This sacifice is for whom

 First before beginning, let me say that one time a person that have years that I doesn't talk with her said, I said to her something that my mother told me that was something like conviction, that things that came from our roofs, like folklore, familiar superstition, even I am saying that what my mother told me she said that was stupid, how hatted her I wanted all the bad things for her. I don't respect who doesn't respect mother or family. 

And about the sacrifice. And that about write, that woman-man asked me to write but after came my friend and ask the same so the sacrifice are still for my friend. And the other sacrifice that the woman-man still not for him-her because the flogging he-she convince me isn't enough to help my friend, so even what surpass isn't for the woman-man. My mother had said for me that have things that we just let at the side is for the hund, meaning the demon, is like that this the food waste, make the demon happy and make him came close from you, the dictate is leave your breads crumbs for the dog kind don't do that because the demon could came, a dog that eat bread, the demon is another dead soul he swollow but it would came of the other side in one piece, like that hamburguer that people asked what is that desease, is a dream? Is only that you are making the demon near you and he sollow the bread but would came of the other side without be digested. See like God used to ask sacrifices the Demon also asks for sacrifices. Doesn't make the bread be his flesh? I don't know what commitment is for that unconcious sacrifices, but of course has. People someone asked to answer that, good example his cousin buy an hamburguer but how she wanted to be lean give a bite and throw an modesty expensive food in the trash can without even think in give it to an poor person like the cleaner. She even is the kind that but disgusting things in the bread to humiliate who wanted to take out from the trash can, she was the one that taught that can put an piece of glass in the food before put in the trash, because nobody can eat her trash, she think that who take things from the trash is stealing, if you don't understand my opnion I am against who behave that way, so is a crime kill a beggar, and this isn't an accident but a premeditated murder. You don't know the idendity of the victm, if someone put poison in a wine glass in party people understand is a crime, and was for anyone that had the unluck of got the wrong wine goblet. 

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The problem of that old woman

 Know that you came in, I was saying the problem of that old prostitute, say that name in the title. Is that bitch want to kill someone of so tired, confused and mistaken. He wanted to me knew things that only make good for him.

A man called woman could be the demon. He asked me a lot of chat, and after the next day more work, I said nobody read a person that write without an porpouse I gonna loose all my followers, go bother another person. I asked all I write doesn't serve for nothing? All the histories that I write was because I knew the person in life. In the end I write my life next that person

The first time he tried talk with me was because my friend said that he need an effort from me, a small sacrifice after a long day of Christmas, my friend asked me came out of the bed and walked all night long, I did it in one moment he said is enough. So the other that is the demon asked me to I give him also the same sacrifice just 3 times more I didn't do it, didn't give any. Imagine you with your wife came the same flesh, is that a sin is wrong. I never married by a full ceremony. For descendant of Jew that wasn't conforme my parents blood. Me came flesh with my wife? That part was dismissed always.

So about miracles, once in the past past, God asked me to from distance save a kid, the miracle was very migered, the only thing I could do was make the mother see a wall of fire to the kid go after the servant of the school to ask to be taken to the police.

Was that the cafetina of the mother that helped her to put the kid in the school with the money of a cafetina of another country. After 2 months of expensive school the cafetina said that she owe her 1200,00 that she bring her kid that one night she would make so good use of the kid that the debt would be all payed. The mother since the beginning of the day was so nasty with the kid that the kid was suspicious. The cafetina also explained that she had put her daughter in the prostitution, she hadn't mercy for nobody. But wasn't only one the second the mother was even harder, I acquive make her after she put the hand on the fire that wasn't there make her blind for seconds. I talk with the kid this when the servant take you to the police is your choice say the truth or lie there, because this one even think about lie. If you say that your mother is good the police would think that you are regret of first lie and will think that your mother was always good. And God tried make a miracle even bigger for a bad kid, when I knew how bad was the kid, I thought and God understood that I wasn't God to someone put in test my power. So God make a blindness in the mother that were 3 days, after 3 days the mother passed the headache kept and the blindness thought that was a temporary illness and took the kid to wash its pushy in the prost... God made a bigger miracle but doesn't think in the end. I today think that the miracle glue well for that ones that really want it. But also you see how they are small... God saved in this era and in other eras because He doesn't believe. So He doesn't know if was of a present life or He travel to the past.

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And have who try take words from doesn't have

 First doesn't try think that know of who I am talking about. And is that the cats always return to the crime scene. Have you listen that the so care the cat is he dies for the curiosity? So when return isn't dye for the guilt that he tried get rid of? So I think inteligent and tender is me. We always have patience to listen tha thte person isn't guilt but in the end, why he returned? So think that the person is fool of think that would receive the forgiviness that receive when was very young when commiting the same crime when old.

And also friend walk with my enemy and you gonna be blame for the crime of another, because her friends today are men that used her when she was young, and you gonna receive the blame of them, in my city have this kind of person that kill another man. Once you receive the guiltness of a pedophilian they kill you, once a read that an stupid only have his mother to cry his death, because nobody respect or like an stupid man.

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Who lived that? That passed.

 When I was 11 and half I studied english during night, my parents also study in the same time, just in other classroom. I had a relative that tried convince me to be friend of his friend, I said that I didn't wanted, can you imagine that probably wasn't very hard someone invade that English school that was in a old family house? I looking for them I think that he even of far had the only age she said. I said I don't want know his friend, she said Rute you have to be polite, people can't read thoughts, I thoughts want you think vovó, grandmother in the meaning old prostitute. I look without interest and doesn't reply and try find be in a place with employees of the stitution, like near the secretary that answer the phone calls. Some older girls that doesn't talk with me apear in the school during day to say that was kind of a party. I make it up that was dumb and doesn't like parties. One said that my relative only got sex with married men, and them give to her cents. People try came close to me to say to I change my mind I thought like love like Jesus, doesn't love me, one that was the handsome came and said that give a second chance to me, I was this time polite and said that I didn't wanted to be to that parties. So about that that lived in my dreams, so you didn't save me... She was a cafetina, if depend of you what would be of me... Is hard be nice with me? One day one real life cafetina came to say that my relative was a problem, she doesn't like people pushing down the price. I said that if have something that I wanted was that my relative doesn't hold a fart. She went away think that was a good idea.

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An advise that I think

 I say single. An married actor run after a diretor, also married but better. The old in my life is me I the future, who want to be bitch.  But me single and without sins. Is that the world is a trash can one day you can fall inside. So is better be in the top of the wave then be drained. The day still don't came to me

But I am afraid.

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Directors and movies

 My impression, about one director that he never wanted surpass his great movie "The sleep Head", I know that is a wonderfull movie that worth alot to see, and he have another that is about sex appear that are comedy kind the Monty Pithon, and are 60-70's. And the other maybe is something that I listen when I was very small but he had an theory about TV, in my mind he said something like Forest Gump, so see someone else make with sucess his theory isn't very flaterring for him. I think that Forest Gumpy probably is agood movie is just is alittle messy and confused, I think that wasnt intentional but the dfect of the movie.

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And she and the best Jew

 She declared that the best of three was, Woody Alen to Steven Spielberg and Roman Polansky. And I said that the others were more handsome! She compared I gona say the name in portuguese becasue the reason is in the title in portuguese. She said that the Rosa purpura do cais do Wood Alien was better than the Rosa Purpura do Steven Spielberg, I said that she travel the movies haven't nothing in common besides be directed by Jews directors. And she said that the Roman Polansky were worse than the two. I loved his movie the Fearless Vampire hunter and the one that I didn't see but very famous Rosimary Baby, a classical of his gende, she said that he was the kind, at the time that wasn't so confirmed, I even didn't said that who was in a TV serie like that was the Errol Flynn.

And she asking about the movie that Jodie Foster directed, I ddin't liked, she was making exhausted her beauty that hadn't fall, but the movie wasn't the Ladyhawke. My father liked her in the movie the girl of the end of the street. Imagive my father single in the beggining of her carrer probably she was very foxy. My father also was fan of Madona and Olivia Newton Jonh, my mother all blond why you married me?

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So old so fake

 So say to me if that person can really be film critic, also I liked very much the "critic" of the HBO, he was critic of cinema and divorced was very cool. So about the lady, she said hated very much the Robin Hood with Kevin Costner, was becasue she loved the one with Errol Flynn, isn't she old? And the music was with Brian Adams, for her all ugly, my fahter bought some Dvd of Brian Adams because that movie. Had one that was a lived concert. So she didn't sopped there. She said that the movie Lancelot with Richard Gere was much better, make even she got horn, Richard Gere and Sean Connery... I see a lot of movies with Sean Conery my father are his fan since 007, my father saw his movies for decades.

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And was accepted just this time the witch and God

 And remember the history that the women rule the world? So this time the witch said that she accepeted the lose but not this twice. That I said that my borther asked to the women rule the world and was the world only have one man and in the end was two. That the only Jews that was almost all females, but one run to one island to save him of the rage of the bigger race humanity that see the man in the cave very old. I some months knew that my brother gaved that incarnation to another soul the prince of France that was my father when I was a beggar. But he receive the body with a speciallity that my brother put there. He wanted that the women rule, so my father of that incarnation borned man besides had 2 X and not a XY, so this way he only would have daughters. And the intention was he live centuries, and one day he would make another special man with XX, but something that only happens in centuries. What happens was that my father me and another that I was very friend we was the firsts sons I mean daughters but you remember the rest Ok, but what happened I said that I turned man and put semen with a spoon in the pussy of the sister. The Ycame from my soul, for me God is genetical, and I descend of that DNA, so I had Y because I had in the soul, my sister wanted three babies and all them were male. She said that God had a factory of do Y and that wasn't the bet, that the Y need be sacred and not something that is produced that way, need at least 200 years and got be slashes of 200 years till became sacrade.

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The witch and God

 And in that incarnation that I was beggar in France. I had to explain to a wizard, why the time with his power I could make appear 30 hours. He thought that I change the planet, but was because I knew the sciency of paralles. In another life very older, I was prince and with 15 years old God took me away to an parallel. I lived there 15 years I got out there with 30 years old and the world had passed 200 years. And that was becasue an witch would kill 3-4 royal lines. God send there to be one from the family. How the witch took 200 years to accomplish she lived more then 200 years. God in Earth said that He was very bad, in the parallel He said that the witch was more powerfull then He. But she never dreamed with the parallel.

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That could be thing of a mad lady

 And when I read the Bible before be kidnapped I listen the history of the far past of a prostitute that, put a key in the ass of the son and twist saying that close the body of the son, and the baby was rape in the ass for one of the clients of that woman, what is the meaning of that history?

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Have who waits for the crash and who for the salvation

 And is that let me say first, but wait for what came after. Let me said that I receive an information that my father when I was beggar had the body open. His body was open when he said for their parents about that daughter that was older than me. What saved him at that time was his father said that nobody got close of him, that his punishment was a person that nobodies like. When his father went away, and he got me to live in his home, I listen that a lot of rich families were murder inside their homes, all. That I was afraid of a open door, specially at night. He put in all doors lock with key, for the employes was a latch and for him a beautifull lock with a key in his bedroom door. The messager said that the bad got inside this way. The person had the key of the house. Then the body got opened. Also at that time I create that would had time of the day that the door would be opened to if someone need talked with the prince went and talked with an employee. I think I called that routine. And of course that an beggar you can came after him that way, he doesn't have a key to loose to you. But about all that, let me say that an UnitiVixeMadam said when I child that all the coins, the medals and crosses that aren the cross of Jesus, were sins and she would break all, I think that she passed a decade in witchcraft to they be powerless front the demon. And today I think that she is trying breaking even of Jesus.

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The moral of a history that haven't nothing with me

 Before everything guy, we were friends, but is the far past, you sold something to be of another race. Of the other side we still live in that Hell for Europeans that are descedants of Jews. And the moral of the history was that priest said for a negligent fahter that if you give a book to your son you gonna have a son that would suport you when you be old. And you give to him that book that he took the idea of got the money of the demon travel in the time put the money in your hand before sell the soul and got save. And the moral was that after you die the priest say that you gaved the wrong book.

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Others eyes in another lives

Sometimes we see the future to don't change it. Sometimes I ask myself, supposes to be an chance but isn't!

And was that beefore that incident in Germany, and after that in England, maybe just after England I born in Greecy. The incarnation of England is very old, I was in the old Greecy. And I write to the teather I earned more money than a doctor. And I write a play that had about with the future and not the past, I thinking I even that way would do that way? I was engaged at the time. I had a little of blood of indian, people used to say that men with beautifull eyes are careless with women, they came very easy for the beautifull eyes. Indians had beautiful eyes, my fiance was a little indian like me, she just had blond hair and I liked that very much. And I was very young and a lady was criticizing my play, I almost cry because the play doesn't copy the life of nobody.

The history was of one centaur that borned, the Hell for Greeks was full of them, and in the beggining of the History his mother a rich woman said that was to not reveal the ideddity of the fther because was a rich man that was the demon. And the history he got engaged with a young woman specially because he was rich, but in the end she abandon he in the day of the marriage to run away with another man. The case of the centaur was because God had one eye in the forehead besides the others two eyes and people had two eyes making them bidirecional, and the centaur had only one eye in the place of the reasoaning. The rest of the history was that even being rich he went after she after the 3 days of her marriage, to be humble and humiliate himself asking her to return to him, and he said to her that he wanted she back that he was still in love that they could be happy together, and his husband violentily by the backs, grab the centaur and blind him in the only eye. He went away very humiliated, and at home in the underground of the house remember that who was his father, that he never see before and asked for revenge, Jews bored me because had God and in the future his son, believe! And the father returned his vision. And he only wanted to revenge a coward man that blind a man humiliating himself, the conversation with the father was very interesting, talking of preferred son, see. I was saying also that a father never harm the son, imagine that the demon is a good father and a mediocre fahter, with deep sins talking about justice?

And the fact was that till that date a lot of men was abandon in the marriage day, because the lady run away with another man. And the lady was saying that was his life, my bride was very jeaulous, and doesn't wanted any risk of I give up about the marriage, and when the young lady of England went away of the Officina the theatre was in another place, all about the plays was in a Oficina, she threaten the other with a knife, and run after she till the limiar of the city.

And the future that I dreamed, just didn't knew exactly how was, see was trust in a good girl and almost die, because she didn't love me anymore. Was in Italy, in a era that Italy was much more rich than England. I was a felty rich boy, that people said that I was perfection, than people asked to I show my dorse take of the blouse, to show in a arena to girls see a normal perfect boy. I married with one of many that wanted, I was so faithful, I was a little Jew but completely Catholic. And after my wife had in the marriage 3 sons with me she run away home, and the home employes told me that she run away with another man. I already had construct in the house an chapel, and passed to pray all day to she returned to me and to the kids. My mother said to me that I supposes to went after my wife and bring her home, she send to say that she was sorrow that the man was rapping her. Believe the man was only a person that was envy of me, and only wanted anything from me, and she fall in his lies. I invade his house looking for her fight against 8 but none was him and got her, prisioned in a room, and I was returning home with she in the arms and when I was very near of my house, the man that was hide all the time, poisoned a knife and stibe me that was holdin the wife in the arms and run away. My mother felt so guilt, sent my wife out home that she returned to his parents, and doesn't let her care my sons. I almost die. I move to another country because I didn't wanted to remember her face, my sons preffered me. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

And they gonna make tha tmovie

Calm down, I got tired of write in a foregine language, and got tired of reedit and reread to see any floss. Write isn't to me like talk, is hard and make got tired.

And the movie, the girl stack someone in the balls!

Is because the script have to explain why a girl controlled a man with a small knife. The man had only one eye and she pushes a knife in the only eye of the man. She tried to run away from him and he grab her trying to fing her neck to strangle her. 

I think that she was from Germany and me also, when I listen the history I wanted to marries her. In the police the two girls was release because a man lost a fight for 2 girls, the police chief said that he was sissy. 

And thinking we cant married like a princess and a prince. Was that when we were princess and prince in another life in England she abandon me to be funny.

When we find after she and her friend went to the police, I asked if she was the brave girl of the history. I was the kinf of boy that pass the day out home, and she used to passes the out home to late night. So I passed to got out home at night to find her. So we met and she said that he had a small dick and she didn't wanted lose her virginity with him, that the size was small even to fuck a small bird common in Germany. That was her time, her friend already had passed a night with a man. And she had a bigger dick, what you think, I would not show my dick in the street to she say, so I said touch minha mala and say if you need a bigger. We married just after the marriage was faster then in anothers countries. She used to say thashe didn't blind him she half blind him. And he was taken by dead. One day he went to visit us. I said to him that he was considered dead, that he didn't know play dead, dead people doesn't appear, he replied that I was right. He said that he was blind, I asked what happens with his occular globe, he answer tha he removed it, I said so sorrow I opperate eyes, I was good doctor so bad you went to one that remove. We in Germany could make one specialization without the whole medicine. He listen my wife voice and said that he think on her I said don't think on her she is my wife, he agreed and went away. 

So when in the previous incarnation that we were princess and prince, we married with different persons, one day she got regretead of abandon me and the only thing that I thought about that, was that even a prince dream with the honey moon with a beautifull princess and I married with the ugliest one of England and was horror movie consumate the ugly wife. People used to say that we were the perfect couple two swans. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

You everybody can constroy him-herself

 Of the beggining to be an efficient complete citizen, that have the duties but receive your rights.

When you see the other you see yourselve, when you got touched by the others problems you are a sensitive person, and you see that have injustice, was that way for me. I see that have injustice in the world, and I wished for a better world, a fair one. So today I know also that I heve my rights. And was to see when I was a kid that just a little older kids than me are in the traffic light asking money or in the market packing, soo I always see that have rights and that people doesn't receive liked it. I thought that could be anybody there, maybe the life of a wonderful person that born in a poor family. There was an worker, there was a kid that had worries with a poor mother and had to return to home with money, no matters how young was him. Burnt for the sun till got almost black. In a fair world the suffer is lower and is for everybody. There was an human, and you can talk with him-her is just another person living a hard life, with the worse and better professor the life.

The world have their values, the problem when the values are unfair, making the judgment be unfair, a better world is one that the person are recognize for their effort, good will.

Also see all that taught me something, is that I listen a history of a friend, she prejudice very much one she is from the foreign, so even you finding a person that know me personally, you can't know who she is and who is the person that was prejudiced, in the maximum you can know a history that is very similar. And was that she was visited for friends from school, and were two sisters and they bring the younger brother. She lived in a house and also she was alone, their parents were in the work, and she said for his friends that she can't let their brother got inside the house, and the older sister got inside her home leaving the borther outside the house in the sidewalk. After some time, a beggar hit the boy in the head and make sex with him. Let me say that happens because, have people that doesn't have iniciative, and the other persons notice that. And when the person notice that used to abuse of them. Can't have kids in the streets asking money? Even much more younger than the brother of the friends of my friend? I have to say that the normal is sit in the side walk, and make face of who is understanding the situation, and people would tend to if got close of you is to help. Of the way I was I would say to my sisters you have the obligation of return with me to home now, you can't be playing inside a house when I am in the side walk. Have other, I had knew that he was 10 years or older, he could remember the way he did with the sisters to that home and got the buses that leave to his home.

So let me say when we are kids is when we started to see all around to be smarter. The way that we do all days, what our parents do to pay the market. What people commonly do when need something, what words our parents used to talk with different persons, with the bank cashier, with the market cahsier, with restaureant waitress, with the employees of public spaces, or hotels, special that when we notice that we aren't anymore in our city, is a fun but an worry because, kids of our age dies of a lots of accidents that only kill kids. So we can't only depend of our parents, we have to pay attention, when our parent use money, when they use card, what the people talked with them, what kind of calls an adult make, that make me remember I had a so intteligent friend, and one day she listen his father datting in the phone. I had one friend that I didn't like her very much, I listen his talk with her maid, they talked of a way that she never would be understand for no one but the maid, she was infatile, and only the maid understand her, kind of mimiimiimi, mean something, whenwhenehwen mean she didn't liked the rest was for a dog understand. The professor said when she be older she would had a face of an old woman of make mugangas to talk.

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Free and naked

 Had someone listen that from the day I born I am in advantage, because in that day everybody born naked and today at least the cloth of the body the person have.

Is that if we have at least the clothes of the body, today could be the day of start all over again, is that nobody is so low, because at least clothes everybody have, doesn't people dressed naked people? You don't need nothing more than your will (vontade - the will of start) of start, you don't need money, a house, a wardrobe full of clothes, can you have lose everything, can miss everything in your life. Is that we have to don't give up of ourselves. When everybody abandons us, and nobody cares about us at least have one person that trusts in us, and are we. Sometimes the dramaticity comes suddenly, but the feeling of self-preservation is born with the person, already exists. This is because I didn't like women that cry for men, they don't love themselves, don't think like a man, a man doesn't think one day the woman of my life will come and give me money, and I will be lean, handsome and younger than I never was before. The men are more humble, if they are failures they think was me wasn't the other. They accept the fact that they failed, sometimes is the first step, when more early, more early you gonna react to get out of the pit, but at least he had hope in himself that he would fight and he would come to some place, even if he had only his body clothes.

In another incarnation, I picture in a movie the life of a man that lost everything near middle age, was humiliated, and in the end, he could receive the money that he inherited from his mother, but that only came after he constructed his life, he was cheated by the lawyer, the lawyer put him in condition of dependent and locked him, is question of title if the lawyer is your attorney or guardian, an attorney admistrate your property and rights and a guardian take care of you because you have lost that primal right, you can be owner but you can kind don't touch sometimes even use you can be expropriated. He had a very rich family. But things like that happens.

I was thinking at least I am humble. And nobody humiliates a humble person. So I thought that I wasn't in that danger, the person of the history also wasn't a pretentious person, but he didn't pay attention on his life. So let me say about the movie I did, his descendants were the first to want the movie done, with feeling, with fineness.

Why is so near of the persons. He was the only son of a rich woman, he was raised without a father, maybe his mother was a feminist? Rich only wanted a man to get pregnant, and born a boy. He in the school, he was a genius! He was a brilliant student, let me say something about my mother used to say, and was that about another person, that he was so brilliant that was dumb, "abestado". But his life was never walk in the city, all the time car with a chauffeur, with his mother doing all for him, the babysitter doing all for him,  maybe his mother thought that she would live forever and the intelligent son never had to listen about lawyers and things like that, rights legal affairs, he never took care of subjects that was the money, or properties of his mother. And his mother was very dumb, to save money, she sent away the corporation of lawyer the money was high really need all that lawyers to take care, an office like a institution is more respectful, trustable, and reliable, for one lawyer, when she died his son depend of that lawyer, that made the documents that he wanted to make the rich guy sign, he even doesn't knew what was he was signing after his mother's death. He was very dependent of all that employees making everything for him, even a simple shopping in a market, he never had did, he never had paid directly anything, and he never touched the money. So he had a humiliating life after his mother's death. So this is for everybody, some people are very dependent on their parents, isn't a question of age. Isn't a question of decency, had people that don't know talk with people that aren't their employees, say to the employee talk with him or her, this is too much, this humiliate young people, in my school had persons that walked with the babysitter and say to the babysitter to talk with us, an old lady to talk with kids that were almost babies, don't you think that scare and humiliate? With the babysitter long talks... So that is a bad person and doesn't have anything about the movie. I was saying that I was a humble person, and I do things of a normal life because is the right of everybody, so what is the pain? For a person that never made a buy alone, I think that could scare, and the person humiliate her-himself to someone do that for him-herself, I never understood, and I saw. I think that we have to communicate with other people, so one day when things got hot people gonna see me jump the wall to be mix with ordinary people because the explosion is from the other side, my mother taught me that we have to know to talk with the persons she said that was to shame a kid that doesn't know talk with the persons, only know talk with who you know isn't enough, so she put me on the arms and saied say to the seller what you want, hold the money and give it to the cashier and now receive the change. Have people that are poor and even have money for people make these simple things for them, a person who is that incompetency people told me that when she got with a poor body she was sent to a worse place like "serra pelada". She was poor she was prostituting herself to someone talk with a seller for her and make a buy for her, that person when need the intermediary went to a jewelry, the intermediary buy in a pedlar any junk, like a watch. So she was cold-bloodedly plucked.

Let me say that had two situations that people doesn't know but the person could go to the asylum, had another solution? And is who lie to much, and who is the low stage of self-administration, because you can lie so much till think that you can went to an law-court and say that you are a lawyer, if you aren't, you made something so dangerous that you are a case of interdiction, another case you use a fake id to say that you had make a driver test, and drove for many years that way you can be inteditated, are compulsive liars and the oher case is the person haven't self-administration, that person is a person because have someone taking care of her-him, but one day that the care-taker died that person would be a problem, a slag, so this person also can be interditatded.

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This flavour isn't easy to find

 Some about what we eat, here is shrimp, have also lobster but not so eaten, but we have in our seas, also have crabs, in the swamps. So I say that I eat shrimp because is an common sea-food that had in my city. I particulary like shrimp. And say this is an uncommon flavour, first when the subject is meat I like very fresh, and sea-food twice more, and clean, delicious with dirty, is bad taste. Have places that people say that the dirty is part of the flavour don't invite me to know that delice. And if prepare shrimp with bacon to the shrimp got flavour of bacon and fry till be a pop corn? Or even that shrimp fried and dried till became an popcorn and with flavour of garlic, dried parsyley and parmesian cheese? And what about fry shrimp like being an hamburguer of course well seasoned, could even have shoyu, soy sauce, and put in the bread that could be an hamburguer of brioche or one with a lot of seasoning, like oregano, or curcuma, and with that cheddar cheese like that famous ones but with shrimp, of course with flavour of shrimp, and not a mix like kani kama, me I don't like kani kama.

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Some mixes and about

About aesthetic surgery, I think that one of the most concern of who want a surgery, and isn't exactly about age, is about eyes, today is lips, but isn't a surgery but an less complicated intervetion. Have people that went to change the eyes, and to only conclude that is humiliating, came out with worse eyes, don't you got afraid of became humiliated with the result? My mother had friends that one the eyebrow went to the middle of the forehead, my mother said that was two hairy pussies in the forehead. And the other my mother, she said that the doctor eat the eyes of the person, came hollow eyes.

And a mix of memories, and was that young people could went to make plastic surgery because the eyes, I listen that I remembered, baby memories, was that had one decade that was very used oriental girls in magazines was in France? There they know the characters of even Arabian girls eyes. I see the pictures I didn't think that was so fantastic. And other was that the images would be used of thin girls to be notice that they were young like 20 years old because they different of the others oriental races had an fragility of upper ocular membrana, and they think that they had eyes like the thailand people that are like beans, amendoas. So the girls of that race need be thin to notice that their eyes are racial and they have the eyelid had that character. And this eyes are better avaluated, make an more expensive image. They used to pay more for an model like that, is better take out the imperfections in the edition that make an surgery that could take out all the beauty.

Another memory, and is that was an theatrical presetation, and the lady that make the clothes of the cast, had in the piece an animal that isn't to know his type, he was after an fairy and wanted to marry a bautifull fairy and would cheat her, so to do the custom for that animal she was saying that she would make a full body pijamas, an bodysuit with tricot and would ask to her freind that would make an weird thread that would make an hair that would imitate all the animals, a jumpsuit tricoted. The moral of the hsitory is that love could make people beauty.

And about lang-giria, slang the polite is doesn't speak, but is that the cause. Imagine you being an American that learned french, and when you are in France people are using slang to talk with you saying even offenses to you? Polite people make that with someone? we doesn't learn slang when we learn an language, and had a lot of offenses that are slang. Is polite cheat people and call them bad names?

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And I psychograph the brother of that grandFather

 I said that I had a grandfahter that was tortureed by God. I was listen that when the father of his person in Brazil said that was suffering with him and only didn't said. And God was already listen about a lady that stolen his power and He just pretended that He passes because He wanted. He said that He would let him go,. Because a father that ddin't abandon him was to much. And God said to the grandfather that see in the refirgerator, that he know who He was? And in that live that he was that king He was his older borther that borned lamed, very lamed in the meaning missingpart of the members, He was saying because one moment the guy said that everybody had a good part, and the other that was God borned lamed to say to the younger borther that the part that he born without was his good part and He was only evil. He said that He was amputee more and desrespected and lived to dye in the trash. He said that the younger borhter was to be God but, He being good and bad, have days that would of the side of the Demon and others day that he would be against the Demon, so the amputee, win him and was God in his place. And one of his sins, was be days with Egpitians and others days with Jews. Even I were to cry, Jews was the plan of another God one of Americas, and I thought what in the hell that guy send me to there? I was fooled. I only wasn't robbered because I always look for women of Europe, they doesn't robber me that. My sons I wanted to folow the religion of the mothers.

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And where is the bushes in the woods

 All the family is, you know some langs...  I think that is one lang, if I say the family is all pretty, had beauty nd I would be comparing with the worse adjective that they glue pretty. If I say beauty had handsome and would be saying that only had women there. English is a so dangerous language. We are saying things and there had these meanings, under the worlds, is that had in portuguese a familia toda era bonita, meaning that there the men are handsome and the women are beautiful.

And is that people are asking, see if you say that Bettle isn't parent of his brother Grasshopper, why I would think that the father was the father?

So can you imagine that my oldest brother had parentage with Bettle and me with Grasshopper. Is that my brotehr wasn't in touch with that subject, because Father was operating his dreamings and me wasn't be the helper who passes the instruments, had my time, that was his time, he was unconcious. And on his dreams had a bettle and he was thinking in date the bettle, the bettle to be the boyfriend, he didn't remembered, thanks good I didn't said to him, because he had more tendency to ley them me, he would make shit with my memories. He wanted so much to know, what he was saying that I remember what was my dreams. I see grasshopper and said don't look her I am his male, so said his. 

One day still there I was looking my leg to dream, how supposes to be a human leg but of female, but I was looking my leg. I wanted to dream with with a human female and not an grasshopper female. We got a fight for that I said that one day Father would find an bettle masturbating himself locked in the bedroom, I could see future of rparents and teenagers, and used that was almost funny.

And one more when had that prague of Grasshopper, I wasn't betweeen them, I don't know if the ones of Earth are copies was to be, because they would appear. That gives me a little of alien DNA, just someone doesn't let me travel, I even try. So I said that the family is bonitos, because that an prague with that beauty. So my brother said that we were a legion, but we never done bad, is only 400, and is a legion that doesn't have a bad one. So I am even of far be an angel. Had days that we had our parties and only say to the ladies that we can came to the atmosphere, born to be human and that we could date being born. I only went there to make the ideas of the girls from there to we be in love in the surface.

And about that brother, once in the beginning of the eras, that he was girl and me boy, the woods was that I used to hide with my girlfriend in the bushes when we were a bit older to we play, and talk without nobody see, I let the brother think what she wanted, we just went to the woods, I remember that supposes to have a word to say to her that, that with her I say what I do and with the other I speek my dreams, my thoughs I was in the woods with my girfreind to do something that people didn't taught to me, that we dream and had thoughts, I wasn't going to the bushes to say what I do but what passes in my thoughts. We played my thoughts like we was actors. So I talked to her and we enterprate. So we were not going to the bushes to make sex. We laught so much that she watch the bushes to see if was all days that we went, and we returned she was there looking to the bushes that we went to. One day she finds fo rher an ugly boy to went also in the bushes. We felt guilty because could have an bad person in the woods waiting a couple making sex, if we see someone we would run returnin home. We asked to people follow them to be sure that they would not be attacked.

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Sexy women dancing what delicious song

 Was be good that make me felt that I deserved, imagine that I was a son of a king pre-Jesus and in the land of another king, he send the girls of his race dance to see if I wanted choose, some to I make kids? Even his daughters were dancing. An evolved race that already had the art of dance and music. Man sing to the sedute the woman, and she dances.

But the history is another, and was incarnations after. And is about that beautiful face that I don't want be near the owner. Is a tempting beauty, but who is under that beauty? One time that I knew her, she only lived in the Heaven wanting a mother of the same face to born with that face, she is one of my brother just this his isn't that pretty when women and even are a fat lady. The second time he make that face and body be an machine also in Heaven. I sewer I see a car and not exactly a female. He make the car road in the Heaven to see who enter in the body thinking that would born pretty like that, because he was fat but had the idea that using another soul like cloth he would be thin, a knew for everybody gay, went in the body, and my brother went after, that gay came in a state of almost dead to the owner use him like an armature. And the last time that I remember was that way, I had a girlfriend, and I liked her very much, and in one day she wasn't the most beautyful of the land because one that wasn't became very beautiful and I thought that was that face. My girlfriend wanted to down our plans of marriage, we already talked about married and we were planning. She was very sad and saied to me that I supposed abandon her to marry the most baurty of the land, I said to her that we were in love that beauty wasn't important for me that my love was for her, she really wanted to drop the marriage, be most beauty was important for her. I said that imagine that the other didn't choose me, let we see how many men passes thru that door, and she doesn't choose because she loves exactly me. I was thinking in more that 3 men askes to marry her and she drop all the 3 waiting for that love. She accepted the first, that was pretty ugly, what matters be pretty outside and be a very ugly woman for inside? She was like that car an device to sheet. And that make my girlfriend be sure that our marriage would auspicious to good fortune. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

Brazil is a place in the map

 Is a mad house making mad people. Another day before I write this blog, the writer is me always, hte question is that the book had something of psychographed, that man went a lot of tables of mediunity, and the end of the book, was because was psychographed, what does means, how can ba just dream, I think that could an legal clause, that means in the end that even jailed the character would be in his own land, but let say that the character is legally under the law of his country, like that an embassy, today not but in the past was considered part of the country that owner it, like that the embassy of the UK in Brazil is considered land of UK, or the embassy of USA in Brazil is considered part of the USA, today is another legal figure, but if had an pact, like one of the time that Brazil was paying somethings for Portugal for England, that had an clause that says that in 200 years after one State of Brazil would be land of UK, just hypotetics, would be like one of this small countries. Possible is possible and more easy than wake up of a dream, passes for all that misfortune and be true, is almost that be betrayed.

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Friends can't people pay the same!

 Have people that the guilt is high and people that the guilt is small! Who have small guilt want went away who have big ones doesn't! Is that way, nobody pay because have people that have big crimes. Is that right if one big sinner will die, dies everybody? So when we gonna went away? The big sinner want to be one old ballerina how old is she? She is a nightmare! She would dance and smashes her love with her monstruos feet, she is like the ugly Betty, and gonna put the vagiinn otherwise and there had another woman, and is thin, like that dolls that you turn and under the long skirt have another doll, do you see one doll like this? Imagine she dancing ballet, is that she sabotize my day and I sabotize her planes. A ballerina jumps, run and fly and land of course she doesn't fly, imagine that flying and landing would be like an truck flying and landing, ,or maybe a cow running and jumping is something like. I say do that because is good for you, forgot the rest. Do to be happy and not to destroy someone. But she destroy my day. But I know I am not the objective of so much gana in the idea. I want to say to mine, go to hell, I need a friend, and didn't have, be my friend is so difficult? One day, everybody dies! One day isn't effort, effort is try be my friend today and not one day, because one day maybe I would have so much freinds that I would not want one that suppose to be today at my side, Ok Ok, Brazil is far from all the lands, so lets forgot all the subject, and each other because, in this I doesn't see fault. Have two kinds of girls in Brazil the ones that doesn't forgive and the ones that forgives, but people want something else, a body without a soul?

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People let people got out no matter in what direction

 Hey friend you know, what have besides prostitution, is because have people that think that every body is a prostitute but them in Brazil. Be cabrestal of cabresto, is that is be so ugly that ugly is beauty! So imagine that who call people in Brazil prostitute is so prostitute, that the name prostitute is a compliment. So let people got out! Maybe we are stake for people that is more prostitute than a prostitute so you see a prostitute as a honest woman. Things so ugly keep us under vigilance that is scary. They thing that they are the owner of the Brazil. Came people see yours, some could got surprise! Maybe the woman is hypnotized and think that is in the bed with the pop-cicle. People came here to see what you do in the bed to don't be the ones that thing that are honest and aren't. Have souls that are that way of so layers only worth to pray, what the value of that ones? Came the patience when had sad ones is because the Brazil is hypnotic? And people got down in the moral to have things, but could we count this ones to make an percentagem? Maybe the Americas if isn't in the end of the world is almost uninhabited? Maybe all that people came from others places? Have souls that want to people say horrible things, friends why the person with the experience doesn't write but just walk to find one to write about? So people what the excuse of wait for other to write, maybe the person is illiterate? Or maybe is jailed? Or maybe is completely ineficient to use a computer, so got that person and put in the TV, peoplecan't be just an horrible messager of bad news.

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Mousse I think that is right

 Today people give many time recipies of mousse without eggs, I made my mind I think is need eggs and why!

See you want eat mousse of chocolate and not foam of chocolate.

So if you only put milk cream, that give light and cream but not glue and consistency, and clear eggs have albumina that is a glue like collagen or gelatin, my mother even used to make chocolate mousse that in place of white egg had gelatin, but also kept the eggs wolk, the yellow part, and the taste but also the consistency! Divine, delicious, so I think that is a light consistency food but that need some consistency and isn't floor or starch.

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About that wiseness ÒvÓ

 God even doesn't make a mistake imagine make the same twice... That wiseman wishing laugh in the face of God twice, that sound wise? If he was justiced God would not have power against him even he being of the smallest race of the world? And if his justice failed? And he sin even for his race? See if was to me cry for him like Jes. and he call Jes. of that offenses, I would stayed at home. Father didn't need 6, why I talked, did you think that the other five were more inteligent thatn Jesus? They were to cry. I am know cry, I just didn't think that wiseman was a victim, you can got together 5 not so brilliant people and make a genius, the power of the chain is the strenght of the weaker, but in that case is the intelligency of the more intelligent. So he didn't humiliate the sons of God again, was bad, why?

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Would went to that exibhition

 Like that the last 10 years of Kpop, the most linstened musics, the customs that passes for an jury, and were the best, the 100 or 50 best customs used in K-pops, had some of that customs that I would like to buy or confect just looklike, I liked many dresses that are in music videos.

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A hot pocket histories

 I already was in that river, so the first history was that, and what about that origin for wherewolf, besides that one that I already said. And is that the river is I was a fetus and my mother perceive that was a werewolf and abort me. And was like be in a river felt the blood float. So the blood that had a curse I felt for till the days that lived in the uterus of my mother. Is a cold river the blood that doesn't stops. And I was in France, and the curse in my mind was from an ancestor that went to Africa before marry, he wasn't exactly young, but before marry he pretended went to Africa to make safari, and there he doesn't only killed animals but humans, and he received a curse of the sorscores from there that he would become a European beast a wolf, that would be irrational and kill even his wife and kids. And he to atenuates the curse because he see that he really came a beast without memories, he wake up without memories of he had done, killing without sorrows, he went to Africa to make some descedants there, and he came more human when transformed. But in the end he wasn't good enough and his soul came out of the mirror in a form of wherewolf, and destroyed him, and also people in the moment that the soul destroy the person had the soul. So the person is killed by the own soul but the body had the soul, who see notice that. And one day to atenuates the curse about that family, they look to marry with another family of wolfes from, that also was rich and maybe even more older curse. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

This is inovating for the history

 And I just psychograph why that boy asked for the Wiseman bout that sex. Do you think that was without a reason? But had a reason, his mother and older sister, were very paedophiles, and the boy was very bad. He already had a religion, he is one that eat the bread and spill meat, he can't receive the religion of Jesus, he really wanted a religion without that bread. His religion is his history, his sister is younger than the mother 10 years, and he for the mother is 30 years. One day his mother would make all that wih him and his religion was antecipated to that and when came the day that she would do that he say that was his fault, that his mother was good and she only do that because he make her do it. I know that Jesus doesn't like but have people that doesn't like he to receive the bread because he spits it out. 

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The justice of God against a bad person

 You see the door, and passes for the umbral, so the person offended Jesus and was a wise-man and God make justice against that person. And that was many incarnation in the past. And God returned there this time with 6 sons, and give to us all the name Jesus. And there was the wisdom of the wiseman, imagine could be even a woman dressed like a man? Have people that are lye with many ease. And the question again was an mother with the 6 years old son, imagine why not can be a girl dressed like a boy? And the boy asks for the wiseman that he felt the desire of belong to the woman, and the wiseman said that he would be one boy of six years old belonging to an woman to answer why the boy supposes to doesn't do it. I thought that wiseman was a slaver even of the sex to have those answers. You don't see that is a crime someone make someone make that to receive an answer, I was thinking that the crime was so big that the victmy havd the obligation of do it, because he-she doesn't have any more a soul to be punished, I said that Jesus came to make him, the wise-man, free to choose don't have the experience, and he-she almost holded my hand and I said to that sinner don't hold my hand before I extended to you. A prostitute would not fool me, father this is a dog. God said I bring my more European son with me... Jesus supposes to know father, one day the sin of that other race would got inside that land and they that also wasn't a person would prove that aren't good. They passes for the suffer and even the justice they will loose. We went away. But God make justice agaisnt him. So the wiseman died, and also he attend people with the mother at his side. So he died and born, and when he born a race of violent women got in his land and kill all the people pratically all women, and all the violents women make sex with the born again wise-man, so his race was vanished. The murders passes to say was them. And God make he-she be a virgin for each one, and in the end God put all the souls in the top of that wise-... to smash him-her. Was an castle with many levels with all the kinds of souls came to the levels to make weight and smashes the wise-man.

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One day, what have that soul

 Peace in the Earth for the men of good will, let's say t once that history. And was that in another incarnation, and a friend wanted a 3 good men to see a woman that was dying in a hut, an abandon woman that was dying of a very sad way, she lived there hide all her live, if you wanted know more about that history had asked in another day... so she was just dying, liked? She was just hided, and God knows why... And I didn't wanted to be one of the 3 men of good heart to see her passes of that live for the other because I listen voices. That she was the demon, and that she wanted to remember right the faces of the 3 men that would for charity see her face before she died, is that who hide her in the hut, and who see her never had charity for her. So I didn't wanted went there and I was young but a Rabin. At the time we wasn't giving an wack in the ass of the demon. So I thought with my paranormality that she was blind with mental eyes in the forehead. My brother when returned said that her face was all in the chin and the rest was forehead... I notice that and I could even prove that she was the demon, the demon with so bad life, when we remeber him he debauch of the charity. My brother wanted to me write about he know about he see in the hut, I said that he went in the synagogue and he with his hand signing his name write what he knew about that woman that died. I would write what a person that normally would be already controlled by hte demon, the demon like to controll who hate him and be more miserable that him to see him pay. He that went there and write about that history that have no reasonabilyty if you don't know the part that the demon hide, the demon give demoniac scandals, I don't want to see, I don't want to know.

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First happy Father's day and about another life

 And I would be trilling of kne that have souls that got inside the bodies looking for the answer, and doesn't read that see I am answering a soul that for desparation got inside the bodies but when someone answer just doesn't read, how many bodies she passes before got in my house?

Where is God? Let me say that the Demon isn't so powerfull, and that God make an worse demon. How? He got a woman and prostitute her till the infinite, and she just glue her soul with everybody, and you will think that you are prostituite with all the persons that you see, she liked that so you gonna fell pleasure with all that, so she liked to be woman of woman, and passes even that, I was of the side of God and asked let at least people hate, and He said NO. So G... gave power of she passes her pleasure. She wanted a piroca all the time more larger, so one day she was a baby that give birth and an old woman put her uterus inside her to she felt pleasure. Can you imagine a bigger sinner like her running around the world to ask the forgive of Jesus? What would you do if you was Jesus?

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Conquer the world and Jesus

 I gonn say the line that I rememebered, that Jesus said and I confess why I was thre? And one of his plaens for the world was, let me say that I don't like say horrides, I say half histories, OK? Horrides appearwith hemorroide! And was that when Jesus was tracing the world, the south America if run wrong would be the fault of the priest that went there. He doesn't have many parenthesque with them to understand their soul, maybe He is brother of almost all souls, go ask him... But the part that was for nobody know, so and I am being there... And besides Japan because He wanted to be a father for that people, the rest would be... Is that He would not got in the far lands only in the end so they would make all their sins, destroying all their soul with grave sins... Incest and pedophilia... America Jesus said to me that had lands that you like that these is very high... They had a very destroyed souls. 

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A bought gloves without finger, about it

 Soon I will upload the images but first, about gloves

And this are gloves that protect against friction. Isn't for sunprotection because is like the name say half-palm. And see they are perfect, but first hands, see I had small hands, that is like an European characteristic, so a personal beauty, but my fingers, are strong and why? Because I made a lot of exercise when child, with bars amd the fingers got strong. So for who dance or make hard exercise is normal the fingers be strong enough to doesn't break. When we hold bar or weight the right is hold with the palm and not with the fingers because you gonna break them, or make them be deformed, but the fingers came strong. When you make bread by hand since kid, you also gonna have that, you exercise the fingers and very much the wristy, so who make bread since kid have strong fingers and an wristy that doesn't got that fatigue, that others people got, because the wristy wasn't exercised since kid. Also playing piano you don't gonna have week fingers, you gonna have long fingers, when you start you see that the finger need to be strong to play all the time without fatigue that gonna make in the end you push the kes with dificult, so even piano make the fingers more strong. So that glove work well to hold weight, to make bar, to hold the handwheel, the first cars wasn't said that wasn't for women, becuase they was heavy, and make calluses so a woman to drive first would have to prove that was strong enough to turn an handwheel, weight in the palm make callosities, make strong arms and hard breast what the problem?

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About gonna say that I am here and...

 And they will be lying, is in the Bible Jesus said that people would say that "I am Jesus I am here" and they would being lying and that would be sorrow and tears but, say that isn't impossible prove that someone isn't Jesus like that even Jesus being ignorant, probably He isn't ignorant, but even being Jesus know all the Bible, so can or cannot a religion prove that the person isn't Jesus because being argue, He doesn't have all the answer about questions that are about the Bible, the doctors of the time He answer based in the part of the old Testament. Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

Chronicles day 2023-08-10

 About sewing the model of had in Ceará. Faction, and when sewing people doesn't like buy from seamstress, because like to buy from store. And is that way in the place of the person have an factory the person have a faction. The person cut the clothes let say pants, and the confection sequency is in place of have an mouting line in a factory, the clothes aremade that way, let me say to make an pants are 10 employers, and when one finishes her work, put in a box to be collected and passes for the next sewer, in a line till the end. Like that one close all the pants, the other make the bar, the other put the elastic the other sew the pocket and the other sew the ziper. and the other make the top bar, and other make the bottons till be ended, the mission is like make 30 pant per day and a sewer making alone would each make just one, a faction is another way, the owner of the clothe got all the pants cutted and send for the home of the sewer, that have to have an sewing machine and when she finishes, the owner went there to got the pants to the house of another sewer, was advantage but get low in Ceará. For example the button in a faction each button of the blouse was 30 cents of Brazillian money. If a blouse have 7 buttons and you make 50 blouses per day?

Is beautiful me doing the technical part of sewing a blouse, is even more funny my making a cake have art and the most satisfying is the techinique, my personal talents.

And people asked if I like hamburguer, when my mother work she commonly used to buy freezer hamburguer to prepare, is easy and fast she, cook to us but a lot of time the meat was hamburguer, because is fast and came prepared from the market, had a time that she buy one more expensive label that was at the time the Alimenta, and ther eused to sale frozen vegetables, so was rice hamburguer and boiled vegetables. Motehr that work out is like that, my father used many time we launch in restaurants, was even common, in the middle of the week, we went many times in Parque Recreio and BNB club and ASBAC, and my mother didn't have to worry to fix the launch.

And more I açready knew I am saying that because have so much criiiiiimmmmmssee around the wourld that we could be in one list because we doesn't experienced a crime, people are just envolved because lived in the wrong place, like be in the wrong place in the wrong day. So we live in danger. And is that see I rarelly appear in one of my social media, and the crime is about who is there, nobody famous of the media of magazine, or TV, is in one social media, so if you are of that comercial channels isn't about you, understand, you can have your social media but you are famous in another vehicles, so the pimp, finances people from socia media, but kill also, I already knew, even have people that want to know because I doesn't suffer a crime, the guy ddin't finances me. Is like that the person appear that even sale the soul, first the person expent the money that doesn't have, contract with the money that doesn't have and in the end who came to discharge pay, what the person spent without have the money is a pimp, and he cover the hole but he after will explore the person, people tell me so much confections, when I study law people sit in my table and tell things like that, lawyers listen things like that. If the person is like a thin vagina he kills, understand appear that have person that make so much surgery in the vagina that doesn't pay, because the thing doesn't work well.

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This is the foot to make the holes of the buttons to blouses, and I measure by these two guide lines:

Measuring the distance:

I measure and the distance from the place of the hole is that cleft thatalready have in the sewing machine.

Measuring the size:

And the other guide fir the size of the buttons that I choice for that blouse is that mark in the foot to make buttonsholdes. I put an adesive and write to I remember each is where I gonna stop.

And that machine have that ease, the phases of the button hole are in those presets on the dial of the sewing machine.

And this phot is one freebies, my mother had a friend that keep his marks noted in a book, I write in the machine with an pencil,  that is the measure for the zigue-zague, with the note of the size of the stich  in th edial.

This is the foot presser to fix the buttons in the cloth.

And this is how to regulate the machine, in the dial put the distance of the stiches to zero.

Part of the freebies that 2,5 is the label that I made in the iron of the machine to say the padron of my clothes for straight sew.

measuring the distance between the holes of the button:

And with the button in the place in the sewing machine you gonna regulate, manually, in the handle of the machine and not in th pedal, in that regulation, with all the care, andusing the handle manually, and not with the pedal, if the buttons are the same you gonna regulate once for all, but to fix buttons have to have that care, so you place the button in the place hold it with the foot presser, and see every sinlge time in the beggining if the neddle will got in the pair of holes, if right for the right and left hole, you can know turn the machine, and also when fixing buttons is very important the foot presser and neddle be good screw, or the neddle gonna hit the button, and break or button or neddle or both. 

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Oh yeah have that also

 About that incarnation that I lived in Russia, after the cousin went to Asylum, went to ask me to help his sister, she lived in France I even notice her, she was the kind that follow the Indian collegue, that was blond. So went there she, me, my ex-husband, when we got in the city was night, and had others cousins. We said that we wanted to see him at that moment, his sister discuss with the public prosecutor, I said come down I was thinking in after see his brother that I would went a neighboor country to process the prossecutor, becasue the justice of England was to doubt, and when I was looking for her the pressecutor with no fellings got a gun and shoot her, I was who hit his hand, I said you are a criminal I will process you. He said that she was a werevolf. I said to my husband that I would went to the Asylum and he carried her to the hospital, my husband said that I carry her to the hospital, I said but went more people, I also said before my husband have that idea that you are seeing that I am going, that I will return, the prossecutor desapear. In the hospital, I said to her that I had a gun, that I would shoot the prosecutor, I passed by the window, and take me only 3 minutes to find him and shoot him by the backs and return to the hostpital, by the window. I find him in a dark street, I change my form to be a dressed like a man, I hold him by the shoulder, perforating her shoulder with the long nails. Hey what you think of a shoot in the chest, you gonna say to that doctor to he be afraid, and shoot him in the height of the diaphragm. So I returned to the hospital to said that I had shoot the prosecutor. After some minutes the hospital was saying that the prossecurtor had receive a shoot. 

But the doctor of the Asylum was so dirty that me and my cousin started to listen him, planning. We passes to listen his thoughts, I was who more listening, he said that he had kill anothers, I listen even more that he clandestinely kidnapped people and kill and give an cladestine burial. I even listen even more dirty thing, that the last experiment would be amputee the arm of a werewolf.

So my cousin was release of the Asylum, the doctor was pretending to kill everyone. One by one. I thought that I wanted all the papers of the doctor, and I wanted to more fast possible, with all that lawyers involved the doctor would destroy the papers. But first, he went of the Asylum to visit the prosecutor. So when his borther went to see her I was to find the doctor was dark street, I came with a iron bar and break his leg, he thought that was my cousin and threaten me, I hold his leg and shake very fast to destroy it a little I was using the broken bone to mill the meat. So you are not him, he threaten and said that his family would be in danger, I put the finger in his head, and make he believe that he dreamed, and said that he was seeing a car and a car smashed his leg. And he in the hospital talking about the car. So I went to the Asylum I became a shadow, and passed for the chinks, make it be all the documents became a shadow that run till where I was sitting in the city. I carried all the papers of his office that was locked. In the papers had all that his experiments and even thae ones that he didnt made, and in one of the papers had really about the arm. In the hospital the hospital doctor doesn't strive to sve his leg. I with all the documents in hand, I was inducted to the right ones. I gave the papers to my cousin to she give them to his borther, I talked before the travel with her, and during the travel, was like natural, I said to doesn't show that papers because had bad people in the world that for evil could experiment that of the arm, but we had the documents that had there all that he pretended to do with a werewolf. When my cousin came out of the hospital we were already listen him, and he was planning. He was planning after the sister went out of the Hospital to call the male nurse that helped him in his crimes to kidnap the sister to force him to cooperate with him and she would already be murdered. So me and she went after him follow him to find him alone in the city, before he came with the male nurse, he tried got a gun with silver bullet, we make him lose the gun, he think that would kill he and all the cousins, we got a form of two men and beat him very bad, and make he crazy thinking that he dreamed again and that time was a train. He got really lelê. Of after a car got his leg went to a train rail to got in the hospital in that state. We were waiting to know what he was pretending do next, because if he still pretend kill all the parents we would, murder him. He had old enemies, because that we had that of doesn't kill him. He in the hospital started to be visited for enemies relatives of people that he harm. Was that had a lot of people that wanted an opportunity to revenge. In the end in place we make he see that he was attacked for a werewolf, we make him see a demon that appear a wolf, with red eyes and smoke came of the mouth, and the werewolf was huge kilometers growing to skies, he seeing all the chest of the werewolf until one moment he died when was in the waist of the beast.

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Always have more

 About that another incarnation, also have more. That lover of my husband of the another incarnation he said that the guy missed one of the hands. I have to say that the gossips of from England was decades. People thought that the things finished in less than 5 years but not, one cousin from an woman tried to talk with me about that guy after my husband leave me, I didn't liked the history I just knew about the guy that he can't could be find in the streets or in any public place that he would be locked. I felt pitty of a person that was so prostituted that can't frequent public places, the things that I said about him was for my husband. So she didn't died many years before. Is that she had a so bad life that she wanted that people thought that she had died. And people have doubt, about the rights, let me say that I also said for the police about the missing of my husband that at that time could be happening a crime "crime em andamento" and was his duty stop it. After if I had a fuck husband that make that disappear because like, I would be processed. So returning to the past, of the competition, my husband that he was rolling in a talbe in that day because he bet in the other competitor, and he lost his money. So I didn't knew but the second place was an older cousin that wasn't in that party, and if she was in the period in the days of that party? Men are younger person that doesn't bleed monthly, for the era was that believe. So she when see my future husband rolling in the table she tempt him to they went to a bedroom, and she was engaged with my male cousin that tried murder me, she forgot I see, I only knew the scandal when I returned to Africa, a lot of my friends was saying that an important prince destroyed his engangement because the bride went to the bed with another man. I think that had ladies of all the countries that wanted meet the desolated prince, and also he bet money on her and lose it. My husband said that he bet on the bride of the other because he thought that the rich boy would not lose his money, maybe they were friends, but my cousin make him lose his money and my future husband make him lose the bride. 

So happens after went to years after that competition. My cousin married with another woman and not with our cousin. But that lady the cousin, started to be an annoying woman, I didn't knew her problems in England but appear that was that, she didn't give peace for the marriage of the cousin, appear that was things like accuse that he married a woman of bad life, and had in England an important and poor person. One public prosecutor, receive bad but the importance... People are saying that he hatted her because he was a natural son of a man with a woman that was even, before his father, prostitute. So she was even demented, she passed to say that she was a werewolf, I hatted she had really a bad life in that time. When she got problems with that public prosecutor I think that I was still in Africa so think in all the bad years she had, decades. I said that if she was a werewolf, that she was explaining what happens when you shoot with a common bullet a werewolf, that the people of the asyllum suppose shot her to see if the bullet is pushed out. Think a full bullet gun right on her to see if the cure was that fast. So after she looked for me in Russia that I didn't liked to talked of a person with so miserable problems. Also is very dangerous passes for a dead person, an enemy can kill you and uses that alibi that she was dead at many years, desapear with she, and who gonna look for her, she was dead... So she was murdered and my cousin passes to arguee with the prossecurtor, an poor person with a lot of power. He really got himself in problems, the prosecurtor even tried to make his money be unreachble. To do that he at that send my cousin to the Asylum, the reason was that. His ex-wife even doesn't care for the subject, how if that money would not be inheritance of his kids. If wasn't his family, h would mould in the Asylum, a hole family of relatives the persecutor had to let he got out of the Asylum.

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That was in Greece

 And psychograph an old friend, that doesn't remember the past, so in the far past on Greece. There had in the beginning of the eras much before Jesus, Greece is older than Jesus. 

If you don't know count the time, and don't know how much years he Jesus born, have that one? Our calendar is from the church, the time is count since the birth of Jesus, so have 2023 years of the birth of Jesus, and what happens before Jesus is counted upwards, of the Jesus birth. So return for our history.

 And also before Jesus, the time was count of the birth of a king, of the Era of King Fulano in his country, so at least in that the Church make something very important. Imagine the hard work of the church of divination to make the calendar of the facts of the far past, maybe Jesus helped because they never keep the calendar till Jesus of the life of Abraham.

I imagine that if the son was of a Greek God, how they have all that worry about fact, the son would be born in the first day of the year, and he even could mean that station of the year, understand? For the Greece, the son could be the beginning of a station.

So that life, we were friends since the kinder-garden, our mothers went to the kinder-garden to we play, and there I knew him I knew my future wife, had other 3 kids we just were so close, and the other boy was funny, I had a girlfriend and a friend, and he said that he had a boyfriend and that machona was just friend. After we went to the school together. So the drama that happens was. We two was so interest in women like, was just that I had more luck and got some, one day a man that was older than we wanted to be passive one day with him and in the other with me. Then homosexual when knew that my friend was saying that his first woman was a gay threaten to kill him. He even threaten me. My friend to the homosexual sttoped to threaten him married another man, the homosexual. People said that was a marriage with all defects of marries an old woman, the fights were high, descedants would not happens. So he said that he was rapped for the wife if was that life he was married with a very gay man his wife was that homosexual.

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Man doesn't matter so much for that subject

 Is about be impotent, I when was man, I was well-endowed bem dotado, descendant of a long line of men with big dick, is be impotent happens. I never knew a great-great-grand-father that doesn't was well endowed, my father was almost always worry to don't be that way, and take the sons to the doctor, if a person like that doesn't do sex, when try could have a bad surprise. I have to say that ass of woman if she is young excited me more than ass of man, is that I got excited in a relation.

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And also have this

 That God that died, he was an inventor, he was testing the essence, he didn't test with the matter. He said that the essence could be perverted or degenerate. He had one option, but he would not test the two twins, was make we be closer to one be mold for the other, to we be copy of the other in what make us eternal, but if he did that, the other never payed attention he could make the other less eternal, of change he because perverted wasn't worse than degenarated that one isn't eternal and the soul with the time is spent, got corrupted and die. I think that had fate of he make a creature, but the creature had only essence but not matter, and if that creature had idieas play be one God and was the one that kill him. The other when man was very good to I give an advise he would passes do things hide, something that is hide could be a shame unbearable, if he can say is that he can survive. 

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A long history

 I don't know if I like to say that history, have a gay soul that said more than 10 times that want kill me, I warn that I revenge of that soul, is that I died murdered. And the gay think that have permission to kill me...

So the end came of the begining, I see in the end a person that I knew in the begining that I didn't told before. He was who offend me. I before got kidnapped I thought that the man return and that one was to kill me. He was my cousin, but he didn't like me. Not from Africa but I don't know he lived in England. Before he kill me he said that I was mullata. I imagine that I had more money, he tried kill me when I was a kid but I run, I was almost sure that he wanted to kill me. So I never see he again, but just in the end. He was racist. Maybe he was son of a cousin of my parents, more far, we just relatives.

We even pose in a picture, when I was 6 years old because, when we meet he change and I. He got transform in a handsome man, and I change also, I never saw he ugly. His eyes were of the same colour of mine. People thought that was so amazing that put me in his arms to take a picture. I was 6 years old and he was 16 years old. We was in a mansion of an in-common relative. When he saw me alone in the garden, he tried to kill me and I came an animal and climb the tree next the house, and got inside the house by the window upper level. 

So I died with 50 years old. Was the incarnation that I lived in Russia. So after my husband tried to return, I went to Engkand to see our sons. In the hotel I there was my cousin and a reporter wanted to take a picture of we two together for the newspaper. He looked mad for me and call me mullata, I said that I didn't mind, and I went to the bar of the hotel, to pass the frieghten that I had. That make me sad I didn't wanted to cry. I said that I would depart in that same day, for the man of the newspaper. And turn back to he leave me alone I was really sad. I was there to see the sons, but thinking that someone call me mullata, I didn't want people to see me with them, I wanted to they be considered white. I knew that they had proud of the mother but I wanted best things for them. So I returned just after to Russia, I didn't wanted to passe a long time in England. I after return to Russia I passed to receive letter fraightening me. I have to say that 10 years before I started to felt that I would be murdered. I just thought that nobody have the righ ot kill someone just because the person was a cretin. I was faithful wife, I givek all to my kids, I let they lived alone in England because I thought that they really like all that freedom. Once I said to the newspaper of France, because my husband after some years of the divorce said, that he returned to France, and the people of there were happy because he was having erections, all the country was happy because arrive someone with erection arrived. The country was broxa? At least one was having erections. Imagine that country being rapped, for that guy with erections. 

So in the time that I was murder, I started to receive firghten letters, and weird occurencies started to happens in the neighboorhood, that impression of being watch, return to my house and things wasn't quite right. I said to a friend that doesn't have a husband at home, have people that have courage to kill us. But I didn't see who was behind the not straight facts. One day when I was in a cake store, he finally appeared, and he sit in front me, and I remembering the frighthen letters, the not straight things happens for where I used to be, like the person knew all my routine and touch everything that I touch. I was looking down because I was to cry. And he I don't know what he pretend to talk with me, sit he had an erection, and said that if I wanted money because of that erection and throw money on me, I said God, and jump of the table pay the enough to cover what I asked and started to walk home, but faster than the normally. And he tried to follow me, and he was to hold my arm in range to leave him alone, but I started to run. I was inside my home thinking that I wasn't safe, that I supposed to leave the country. But inside my bedroom I started to listen the roof being peeled of, I got some clothes and throw in a suitcase, and I dressed very fast, and got down the stairs to got the car to drive away, cars were very expensive but existed, but once I opened the door, there he was in the other side of the street looking to the door, so I run back inside home, and I tried to close the door, but he pushed with violence and I was launched violent in the space when I hit the wall I got almost unconscious. He got my suitcase and me and went to the garage to put me in my car. Inside during the minutes that I listen the roof being ripped off. I notice that I changed, I became another person and became shorter like being 12 years old, so started to cry a lot. We took me to a house that he had or rented that was far from another house. There he rape me, was a month, in a moment I thought that I was pregnant and started to cry to he doesn't got close and he went to a pharmacy to buy abortives for me. When I die he returned me to my home, the police see that even the clothes were from another era. And they realizing that I were a werewolf, imagine that if a man could kill me he also was a werewolf.

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And all mix and what shake

So to the darling, you know that fat woman hatted in the USA, in were to lovers and lesbians? An old uncle support you two. And had another that he support, was one with red curly hair, when the American died he passes to support her, and you passed to be her lover. Is that I remember very well of her.

So one day was still in that incarnation she asked to one day I consume her, I have to say that I had to change my mind, I am not the kind that lie so I say the truth, but I came a better man that doesn't judge she. If one day I desire she I would consume her, that day happens.

And was that was an incarnation that I was a prince but of a doomed family, I was a sobrenatural creature, people even don't notice. I married with my cousin so dommed like me. She was so please that got pregnant that she live me, because she was worse than me. Everybody new that she was still in love for me, but she was mad she live because she was jealous. She said for all the country knew, we receive others titles maybe Duch, that the husband was hers and she let I had women but not she have a baby from me. So a girl to date me would be one that would make an abortion, my wife have spies in the city. Was 50 women after my wife leave me.

And I had a tide foot of another life, a gay that also was when a woman was my mother, is that she was my mother and when was to die notice that was in love for me. So she had a daughter of 20 years old my same age, and she was putting the daughter under vigilance to be sure that she would be a virgin. Is that she would use a virgin in her witchcraft to make an young prince got interested on the daughter and in her mind I would consume the mother of 40 years old, where came from of that hole the 20 years old virgin. Seems that right? I got abussed ideas about the subject and if I kidnap the daughter rape and kill her, good idea! I listen all the witchcraft, I was powerful, after the daughter serve the propose of the mother the mother would betray the daughter and she would given for a rape by old men, the daugther also an old business of the mother, the mother was a husband of the daughter and would be the chance to got revenge of her.

So I kidnap the daughter, carry her to my castle, were 7 days, I really didn't give her food, I would kill her in the end of 7 days, I wanted her weak. I give her when she was thirsting wine, I was drunk almost all the time. I said that she wanted drink would be from my lips. And after I give all the drink she need to passes her thirst. I would live almost 300 years, so I really needed change my tittle of prince to another. She born to be find be the same crazy friend 3 times, was the same history, in the last time I got mad, because I came the form of when I was 20 years old, even the clothes of when I was young, so the control was higher, I said to her that would be the last time.

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