I don't feel like a criminal for it. And the start of the history, before that violence that I would say. I was a normal person, don't you hink that we have to defend ourselves and that could have violence involved? Who have the right of made the violence?
And I was African and went to France I think that was to the capital of that country. And there I went to visit and I knew so down lady that I think that I can't be spell from a country that way to be black, that I had even stay there 3 days!!!! Wasn't dramatic? Don't wait so much for the end, my friends convice me to we return Europe to revenge, but wasn't against that lady was of another. And the first lady that was kind of 50 or more years old, say to me young and handsome that the perfect black male lover, is amputee the hands of the african, I say to me that lady was crazy wasn't her right amputee nobody hands. But have people that listen that history and even think that is funny, the revenge was from the second lady a poor house made, that started to went to my hotel, to talk about that she liked about the perfect lover, I see her when I passed for the door to see the city, and I even didn't talk with her, she used to follow me and talk untill miss me because I walked fast. In the last day I decide to went to the beach, and she was there. She notice the diferent clothes, and was more insistent and I said lady let me went to the beach, I came to France to went to the beach, I didn't think that the problem was I dirt the sea but people see a chest of a black man.
I Returned to my country and said to my friends about the history of the black lover, and I said that I would write a book about that history. And came to the history that the 2 ladies find a lover for them, but was a black woman from an island. Have black people in Island and they aren't Africans. I got mad becuase the book was good and wasn't talking about so much decadence or dementia I give up of the book. But wasn't only that in the end, remember my bad succeed vacation in Paris, I got the idea of make with my brothers and cousins a paradisiac hotel with a private beach. And came the same stupid maid send the news that our beach would be democratic. Democratic at the time was dangerous, have crimes in beaches and people were afraid to went to some beaches because that. We think that an old prostitute of France all the time talked of Africa, the more low kind of human think that they have the right of br eternal problems for Africans. She was probably think that she was all the time funny, she was an old prostitute and old protitute can all the time mess with Africans. I din't want went there but the enterprise was so important for my cousins that they really want to smash her. I said that I only went there to draw her face, if have someone that are so stupid that think that I want to paint her face, let me say that I wanted to use the point of the knife to mark on her face deep marks, make on her face scars, a lot not very decorative some scars are even charming, I want to draw long tear ways from the eyes to the chin, and more two scars one in the forehead and other in the shin, two clows marks. And the violence they do, I rape a so old prostitute, I didn't want rape her. Maybe I was wanting say ti her that she was old ugly and old I was young and handsome, to she open the eyes that she was an old ugly prostitute, we got there with googles for night, that had a lot in Africa we need, to defense had a lot night animals and we need see in the night. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim
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