 3 abortion that all the school had knew, probably she was poor and went to a bad doctor, my girlfriends were rich went to good doctors, but wasn't all, they want me to marry another girl that also had a bad fame, that was also there to see they tell me the full idea, this one had already date 6 boys of the school, thinking about her wasn't either poor or rich probably was being fooled for the boys that date her and was being in bad luck and bad luck, I felt touched in that moment I thought that the girl that I supposed to marry already was my wife in another life the one that was transformed in rabbit, and the one that I went to Russia running from a city of Jews to they don't do any harm to her, I was thinking also that was scorn with me because in the before everything I was Jew, before be rich be handsome be German. In the day I didn't see the evil they do to me. I accept her pretensions who was to cry in my mind was at least one of that 3, my plan was to marry one of them, the future that I planned thrown away, what I thought, that I would made that way to show at least for the angels upon my head that I was free, to make the infinite well to that wife no matters, that I was the husband of thousands of females I pay unequal, I think that many times I wasn't in love but just concern like being her only friend. The bad that they done was I make a baby on that poor girl from school, I was very serious and have my terms, first I wanted to be sure that she wasn't already pregnant, so she would live for months in the house of the girl that I would marry, to she follow the other to all the places if the other blow the scheme I wouldn't accept her. And after she would remain in the house of the other to the end of the pregnancy, because she could lose the baby and look for another man to pregnant her. In the end she would have the more rich marriage of the Earth, I want to raise my son, was a boy, she was a sadist older than me, she was the one in history that manipulate and not me, the accord was I make a child on her and not let her be in my life, so with the child with me she would be out of my life, everybody agreed that I was the one with more right, but I always sent money for her to she had a decent life with no necessity. After married, and being treat of that way for girls that have more nationality them me I passed to look for friendship with people like me Jew, my wife had Jew blood, so I passed to travel very much, and had friends in other countries, we were rich and travelled with a lot of frequency, I covered her with the best that have for clothing, I make her the picture of the opulence and beauty, her clothes before was of good material but wasn't fancy sometimes she got depressed to had in the past more boys that I had girls, but I conscious that was a mistake have affairs to surpass that number I said always that was something that we can't change, in the end, we was one couple with friends in many countries of Europe, we was loved, we passed to be very Jew, we had children, and we raised our sons and the one that was with that girl of the school. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim