And he said that forgot me he just write

 Is like that he write the letter seal it and just forgot and even was knewing for who would be that letter. 

When we meet. So he is today pew so gay... And our first incarnation we was friends, we was 2 boys he said for me that he was gay what was the name? And he hate himself and want to be rape till die, I was so young that the coffession trouble my mind I said that he suppose to ask God to never want that again. I stopped of be his friend, my simplicity brother passed to be his friend and he advise him to do like he pretended, and he really do that and die, my brother was sadistic, he only confess after my friend died. My brother claim that he died without soul and I passed to pray for him to he have soul. I incarnations after. He wait me to born girl to chase me. Was a lot of time he even make me went to church like everybody, I was Jew I only went to church in mondays, he used this to try hold my hand, say that love me, he passed to say it loud to make me shame for doesn't love him. Was scary to death, he was 25 years old and I was 14 years old. He confessed that death and rip his t-shirt. One day he was in front my window to say to me that was my last chance to save him that he would suicide, passed my spinter aunt my brother of the other incarnation that laught of his death in the other incarnation and said that he give a chance for someone that want him, she was older then him, he said something that one day I would see that I was wrong and that will be late. I think with me that was uncle that I knew her age and he was the one that would see that he was wrong, I marriage after all that shame he made me. He suicide some years after I passed to pray for his soul, I liked he but he never understand. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim