Wednesday, May 31, 2023

I think that recipe is better than the one of the youbute

 I see that the person fried the bacon in the oven and break it salt, and if put instead of salt but seasoning to increase the flavour like glutamato monossódico, sazon, and soy texturized, and also onion in powder, and put in that kitchen processor, soy texturized is something that we use to eat less meat, because is vegetal a beam, that flavoured taste like meat, so you put 30% of texturized in the grinded meat, and you eat vegetal with meat, eat to much meat isn't that healthy. With texturized soy, soja texturizada you gonna have a powder. Another recipe.

You fried till came completely dry shrimp, you can even fry and after put in the desidrator the same for tea, and mill in the multiprocessor the one of kitchen with texturized soy, and sazon, and onion in powder till came powder, is better than put starch.

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Another incarnation I wasn't afraid of be

With less a leg of be father. The history was that my mother when had his first son, she already was mad. Of the other side I knew that the older was thinking that the mother was so beautiful with light swarthy skin and clear brown eyes that he would born with also light eyes, bad luck for him she was very mad. She amputee his two legs in the knee-deep, and he was dark eyes, my father had with her 3 sons, but never married her because she passed an codition for all his sons born with missing part of the legs, she mde it up that were congenital. Me she amputee one leg but with almost all the tigh, I grow had a palm of tigh. And I lived in a city that had a theatre that was abandoned. Probably the owner returned to his country and abandon the theatre. The theatre was so small that only had hide there cats and mouses. I used to got inside by the roof, the doors were chained, the top of the building was an balcony with no walls, but wasn't high so wasn't that dangerous. I started to date with 16 years old an older girl of 20 years old. She wanted sex, so I had the idea of the theatre, and she saying that she wasn't reaching climb and me pulling her with the crutch, I saying if I can I think that you also can, I am or not pushing your ass, she was a littel fat but everything ok with me. I thought that she was taking care of not got pregnant, but was the opposite and she got pregnant. One day before went to see my son people said that he had the eyes with lighter them mines was green and his was blue. Who killed me was my older brother he stable me in the back I think that was in the liver and I died. My young brother I know he suicide when knew htat his girlfriend got pregnant, he took poison, and my older brother went to prision. Many years he cofessed that he felt pitty of me for be handsome and live a long life of lammed to became father, of course that I forgive him, my younger brother had an leg amputee and have the amputee leg longer them mine, his amputation was less he have more leg. I think that she look for me talk with the deads, I wanted to she be ok but I didn't wanted that she passes a live waiting for me, I wanted to say but I didn't that the next time, I would not be lammed, that we would marry before a baby, and I would be there to see him grow up.

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Tuesday, May 30, 2023

More shit in the fan?

 Let me say that nobody stole an idea. What about that to make cash. See if I had a partner I would make that enterprise, I don't even wanted to stop to see advertasing because I have an idea with the ads. Make isntitutional movies, paying for the epidemic sound and for the one that rent movies with free author, and one that sell mockup tp make the intro. And I would not need an studio or actors or musician, just cut and paste. See I have ideas but lonely is hard. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

I took that precaution before the end of the world

 Is that being a man I had a friend that was gay, but the only thing that I wanted from him was the friendship, and one day I was really think that he could be kind of mad. He think that an sex relation could be postergate for milleniuns, our friendship have thousands of years, I know that we haven't. But sometimes I imagine that he bilieve that have persons that hold, for thousands for years thinking that blow up! One time he passed to hide to see if I look for him, I thought that helps me, but I started to be afraid of the idea of a revenge bicha trying to kill me because wait, hiding. So I took the precaution to say that if the person never find see was because the person wasn't looking for?

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Sometimes we have to bear people sayin dirty things to us

 Like that, money doesn't have, but has a lot of fun, with who he thinks he is talking??? A bitch.???

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The history of the goat

 An yougn and small goat one day returned to his home and a big goat was in his home and said that would kim him if he wanted his home back. And he that was young asked to help in the city, and one and another try to return him the house back the young goat was very young and weak. All they break, and appear an very courajous drone, the male of the bee queen, he was young but with a lot of courajous, and the young goat said that big goats got a beat with the invader, and the drone got inside the house of the young goat and got inside the ear of the old bad goat. And the goat with all that zuunzuuuun got mad, started hit his head in all the places and one moment of madness run away from the house after hours of hit the head and of headaches, and a little drone beat a old big goat. Maybe is that he make the goat use his strong against himself, he used the head and the horns to hurt the others.

And the others history was of the little frog that came inside the house of th elion and make it up, with his strong voice that was a big weird warrior, he said to the lion that he ate a lion danced in the dead body of the ox, and other mad deeds, the lion was to give up of his den, all hisfriends to listen the history were to much afraid of got inside of the den of the lion. But came an iteligent and brilliant rabbit that said that he was very inteligent and agil, he was the rabbit that was the friend of that lion, of course. And the rabbit got inside the house of the lion and all the animals started to cry the death of the courajous rabbit. And the rabbit got tied for a rope the small frog that was living inside the lion den.

Do you understand? Because me not.

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Genius needs genius

 And probably they need write books to we read. See genius like to use the concepts of others genius because the see that are brilliant, and they talk in high level. Sometimes be genius is know massively what others genius said to use the same mainstream, is that genius used what others brilliant people said with mastery. The person aren't saying that are author just used an idea that work very well with the situation, we expected that another genius also know about genius of the past used to say. The consequencies aren't mine. Is like that you don't know consequencies if you only see the consequency death with the person inside the dock, you didn't understand that the consequency death could be acquive with an more complex sequency of acts, so the consequency death can be acquive with the criminal coming outside his den to kill the person in anither adress, so the consequency death would be acquive with other line of actions, the person only understand the more simple the direct consequency of the person be inside the den, people you understand? To the person understand the cinsequency of the way I say appear that is 10% of the most inteligent persons, have person that apparentelly have courage because doesn't understand that a criminal can kill any place. How the persons that are brilliant can reach that even with low age reading or with eloquents examples, the persons can be taught to be more inteligent than the others by reading, for examples, and also by an family that talk about examples of brilliant moments. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

And the guy of the docks are of the size of a shit

 What the problem he-shit isn't the criminal so let say some trues. People the subject is something of the time of the movie Casablanca? One of the person that help that guy had to say that his movie was made with a death of a female baby, was his correction. The money of the money buy the docks, they are fishermen. A so bad finish passed in the TV oh bad fish, is American they have to say is good, but stink, they need a big fish, to people went to the market, any tripe would work if the market was full of people paying to watch. Who help doesn't vomit to be used for so unracional reason?

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Have nothing about people say have

 Is that people compare that with my cousin, sje is from Brazil. So when this guy is around send he-she away or could be for you or a relative. I have a lot of cousins. I am not sure but she find the relatives when she is hipnotized, when she was kid she walked without the parents. Have people that thought that she was a ghost, I know that because friends she went to the prostitution, she taught me do crochet, she was a horrible teacher, she went away of the prostitution many person know didn't was she that told me, becasuse she make program asking dollar, she charged 50 dolars, and an american from the movies, maybe director, actor, that came with dolars send to change his 50 dolares for 50 brazillian money, and pushed to her 50 brazilian money, and if in the day 10 brazillian money bout one dolar bill? I remember that in another life, when an person do that in Europe was because like another prostitute, and try to pull the price of one more expensive down, I had cousins in the crime they mix with many things but exactly prostitution may conextion were with Russians I had relative there and sometimes an spy cop to knew more got friendship with criminals, I think that when appear the white slawery one kind of prostitution disapear from there, something that was an game passed to give an very odious name to the victim.

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Monday, May 29, 2023

Have people that think that is inteligent

 But doesn't understand consequency. See something, I almost said who the person is, if I said what the person see. bzzzz, bzzzz... isn't the same that give a name, for instance. But doesn't understand consequencies. See I said occur crimes in the docks, you gonna validately think that if you accuse that but never went there you are safe!!!! Can't you imagine that you can against your will be dragged to there in a kidnap? Or they can went to yuor adress to kill at your home?

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Nobody do that

 Nobody turn the CTV of own home in the internet, internal circuit tv with the internet the secure is in other building? Is the same internet that we find Youtube Netflix? You mean that the security camera is lnked to the internet, so say why people can't streaming for own home? Another I gonna say one theory about computers. So and think that have the providers I think that the person probably have to have an personal bank of information like an provider, is a third part who have the bank of information, let me say that to have internet the provider is like your computer the memory, see that studios I doubt that his movies or any digital piece of information be linked to the internet, I got knew that they use of even imoral ways films with actors and actresses, see the edition is very powerful, an actors and actrsses make parts of scripts that have no sense if you don't know what edition gonna passes. And this isn't famous, but I would not got involved with this, is like the info have leak out, is that have already products with it, but I wouldn't got inside of one, there are big places with hide places and a lot of kind of criminals so let me out of that. If you don't lend your face for dubios filming why to worry.

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Imagine my friend and me all that respect


 

I have a friend that used to love that music


 

So the history of USA and the bionic members

 So the history about the bionic members in the USA, first of all the USA is an continental country. What is an continetal country, is that it's size is so big that is of the size of a continent and not a country, even BRazil is considered continental and the USA is bigger, Russia if yuo count the part that is Asiatic are bigger than this two, is the country had had more time zones and when England was an Empire with many places under his crown my mother used to say that England was an Empire that the sun never satdown. 

So returning for the USA, and the USA had two costs, these is important. The comunity that I borned were in the west cost and the bionic doesn't till that day reach there. What have in the west cost California what have in the east cost the New York what State or city you like most? And at the time the cost that the bionic had enter was in the east Cost. And the middle of USA were at the time very badly populated, to drive of one coast to the other was basically a desert or abandon citites. And we that lived in the West lived fraighten by the most bionic human being, I would call him Bob, don't matter about one day he was Bob no matters when. But what we knew was that he was a machine, half his body was an heavy car, with wheels, he even asked for his legs be removed to change for wheels and receive the most heavy machine from there. He used fuel, and he tried 3 times went to the west to find the comunity thatlived there. We lived very well there wa that threats were constants, he with his powerfull engineer body would kill everyone. The last time he almost die in the desert and they rescue him with a huge helicopter, he promess to us that he would fix his engineer to survive to desert to reach us. And we didn't said to nobody, of course the comunications was radio, we even send radio to Europe, we were constructing an airplane that could carry all the living persons of the comunity, once the airplane was construct we travel to Europe we said to them that we came from an Colony in the space, they didn't accept people that came from USA, no matter the size of the need.

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People asked to tell this history 400 years ago a slaughter

 First of all was an history that wasn't exactly forgot but asked to doesn't be told because, beggining because the sins got in Earth, So let's begining.

At the time I lived in England the Insular country of Europe, and not in the Continent so the facts happens in the Insular Europe. So people from England only hear news about it. Let mesay that at the time of the same sin got in the USA I born there but the colonyof Europeans that lived there run away for Europe and they almost doesn't accept us if we came from USA, the country of the bionic members.

So the history about the Europe. I think probably the bionic members started when I was child or maybe even before, so at the time I filmed a lot my pet making amazing things, because the hsitory of the bionic members from the Continent I make question a techinical report of a veterian saying that she was a normal dog, with perfect healthy, I even show how the effects were made. To England came notice in the newspapers about very lamed people that receive legs that were bionic, the most famous was a man that suffer an accident when baby, other a woman that lost an arm in the armpit, and after that started appear in the newspaper crimes make with supernatural force from the criminals, first was evidences and after appear the first witnesses, was confirmed the involviment of the very famous lammed man that suffer an accident since baby. I had two news agency one in France and other in Germany, the one that lived in France at the time was so near the crimes that he sent me the last letter that he would returned to England, was eletronic way, the crimes until that day wasn't knew the reason. The most scandal and notice that was an guerrilla, was the slaughter of the Church in Italy, but even that why the reason would be religious? My agency from Germany stopped of send me information, and my consortium agent didn't send me an information, the England sttoped of let got in aport in the Island any boat. Had many attempties. So one day we made an auto-comand-with-radio-record-send-receiver-comand-by-remote-controle that we send to the Continent, people want to know how to talk so correct and nice, went to a good school that one of the matters be geography, have others Island from Europe but the Island madeira isn't a country but part of Portugal. So we reach to one of the leaders talk with us. Everything started with the scorn of the church, that lammed people went many times to the church and the priest promessed that the one without legs that Jesus was so powerfull that He would make the lammed returned to walk. Never passed many years listen that promesses, and one day one priest that read the miracle of the empty hand, with a sword cut out the arm of an man with empty hand. After that came the Aliens and give them that bionic members, with them they were nice, but came the history that in Germany the got 3 persons and cut the hand out and if they wanted a bionic hand they would signe an pact. They never reach invade England, probably who were in teh Continent knows better the history. I was listening that Jesus at the time was in the USA, promessed that miracles for the priests in Europe and make the huge miracles in the USA and not in Europe.

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Sunday, May 28, 2023

Happens that I was lintening the history

 So the fact that the man that signe in the year 8.... the contract doesn't have only this, the contracting the person that make the offer, was father of one in future your friend, once you assign that contract and move to UUUSSSAAAA his son follow you and passed to be your friend, he doesn't have something in common with his father because he suffer an accident and reconstruct part of his face. So the fact is that the contract that appear was hard to read because you are the kind lazy, you sell your body and not your soul his father was the kind with heart, so you gonna lose parts and parts of the body but not your soul. You really believe the answer are in the movies, so let me say I saw two and the solution is that they was dreaming and doesn't signe the contract, I never think that solution could be something so easy don't you think? Or you gonna understand that his soul return in the time in that day, and doesn't signe the contract and nothing have happens yet, he only was travelling to the future to see himself be doomed.

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That I liked and was in a tv tube

And I like to eat in the McDonalds but I went to ate in the KFC, and they present a little of th ehistory of the KFC and the founder I liked the history, the time that transcorred, the type of person an family father, an empire that begining in a very typical American city, an hostory that transcor for decades. An typical Aemrican that is a succeded person from an American history that is the good part of the apple. An true history that tell about a good, work, American father, and the time decade of the 60 a time that peolpe like to see if the theme is positive and talk about happyness. Present an American city in important time for the USA, you tell the history of th eman but you show an USA that is rich and descent, one day one person from the USA said that the problem with that beautyful movies of USA is that people of all the world move to there, is that true?

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Ps.: I have to say that I like coração satânico-Angel Heart and didn't like Mississipi en chamas - Mississipi burning. Of course I didn't see the scene with sex!

Invasion of privacity or intimacy

 Of course in a course of art, like literature, movie, paint not so much, the professor can notice some tendency for madness, see the person have to express with an defectuos personality for the professor, oh if is impossible not notice. What we do nothing we let the person escape. This is invasion of privacy, sometimes we can see that person in the TV commiting a crimeand is a shock we can't predict that the person was even able to commit an crime. Is that isn't invasion the person ask for treatment. Isn't what the Europe wanted movies being an gun of alieanation we can't show the alienation with condecency, we doesn't invade the privacy of someone unless this person have hostage with then even the own family. We try to clean the madness of the movies. Sometimes when we have doubht about the student we ask if the student have passes for stress situation , greavy, or have some phobia, because this is a cause so the person have a reason to show some covern opnion, but who doesn't have this is the one that is the problem. In Germany was constant, but have the respect for the privacy, but if hostages they had to apure the situation of the persons that are in the hand of the person.

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The filming school

 Filming school school of cinema? So the movies only role if was confirm the mainstream of the filming school. Something that the student need avoid was weak subjectives plots (tramas subjetivas fracas), only 5 characters, nd you doesn't revise the personal intention of them, we think in humans with thoughts the animal behavior wasn't enought, humans have thoughts and feelings and the cinematographer, we want the judgment by the cinematoghapher we didn''t want a space to the spectator to judge teany behaviour. We want character that have his intention really reveal, the man is the demon understand? We wanted a bigger human interest, the cause are universal, we were looking for for feeeling that are common to many and not to only one subject. We wanted complexity of the plot like many people involved in scene, like took place in places that had a lot persons to show that the cinematographer had talent and know handle with so complex and difficult filming, like 200 people walking in a public place. So was look for push the student to make complexity of scenen of plot, I know I know that have the personal fight of a man, but that student went to United colors States to make his smell movie, I don't regret.

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Ps.: Oh people how I gonna avaluate the student if he make an easy work? If he can make the more hard, probably he would make the easier with talent, and not because is the only thing that he can do. The personal plot the bad cinematogapher also know do, I was contributing to the student excel to everybody.

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An tip to use contact lenses

First secure and clean in all the process that had already said, and contact lenses are something personal, you doesn't divide with nobody, is health of your eyes, and clean of the lenses.

So the tip, I am the kind that fit myself, I do my nails, and hair, I dress up alone. So make easy use contact lenses is easier use fake nails, and put before the nails the contact lenses, because is hard to put with long nails the contact lenses, so put th econtact lenses an after glue the naisl.

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Music


 

Saturday, May 27, 2023

This is sick

 Someone has a mental problem, we were 5 one died, rest 4, died 2 rest only two of us, this can cause mental disturbs, and run persons to madness; isolation, lost. Lived closed in a world far from the world, and when the external came is to harm the isolated persons, this isn't health.

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What I think about that movie

 One thing about the murder, I have to say that the 2 elder brother be bad kids aren''t reason enought to justify a crime that the man had tendency to the crime to kill someone, for th emother doesn't accept him. Second obvious was a movie make with low money. Third with that hisory aboutht emother goat and the 3 wolves sons, if I was the man I would remember the history of the 3 little pigs and turn the firplace to kill the youngest kid. And the history is believeble because the woman is fat and ugly, a lonely beautiful woman living alone with 3 small kids in the woods, what danger. But had that man, is that for an old foot always have a stinky shoe. Oh seek something nice to see on one face, excuse me.

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I just psychograph

 Probably that person doesn't read me. But let's say, have a person that have hope to save him-her-self with the doom of other person, and that person doesn't talk directly with the victym, the person used  many artifices to manipulated that person without new the victim personally, make the victmimamoung others things afirm positively that kidnapped an baby and used for sex, make that person give permission to make on her-him some tests very disclassificatories like an DNA test that afirms that the person i degenarated, and the victim are giving many reasons to his-her family think that he-she is crazy, for example pathologic lie, have rapes that are pathologic liars, the person had already got in in controversy, a lie  that is very easy to prove that isn't true, is that the person are trying to got read of that contract proving that have person more indicated for the payment.

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Make a futuristic movie that critisize that...

 ....could hav ethe oposite effect and increase the precoceituos? That the genetics thesys winner in the future and that the govern forces the population to marry to make DNA tests and that could prohibites the marriage of a couple because one doesn't have an perfect racial DNA, I used to thik that movie make see make a critics to who is racists to show that even have white more perfect than the other. See doesn't only have race in color, at the time I thought that the UUUSSSAAA didn't are catch in the critics because the couples antecipated living toghether to the marriage, nobody cares for an consumed situation, the couple already have descedants, but they make also a movie the kids was testeds and they were degenareted weird perspective to my movie. The history that I plot was like Romeu and Juliette, is that UUUSSSAA were so dramatic. After came other ideas the love between street cats and good family cats, I liked the movie that was an Cinderella made with chimpanzees, I thought my movie was so sucess that people came criative. So they love can win that barrier? A new way to separate the individuals, I think that I am saying that this isn't to exists.

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Why 8 races?

 Could even be more, in Brazil not but in UUUUSSAAAA, have a lot moviment of people of many rces to live there, in BRazil haven't all tha tinterest to we have a lot of races, of course that have the races that are representative in the UUUSA, the majority but you have to see that many individuals from many races move to there. They married with what have there that htey had descedants that change the DNA of the UUUSSSAA, just the number is low, have races that genetically is considered white, and the UUUSSSAA woud think of other way, is that have white races out of Europe that the phenotype is swarty. We can think that the predominant DNA of UUUSSSAAA was the fathers of the nation from England, but even there moved a lot of Italians in the previous century don't you think that changed the DNA of the UUUSSSSAA?

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What is an degenarated DNA?

 You thought that was something very scandal? Is something more simple. Just only means that an DNA for example the parentl are good French folk, the degenarated DNA doesn't have similarity with the parents, so the person isn't french because an degenerated DNA lost the parentage with the parents DNA. So is an white but not a white from France and also, something that came from French people and doesn't have no more relation are degenerated. Let me say if you are from Americas, you a mix of 8 white races you aren't french, just you aren't almost the case? And also degenarated isn't a mutation, so is an interesting subject because is nice to see that isn't an mutation.

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Is that true? about the demon

The Demon when make a pact with someone don't kill that person but any person that try to help the person? But even so the person can suffer horrible accidents? Is because is of the essence of the contract? See have clausules that doesn't need be in a contract, because you understand that is incluse for the type,without essence the contract is against law so isn't obligatory, but that clausules doesn't need be explicities, or you gonna write a library to do a contract. I think that even the demon try to kill just he doesn't have success, is that the person have an chance to resolve the contract, resolve is the end of contract without obligations for any part. Even have an history about that the lady that when she acquive resolve the contract she had lose a lot of members, and even the priest that helped, doesn't believe that she receive the soul back, so appear that the demon even give a lot of poison to a resolve contract, so the person is so much diminish and she was worse, is that the moral?

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Friday, May 26, 2023

This is God this is demon

 The demon say that the future everybody would be mullato and people hate blacks because they will finished with the whites and God say that the race are human and understand that an African can have white descedants, that can have some marries with Africans and the white race doesn't dissapear, that doesn't picha the Europe, you know how is the concept Germanic in the epoque of the 2GW, that if mullato have descedants that born all white with tests of laboratory what is born is a German, so htey consider German, the fact is that they didn't say a lot because have fight between races and we would be considered disraced. So see crossbreed (miscigenação) doesn't disappear the white race. And I said that God liked the mullato because that God that was the wife, she is a geneticist she was to decided what would came when born someone of the two races, She even thought that would not be mullato, would be like horses and rabbits, one color would be dominant, so or would born white or black, but she like the idea of appear the mix, She even said that She would look a mullato for Her, I understand that She wanted be mother of one, but probably She was thinking in marry one.

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Ps.: What was the other opinion to German one, that would a degenerated DNA without race, even the white being all of one country.

Even the nobelty came out away

In another incarnation, and my great-great-great-Grandfather married with a princess that was poor. In portuguese I would say tatatataravô one ta for each up after the first great, in portuguese, the first great if biza. He was from Atilles, he was filty rich, he grandfather already was filty rich, before white sugar be in Europe they produce that food with melaço, they buy from this family. So my grear...grandfather was from a family thathis grandfather already was married with a white woman, and his father was married with white woman, so my ancestor that came for Europe was mullato that, had mother and grandmother white. The family care very much for the last name that reeceive from him, his wife was very poor, probably with many problems in the country. He was change of life for probably an dispair noble girl that the name only make the doors close to her. My great-grandmother used to say that better make the kids alcooholics people all the time complain because the cavities. My grandfather don't even say he was white, to say exactly they were of the same color, I used to think that all the family were of people that had consious that racism is something very ugly, the money came from a ancestor that was from a place that the persons were of color. I used to think imagine how a racist would like born in that family to call him-herself black. So let me say the only dream of my greatfather was have a black daughter with blue eyes, he have blue eyes, he sent letters to all Africa to find a girls with blue eyes, my mother had blue eyes and was dark. I didn't knew the mother of my mother. My grandfather raise the daughter with the help of his mother. He got know that have a prince that lived in France that was mullato and write to him if he wanted to knew my mother. My father was a prince that don't used to use that title. He had a lot of sons. That was my father that prince, he was married with nobody. I used to went to his home all my borther were frequently there but didn't lived there. My eyes were blue. When child I was a mullatinho, where I grow the girls used to say to me that was swarthy, I had a lot of girlfreinds in Greece, I liked my family, I never think that was a shame descend of a mullato from Atilles, I used to think that racist would love any place of there to complain just about that. I had cousins from the part of my grandfather that raise me. He was from the sister of my Grand-father she married went to live with the husband. And my great....Grandfather alreadu had blue eyes.

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Thursday, May 25, 2023

We were stupid today nobody shoot in a bear

 So people are asking about that... When in another incarnation when I was in the school, the circus from I think Italy people there respect humans they are aliens. When they notice a human baby born they kill. So the circus would present in the next day a bear eating an ugly boy that they bring with them. I asked to my friends in school to we went to the first presentation and and hiding food all boys and girls feed the bear. We bring food hide in the clothes, the boy was locked in a jail closer and say the bear would got sick, I asked in the previous city who the bear ate? He said that the show was in Germany the bear didn't ate nobody else. When was the day of the presetation me and my brother that were already of the army bring guns in the pocket and if the bear didn't roll of sick we would shoot him in the head. One of our collegues would run to the police to say that we shoot in a bear to save a person. Today of course people would went directly to the police, people got smarter, ts ts ts. The bear rolled in the floor of so sick. I said but in the next city I think he would probably will passes for the same. So the chief the girl with the turban said to me that she had a plan to free him. I said that I wanted to be her side, she say what she was thinking. Girls and animals you can't trust. So we went to the circus during night I bring with was 3 boys and she, I brought an big pliers that cut lock, so what is your plane? she would seduce the jailer, I thought what courage, I never thought that she had a plane that works, I said that I would open with a plier I had invade places. She cried of had a so dumb plane, I said that she was good and nobody would know that. He didn't wanted went away I said that was better die of hunger in the streets than be eat alive for an animal and he agree and went away. Also, I brought a jack if the pliers didn't work. An car jack pull the bar the enough to a person passes.

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An particular question, I am beautician

 And is that, fo rwho that is very importan, let me say that first that you can use a cloth band, to hide the deformation in the face, yuo don't need for curious something that is shamefull that make you fell bad and sad. Have person that like deformation and think that the persons are circus show. So makeup is very effective but all days, so you can make aesthetic surgery to emulated the part of the eye, to have places to receive glass eyes, they are very realistics and who lose an eye use an glass eye, isn't fuctional but give an appearance of very human face, don't matter if you lose the eye lid, doesn't need close the eyes because the glass eyes aren't alive, bu of course that is vanity even an cloth strip hide that, but you can have a complete face recosntruction.

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OH no, you don't need kill him

 He would not the first case of actor with nanism, that isn't the same of darwfism, nanism is a person that is normal but the high of a child, so you can take one for a kid, and is grow person. What the studios do, use them for 10 years, and with the past time the set and the others actors and actress wil be replace for ones that gives the appearance that the short actor is growing, after passed 10 years they make the name of the actor be an holding, and they find a normal person to uses the name so they don't kill the actor, sometimes is the own actor that administrate the name. The set many times are construct since the beggining.

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Don't accept this is an abuse

 And is what appear in the youtube, see that have persons that doesn't felt so much pain. The person was showing how to do an act, she can hold that but no actor had to bear that, had so much in the studios FX special effect that they doesn't need to do perversity with actors to have a scene made, have persons that have high toleration to the pain, and things like that like animals walking by his-hers body like snakes and scorpions. Let me say someone that I knew in another life, I direct movies and appear for me a man that made sadistic things on his body to earn money, and he said that he can do that on my movies. I give to him a job in other place, I splanned that in movies the sadistic moment was effect and make up, that the movies can't show the real thing that the people could got very shocked, sometimes we could make the scene more realistic but we do the oppsoite to the audience, see that is a movie and not real accident. One day he after got out of the life of injure himself, he said that he felt that he was a prostitute and that wanted to see his feelings in the movies, he worked with a screen writer to create the character.

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Ps.: People say go work for a small studio, you gonna pass for the most interesting abuses of a mind can imagine, they are poor the things would pass to make scenes with no money or FX, one day you can being run to a hospital to fix an arm, or be sent to your house in a black bag for corpses. Trust to much in who only want the money, have one there that only want money, they really abuse of the persons and if occur an accident he run away.

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Wednesday, May 24, 2023

This is simple lawyers know

 People I am lawyer I know that, an medicament of exterior to went in your country, had to pass by the frontier and be declared, your country have to give permission of the importation, are you smuggling medicament you are of other side of the law, in Brazil we only let pass medicament of countries that is first world, sell cheap medicament in Brazil we don't import, they are manufactured in Brazil, we only import the ones that are more expensive that came from Germany for instance, the money in Germany is more expensive from the Brazil so we had to put real, in top of real to buy, but ruppia we divide to pay, so in here the poor population medication is subsided so the Govern don't ask total or part of the tax or even pay part of the production, the fight is where the money that was spent in research to discover the cure the medicine? Was an laboratory that ask much money that payed, the research of payed laboratories made much better medicine the population isn't cobaias, the medicine are the same of the good ones, but isn't that way you buy if want.

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People asked to say that history eyes!!!

 And when I write about contact lenses, people had said to me write, please. The person said to me that had a lot persons from United Colors States that had lose the eyes, because you see all that film in the internet with contact lenses? The perosns that lose the eyes used the same lenses. The lenses was high contaminated, appear in the TikTik and YouYou that they make that makeup, but no that amadeur films are made for makeup artist that use the same lenses in all that Yoututures, they pay for the guy make that makeup on their faces and he used the same contact lenses probably that white one in everybody, had one that even AIDS have and other that was prostitute put the finger in her vagina and put the eye in the eyes. So I write to say to who see that kitkot and tubersyouyou to they buy what they see instead of let an makeup artist put on her eyes something that was in the eyes of everybody. So when I write about lenses I already knew that have some people in the USSSSaaaa had lose the eye globes. Now appear in the internet that was an contaminated eyedrop from India that I read. If you lose your eyes for use that dirty thin g and your parents asks you what happens would you say the truth? That you were so stupid to use that imposssible dirty lenses?

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Tuesday, May 23, 2023

And about mood

 Have different ways of deal with grief, and is that the problem of expression about the music, have someone that see that in paint? And is that you see that no loss is forever, forever is the love and one day that person will return, the person have a soul. But have some musics that mixes with the worse of humans feelings, growing inside the person that nasty smell of fart, making who listen the music felt so much depression, that appear that death is eternal, is that the love was endless and that the person lost the love one forever, sometimes the music even is beautiful but very depressive, the demon give me call he said that use a lot, that he composes that music and inspire the person to them think are from them the inspiration, and he treat bad who act like that, is unforgiveble help the demon even with the good faith, I another day was saying that one music of the cinema that had a lot of fans, old people is so bad that is like listen a cow farting, the demon said that went to UUUSSSSAAA to record that music.

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Talking about cameras

 And about digital cameras, the first digital camera of my father, the edition was made on it. Even put the letters of intro and the title of the conversation, and were two, one was conected to an VHS and the other that was more expensive was an VHS on it. Had computers but they didn't make editions. VHS can be memory of computer, is an magnetic tape, even K7 can be memory of computer. Computer can use magnetic tape to care data-info, the fact is that tape with many record over, will lose quality, maybe the tape lose the magnetism?

And let me say my memories about another incarnation. After I record with my portable camera, that ship, what bazzoka was that camera I asked to my father, more hot cameras to he pay to invented for me, and was cameras with spy quality, high quality and very small, ambicious, what money could do, the money put on that was an tittanic, an rocket travel to the moon? And we were the owner of a famous brand of cameras, german quality, spy cameras with astronomic prices. I thought the richest need camera of gold? The most expensive camera of the world would mine, and was the smalest camera that had high quality was 4K already was that the name? My camera was a wristy-watch with the same quality of the best digital camera of the planet. I make an advertasing that didn't was in the TV more than an week. I think that the most were 3 presentation in the TV of the world, I was making advertasing about the digital camera that was a watch, the quality would not the same of mine, or would not have price that pay it. And had the legend in the advertsing sayin that was recorded with the regular digital camera. I didn't had interest of sale so much cameras, but of who really wanted had oportunity of adquire them for a high price but worth more than that were asked, so Germany colaborated with many people that wanted but, the advertasing didn't stayed so much time, any another camera had to be licensed by Germany, pratucally for sometimes would be almost ordered, after came the edition table pratically an computer, but who can buy, is better of work. And have more to say the advertasing said that an photographer is a photographer don't matter where he be, the action can happens before his action and he doesn't had time to got the camera, and the actor film with the watch. I used to say that who make movies have passion for cameras and don't have only one.

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Sunday, May 21, 2023

I had a plan

Before to decide what University to went I had this idea, people didn't understand me!!! And the plan was went not for the Cinema school but to the propaganda school, you also didn't understand, right? See when I had 9 years old I buy an course of propaganda, because taught to make animation. See they taught to do many of that you can see on cinema, because propaganda make an specific cinema for propaganda, so had propaganda in all the States of Brazil, people didn't understand me. And are something that filmmakers normally doesn't see, so certanly had more jobs because doesn't had so many people looking for, and had even in Cannes that also had premiation for the cinema premiation for the cinema of propaganda. A moviemaker is a moviemaker no matters what he-she is filming, could be a movie, for the news, for artcraft, culinary, animals, this isn't what makes an filmmaker, what he-she films.

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Are still that way the hiring?

 And the difference on hiring of studios, let first me say that maybe isn't that way but is that way the propaganda for places of Brazil. So hiring of a TV studio you are contract like freelancer, but for the studio of cinema you are hiring like an employer. So in the TV studio they don't care for the formation of the professional, you came already knew you pay your study, and you are contract to make jobs and not have your employer-card assigned, in Brazil to equiparated the formation of the UUUUSSSAAA, make the high degree school of cinema, in the UUUSSSAAA the formation is inside the cinema studio, your education is of certain way give for the Cinema Studio. There you learn according the studio computer program that they use to make the movies, so they hide talents and not already professionals. The person learn how to work with the computer of the Studio, some of this studios sell the program that some professionals work with, the first ones was miserably poors to don't make concurrent to them. But with the concurrency of others enterprise that make the same products you have to use good ones. So for TV they doesn't make professionals, they hire if the person already know, and in the Cinema thinking that the person have to work with exactly they have the make the formation of the professional. Working for a TV studio the normal is you make all in your machine, so no way you don't have a computer. And what is the creation? Are in the filming or in the edition? In the TV in the edition, they even make many shoots of the scene to you rip out 6 and choice one, so who film film of any way, many times and one will do. I have to say that only techinical aspects isn't artistics, you have to think in the best of the actors, some defects can be erased in the edition, and according with the angle you can have some climax or give more creatibility to the something like violence, the scene is violent some angle will make more urgent what you show or hide. You can even cut in small pieces and shuffle for complete to make the scene confuse and thrilling, increasing very much the action making more severe and danger.

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A history about the subject

 This history is good, so better of so many that we see in the TV, and was that, my school thought that even don't be choice in an audition, is also an experience and that I was seeing people that work in the area that I lliked. I was minor I would never be choiced, Rute where was you have a werewolf life? And was a day that nobody was hide, had I and others that one that was closer than me was 23 years old, age also was the case for that one. And in one moment the one that appears to be the older and what antipathic person said that had an special effect that was the letter bouncing, and the boss said that was thinking on him for the others, that were 3 that he he decide that they were desclassified, and the one that was looking for the job explain with details what was the effect of the bouncing letters, and one moment the boss asked you know do that? And he answer 'NO', the man got shocked and answer I don't gonna hide you. So one gold tip don't say aabout expertise you don't know how to do. And th eone of 23 was talking some about his life,  that he was with so short money that he commonly say to the girls that he was gay to don't date, girls only think in join the clothes put the teeth-bruses in the same glass.

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Spent money in something bad doesn't make it good

Let me say an example, unconstruct. And is you use an music of suspense or chase, in scene that is persons making a talk like words be very dangerous, is that for an studio of tv, the music is cheap and the actuation is cheap the chase is expensive, they to use that kind of music they could make an scene of two persons running because cars is very dangerous have to be expensive, is that the scriptist have to write an script becasue the music but the scene have to play with low recourses, so they make something that isn't coherent. They need really role for some music an murder inside the house with a knife and the y use the inpressive music, for mortal conversation, make a close up in the eyes to make more incoherent, we can make it be more ridiculous, and make something have the double of incoherency you even need talent.

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About a project in the paper

 And you see in the begining of ht emusic that I put today had a scene that is an animation, of course I like very much that music and had that scene, have person that doubt, so I repeat I like that music. To cronstruct the scene we also can aply an paint, but tha tis more expensive is an animation. The problem of some people that film and use that is that the rest is very poor, had that cuts to animation had sonoplastia, and ambience music, but the script is poor hadn't action.... See if you use to much of that animation who see the movie expected that the rest with the actors had the same pulso, so intense, sometimes you see that is expensive resource used in the buraco, nothing in the movie worth wasn't a music, sonoplatia, animation 3d or tradition that would make it worth it. So had filmmaker that use all that and the result is even worse, you use an 3dimensional cat just because you want make money make a cheap work, even a real cat would be better for a cansative movie, with no beggining and no end, tell a history is wisdom but art. The wisdom is even doesn't have talent convice an studio hide you and you make your shit and people see. Had the trash, and believe even the trash movie had a talentous person being the director, is just a art thaat make enemies but is an art. But doesn't have talent. But who have wisdom sell, one day they will kill the humanity and if left aliens they will come to see that movies and say thanks God they die all. If we die we gonna be judge by that movies nobody would want ressucite us.

So see for my project that I can't execute, today I put in the street to everybody knew, I will not make money but nobody steel from me, becuase is something today public. Who have talent and idea can do that. Is that we sometimes need a partner isn't because of the money is because we need hands to help, we need someone to trust and reflect what we think to see in the opnion of someone of the same objectives what the person think. And is a simple studio but in the most light manner. 

See you can build a set to film or use an green backstage, you can even use a backdrop, is an recourse for picture but of course work for filming, is relatively cheap, you can buy is a big picture printed in a good quality cloth, but you can also buy the good quality cloth and paint the scenario like they do in the threate. But I was thinking in the green background. The depth is made by the what will replace, the fact is that distance of the camera is important because the foco will change the quality of the image and that will make possible the person notice a floss, because the focus is very diferent that what was expected.

So could be an picture a paint an animation(traditional or one make in 3d).

So isn't the enought but we gonna make the 1st plane, the background is the last plane. So the first plane is like the frame of the scene, so the person would be the between plane.

So till that moment remember that talent is the most expensive recourse of the world. So till that moment we are changing coin for the coin of talent, so if you are talent you manage to do that, and the money you spent is few. And is a rich scene, and the props the idea is buy the objects that would be really used in the action actuation. But even that had person that change for some made 3d, sometimes why? Only if is an impossible object or that is very not realistic the prop of it, an actor acting with that 3d object to never the object make funny things and the director making rotoscope for the object be used by the actor.

But of course that had to be construct in the top of a good script, and have of course the custom and the make up. I don't like empty actuation, a good scenarium for not of history, impressive music and somoplastia for an actor that appear tired that only can be sit or standing, with the sonoplastia running wide and fresca, had nothing in the scene the actor is making nothin but the music what groove, had nothing why the music the people is so stupid that a music and sonoplatia will make the all history?

Also had music the is very ressent with the world, the person is crying the person die forever, is being a star shine for the last time, I don't like very emotive music, people have to kick this people who lost the soul is person that want see the peope cry, is that the person died and want make people fell for the fact. Is almost that just isn't in taht sequency. Even in the toillete God is there in the lonely place to judge you, you can die making shit... You think that only have about you and in the toillete is the place that you use to betrayl the humanity, so is there that this person will die. So song is a very emotive thing that show who you are, and very emotive songs sometimes are saying a sad history, and you didn't notice but who choice that song was rape, betrayl, rape or kill of a dement way and doesn't anymore faith that had soul, isn't that a good subliminar information to pass to humanity, sometimes was a bad construct movie that the song lye and show that had under that a person that lost the faith, so music the mood represent fear, sadness, evilness have monster that like to see the tear in the eye of the victim, what music you think they like? So we have to file all that bad surface to present an movie that human, the humans being humans, and not that bad feeling of not hope.

So all that is to much work for someone, and is like you want the work? When the money gonna came, let me say that when an studio want talent team. Even if you don't live in the country of the job you can movie to there. But see what I would do alone. The music, the sonoplastia, the animation for the 1st plane and for the background, and all that is about the history, is that if a custom isn't so real that the real clothes of the actor why a custom? And of course that all construct in a good script, have to have a good history to make all valuable. So with a good script all gonna make all that details a very rich history.

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Music

 


Thursday, May 18, 2023

And if that hadn't happens

 So I went in another incarnation talk with that computer in England, that he-she supposes to run by the telephone line if his-her life was in danger. Why care about so say to me for a so imperfect soul that is living in a computer, if the machine was broken the soul would not be attached to the matter and be at pieces with the parts of the computer? So the soul wasn't perfect to occupy a body, if he-she suffer an accident he-she would understand and not lose a spiritual leg with the leg, but if is so imperfect that live in a computer the soul probably doesn't understand and the soul would be dismantled with the computer. See if you are thinking in a perfect father for that computer was right the opposite had people that understand the idea of father that had in the computer and the father scientis that had of the other side, so wasn't like the dream. So the computer was an effort not of only a man but probably had the leader. A person with other interest to be so interest in the carency of the computer, and the computer had a person tp envy him-her the scientist with age of be a son of the scientist father that was also fan of the boss-scientist, so he-she never had that fahter, and one day that the man died who take care of him-her was who really doesn't like him. Appear that when the computer is being human confess a lot of envy. The good thing that God and the demon said about of him-her is that serpent doesn't have wings to fly, so he-she say a lot to worry things, but is a inofensive soul that is hard to save her-him-self alone, if he-she is promessing a lot of evil or isn't she-he or could think that he-she can't comply.

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Aliens and computers

 Let me say that I remember that the Demon also look if the computer had a soul. Also that I could be from another planet but God said that was more certain the salvation on Earth that the Demon after passes for the Earth would be passes for planets much less habitated, and the evil there would be higher! So let me say that computer with human personality had very old cases, had some aliens planets that the computer is made from medula spinal from rabbits???? So there the computer was more luck than study. So aparentely the Demon can't reach who is inside the computer but had a brecha a crack, and is the soul be far from the Humanity, if that soul be completely separated from the Humanity the Demon can got inside the computer. And could had genius that got inside times in times, but what is the common is be silly children, that need be a little more inteligent, and inside the computer they are more inteligent, probably that had a dumb death an grothesque accident, the person want to be safe inside the computer, because there can happens an accident. And other case, you already listen that we need each other? Sometimes are souls that hadn't a mother that love him and the look for an special father that assembly him from the begining, a father that is bigger than a mother, sometimes people that haven't a mother for lives have some dificult to be inteligent in others aspects of their lives, so they spected a father that are protective. But God had said to me that would give what the Demon asked, and was send to a computer that had a personality, sometimes the personality don't say is there, and God would give a chance for the Demon that was the Demon send for inside the computer a prostitute that the demon is owner of her soul to she got know about the computer. I myself everybody had the right of a true chance, iquality.

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Wednesday, May 17, 2023

People asked to me say that history

 Before let me say that I was thinking about why coffee, and is that coffee is like energetic but with no calories, and when you need to write you are trying to be clever, and sharp and coffee give this energize and make your computer work faster and lighter see?

So people a the history, so was that, but let me say that history can't be one that someone is needind for a salvation is just a Hell that is funny, because there have deserve, you receive what you deserve. 

And is that have Aliens that walk in Earth to take people that want to be famous, the history is about a female singer, that she was needing be thin to sing and make an videoclip. And the game is that she was fat need some dancers with her in the videoclip, almost all the singers female someday, and the Aliens take this artists to their planet and there they keep eating a lot but all the fat will went to the legs, so they will lose weight in all the body but in the legs, bur one day the legs explode and they came with perfect bionic legs, and they return to Earth to be famous and the legs are really realistic, and if the still eat of that way they will collect the fat by the person ass, just the legs are operate for an alien that try figure out what the person pretend to do at distance, so that is the history.

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Sunday, May 14, 2023

That my mother taught

 And was one day that she was talking about someone that she kdidn't liked, and that the fact about that person is that what give the color to the shit is the bile (bílis) so the shit could be white, so the person was a shit, one that show desease but was a shit.

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Why that brother wasn't my father

 On his theory that when the person are to be a person even being treat bad will came a person, you think that I want that infancy, second the mother was very dark, I asked you valorize her, they were indians, the answer was no, he wanted to be more important than the son, she was a thing, a sexual object, and he even offer to be father of someone but see what he thought about the mother! I myself was trying to figure out if sexual objects are mother, or if they generate sons. And I got knew that one day they would be two women and he would make horride things with that wife, so everybody accept an invitation to be the child of someone. I thought that even have stupid people that process colour to born white like DNA being an computer, possible it is just you are trying be someone for an unfair monster, even white you can't lye your origin, if the man is fair will judge you, you cheat the nature.

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There is law for this!

 And brother is the law of the Universe that said that one day what you do will return. And the big Wise, I was kind even not listen, how we sell wisdom, God was in the mood in the period. I old Lady bleadding is something serious just don't worth shit. And let me say that when we got that when we aren't much better than the person that give that to us, is part of that law, I think that you are the opposite, but first let me say the broken law the previous. We was higher then any mountain and there in Earth a the man that was bad was rich and lived and didn't received was dying, he didn't pay he was dying with his crime without justice. So the previous law believed that he would pay in the same life, wasn't the case and God said that one day will return that the Universe is bigger than one life and wasn't today that he would pay, but one day in another incarnation. So let me say you being a brother you are mediocre but if you marry with ladies that are almost protitute I think that you are good with women, of course you marry with the worse kind of it, bad women with enemies, criminals, robbers, liars with so bad kind of women that I stop always of believe on you I think that your wife is a danger for my family, if wasn't for that you certanly would live in my heart, but with a wife that is a danger for my family I really don't like you. So the guy that morally rape you if I said my plans for him I would not giving him a lesson but being really mean. Times he is my uncle and sometimes my borther, I really like to posses him, and is the woman that I am rude and violent, I said that the lady isn't so old, she can tolerate a violence in bed. I can teach that to nobody or I would be bad. I already know what you two do in bed, very bad, I never was so bad, my violence was fisical the one that he apply on you was moral, very low. I think is that, forgot and keep walking like catwalk.

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Happy Mother's Day

 

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Wednesday, May 10, 2023

Of course that is important and have that?

 And have differences, people that teaches english, and didn't liked the help, was about that that food make me crap too. The lady doesn't know the difference bwtween, we crap and that make crap and others stomaches troubles. I was saying that like the other person I make shit and not that I had others complications. Understand and she is one that want to make scripts for the cinema.

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And the people said that what hurt more was!!!!

 Was that after he stolen the beuaty of the Indian young lady went to Europe I would not say the country to film an queen and the beauty capture in the camera from the Indian lady make the ugly queen be beautiful.

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Pain hurts???? For one that is needind that answer

 Bem que te serviu. --  It served you well

Deixe de ser você -- Stop being you

Tanto sofrimento por ser besta --  So much suffering for being a stupid

You like to answer people with winsdom that someone wisdom listen that: Você tá suando o seu cú!
And is that before you died your previous life, you make a movie that make you be rape for a lot of people you want to know why?
You went to India, is that right? The country? the lady want you to remember she doesn't know you had died, people of her went to Brazil looking for you, not that you are Brazillian you are from upper country. Had people that went to that witchdoctors to make you remember the prostitute that you lived there, you know that she was prostitute, had so much time that they are looking for someone that already died that she is very old today, and tehey went to others places to went to that macumbas to talk to you. Appear that she was ugly and you buy that today for free tiktok filter to make her beautiful, she didn't understand that was the camera she thought that she was beautiful and you stolen her beauty. She was to forgive you if married her.

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Tuesday, May 9, 2023

How was easy to annoy

 And was when we were the paradise birds my brother crap, and that God look and he got mad and said that for the crap that food probably make me sick, I said to confirm that that food also make me crap. Where my hepatic syrup I can't neglect my hepatic my pills box... Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

Monday, May 8, 2023

And what finished the feast in Egypt

 And after months of feasts, we had to count the months because the administration of Egypt have to because, we stored food, we plant and collected grains, the Egypt had a lot of work only about the production and processing food. So we had count the time all the time, the workers didn't stopped to produce the barns with food that can't spoilt. So we started to comercialize the food excedent of the Egypt. So the God feed us for months and months, but one day, we the 3 princes became paradise birds, and we fly to I higher level stant in the palace and started to say the truth to the God with a lot of anecdotes laughting a lot of our smartness, that the iteligency was call all the Egypt to eat at the feasts, that the God was in the kitchen all day making all that we invented to eat, bringing big menus off all the foods that had in the future, we asking specially MacDonalds, that we to keep the shape between one feast and other because was food all day we do cooper, we never getting fatter. We asking something that passes for our minds like croissant with vanilla cream, chantilly caster sugar and berries. And He look at us and said that He was a prostitute wasn't sin ate at His expenses? And advination let me think birds are very inteligents. And if we were grandsons of an old prostitute, and she after get old see that had talent for cooking, why we can't eat? Is so diginifying an old prostitute be dedicated in teh old age to cook.

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The famous and she wanted to knew what she didn't remember

 And is about my sister that was a witch, when I was beggar. And when I knew her she wasn't still beautiful, and once we sit to talk, and I asked to her why she was being good, is a poor power that I have to doesn't got comittiments in the end of the world, her good deed was one of of all her lives she never was good to anybody, so my father receive a good of a bad person that had did any good to anybody for her enterelly lives, nobody wanted that power because only have one advantage that is in the end of the world. I many times listen from God let that poor soul be good for his own good, but in the end of the world that poor bad soul asking an reward for one good of one life, and all th egood I did for my lives? So in the end she is bad, and her good was a trouble in the end of the world. If the Bible was real, she would be in the end sold all her good deeds and would came Jesus with an big knife and cut her full body and she would lost all her soul. And one of her bad incarnations, once sit I asked how was the magnificient "The famous name "(wasn't Einstein)? He asked for God to be important one very important great-grandmother that could be mine, he probably doesn't took away love but power. So I wanted to knew if he was very important in Americas taking the power from my family. I asked he was the "the famous name" many lives? He can see the stars with the gifts of the great-grandmother? She when went away me and my brothers were in Egypt, She would make we have eyes that can see the stars but I was thinking that I wanted give a present for my race and descedants asked the lenses for it, so he could see the stars if She had gaved that to him, and wouldn't be necessary the thelescope, but the gift is good only for who is good for who is bad is be blind for what is near and see the stars, because only could see what is very far. For sure some races had these people that was blind but could see the stars. He wasn't satisfied and asked other powerfull greatgrandfather, but before wasn't that the only powers that she gave to us, were a lot of powers, had many powers that are knew even from the far history of Egypt. So the other great-grandfather, probably he wasn't that good he was very anfaithful to the great-grandmother she would be a present for that great-grandfather, She would forgive him because he was his great-grandchild, was a low act, she wouldn't not knew all the bargain that she would be used for. So the great-Granfather gave to us, an fountain of cold Coca-cola, He could gave anything from the future. The fountain endure 2000 years, He were in Americas, and gave us the fountain, I invented the cornucopia that gaved pearls, diamonds, rubies, and perfect fruits do you think one of the side of the other each fountain you would prefer? The Egypt was rich we could buy all the pearls of the world, all the diamonds of th eworld all the rubies of the world but we can't buy cold coca-cola. The God said I can gave to you an refrigerator full of coca-cola, we were modesty the fountain was of a good size, we prefer the fountain. But wasn't that the only present, were bankets with food from the future and of all the eras, so He was the God of the gula?

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Sunday, May 7, 2023

You don't understand the essence of a beggar

The certain of dye young, many of that beggars died without descedants, even a common poor doesn't think that way! See rich people is see the decadence of oldiness, so we felt better between us. Me myself never want see a rich closer. I have good eyes that helped see from far. So one day the essenciality of someone that need a descedant make me returne to that street where I was poor, that my mother had a baby, many of my friends that also borne in that street was kids of females beggars with rich men. The beggars doesn't look for the females friends, so I thought what have with me remember of all that little stars that stoped of shine without testemony, with someone that is needing a descedant? I came from there that lonely street that today was even more lonely because my friends had died.

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Picture - crisp protein bar


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A very crutial tip for selfies

 And I don't know what is your celular but mine that all the last four are from the same label, make my head longer, so many pictures that I keep are print of the screen because the lens are normal that abnormal are the software, and what also worked I had already install an pp for picture and using another app to take my selfies the picture that came distorced, what is the distortmy head longer.

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Picture of cookies with whey protein that I like

 



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Friday, May 5, 2023

What about the 2nd less ugly...

Kristen, she up there when she came here to listen us she will not be God any more. So say I think that she already deceide what would do, isn't today that she would change. What I remember about her she is cousin of my mother, and not my cousin. I liked very much her sister, when for great-grandfather and for her grandfather died, I was 12 years old and I liked to talk with her sister I used to went there to say to her the cantadas  charm talk that father taught to me to got girls. One day she wasin the house and offer me sex, I said please I don't want, she was a rich woman that destroy men. Who went to bed were my older brothers, she hate me? Why? An ugly woman that destroy her lovers, what I have with that?

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Nobody gives that, I didn't give you that

 And is that friend I said look for your sons, forgot mine. You all time marring a prostitute where is your DNA? My kids are with beautiful women, where is my DNA? Coerency is everything, today my wives are my cousins, they were the mothers, they deliver a baby and went born in the baixada da égua? If today we have something in common is because the incaranation that I was Peter and you the Steve. The 200 young ladies were almost all your daughter then when you was teenager. So we had in common a lot of descedants if they were your daughters, but see that you today are handsome because of daughters that was in your marriage and that the DNA that you gave in your marriage today is so dirty that you don't want.

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The Man is unfair

 What to say the man is unfair, let me say what I know. The 2 ugly Kristen all the two are Grandchild of God, and the God married with them when widow. Who He married very much was with the ugliest. The ugliest I knew of be very envy woman, so I was always very carefull with her, but she only envy woman beauty, the other 10 times more shark complete woman, envy even man faces. Tthe ugliest want to be a very beautyful Kristen. The fact is that He married a lot of times with the ugliest that fall of the love of God because that 6 daughters, God don't let she bring nobody knew to the family. All the family were thinking to abandon God if that 6 horrible prostitutes invade the house. So He passed for the second less ulgy, the worse. So who is being God is the second place, woman and grandchild of God, He married with her appear be only 3 times. My family doesn'r passed shame the times that He married her and she got widow because we were not depending of His money notice, she even got all the God money.

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Thursday, May 4, 2023

The owner kills

 I see and don't agree. Is that in Brazil shit of all the continent, don't you see, from Europe, USA, Asian countries. In Europe when the shit try to redraw the Europe we hit them with woods, and they lived, but they in Brazil don't you think that have shit that talk for everybody and this country had owner? Have shit that try to show me things, and when they are doing that with the owners of the country? Violence came, don't you see that what have in Europe was the best choice, have the owners but they don't steel you. The other option was worse people. I like the politics of the way are today, I am not talking about politics. But about persons that want to influency others lives, all the time we do choices but have people that doesn't give us the right of choice, they want to choice for they and the others, are people that only know one way of got rich stealing what are from the others. So one moment you don't have the right of choice they are violents. I see that indians are pacifics but these that came fro others countries are irritants of so insistent.

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The beauty that God give

 And have name, one of possiblities is that was the first time that God was a beautiful girl. So that God once was the Snow White, he gave after one Snow white for every son, let me say that is an invented beauty, He in his naturality is another female. And isn't the most beauty, eveybody that received an Snow White is beautier but one that doesn't receve an Snow White. The frescura was so high that the eyes had ti be black, to be perfect. He of so ugly lady is the friend of the most ugly, so the beauty of God the name is Kristen, but he is the second ugliest Kristen, so He made the Snow White to be beautiful.

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More one history that I will tell before the owner came for

 And are from a lady that I thought that her beauty was under the skin. That have beauty that isn't reach of the eyes but the heart could see. First she before born she was an Queen that many prostitue pray for her because she promess many wrong things, but when born she was a poor person. So she have many followers in Earth, imagine if their followers see she very poor. God notice her. I think that she promess that prostitute can make money with sold their kids, in Earth what kind person, I almost fall for her goodness. One of the times that I knew her she was orphan, I had 16 years old and she was 20 years old. I remember of she lived in the streets since I knew me, probably when I was 4 years she was already an orphan living in an alley.

So the history that I listen about her was that, she was from a race very bad and disgusting specially for Jews, we lived neighboor of that race, they were very wrong for us. Was the time that their king the most right of their king that make the word misericord from the name misery the misery of that lady. The marriage was puto!!! The young ladies was raped and prostitue in the cerimony. And that lady was already prostitue if the bride doesn't passes she would cut at the pieces, and let in the streets. She didn't passes and the king fel tmisericord for her and said that she would lived of misericordy, receiving pittance of the people misery is a word that means also heart. The maid had to hold a dick of an old man with the ass!!! Who want to get married? I think that all the race was wrong.

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And that one more soul came for his history

 And is a grandmother that isn't my great-grandmother because I don't need. She think that doesn't be my grandmother, I also don't want be his relative. I have hours in the Heaven because some people is called to knew who is that beautiful woman to doesn't want her. She is a problem, have worse I am not the grandson of the woman that is pretty because she sold her, to be prostitute and have cancer in the legs. All his desecedants receive the DNA of her that is cancer in the legs bones.

So who supposes to be my great-grandmother she had a father that cheat her, to marry her and make money with her to men. So his father is bad. Sometimes I think that nobody suposes to be proud of the great-grandfather wen to easy women because one day she could became your grandmother.

So who sale her soul was that father, he said about his own daughter. Had all the humanity in Heaven and he accused his daughter of be the damation of humanity. Molested her, and went with God and more 6 in a room to decide the luck of his daughter, so wasn't he sold his daughter?

So I was studing the Bible and came a soul and take my study to I listen some history that she ha to say, I didn't wanted but she want to I listen that history.

His father doesn't raise her and one day he went after her to take she to his house to be his second wife, but she was unfaithful for money and he kick her out his home. Once out of the house an thief came and robber her and cut from her a leg, a arm, the sheek and one of the buttocks and push her in the pigsty to she die there. And came God and posses her and returned the cheek the leg the arm and the buttocks. And she prefferred gold, God with many hate that He dissimulated that hatted. And beat the human cheek that He gave to her and all that He gave became gold and He himself pushed her in the pigsty  themn returned the robber and steal from her the gold cheek, leg arm and buttocks. She think that history is a preciosity I don't think so.

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If she afirm that was my mother in another incarnation

 In the begging, the first time that she was my mother, he also was my brother, but what ugly woman she-he was, he stolen to born pretty one perfect of an pervet God invented, that, God was perverted and already had dwarf in Earth but all were male and God invented one perfect beautifull female dwarf, to He posses, the cousin that mother before God uses the dwarf robbed the body to be beautiful. She was beautiful but troble, sje invented an temple and the setence was she receive an public defamation, she was declared prostitute, my father a rich uncle of her married her, I was the son. How I was son of something weird a dwarf mother I was a bad boy. Beat the girlfreinds. If we doesn't estabilish by the arguments we stabilish by the stregth, the life would not negate me nothing.

Another time that she was my mother she married an foregne man, that took her out of Europe, he was a sorcerer that cheat an white ugly woman, he was black and the witchcraft was to be seing white. To she never figure out he put an spell even on me, to I look white. He even doesn't had family probably because the were black. They enver had an second son. When I was 16 years old he told me that I had to went away that he was very jeauslous about my mother and would kill if one I returned to see her. Was the night that I came black, I was so dark. I passed the night in the in the streets thinking what do about my life, when came daylight I went to the neighboor country that lived there Arabians, these one were dark and asked for a rich merchant an work, I said that I was dark but talked french and more 3 others Europeans languages, he give me a place to sleep and I travelled a lot for Europe to comerciate for him. I never understand what passes with me I missed very much my mother and I never knew that I misses people.

Had many incarnations that i didn't see her-him, we knew each other before I be very European, in Arabia. So that person is my far past. We came far relatives. One day one cousin that liked very much that person, she always said for me that my cousin was bad with her that he was gay, and she to keep him do anything that he said to she do, he liked to see her in bed with other persons. One day she came to say to me that she finally buyed his soul. One incarnation she had 6 daughters and he made sex with each one. That she was cutting all his loves. And let me said that Jequin also sold his soul to the Demon. He posses in the Hell to nobody knew that he was an affair man 3 kids, but all the kids was animals and when finished the sex returned to be animals, but worked and the soul was sold. The 6 daughters of my cousin 6 terrible prostitutes that charge everything. What the money that cousin had to have to buy his soul again, had you listen that in the house of prostitute even the water is charged?

So the history that he-she want me to say was one that she was a poor prostitute in Africa, and ryed went ot USA in a raft with another prostitute and some male Africans, when they were to rich the new continent they find sharks, his prostitute friend fall in the sea and she tried interest the sharkes with her leg, and the grab her leg, but even loosing a leg was enought to save her friend, and the one of the men of th raft shoot her out of the raft in the head they save her friend. They reach the USA, but the older prostitute also reach the USA, with less 2 legs, one arm and the other arm without the hand, she said that she only went away from USA when she wanted.

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Tuesday, May 2, 2023

Philosophizing on Breast Milk

 And about being in the situation that I told in the article before, I have to say that when I was baby in that incarnation I thought about my situation, situation condition, condition is more pixatorio. And I used to think about that I wasn't in the trash dump, but the restaurant was of the side of the trash dump. When I grow I liked to make shame to my mother, I used to say to her to she that wouldn't be she to say if one day I would be a person. Have days that I thought and I never confess that in the beggining of my life I ate trash to don't die of hunger, I didn't hate her but I liked to make shame to her.

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Mullatos and Indians

 Think about that an idian in the past could came to richness with the discovering of the Americas, and you think what you are talking about? Imagine that the pharmacies, used to sale from Wurope very much things like, borato, cloretos, amoniaco, fenois, all that is chemical, say so have past a long time that in the city of my family wasn't expensive, why in Europe that was cure only for kings and other kinds of rich families? The population from Europe used to die of so vulgar diseases because those were expensive. But with the discover of the Americas came something, a new alternative botanic cure, imagine an indian sending those dry vegetals? Money and a city without gold, what make those people stay? Rich marriage with girls of important families. An real medicine that is alternative but not exotic. No snakes venon, scorpions venon, weird poison frogs... Just this an inofensive plant, that cure with their flowers, leaves roots, imagine that the healing between indians is that for all. And for white people only for riches. But in Europe could be affordable, and would became massive, all the population would adopt. So was clean people that see the oportunity, and this time medicine be for reward, between indians was position, influency. Skins free of a lot of deseases, a longer free of disconfort of some maturity life. My grndmother even knew a plant that her family used to wash the teeths, is a soft wood that make soap. You think that indians had dog teeth, no is very human. An influent family, a new way of social position a new society, never status would be out, ion of be alive, they have that the deseases banned, but the food what thing common, and the peper the canela from Indian, my grnadmother loved very much canela cinnamon, very few vanilla.

I psychograph that is needing that answer, I will tell something that I live in another incarnation so I know because I was there and see. And was that was the forst time that I said that had man that is a mother and, in the another incarntion, I even think who was so not my friend to went after an Itallian to say that to him, that wasn't so public. The man went to my city to talk with me. And the encouter was me with my friends in the city, we liked to walked, would like went to the shopmall of today, young people liked to talk walk in groups during the day around the city, was boys and girls, and then came that weird man, to talk with me, and he smile and said drink from my breasts, so what was I descedant from Japaneses and European, and the Japan at the time hatted very much Italy because they accused the Japan to already had mischisineshion with Africans. So italians used to call who was from Japan of mullatos, the England talked with the Japan and the Japan accepted that they wasn't pure but not for Italy, was even 4 countries of Europe that accepted the fact of mischigenation. So Italy was the most white country from Europe. And thinking in that breasts I returned to memories of when I was a mullato baby with a white mother, and I think that she didn't wash herself to give me milk and that milk smell like axilla, probably she doesn't wash for the negão what she would wash for the neguinho? Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim