What I think of that kind of love

I don't like the possession of the incest, once I was killed to don't possessed a a daughter that was mad for me, I had before born bet with a wife that I never would ´want a daughter even if she want me, and she said and if the daughter was her that she would seduce me and I would fell, I said that she find that mother I wouldn't matter of be her father, in the incarnation I had 2 daughters, and I was with 40 years and the older was 20 years older, I was an inventor, before I was very rich, so my invention wasn't famous was from a rich guy that was famous to be rich, I was of a family of inventors so with the early age of 40 I already had a laser gun that I made, have the intelectus desenvolved and start the project constructing even the pieces I was very young to have one, was one that you sit in the machine and the machine have controls to direction and target, and my daughter was saying that want me, the daughter  that have 20 years old, I said that I loved her I was her father and I would not posses her, we was in my laboratory so she sit in my laser gun machine and theatren me that she really wanted, I said that a father don't posses his daughters, she said that she would shoot with my machine I said daughter if you shoot with that I would die, she shoot me anyway. I probably desintegrated, because I only remember of have travel in time, by a tunel, was a very unpleasent travel, in the end where I was I was spill even out of my castle, I look was funny all around was a feeling of displacement, I saw my home and went to there, I find the youngest she was still so young that I never would discover how many years was in the future, I wanted before went away to see the older daughter, when I find her she was obviously with 60 years old, she piddle when see me, she said that she was repetant of kill me that she never wanted nobody that she passed her life alone that she never married, I grabbed and thuw her of the way I used to do with my kids when they was small, I said that I was walk by the neighboor to see how the world went and I would return, I felt so sad to see my daughter old and alone I thought after leave her that I wanted to see her happy and married and not alone and old, the two was with financial problem, when I returned she had cried a lot, and I possessed her because that in that day was very important for her and for me was just to keep a promess, don't posses her I was doing good only for me, a promess can't be more important that her well. I fixed their problem in less than a month, I even didn't like the time that I was in my time and didn't like the one that I travel I liked less, so I was thinking to travel again, I deep found about my daughter, but I don't felt any sexual interest on her and the other was eternaly a child for me, I was comunicated that she was pregnant of me with her 60 years old that my son would take care of the mother and of the aunt, was that I disapear without fit their life, had a lot of money and no reason to they be poor, they was troubled to I don't prepare their future, and 40 years after was the enought to they have a completely mess in their life. I think is that way marriage wasn't in the life of everybody if I find my two daughters single, they was without father very young to mark their marriages, don't married don't make defective people just single, and descedants maybe I could one day travel without that baggage, isn't what I expected but was the way I travel that day, so I travel again and that time I passed in Heaven because I again climb with body, but I preferred stayed in Hell, I was nervous with the bad energy that I felt in the more recent Era, I was trying to forget something that make me nervous but I can't know why. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim