When I am cool there is no witness

Was that I was in another state I even travel with a group to study out of the State, to make vestibular, to see a conference about law, to make a contest for public service. So I was with two females friend in the shop to buy in a fast food, and one didn't wanted buy there because the cashier was a black man, we asked what was her problem and she said, my friend sai that I do can talk with the black cashier so you can bear also, I said what problem he appear be a decent person give the money that I buy for you. She got so mad with me that at the night she was dating people of the city that was black, and me without came out of the bedroom because I don't have to give a chance for a mad one.

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So is that had people that thinks that do and fly

 I like the ripper had power of a vampire and taught in USA that the are a prague, but he himself is a vampire of the worse kind... He is a powerful vampire in USA, bad to God eyes but good to who don't know what he does in the dark, I myself doubt that was good be a vampire, was the most fast to give me power. I just never was bit or bit, my wives received in the ceremony, my sons are powerful but born half wolves, be vampire is a choose. 

In Brazil I see things so badly, but I didn't save the enemies of the ripper, but 300 that he didn't save because he also was bad... Is automatic that way I give the permission to the climb. I make things a bit fair.

Also we have a problem the ripper went to Earth to say that the person can save of the way he say, who more proper to save the evil monster than who give the person that save? I say to God because I had vision God in the crowd had mothers... The ripper is disappointing 6000 mothers, that are there because the person was for big evilties.

And I have to say to that guy that I passed my power for a represetant, he saved 16000 during his sleeping, if he doesn't sleep he would not save, is automatic, was all my power, were the best and finished today, I see all corrupted from Brazil, he doesn't need meet personally no one, is automatic, how the ripper is a show I choose someone that would want charge money, and is for him, because knowing the Heaven I give the opportunity that if they have money they pay and be saved, isn't for me see, was one type of justice, pay received, 12000 were there because were male homosexual, the bigger sin was be gay... In one life they will pay who received my power to save. And had who complain of who I choose to save, was a black man, but he was handsome, for me is all Ok, I said for the one that didn't like that when the black was ugly and stink he like the black man, that I was keeping an eye on him, he had problem with black that was decent persons, so I think that I choose right, beauty is a sensitive thing an I don't like who have problem with it, that doesn't notice that, more of my justice.

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Is or isn't what really is? Spiritual affairs

 And could have a sould that are like the maitroska, came out of another soul endless? I listen so much crap, a soul that is leaves that fall, if isn't a soul inside another, like that an invader that want to born in another person, type a rich person, had a lot of person that want to born in people that are considered brilliant, so is good leave all that capes because isn't the person, but and if it isn't? Had a way of know oh had my theory, was the way was resolved in Heaven, today is that way they give any answer just is needed the person with the satisfaction of an answer, but the old method is, travel to the end of the end and not of the beginning, the two are connected, and way? Because we can got the soul in the day that it can use millions of years like being minutes, and put the soul of the own person to be the guard angel of the person in the beginning of the beginning so the guard angel, that is the own person would resguard the person and watch if the person multiply in pieces or is many souls that got inside the other for evilty.

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And had people that say

 That eat banana is easy to peel had those people know tangerine? Or eat the tangerine with the peel on!

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I will return soon with something more dignified!!!

That guy

 Also doesn't like white people have problems with medium color races, so what means racism for him? But for sure he is racist, he homosexual an homophobic, he is like hate humans? He is type alien?

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And had that people disagree with me

 God use that and I use or how I gonna say something that I am not sure? See a person said that I am wrong they were delivered in the Island by a flying whale, an Boeign an big airplane, I had to went there to see, people only remember after I said, how I would say that shit of story? A big animal, of the size of an elephant? I can't call it elephant? And yesterday people said that wasn't an coconut tree but a black man that drink salt water and piss sweet water, do you think that I went there to see!

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See also had that

 So had Jesuses that aren't saving? Have something that is validity... Even having the power isn't to be used of any way... So the person had but doesn't work... Say do you think that could came a small Jesus and save the persecutor of the most powerful Jesus? See probably even the salvation is small... you gonna be with all the humanity scaping from the bottom of the hell to die and people see you die after saved. you have to went after the most powerful Jesus ask to he save you. Is that try kill the salvation of trillions. Accuse Jesus? Can Jesus save if he still doesn't save himself from an accusation?

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And more about the river

 I didn't remember probably because isn't even at a glace about me but, people said that had a strong man of 1,20 meters that tried to save them and die. That once in the river near them, she passed the legs around his neck and he didn't reach the surface anymore, an the man give the kicks on his mouth. His friend was laughthing in the margem at our side, appear that had others witnesses, when they kill the man and he kill her he passes to make menances to everybody, when he reach got out of the river his friend mock he so much that I was thinking in leave I saw what I need to see, but when I thought that man almost got drowned, probably he didn't had breath and his friend was killing him, so I stay there with my brother to see if things occur well, and he got in the floor of exhaustion, I said to a friend that like men, that if he can make mouth to mouth to he returned and he said that he was gay but didn't wanted, his friend put the naked ass on the ass of the man that almost got drwoned an said to my brother that had a blacksmith near and we can got the blowpipe to make air on his mouth, like had gas station far from the city he was kind that we change the horses shoes. He returned so bad he was when faint, and he said that we kill the lady, nobody notice the weird man in the bottom of the river. He said that he didn't need kill her, I sai say that in the police station, and he went there to say that he kill without a reason... I didn't laugh, I do that with naturality, and I even don't know what the problem... People do so evil things but don't do things like that because doesn'r have the intelligence, imagine if a evil person would not do that and think that didn't nothing, the thing that the idea doesn't come.

We used to say that me and my brother were both fake, we didn't laugh, at the time laught was show low intelligence the idiot laugh about everything... Men used to carry comb to comb the hair in the pocket and we used to comb each other, and said my dear friend you look fantastic today... Just because that he used to say that we were fake...

Our father could be a king but he wanted to be a common man, spending his money and making kids. We had a few blood of India, I think we were from France...

Because of 3 wars I was named the Master of the War, because of strategy and I was had 18 years old. So people used to say that my hight was because I would be very important for the army.

He also used to complain the life of our father that lived a pacific life, that was before the crusade, speting money, he also complain of rich princes that lived spoiled because the money of the father, I said in the otherwise money makes excellent people.

Fole fôlego...

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Make something be easy cooking

 People that open a dried coconut, need to be dry to had that part to grate, so much easy it can, that my mother used to say that we do that to see if the person had good head, you break with the back of the knife, is very breakable, you had to have a heavy knife, and when you hit with the thin metal of a heavy knife you predict that it will break for sure in the longitudinal, when the person is crazy the break sometimes came a weird crack, crazy people sometimes doesn't had normal human abilities just that... You can even break with a hammer, in a Island you gonna hit in a rock in the floor, but the break would be for all the coconut, and the other is a perfect two halves. Could be a cutelo knife, but doesn't need.

Another tip, to break in pieces things that are locked in the ice, you pose the knife and use an hammer that ones of construction, you can even use this technique to break bones in the kitchen when you don't find that cutelo, that small axe of the kitchen, with the hammer and knife is more precision.

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Listen about that salvation

 Listen people explain to me who is the other guy, he is the ripper, the ripper also saves. See I am got to knew that hethe son of that prince wanted to know why he born with a lamed arm, listen that you was of the side of the prince in one day that the ripper was saving and the two was punched, for the prince was some prostitution, calm isn't the normal ones of Europe be with men for money and not the paranoia of Americas, but the punch for you was empty but wasn't without consequences, and you received born lamed, also I tried pull you up, I am that Jesus of the rope, but you can't climb when I call, wasn't the prince but 10 souls that you was their friend, so be friend of bad people we are confused with their crimes... They didn't let you climb when I call.

When people called me to help I see those people and I think the other Jesus the ripper was justice, even I went after the other, the man had rape a young lady, the lady in others lives had 3 deaths of men, I thought what disgraceful victim, always the serpent for the men, and after came his friend, a lesbian, a ridiculous man, and that fall almost dead, because he was the manipulator, at least one deserved be saved clean? And them thinking that their crimes were small, oh even the ripper was to good for them.

Now about somethings call that beautiful lady to she save, she said more marvelous deeds than all of Jesus and still hasn't been disraciada, call her there in hell she could be also that wonder.

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About culinary

 People the best cake toppings, type the most classic and one dream. I think that is very classic Marshmellow and Chantilly, and the difficult of the two:

-The chantilly you have to buy milk cream of refrigerator, and not the one canned, put in the refrigerator to almost freeze, put some sugar and to be more the type a bit of vanilla extract, I use the Oetker, an beat but one thing this isn't the chanty-mix so once in the right state stop or gona became a piece of frozen butter and you gonna lose you heavy cream, butter here is so much cheap than the fresh milk cream. The chanty-mix how much you beat more whip more hard, the other you lose the chantilly. An also the true chantilly you can mix after smelted chocolate of bar and the other the mix will smelt.

And of course that in the planetaria arno, the others will be butter, never you gonna have chantilly from the fresh milk cream, the whip is perfect, but with the chanti-mix the more simple beater work.

And marshmallow is the right point of the sugar smelted, if the smelted sugar, is like that boiling in the bowl till came cold, but if isn't the right point of the caramel the chantily would not had that density of chantilly isn't funny, and if passes of the point could had that dark colour and taste of caramel and not of chantilly, so a failure, isn't so need put the vanilla extract but could to be more fancy, like scandalous taste very notable, so is much easier make the Italian glacê that appear that is something that doesn't work but I did does work! So what is you put in the pan the white of the eggs and the sugar and if you like you can flavour with vanilla extract or or or lemon juice to be the aci version, and you put in the fire very slow if you are bad in kitchen you can use Marie-bath, till the sugar got dissolved and still hot right in the cake mixer, and had a lot similar qualities of the chantilly and is much more easy, and only an ass to lose it.

And a dream was that, the person mix eggs wolks, the yellow with sugar in the pan cook in the top of the oven and after give consistency with that caster sugar till be in the consistency of open with the food-pin.

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Crusades the first was exploratory

 But first to where were that couple, we only see them again in the first crusade. They to be in eternal honey moon, to cure so much dementia, to an island in the middle of the ocean to be very faithful for each other, probably was a bird call elephant with wings that dispose them there always, there had only one coconut tree, and when they make them fall down they were move to Africa, to be white and they had psychological blindness that was of be so much racist don't see a black person.

So before started the crusade, had a river that people make a lot of bet, of who can cross it, I was with a cousin and with 16 years old I was 1.90 meters of height, so I walked. But was there only me and my cousin nobody knew that the river was deep but not very much. Didn't cover even my thorax.

My brother was friend of the woman and bad friend and adviser of the men, he went to a witch to he drown in the river and she save him, in the day I was there to see, and he really was growing and she was a short woman, she jump in the middle of the river and got where he was of empuxo - thrust, but once near him that was jumping to breath she started to drown also and grab him to breath, push him down, and me and my brother sit to see, I also was a man, just young, he started punching her, kicking and choking her and pushing her down, was almost satisfying see that woman so cheater be beat with all the violence for a man that said that she was decent like the nudity. Oh decent thing to see, when he kill her I said that when we are stressed we doesn't notice that the river isn't that deep, and he notice that he can put the feet in the bottom of the river, but he threatened to kill me even before and kept saying the same things. Int the city he was accusade of kill her, 

So started the crusades, but with the accusations, he would be rid of the accusations he passed with honour but with all the shit that was told by everybody that were there, he said that who was seeing the fight in the middle of the river was who kill her, but he acquired put my brother out of the crusades, type he got knew that my brother plot with the murdered woman that he would be drowning to she save him.

So was formed the army and we travel and once there, in one of the explorations we were separated in groups to explore and returning say what we saw. He wanted that we two be grouped, there we find quicksand - areia movediça, he said that I crossed first because I was taller, we can't move the legs but we can pull the leg out and cross over, we can't is push forward the leg, and I was tall was hard but I crossed it. When came his turn that was laughthung because I would die, I put the spear in his chest when he was in the middle, and said that we had business to discuss, isn't to deep get in the knees or I cross you now, you'll apologize for saying you were going to kill me, and he said and if I not I gonna sit here to see you rotten. He had said that after the end of the crusades, he would kill me if he didn't find a chance before. He said that would sen someone to find us, no problem but I am having my chance, he asked apologies and I turn the spear to he hold it and I help him got out, he pushed with all the violence to mutilate my hands, I'll tell them where you are so they can come and get you. When end the crusade I receive the biggest reward I got super rich. And he went to defend himself about all the accusations about him.

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About Greece

 You know what was the most severe lie that my cousin said? To she be beat for 2 days in Japan? I never kewn who was my father, that Albino from Japan had a son in Greece and was my friend mulatto, he was kind medium, he had a daughter with my mother never said who was my father, and I never knew that I was Albina, he took me to Japan to prove that the Albino was his father, Albinism was so rare that how could another person? I would never guess that I was Albina because I never see the Albino from Japan, my colour was ok, but the hair was straight and pure black, the Albino of Japan the hair was straight and black but I didn't knew, he said to his ugly bride that he was my father and she told to my cousin and she went after the mulatto to say that I knew that he was my father and I hatted him because he was swarthy, he really wanted to kill me, and I would never know the reason, the mulatto of the house that people tried marry with him before I don't remember what I knew about him, he was so characterless and bad, and with that candy face what fake person, he was kind with an cape of sugar, for a man so with honour the woman that went to bed with his father was more than perfect, he had choose the right person so I though that was the engagement of two person that perfectly fit. My marriage was so miserable, my husband asking what I thought about the mulatto of the house, I was so scaried I thought that in one moment they came friends, after I got pregnant he passed to say that I ha to abandon him for the mulatto of the house, so I asked to passes the pregnancy in with my family because he was insane and fraighten me, I had to say that I knew that the Albino of Japan had two descedents in Greece, I never said nothing bad about, I never imagine who could be, so my cousin had the risk of be the other, so the Albino said to her of everybody in Greece you had to hate your brother? Help that woman?

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What I think. Is this racial?

 So is this racial? A person asked me what I think about the woman of Albino went with black men to full the husband kids that are black, why any of you think that she had that right? This is what the right of the women in some Asiatic lands? Why you don't give the right t of the Albino of be father? What he produce disgusting? An albina woman can have babies, nobody estereliza them to they doesn't have babies, morality is something very perverted in some Asian lands? So is that evilty can be used without no morality in some countries, what kind of person hate so much that people, in my mind any one, they are different why? I had said one day that the mulatto was create by God for her love, she wanted to be mother of mulattos, when she invented the other God thought that humans could be like horses and rabbits, they doesn't have mulattos, the animals aren't mulattos, so she invented that is a combination or would born an white or a black and she wasn't sure of what would be. She loved her idea, I think that she could had mulattos being with white men.

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The last satisfaction this were for African

 That was about fidelity in lawty in friendship between Canibal and a white man, I already had be from a Canibal tribe in Africa, and I saw my goodness of be Greek girl, the forgiveness, an African was so much to die for the white friend, that a treason was the last satisfaction, that was to kill to eat the old friend, and I saw a treason with my own eyes, and I never would have my satisfaction of eat my traitor friend, was that the first forgiveness of the Earth, but come with the death and the betrayed eating the traitor. Is because risk very bad the own life is a proof of love of one for other... Is like the friend gonna live with him forever.

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For the lie what is put hte leaves in the basket

 People explaining my laws. Means that you are taking care to the lies don't kill you in the future, I gonna ad that the lies accumulating indefinitely is a danger that only grows.

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What innocence

Leaves on the floor of the garden can be place of snakes and scorpions, and in a mount in the floor even more, lacraias a very offensive worm.

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This is one of the problem of the lie

Greece, my female cousin pass shame in Japan, the lie is that thing that only makes prejudice. She could said for the king of that land that the being used to his advantage could make him a rich man, don't you agree? But she was already in troubles in another land... Say that she wasn't a liar, well thought, why she didn't do... At the time I didn't know a liar is a person that his word doesn't value. I thought that people make things of the wrong way, we can only sweep the garden, we have to got basket to put the leaves on. She always saying the benefits of the lie, she lost the power right in the moment that she could save herself this time using the lie in her benefit? She returned, the story of the beginning to the end where 4-5 years. 

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Greece also had that

And about my marriage I didn't know at the time but what I knew after die. I in my moral talks with my female cousin had sai that lies were very wrong when feelings was involved, and that had time... Lie at the time was something immoral? Was kind a human ability, but wasn't already considered immoral, was type curiosity, when we say the truth we say something that we didn't thought, was something that we see or we know but lie was fruit of the imagination, the lie you thought! So was an exercise of intelligence, so say if say something that you invented and say to me and you make me believe is me the liar to repeat your lie? If lie is something that you used your intelligence?

And once the mullato of the house said that would marry my the ex-bride of the mulatto that already was my friend, I said that he went away that I did wanted to talk with him because his bride and me wasn't friends anymore, today I knew that he said for some Greeks that the one that were would marry with a ugly girl and he would marry with the most beautiful girl of Greecy people laugh and said love is so beautiful, do you really think that she beautiful, everybody laught about he thought that she were beautiful, she was almost nasty... The nose was so ugly, of old maid, that with that nose why a demon need the horns and tail that nose was enough to make someone run away. Isn't a nose of black people... The nose was kind Imaginarium, one day I said to her that she supposes collect coins of who wanted passes a good time looking for her nose, was so weird that ask so much moral of a ugly lady is even cruel, but my mulatto friend was dark and she was lighter, she was very lovely things compensate a nose... When he went discuss with me I didn't wanted to talk with him... She was an ugly devil and he was a mad devil... He said that I could said that the other was ugly, I even didn't understand why I would call her ugly if was something that everybody could know because saw... I said to him what hadn't chance of he knew that she used him in her self-cleaning stories, today I am knowing that my cousin said to him that beautiful was the other, she noticed that he had a very short vision, confused sitting at a table my eyes that were blue with her eyes that were colour of gold. I didn't wanted talk with him because I was writing my testimony about my life, is like I am was writing testament that in place of be of a money was about my death. I was writing that my Universe was in collapse that one day the all would got encounter and the Universe would die, that gonna one make a baby on me and I would die and that I wanted the baby was well, that the certainty was that I would die. So when he went to talk with me, what I  care he didn't understand that had a baby wold kill me, and I was to marry to got pregnant and die, things common in others life wasn't my life, he in any moment had a problem without solution, all his problems was a lace that could be untidy, and I is one cut that kills. So I didn't wanted listen anymore about problem that we put ourselves, I was think in one that was fatality in one that was without return, when I got pregnant my clock would started to count walking each to death, and I was walking to see my kid and the normal was even didn't know him, so for me the Universe would die with all the stars starting to run and when they encounter the Universe would die, also his problem he all day jump in a pitty.

Today I know he, and my groom went to bed the two, when was the time of he be man what humiliation, the other had a big dick. He asked to the other to they went to a witch to they swap the bodies, to the other be more properly used... And he discover something that he was almost blind the other had a very good vision, he went to see all the girls he went and all they were more pretty than his bride. I talked in the delegacy because I didn't know with whom I was talking, he didn't returned the body to my groom , his father was so hateful that my groom on his body went to that time to the woods because nobody liked the man that molested a kid. My groom asked they undo the swap but, he only acquive when I died because he was afraid of the other kill even the baby the boy was of him so the baby was his son, when I was to recover he open my sew with the fingers to kill me.

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Is a question of logic

 Descedents my ancestor had, I am a descedent, he had kids that had kids in Africa. I had even cousins htat were very Japanese the great...grandmother was rich, so descedents with kids with Japanese they had, but in Africa, had others. But all them had kids in Africa, the curse are for others. Is just a question of find another person that liked the story, I am not the most Japanese I had relatives in England, and my cousins had relatives in Japan, so find someone else...

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About the story

 Russia about my ancestor that was from Japan let me say the end of his life. He when was a little more than middle age, lived my ancestor great-granmother, she was rich since the birth she was mulatta and wanted marry him also because of the colour, no matter if he was in Africa selling fried fish, he make a lot of money after the marriage making external oven even in Europe, I doubt he walk around Europe married with a lot of women wanting a fair with a married man, so when he was older she abandon his wife that was my ancestor to a much younger woman that was black, he lose all his money so fast, that I think in 3 years he was poor, his young wife said that she would went to his land in Japan to see if he had a heritage there, he almost die of even that embarrassing, my great...grandmother accept him back, and say to him that he didn't of be worried about money that she had money enough to they lived well, and he die just some years after that probably was also 3 years, the witch appear that sit on the story.

I remember a bit of that story, but listen my in that life future boyfriend he isn't son of the king of Japan, never was he is nephew, his problem is because he had a life that was a copy of his cousin. Even he doesn't want a son because his cousin is mad if he knew that would help any one he probably would kill our kid, so even he didn't want. I know my two kids weren't in my body but sons with more then one man isn't what I want for me even knowing that happens with other women, so is a contingency.

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We only do that when we are afraid

In Russia, his nephew went after him to ask about the incident in England, and he before give an answer to his nephew went to talk with me, I thought these people defile my good name, I say to him because I was afraid to him say that our fight we decide to take another honeymoon, and so we travel together, people oesn't understand and thought that we were a scandalous couple.

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And about that conversation

 And once my ex-husband when I another life in Russia... Sometimes the best information came from the enemy. One of his enemies send a message that he would make the wrong move and would die. And who would kill him was be the own prince, that even his nephew was convinced to help. And the prince was receive an with no sender mail, that the person would prove that my ex-husband was in England to help his the wife of the prince, with even his nephew helping would be so easy, one of the things would be play green about his sister past, accusing him, in public... I give a call to England in the day because the enemy only told me when see the two together so I give a call and say to send a boybell find him where he was, he went to the telegraph post with all the people that were around, I wanting talk with him said that our conversation had to be private, and he say that I can say to everybody listen, I say that way the Fulano say that he was so gay that he was specting a baby and didn't warn me I need to know who was... He got mad say to everybody went away that he need talk with me. I say to him that if he think that I would burn my ass to talk with him I burn his ass to talk with him... Look the informer said that would kill him to even doesn't need to knew if he was the 12 years boy that almost lost the hand, so got any transport and return fast.

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Have those days

 And say to all people present, are 6 reporters after you discover that you were gay before or after went to bed with the aunt, and he said after, you did and didn't like it.

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In the press I had to give an answer Russia

 There I used a pseudonym, reporters used that frequently because of the risk of life. But or idendity could be prove, at the time was a document that we got in the Judiciary, becuase we and our relativeis had some rights. And I had my responsability. The aunt still had some lovers, and one went to talk with me was eletronic the chat, so he complaint with me I was in my right, of inform, she wasn't spose becuase her idendity was covered, was because probably was his friends from France, today I am knewing that was because that male prostitute promess kill him when he arrive in England but with the exposion his plan blow, he had tried once and would be another time, once I listen about him of a informer that prostitute hadn't age. So the person complaint a lot with me, and was because got hard to kill, he wouldn't got in the country with the incognito? They would kill a famous person and rich that was travelling like a poor. I said for the claimant that a reporter was loved and acclaimed by thousands so I didn't care for his fret and go to shit. When the guy went away I write that was the sacred mission to find the sacred graal, is something that had faith involved.

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People remember me that

Also who work in the press had better mind, never got dement. So returning, he to don't be recognized he went to England mounted in a donkey, I think is right nobody would recognize him if he was mounted in a donkey becose a relative don't ride a relative, explain becose the audience is diversified and not everyboy understand, he donkey mounted in a donkey of course not was someone else.

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Does Dom Quixote so old

 In Russia my ex-husband doesn't participate the reason. But for love by his friend he went to England to discover who was the first man of the aunt, was a secret mission, I treat that way me and the Russia press ddin't said in another place. I started to write chapters about of him trying doscover his first man, I make so many friends at the time. Is impressionating how people like us when we write to the press... Was the valiant heart's mission. Burry, unburry whathever it is seem the same job...

Say what he remember! That he was already a man that went with her, he was for sure 12 years old and was with a woman of 24 years old, an one day that he was in bed with her, 4 friends of her almost emasculate him, because he swarthy, he fighting they almost amputee his hand out, so she had men in England, they were cruel with him and humiliate him because she was white. Appear was common at that time cut someone hand out, was a time of cruelty. But returning about the virginity of the aunt I said if he asquive know he also went after other mysteries like the lost Atlantida and what happens with the Ancient Babylon...

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Was because that was justice

 Even powerless I am mightfull like a king, I say that I felt like a king. So the aunt was buried with less that evil-do. Was that that quarrel with the Indian after came a girfriend that he dump to say his past being prostitute. Whe she went away I said to the Indian that if he talked with the others of the band I would say that quarrel was other conversation, and I would say that was a liar anybody that say that he had said that he was in the prostitution, everybody agreed and said that she was a liar. Is a lie but was justice.

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We came to that

 MY ex-husband went to England to research about that sister of the prince, at this point in the championship, you know what he discovery? A bad sew story... so bad that smell shit. And the testemonies so old people... many had died to rember her childhood. She said that in house was two girls, was a lie... That her sister was raped and killed. I thought in England people had the use of make so bad lies? I thought that was so easy to think that she invented a sister to cover her own past... Say is in India that had that name vaca velha? I thought that she invented a sister to kill after rape to purify her own past.

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What stupid woman

 See if she isn't stupid, can I today know Russian and French and the arcaic because in another life I lived in this two countries? To I today know what was the name that English woman called with a woman from England? Had a law that if the person is in a good religion will know that is normal I don't know but type know the meaning, so I would remember what the person meant when say it. Can you believe that the life of the half sister of the son of the prince isn't that grothesque like the fame of that woman in England that people thought that she never returned because all was true, so she lived far from her past in France, that is undoubtly that was she because she didn't defend herself because fro sure, she was all that, so what good she was doing. When I was in France I knew that she was mother of 3 and not 4, and after that she had only one daughter that was old, what does means. One day that I had a fight with the ex-husband I say to him that she was a woman of his age, and he was a dirty man of talk about that grothesque woman, he replie that she was older than him, I say what age, she was 30 years older than me, I said to him, hey do you know that when I born my mother was about to make 18 years old she is more than 10 years older than my mother and you say all that soap.

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So I remember that

 In Russia, before my marriage in another life, about the Indian, the sister of the prince had a quarrel with him, appear that wasn't the first time, they talked that time with loud voice, she was blackmailing him, he used to say that he was German, but he didn't know the language, she used that against him, but one day she said that he would be the passive in the be with another, he got mad and argue intensivelly with her, he said in the discussion that he had made that in past because he was passing hunger in Europe and today he prefer kill someone, after she went away I came next him that he could say to people that he was from Germany but grew in another country. I told that story for the son of the prince.

And about she be feminist the person that she like she used to call her something imoral like pussy, meaning vagina, so the persons replied to her calling her girfriend kind whore. I mean she talked about her to people like the Indian.

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Russia and a travel

 In that another life, one day I think that was before the release of my ex-husband the son of the prince invade my house again to kidnap me, but he need do a travel and I would be with me during the travel. He said that he need went to India to talk with a witch about the from Germany. I said to him that he was mistaken he was from India and he would be entering in the country of the man. Who said to he do that was his half-sister, that I was a werewolf and I had a good audition and payed a lot of attention on his conversation, had a man that he was so friend that was a brother for him and he was from Italy, his female accomplice that was his aunt, she was a woman that do many things for man because of sex, that she let pass a talk about feminism but I didn't knew of whom she was talking at the time. Type could be of his sister, so I said to him that in Africa also had witches and I could help him there, so we lived to Africa and not India, there the things was weird because when he give telegraph for her sister the things went bad, she already knew that he wasn't in India, only he didn't notice that she was alreadu complicity with the Indian, but he manage doesn't explan where he was, she said a so bad lie to him, that she was in the middle of USA and was catch there and they amputee her, he was so worried for her that believe in aso bad washed lie, and he need return of where he was to save her, after I said how you manage talk with her if she is kidnapped? This time he probably doubt, but probabyl the deception... I say to him that and if you when find her without any harm what does means? I think that probably she doesn't pretend let you live to say to anybody that she lied... So he went to the witch, and we have to sleep in the same bedroom, a couple of in honeymoon was so common that nobody would think on we, we used fake names I knew who could do that in Russia.

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All is doubtful

I descend of that Japanese king, his  the counsellors were witches, and they discovered that in Heaven so in the future... What was saw how the truth that win is a truth shared by many, a verdade compartilhada por muitos. So he thought that the were saying that even a lie could passes for the future being the reality, was passing a demon by the land that wasn't Japanese, so he plot a lot of sotries and sent to said with exhaution by all the population, I almost always was a prince who advertised the breed well, represent the race in other lands, know how? Making sons in ladies of course all without any kid in another countries, because my sons would be tall handsomes, and was all men, and of course that I can't make babies in many, becasue I was makinga a good advertising about my race I wasn't giving genetic for another people, so wasn't many. If I was more mentally Japanese I would in the end marry with a Japanese women, but I felt so much father, that I didn't want that my sons thought that I didn't respect for completely their mothers, imagine how was the respect of man by a woman in Japan...

So was about a story let me say someone asked to me research, but some stories can be legend. And is about that 3 brothers princes, see the legend was that the father put under vigilance the wife only for the birth of the 2n, could be a completely lie? Just this one is the one that the father didn't give the most important things? What I discover was a law of his mother, that give that liberty for the women of the country a stupid woman doesn't see that she was good with the wife of the son and not with the son... Imagine that if wasn't for that law a Queen that make that would murder with what was inside her... So she was proud of the dughter-in-law a besta incansável. Is the father so stupid to let the other sons of his wife play with the descedence of the his only son, to right in the stupid father the other became the important?

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Gay and don't like me

 I once was murder for a brother that was homosexual. See I even was there for the fact that our mother was married when he born and 20 years after because she was widow had a man and I born, and didn't had a father because she prefer raise me without a father. I think that his father had die early or why my mother or would she had only one?

I was mulatto and he was albino, I was father since the 17 years old, my girfriend liked me, she was much lighter than me, the kid was lighter than me, she was proud that our son was almost white and of her friend that went with my brother what negão, I think that the lady that was the mother almost died of fright. I was a kind fresco but I wasn't gay, one day he passed to kiss my body when I was sleeping, I said to mother I asked if I was to fresco. He killed just after, I was 23 years old, he was 20 years older than me.

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Russia this is one of th erisks of change the name with the sister

 In my city we say that we have to reach the bottom of a story you do know what does means? Is that you are listening a lot of lies and you have to reach the truth.

Before the answer of the next question, th eproblem with that ssiter of the prince she swap his name with a person that is her sister or friend... Nobody know really her past, they think she was prostitute with 6 years, that she had even a baby. Maybe is that the hate between the Indian and she, she appear was defend one preson agaisnt him, but she is getting the fame of the victim. Is that to she believe without any doubt in her female friend. She call the friend sister even his borther had doubt of be his parent if she had that sister. I am not sure but listen the part is that the mother of the prince was widow when his future wife born. I imagine that the lady that lived in France was daughter only of the fahter of the prince, so how she can have that sister could, but is necessary sister of him?

Before that competition in Russia I went with a cousin to the house of the prince because she was saying to me that who I see on that party when I was six wasn't him, so we went to the house of him to she present him to me, I was 8 years old and she was 10 years old, I thought that was funny we can walk alone in the streets to went alone to his home, I thought that she is very inteligent that find an adress. There still lived there his babysitter, so old was kind caduca - stale, the old woman only remember the time that he was a boy and he was already gay, and she went to his school to efend him saying that she do the same thing... and she stopped and got very sad I say to my cousin that the poor woman was lapsed, that wasn't honesty listen her probably he was the person that she most loved but she wasn't need be in a retire place, because she even didn't know what she was saying... He was hide and appear and said thank you to say nice things about his babysitter because he stayed hide to know what she would sa about him.

And the question, let me say about when I was in the competition in Russia, so I knew that there not my cousin but listen what happens... There the bride of my cousin went to talk with me. And said that guy that she was younger but the prince was best deal because he was married and had raped a girl of the age of his daughter that was older than me, I was thinking and me always thinking that woman lie maybe she was saying the truth, I am a chauvinist, she can be saying the truth, and he walking at her side, an she push people from him probably he notice and like. Is good be hot even for that bathtub, we never had to stay with th efirst judgment and I was having attention of a person that was more respectful and single. When we are of the side of the person some time we passes a lot of trustible for that person because when we choice liars we probably aren't that good.

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About that in my incarnation in Russia

 But first about me, when I born woman to have a more feminine body, spiritually I dress an cloth with breasts and bum, so I don't know of a soul change the gender for me is a bodysuit.

When in my incarnation in Russia, let me say that in the time of the clinic some about the other clinic that he said, that before the prostitute was the male nurse that with the hand make the prospection of the dick, the male nurse in his country he was a criminal and had one han amputed, so appear that he was very thankfull to the doctor because probably he was illegal in England and the doctor gave him a job. And the prince invented the prostitute because was even pitty of him.

When we went to a clinic was in another very most expensive that were place of birth of princes, so when was the prospection of my ovules, was a neddle with a large canula in the abdomen, think in the grothesque pain, before that was an incision in the abdomen and in the ovarium, the pain was so huge that I only returned there because I was feelling kind courajous like a man, I think that my soul turned 12 times to felt an ovarium being that punched, if the pain was small why so much people having the money don't go?

And also the babies with all the secure were ours, was a goat the surrogate mother, if wsn't ours would be an animal, and the second was my husband.

When was the time of the prospection of the sperm of my husband, had moral aspects! What was the moral? Could be the hand of the male nurse, the hand of the doctor, me not, the hand of the mother of my husband, the hand of the mother of the male nurse or the hand of the doctor, I say hey let that guy masturbate himself with his own hand, he was sad because people said to him how that moment was the most fun part...

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More about another incarnation on Russia

 And the past change, that about the clinic that people went many years before really had influency in the story, I could say from country was the prostitute, but let doesn't say, who say she was involved in the murders? Who was the man that put her in all that births? The prince. Where she passed to live? In France, who is the har best friend, only she wasn't her friend? The sister of the prince. When my husband said the history the older daughter with his wife that he hide marriage for years and they make scene to people think that he was marry many years after their older was 6 years older than me, so that babies were old... My ex-husband said that he lie and very much his age, for almost 14 years and a model form Japan posed for the pictures for the Newspaper on his place. So when he went to the clinic he was even older than his wife but sai that had 10 years old and she 21-24 years old. The model marry and also went to the same clinic to his wife had babies of the same way of that couple. More than 20 years after the prostitute that always was the same see ressemblance with the kids she appear visited many time and she in France, an went after of everybody that born that way to say that she was the mother, the problem she is a murder... she wanted to the people kill the parents... The model of the Japan would not had problems becuase he lived with the 2 daughters in Japan, he occasionally appeared in England or everybody would knew, but the two daughters, I am listen today that they were murder because of the prince, the first version... He passed to acuse the wife and she desesparatelly kill her self with the daughter inside home with gas poisoning, I thought was of a oven was of the walls, is that? But today I am listen that they die in England... The Japanese went to talk with me, I warn him that if he went to talk with his mest friend the son of the prince he would say for his half-sister and she would say to the murder, if he went talk with the prince, he would say for his son and his son woul say for the half-sister and she would say to the murder. All begining because the two went to France to talk with the sister of the prince, and there she samrt with no goo advise appear was saying for them that old man was pleasure or money, I can't capture the right word... I was missing the audition on that ear! And they woul problem for the Japanese because there they meet the prostitute of the births, she being the best friend of the aunt what she didn't knew, that ones even kind of mulattas were, so when they return to Japan they would try their best to kill the rich parents. And they were kill only for evilty because the murder is all the time spying the prince, young laies with that onl man he kill... But I was seeing he went out and in the country more time of time of vigilance, so is like an eletronic filming? See even with vision we can be discreited because an paranormal would see he beinf watched by the murder, but the murder many times aren't in England.

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Something that invered when I in another life

 Lived in Rússia, was calculate the time of smelted the ice to import something that was perishable, like 300kg take in some circumstances 2 weeks to smelted. Would not travel in tropical seas.

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Something about my private life of my incarnation that I lived in Russia

 And was when so I passed sometime after the divorce of have a boyfriend in Japan, one ay he dramatic sai that need see me, because he was sick. So I went to there. I rent a fly for there, dangerous but the way by land in my mind more dangerous. Once there I manage to find him, I didn't said but I decend of a Japanese that died 300 years before his story, he was mad for chocolate and there a luxury very expensive, so he moved right for Africa, I think that he also could moved to France they doesn't produce the vegetal but import it. He there in Africa lived of sale fried food. At the time was expensive in the market there sugar and chocolate, had but what high price. I asked to my entermediate send me a grated with somethings to I present him with some recepies that I knew, so I asked to send to his adress the ingredients. I after talk about him about trade comercial. I went with Russian money with hope of buy Japanese money in any bank. Russian money is a not very expensive money but from England? Japan I think was a country that was comercially close. Trade comercial see kind for Russia is better buy chocolate from Africa than France, because had passed for two comerciants. That an owner of market could think in buy some luxuries with a coin with cotation and fraction that to another market owner. At the time my boyfreind show me a lot of boiled food, my ancestor even had bring of his country an portatil oven to make things like bread, but was small, there he construct one bigger of bricks.

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Russia went to my home a visitor to talk

 A new face to the past, went to talk with me a nephew of my ex-husband, he was the Japanese that had all that girlfriens in Russia, I said to him that he kept secret of our chats, I ask to him why the murder would not came after me if he notice that he was being discovered? I saw me dead even being a werewolf he also was one. I said that I was pit of the son of the son of the prince that I was discovering that he was one of the first to die, he at that time agree to kept secret, involved more hundreds, you know why? Because the aunt was a werewolf, and who want to kill her saold the heritage of the wife of the prince hundred times to kill the sister of the prince that was for part of father. So to the wife of the prince came after the death of the prince to prove that always was his sister and got a herritage, the som of the prince need die before the father, had involved Indians and when the man got mad even North-Americans, all that becasue he wanted to kill a werewolf. No make sense, the brother of wife of the prince try to kill my ex-husband, was involved in the revenge a story from England that involved the Indian, and the story I can't see, I said that we could kept talk, that even me I was seeing me had a long life, and I wasn't involved, my ex-husband was more involved I was seeing he lived more, even his nephew I was seing die near my death, but I didn't see why.

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And had more so just a pinch

 Whe he look for me the first time to kill me I saw something that I said to my ex-husban and asked to him kept secret specially for his best friends. I said to him to be good for the son of his frien but started to him doesn't belieing in the oen fahter, if the Indian or his father knew the story would be very bad. See one thing that make his father didn't like him was that he accused the father, and I saw that he was manipulated by the half-sister even in that. Today I am knowing what was about but at the time was see that, she wanted sex with the prince after she be very raped behind, after they had sex was her word against his word, she said for everybody that he raped her to she got that hole. And just his son was the person that believe on her. So he be careful with the son of the prince because he was a man fooled that was being used for a dangerous woman, that he didn't say that story for nobody, specially a person involved in the story.

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And that so on so on

 I had some visions when I was a singer in another life living in Russia but I saw so bad consequencies in the end of the world that I prefer didn't say. The guilty for the death of the kids of the biological son of the prince I saw powerful in the end of the world, I saw she being nothing to the aunt of the borther, I see she being to one day make all the evil to her daughter of the past, I saw she wanting find the brother he is next her but she still don't know who he is, a cousin that she doesn't know the relation, she would be killing him if he had pushed her against the wall, I give the picture and she isn't good with the Indian, I saw that who kill all his child but the oldest, was his boyfriend because he had enough of a son of prince thinking that was father of that people, his boyfriend is missing the two legs, and she do all that to don't say to the brother who really did, because would expose her. Today who is hated is the Indian, so one day that the son of the prince went to talk with me again because he knew that I could find with his father enemies like werewolf, I said to him that his danger was his sister in the end of the world, that she would revenge of him miserabily, and he knowing never confront her, but she wasn't all the danger, an his boyfriend being a man without the two legs coul be the person kidnapped from the hospital I think yes, who are his enemies a lot of person, and all that accidents and after deaths I didn't see.

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What about that for the party

We buy a skeleton for party, we got a car to find a good place to dig and burry it, and we give a party after 7 years to desencavar the bones and make a ceremony with a altar? Using the skull... You had to invent some illegal things that we don't do, but integrate that we were doing, think in one.

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So had that

 Say why is good break mirror in the fork or the road? each mirror is 7 years of bad luck. And about the black cat, look when we want to paint animal we don't use paint for hair but wax, grease with color black, one that came out with water people use to paint horses, horses are good to be remember like saddle the horseshoe no, or the good luck will be bad luck.

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Would you went to that party?

 Listen that story, a person wanting invite me to that party how if I can't go, a kind out of the route. A far, difficult of reach place, but was that. The person passed two weeks talking that I suppose to buy some goth things to dress, and I idn't knew what for, I though that person see ocultism in all, that earrings of bats I wanted to know why I suppose to buy and what she things about, if had a meaning, a goat in a pentagram for necklace, have who sale that is a site from China, I think is China had also kawaii there, when she saw a necklace with a cross upside down, I say what does means? Today I knew that was a party and one male his friend wanted to give a party to he dresses like a vampire but this isn't the bad part the bad part was because he was a friend of a prostitute of Italy an he wanted make a party to impress her and she believe that the people was that kind and make sex in the party to impress her, he was inveteing to a prostitute of Italy that dark people make party because they was so prostitute like her, and my friend didn't warn me why all that shit, I say to my friend that his friend was a clown, dressing like a vampire to prostitute people in a party to impress a woman from Italy, I was thinking is funny things like drink wine saying that was blood, or got out the house to dig some holes in the garden, but prostituttion and people doesn't warn. This also is a good one the cross of two roads near the Samatary of centuries of the city, walking after the midnight, we went of car to there, the cross roads is where around here indians and black people like to do some witchcraft. Doesn't we drink wine and is Jesus blood? So we can put vinegar in the blood...

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Germany respected USSSSA more than the y think

 I am type professor with a PhD in the subject, people have because have to call me... See when we have to do an spatial travel, we can't part of any kind place of Earth and give a completely turn around the Earth and travel in straight line!!! Don't you think that they are in a good place to travel an part from there constantly? You think that if we leave from Germany the space is kind limited, an isn't for where we want to travel... I am not sure but I think that the base was in a American Island Hawaii isn't from USA? Part from Germany in a bog angulation we are not sure of velocity or any detail of a travel? Probalby is so dangerous that death would the result always. 

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Where is this place

Some ornaments that are cheap is because, they are made in certain place and when you use means that you was already tourist there, like a special beach, so sometimes is chic not by the value, because isn't expensive, but you have to be there in that place to had opportunity of buy it. But where is that beach is something of a next past but had sometime? People if want to increase the tourism, develop design of that ornaments to be not exactly more expensive but more desirable. People was more careful in boost the tourism today is like people like to travel, we gonna have tourists, example if I went to Japan or Paris I even don't know what is the places to went there, like restaurants, hand craft-market, what is playing in the theatre, places that are bilingue and we can walk knowing english, if there had museum. Maybe New Yourk there had museums, and Broadway, are still that fancy but where eat there, or what place you recommend to people make some shop for things that had local gifts... Tourism aren't only for very rich, very rich is a good client but is a very small part of the population, historical places are good places to visit, sometimes we suposes to do some research to make more intellectual the visit, even USA had some historical places that is nice to visit, things to buy, maybe the price of something that you important there the price is best, some gifts that are pitoresques and you only find there, some culture, like theatre plays or musicals, an exclusive food. Or an different attraction like games, type Dallas. I think corny went to Las Vegas to be in the casinos but worth a pitty also had a city that had casinos in France Monaco a bit more fancy, what you prefer Las Vegas or Monaco, of course if you have money for any of them.

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That live was husband of a woman that didn't like man

 I think that we can't never live with never born of the feminine gender, once I born man but right me didn't see, I had so much problem that I marry a woman that didn't wanted sex. So we can't live only born men, she wanted more than me I used to think a person can live single forever, I thought that I was saying that I didn't see me man, and people that asked afirmed that I put the dick out to prove that I was man, and I thought that I was only talking, I was thinking that my tendency to like woman was so strong that people was thinking that I was lesbian. When I sleep I got hypnotized and fly to her home, even wings I had, I didn't even remember that I was born I was thinking that I was joker laughthing of listen to desesparetely prayes, and getting there to solve a problem of a stressed lady. Conscious I even think about, so I didn't see what I was so probably I would be good be single.

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Even a p... was better the story

 First say that your cousin is prostitute isn't say the truth isn't about you... You are betraying somoene, revealing a secret, so to the story...

The tittle could be if you, anybody, want to say the person was good can... Happens with a friend in another life. Also I think that she never was good for nobody so she never spected someoene help her without so much rape, she need of money fast was anybody. She said to me that the person help her but broke into her holes, I said so much for that money, and she saying that the person was good, see when the person is bad look what quality is the help. I said if you want call that person good you can... After she went away I to pass a doubt I went to a home of a cousin that lived far and was prostitute, I never said that she was for nobody, I just want to know what was the price, she when passed the age of the marriage passed to do and buy a chalet, a cottage home, she was kind of elicated and the house was with garden in the back and in the front isn't a pomar of fruit tree but of vegetables, like carrots and lettuce, the price was so much higher than the help that my friend received and she was used in more than one place.

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An answer

 OF a psychiatry of when a person would be so sincere. Whe what the person believe is so scary for her that lose the freeom is a smaller fear. So the person is asking sincerely for help. I think that even be remove for anotehr place could be a solution for an with no soltution situation. Other solutions that I think validy, try be far form the problem, try find proves about the problem, try solve the problem, so in my mind talk about isn't exactly the start point for nothing, unless this could save your life.

See isn't the case of comove the other, is the case of rationality isn't your simpath  is what the other are listening, have even people that lie with fluency, but had one moment that even an person that is credulous don't believe, I believe is so much shit but when a person told me that was in the neighboorhod, I was rationalizing because was near the rest bulshit that happens in another country that for me was in another planet, but the person look in my eyes with fear I started to doubt that person. 

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What the opnion of the world?

 When I was a kid I used to think why a director create a so sincere people that the person say something that would make someone thinks that he is mad? Be considered not crazy was something so essencial for an human that I thought was a impossible human one that say with all sincerety something that would put him in an Asylum, was one of the cases that I though one would lie to efend the essencial right of freedom, like freedom even for a kid of 5 years was a so essencial right like breath, what you would do to defend your essential right of freedom?

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Good idea lady

 That had a from other life prophet saying how was work for God. And why people are asking that? Happens to me but I don't remember much more. See Go could gave the miracle for Fanaphet but didn't give for me. And was of the food, who was God in the day because aren't of today, said to me that who doesn't ask don't receive, that He need that I don't die, and ask food. So when was Fanaphet bread appear inside her clothes, because was Fanaphet. Believe I was filthy rich but in my land, there hadn't nothing even to passes my hunger.

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Another life when I was from India

 That India prince that married with a lot of laies from England. Is someone asking what make me choose the first wife, I was 16 years an married with one cousin because I got in love for her sister of 12 and I wanted to forgot. I understand she was a kid and if she was in love for me too she would came to talk with me like the others her sisters and cousins, when love appear the doll isn't no more fun, my father taught me that love even one year could change everyhting, I would return to my country, didn't she see that? And in one year she could give her love for other, and me waiting for the desabrochar of one love me being 4 years old, I couldn't. My father taught to me that love was be near, my mother was kidnapped by my father and he married her. So one day she would be in love but probably would not for me, so what wait, love is like that we see the person and we know... had even younger kids that felt love I am not asking that love, but she if was in love for me she would know. I am goo intentioned not even in my dreams marry her sister and stay in the country to visit her and convice her, that kind of person is kind a criminal... a monster... So past, forgive and forgot. 

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About lose weight

 I saw in TV that had the fat under the skin and the interstitial fat, that the interstitial fat is the first to the person lose, so this is what almost always gonna happens, of course if we are talking of normal and healthy person, so you lose the fat that are with the organs, so you gonna got smaller with a cover of fat like a jacket around the body, so is normal the fat around fall, like that will be fall till you lose the fat of the arms, legs and around the body, so still have hope people don't give up of the diet.

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An old memory of one thing

 I think that I saw on the TV, a man that transformed his lungs to breathe under the water. And was the lungs dispense the water in the stomach because he was known as the Fishman and he wanted to be under the water for more than 3 hours. In that heaven I heard that the person is drowned, with water getting inside the lungs, the person thinking that is the most dense air of the Earth, and if the person doesn't get to the surface will die.

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She explained that deal

 And was that God in that day was poor and never would never be recognized as son of a very rich man, she went after him to he became recognized, even the chances be low, he didn't had money to pay her, so the payment was if she acquive he be the heir he recognize one of her sons being his, was kind a bet where the chances of receive was low, but he being luck she received as settled. Is that he like to see injustice to be divine and she would be victm, and she was old and with no patience of be humiliated to wait see God be divine.

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What I see again?

 The offense that is for you because God had power but of the begginng to the end like He with you are in a razor slide, so He only gonna choose again when He finishes with you in the end of that blade under. Once choose He can't choose again till the end, his word is powerful specailly fo rhim.

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What do you see?

I see a dead person, this is the problem of that cat lady, she want want want to know even if is die of a violent way.

See God also paid a smart woman to lie, to fool him, she even convice him that he was father of his son. And my brother want to expose that woman, she presented 3 sons I had vision and see 7. So she was alreay a liar. And my brother wanting me to say what I see I see the future of he dead, he was insistent that I almost said what I saw.

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If you need

 A soul that can see further it had ti have the shape that represents that power what is this shape? A bird that see of the most high places an eagle. So probably you gonna meet diferent Gods and one is the one that can see further. And you need choose the right.

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I diferent memory

 About sea. And I was with a friend and he said to me that I need duck in the sea with the eyes opened, is that if he drowned I had to went after him and if I can't open the eyes in sea water how could I find him. The sea of Ceará is one of the less visible of the world very bad of dive, we had to use mile lantern and in Japan isn't almost black? But we can see a person? So I remember of the history of Minotaur and said to him to atach on him and on me a rope, I was grab in something. I don't know what we were looking for.

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Aplause she really helps

 The charade of the mother. The Jacket he suposes to be the mother or the son? If the reason is because she had more love I think he would not choose her. He had to choose the mother because she is he paying his mistakes and having a son without soul, that he would went away to save her, if he didn't save her he wouldn't have a soul, you know why is that way? Because he was very evil with charades, so he can pay what he did or infinetely.

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An consult!

 And is about an problem of age, and the diagnostic is, when the woman have a lot of babies the uterus is kind of big, and is a lot of surface inside of a person, like a big leather bag, so this leather bad would hold heat, so is the temperature of the woman and increasing, probably countries that treat that like age heat are contries that had an operation to reduce the size of the uterus, had who remove very drastic, the uterus produce hormones, the person would suffer problems how being more age.

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The swat to save a mad gay

 Is that my brother of previous incarnation had to say that to him to want to be him even with that, I don't know why in the hea this is a big humiliation but, wha the had to say to him. That he was in the last life a woman without vagina. He really was male hermafrodite and is common had all but the vagina, isn't to be perfect woman, he wanted to have a baby have to be an cesarian, the uterus the doctor he was indian would only grow wasn't elastic like a vagina, he even could remove that after the cesarian and he didn't wanted. 

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Sea of Brazil and or Japan

 See Brazil had continetal plate, so the sea drag inner, and Japan if I am sure doesn't have so it drag down. Here in beach you walk in the continental plate, and in Japan is right an almost abism at the feet. 

I was in a atletic pool for dive in the board, have an deep bottom of the feet can give that ilusion of be dragged, give dizziness in some people, I personally like, have people that even hate that in me like the deep part of the pool, is just that is the feelling of floating in the air.

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petit déjeuner of article

 Geniality in childhood, I gonna say the opnion of my family, the problem of you let your kid progress very much in the school to went very early to coollege University is, that you are giving a hard life for a child amoung grown-ups, an say to me is that thing human? Humans more that progression have affection have friendship bounds, you are making an incomplete human, it would not develop the humans habilities of relations. on't gonna have a full life full of human experiences, or parties comemorations, and see all the conquer of the school time, so this person would not live the sucess life and conquer of the young ages, is a experience that you gonna desapear of that life, unless the school in your contry is a bullshit the friends are a fiasco, and all is made of card paper like a theatre stage.

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There the anti-culture even the writer return to ask a bullet in the chest

 See the ressaca of the eyes of Capitu isn't hangover, ressaca also for the 1800, the sea after the sea got high because the moon, and when is high he carry a lot of what is in the beach, and when got low, my mother said that is very common in Rio, the sea of Ceara also have ressaca, so after the sea got down and with all it carried they are calm and here gray, when the sea is getting high is more easy to get drowned, so is need know marés, and when is getting down also is because the force is pulling to the ocean, so she is misterious or dangerous.

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This is anti-culture what mad woman

 Is people said that she love deep the Capitu, wha tis the problem, is like you like her because you in the ende never read the book but know about is! I read the book is the husband of Capitu talking with who are reading, you, about his life before he went to the school far from his home, and returning and seeing Capitu, so you are the friend of the husband, but if you never read the book probably you gonna give a chance for the others, is a famous book of the Brazillina literature but people are so illiterate in Brazil that even know had that book is culture. The movies about the problem is that they kind fly, had a lot of imagination of who read, becuase the book is a educated man, that are having problem with his own imagination and he isn't sure, so you see the infielity is kind out for completely of the book, he is rich his male friend that he suspect is also rich, but the narrator are a person that like work and the other is a playboy and convicted bachelor, and his wife the daughter of an employeer, so she was poor before marries him, so is purely psycologic, but he have his right of don't live a so nasty doubt.

So how someone that really read the book could doesn't like the narrator, he could be mad but isn't a reason of don't respect his grief feelling. 

And other of the same woman was Belle de jour, she saying that was a beautiful movie, soft... she is insane think in a heavy movie with a theme very dark, marital infidelity I saw not all becuase is implicity but about sex of the beggining to the end, she went to a brodel to make sex with clients but doesn't like went to be with the husband, so isn't real craxy who says that is a beautiful movie? In the end she got mad after his husband almost die or die she is crazy at that moment and who tried kill him an client from the brodel.

And ha more Pretty baby she say to me was a love story... That taxy drive the girl is like seeing her cousin...

I like the movie that is also psycological but is about a decent compulsion steal that is Marnie. 

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So I think that helps

 Is like a newspaper headline. A lady that lives at Rio de Janeiro, but pretends in the internet be north-american, is passing embarrassing, she is like completely abandon, with a miserable situation and she need be rescue, I was saying to her that she is a miserable evil but who see her in her situation can't deny help, she lived with an old woman that gives all to her, so see the fiasco she is, she is almost not educated, but a trouble, but she is passing embarassing, maybe people are threathen, she probably lives like a sexual slaver, and know people are trying kill her, miserable that story don't you all think, she live in Rio de Janeiro, is probably very far of what she shows, all that internet virtual makeup, so no matters who she is, if need be helped she have to receive because even a evil human we help, probably her place is in Asylum, but like that just let her die...

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Priorities priorities

 When we are short of money we have priorities with what we gonna spent. Almost everybody high or hallow have the end of the pit. Have who say to me that even the most rich person of the world haven't enought money to buy all that it want, a bit strong. So I hadn't an organize bedroom because or is the organizaton boxes or the clothes, so is the clothes, imagine I make my bedroom be a jewel and me walking bed dressed outdoor! So sometimes I am steping on my clothes in the floor. Imagine the person realize the dream of had the coolest bedroom of the world but han't money any more to buy nice things for itself. My family don't like who shows what the person doesn't is, I never wanted clothes that represent a rich person I am modesty, vanity is also a sin. Maybe confused with a rich the person could be offended in the streets, even was in Brazil, a person with clothes better than his social conditon because took a bus was beat and people rip her clohes of, when she reach the other bus station, a rich girl in a bus! Modesty is a jewelry that you use with proud, use common clothes if I be ashamed, shame is walk naked.

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At the time wasn't the glory people wanted

 Today is to see I was right in the past people asked other glories, I asked the glory of the reconnaissance of the study, of the well done work, of the effort that got glorious result in the end I asked to study hard, to work hard, to be literate, and only receive the glory if the result existed, I ask was don't sleep, don't rest see. I be so traveller I was trust important things, I was also honest, so many important things before came to the hand of the recipient passe by my hand, but you have before be a traveller, you need study, language and a lot of geography, I mastery maps and geography, be with me was had the destination sure, I never till today die in travel, no matter how far I always acquive reach the far place. Be genius in my case was also be a person that can reach a difficult result, make a hard to do job. Today appear that all the other glories have faded and mines are type eternal.

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Let's think

 So that guy are talking about DNA, I already said that when we Jews construct a ship to find China we fin another land that even that way receive before China the name China, see had a rule that a king only can step in a land if came of ship, even had that legend that prince of India or Arabia survive a shipwreck but was reduce to slavery because he didn't arrive in a ship. I jump of the ship to be the first to put the step on the new land, to I have more chances of be or the king or the son of the king and you came from pacific Island in the stomach of a sea monster. I came with a Jew race, I already said that race have a sacred DNA from God that were 3 European and one Asiatic race, that was to we arrive in all that countries with that God DNA, I didn't said that had Jews that wanted the best of that races to them and the rest would be shared of any way. One brother sign the pact with them and he lost all the God DNA and came very ugly. So you was a gentic monstrosity with all the DNAs and I came with a race.

So you aren't son of all that are in that room, so you leave before the end of story. You didn't got the birth of the serpent if she had passed would be one of the most powerful soul of the Universe she is mother or grandmother of God, and nobody saw her. You didn't accept the DNA of God because you prefer the first husband of the woman, and you leave with your sisters an they aren't also relatives of God, so let me say when was our time, God can't had sons with an DNA trigamic, kind 150% of a human, and He prefer spell the DNA of the woman and we were descend of God an the first husband of the wife of God, He didn't got so pacific and he get down with the woman, and she stay again with the first husband and their son was God and He carried the woman and make all his sons on her, but you lived much before. 

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Of course that operations had some cautions

 About the scrap of the cancer that is inside the bones, in the sponge part, is that the doctor washed with care of course, to remove all the existented cancer, cancer grow, if remains any cell, cancer is irregular growth of cells, the cancer can return so the doctor wash with saline solution, physiological serum, my aunt said that was came that tubes of it, he asked 10 and when was of the cavity was 10 and 10 and 10 till completely clean my aunt said that he hadn't pit of spent that tubes for the cleaning, is also that if he only washed with that physiological liquid the organs would be badly cleaned and will return again to be inside the linfa of putrefaction, another that took time, he got ulcerations by all the organs, so the sugar pull that linfa, and the liquid just remove more superficial, and the person would return to another laparotomy, so the person would pass to depend constantly of that operation is a complete wash.

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Oh God that joke that nobody see any fun

 A joke from my school that is violent, oh Rute you all the time innovating, is forward pass, came a person hit you and say pass forward to you find another person to hit, all that disrespect, have people that hold the offense, so came one of school and hit me said pass forward, and I hit back and said got it back, you don't know play uhheeeen.

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Oh that I didn't imagine

 Let put in that dishes he jump to came of swimming, so so he do the coward's way out, he suicide, he was shitting of so scared and that sea came and a soup and he swallowed and died... he disappointed 150 that was waiting for him.

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Darling your lover didn't said nothing...

 Could I lose? A father of 3 I was there with my friends waiting him arrive. There had port he didn't reach swimming, all the England was of my side... At the time you liked be a honour woman, live in a rock mansion with so beautiful babies wasn't your dream? Wasn't all the romance that you need? We didn't torture him I asked you what kind of man he was. Because I would not listen even a word of that miserable unhappy soul, he died fast say thanks to your husband who forgave you and kept you.

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Linda listen

 In any country of Europe, if that man came after you everybody would thought that I write to kill him I would defending my family and honour mine and yours. I don't know about your culture the men there are soft and good to hold a pair of horns?

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Was something like that

 What my wife supposed to say to me after I sai to her, a faithful friend appear more in love then your husband, she chilled, I don't you feeding that love, she said I don't know how to write that letter, I replied if you want I write it for you.

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Also that operation is very impressive

 An operation that the pacient had all the intestinal cavity, like that had in the body two cavities, the one that are the heart and lungs, that is separated by the diafragma of the intestinal, that had also the liver, rins, and all the other organs, so the patient had the interior of the cavity, with that linfa that got out of decompose bodies, age people, with some intestinal diseases, is like the person is in decomposition, and the organs are suffering but still alive! So he used according with my aunt cristal sugar that absorbed all that juice of decomposition, like a lot of sugar, the sugar got green, isn't to let me smelted, he got all the sugar, repeat scoop out and after washed a lot with physiological saline. And the patient that was terminal days to die, survive, was a person that was with the ticket to the other side, probably less than a week of live. Rotten appear that the smell was that nasty. Have people that bilies, shit, part of the urinary secreation was delivered inside the cavity and the person let passes the years with pain.

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Why I supposes to tell that?

 Look about that story of that Island that had only two men in the humanity and all the Jews save the only man that was between us because his father, my grandfather was murder because he didn't wanted enter that mountain, so I sai that I became man, what did you think was? Was an atomic explosion and atomic reorganization, I was a mulata with green eyes, I became a tall blond man, my father had make a daughter in his sister an he wanted me to be dark because he wanted to say that he was white and her sister was dark, worked I born dark, my older sister that was in another woman was also dark. I didn't wanted sex the sperm was in a spoon, because I wasn't thinking that was write, was all perfect and normal, we returned to the land and had a princess that wanted a son with me, I wasn't sure about the subject, so I became to her in the shape of a goose to talk with her, and said to her if she wanted that baby was that spoon with cum, she had did some wrongs things in her life like all the other women of the land when Jews was in the Island, she wasn't that decent but all the women of the Land was practically the same, or you like them like them are or you don't like women, a small part of the Jews women was in the Island being pure isn't a women is an exception. Appear that women had this power of erase their memories, and they thought they are pure, one day I said to one that I care that she would be pure if she felt that way remembering all she did. So that vivencia is like memories that are in the body and you didn't remember the body would make you remember of didn't want, is that what people want, even that can be deleted. Probably is a rotten spiritual body a body that even the vivencia is erased.

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So I remeber that lady, I married with it to know her name

 She was the tiger, she had a for lives an adviser an man that she believed very much and betrayl her. But say if the man is stupid why the woman would be intelligent? I was the only important boyfriend that didn't give up of her, his adviser was the problem. A life isn't enough to change nobody, she told me her other lives of bad marriages, the adviser was wise for him and not for her, he taught her to marry that way old men are wiseman and poor man is a worth person, what polute pussy don't you think? Who knows the tiger were his friend really don't think he deserve that name. And the rest of the wisdom I want to know because I married her, she make sex with the adviser, she confessed years after, I wanted to know if was before or after the marriages, was after thanks goodness I never let them talk again, she polute waseasy she thought the adviser was gold, she was virgin but she could make anal with him before the marriage... She only would became a better person if never do her past mistakes again. She today are an man that eat mould, but his doctor didn't say that he had mould inside the bones of the members, my aunt helped years ago a surgery that the cancer was in the sponge part of the bone, the doctor opened the bone and scrap the cancer and let the leg, the cancer was in the fully sponge, the doctor had hope that the sponge part cover the empty bone.

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People doesn't say the origin

 Of aerobic exercises, my mother had a book that she used for lose and postural correction, and the book was the exercises that was developed for the army of USA, I think that was in the 40's. Have perfect bodies all exercised. Everything have the origin, was a book with pictures are type heavy, but is a long time, make all with repetition of 20-50 would be all muscle building. I think that the objective is work all the muscle even of the neck and back to have a perfect body, that is all proportional.

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Something about make dough in Ceará a best pie

 And is why rest some pastries before work and bake. Specially if we are talking of wheat flour, is that the dough made of wheat floor is very elastic in the moment that is mix, that about gluteina, if the dough is about water, you open with the rolepin and the dough return, so the rest make the dough be easier of work, but if are butter like cookies, the dough got more homogen and break less, like need be more glue together, and if is that pastel that is fried, the dough got more kind compact like that ligamenst and when you fry the thing would not be soak with oil, because the dough let pass a lot of oil, for cookies are in the freezer and the bread in a warm place, that is called in here abattoir - matadouro, because the dough is elastic and need need not only grow but kill the elasticity, if the dough gonna be worked, because if gonna be in a pan and bake have only of the growth, but if a tough that gonna be make balls or any shape or gonna be open with the pin to fill the dough is easier of work when the dough isn't elastic, because sometimes you need more chilsed because an elastic dough, don't close and in the oven open and came the filling out.

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One recipe of my grandmother l

 I already said that she lived in mountain when she was single, and she there make shampoo from coconut soap, so greate the coconut soap a good one that doesn't burn your skin, see is from Ceara and vegetal ever never animal, dissolute in a small pan with water, and in the right quantities if desired of vegetal fat of perfumed nuts, is because gonna be better for who have dry hair, grease hair even don't need but a soap that is tender.

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See if you don't agree

 Musculação, body-building who gonna guess that name, so eat animal protein, is long time digestion, and  before you be to your deficit, you are making an digestion to cover your energy consume, so before probably is good a light vegetal protein time before,  and after your body will in a construction process looking for protein and the protein you eat before he can't hold like beef in your legs and arms, so babau they would have fat even for the beef eat before, and he will eat your musculature and replace for fat and go sleep thinking about 🤔 💭. 

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Also

 The presidio was in Europe but asiatic-europeu.

Maintened for more than one kingdom. For all the enemies of the races, so fancy.

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Friends came close to listen

 Friends that God ohoh, you know what happens with her?

She had a magician called, who's care the jacket and she told to him that she was rapped for the big penitenciaria of 6000 men in Europe. And he said to her that, can toy believe that is type Wiseman and probably magician even a bit, and he said to her that he would travel to the past and make all the prisoners be his husband, and so he say he cam out of the body to travel and he returned and she was saved, you know that God swap memories for lies.

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Why is important this story today,by the eras occru so much violence...

 And was a war that even was famous one, was one with a sordid reason. I think that we were kings from Oriental lands races that today probably had other names. So the story is around 6 kings, the more powerful declared war against all the others I was one of the 5 other kings, the fact my country was the most far, so after his army win all the other 4 kingdoms, but we make an alliance to when he came after the first be there all the armies. Was even humanity even if didn't declared war against all the 5 he because of his wife, guess who she is? The orphan beggar that after went to the prostitution, she asked to command the army of the husband everybody knew that was the queen, and she menace that the army of her husband would rape the women and the girls with no age restriction, you understand what does means? When you give a restriction like the under 10 years would not be raped, but is the height, so poor of a girl that had the height of a grown one. So she was evil and his husband was sluggish very bum. God went to talk with me to I do that, my voice at distance is kind very persuasive, I didn't do, to she listen me say that she could appear alone that an army of angels would fight for her, that God full me of doubts, I don't know if that decent even against a so low bitch that the rape was without age restriction, so that was for her, we would got her and she would be rapped by the 5 armies. Had the normal war she loses and almost all her husband army, had some restriction in the war people one day I explain, kind some swords, I was so in doubt because I knew her before when she was that homeless, that my army the men was free to do but wasn't an obligation, the 2 that said that give the other was obligation was the 2 that was by where the army of the enemy would pass first, friendship is something so expensive, that for sure she deserve even more then only 5 armies, plundering with such violence. But that God like people being incoherent, and without morals. She was old with kids, that punishment was small. Look his husband is a almost famous person, he can't remember or would being helping her today.

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That got famous in the time

 When I was to live my girlfriend when we were lesbian, my friends said to me, that I know the train that he would came to I got the train of the 2 hours before, at the time I could type by one wagon of the train to carry my car. But I would travel in the country to the Capital. So was in my house my friends to see me went away so I didn't say to my girlfriend, I packed two suitcases, and when he arrived in the house I hold my two suitcases, say that they could have her have the house and I was living, I come out home got the car and drive away, people used to make jokes of the betrayed husband that leave with two suitcases. 

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More one tip about execise and things around

 And this was of the time that I was on ballet, and is that when exercising don't do grimaces, or the person would have a older face than the normal, also my mother used to say that you are the grimace that you grimace, imagine exercises more forced have people with creases in all the face, is like that face or a placid river. Also the professor of ballet used to say that bailarinas use sunglasses to don't have that crow's feet. In the time of ballet if I had lose alimentation I weight me all day.

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my guide was explaining that

 That the volley was very demanding and was much musculation, so I need an suplain of protein or I gonna be cannibalizing my own muscle.

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That isn't an example of menu

 But when I was in the volley, I had a common day meals, but how the volley was near night my mother when got me after the training, I went to the snack bar of the club that I study volley, and was coke with an sanduiche let me say my favorite ones, and one was carioquinha bread, another name french bread, filled with filet mignon fried with salt and pepper, an mayonese, and the other was an hamburger tha the name was sanduiche da casa, type the number one of the cafeteria, that was that squared bread, with bacon, cheese, ham, type an hambuguer with mixto quente, and also mayonese, lettuce, tomato, egg, mayonesse and ketchup. Also my mother didn't let me ate nothing very heavy before an hard exercise.

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This is important

 I can't be happy each after 3 lives, I was a good person each life counts, I don't want have a meanless life, that was imundo of the part of the persons that talked about I am be heartless, people make life of other be a living hell, and don't see that was like steal, lie, kill, apart me from my love because she was beautiful. I didn't born so much times, and each one was important for me and I was very unhappy, I can't live by half being a philosopher that my work is my only love.

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One conversation that I had with my friend

 When I was from France how I don't like all the time say that I was lesbian. So he asked some whys, an I said to him that we only meet because I remember of someone and imagine what the nickname he wanted for him, and was Eagle, and hit right in the rock, worked and we met. That I can't wait a love that only happens when I am with a firm relation with someone, that man isn't what I want, a person that only appear to destroy a relation, that he didn't believe but a lot of person didn't give a chance, I was handsome that people called hateful, hateful boy without heart, nobody wait feelings from me, that I was only handsome but heartless, so many time to marry I do of the way people wanted to people see that I was a good boy and I was miserable. Many times I was so unhappy because people didn't give me a chance only thinks that I was handsome but without feelings, so that person could be one person that never give a chance, see the German was also a handsome man, he had the same feelings, so he came after me because he knew me, the other never even liked me or thought that I was a human that need a full love, a lot of my marriages I had so little of satisfaction, marring the less interesting girl to prove that I was a good person, the people never say on my face that the most interesting girl have deserve because this an abuse. 

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Sousl are making aresearch for me

 So in that time I didn't knew what happens to the woman that I lived with in another life, let me say I carried her to the hospital in one of her firghts with the homosexual that she dated, the doctor said to me about her state, that he had to open her all because she was all broke in the basin, that was common to who fall of a building, that appeared like a car had drive over her, had cars like one, I had one. that even an canon ball could made that to her... The topical accident was so unusual that she didn't told and she was in a bedroom. Today a soul research for me and she confessed that he put a pole on her vagina and break her all for inside. The doctor said that her stage was even worse because she was macerate under the belly, the doctor sew her bones with wires.

I lived her some years after because she find another man and was the end in my mind I wanted to live her. Was the third that menace me, I let her with the house I bought the house, but was so few the money and I lived so many years there that I considered that lived there I had pay myself and she could kept, I was receiving so much money for the Government, and I was piss with her since the 2nd lover that I put my money in the bank, I was engineer, my post was high position, and I received much more, I even make some electrical improvement for my friend of Germany, and that weaving machines, that I made the innovation of the small box to the cogs don't jump out for an accident with the machine, my car was me who assemble it. My German friend didn't buy one from me because he liked an more heavy carriage, and was a very light engineering. I moved to a beautiful apartment in the capital of France I passed to live with style, times in times my German friend went to see me, his boyfriend lived him, I almost didn't knew his friends of Germany because he had jealous of me, and they were kind womanizers, they were gay but didn't let pass a beautiful girl. So he went to visit me and we chat a lot, I was so sorrow of the city was that exciting with culture like Theatre like plays or music, I even write for the Government that the city was poor and didn't hadn't attraction for the tourism. And they passed to planned some electronic amusement and others fun to the city, like the revitalization of the theatre.

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Once I said to a person

 What worth the infromation of that person? She knows lie, is that she had went to bed with him with his brother with the boyfriend of his brother and with a troublemaker of another country, but worth the information of a person that constantly lie, if probably a subject she would lie would be of a male vanity, she wasn't intelligent but was the hole that she always tried, one time I came and said to her I never notice that you were 2 meter of height and muscle like a man because you got a discussion with 3 of France kind you are crazy and stupid you gonna beat like a banana for a banana vitamin, visually she was 1.30 of height. She even didn't carry 5kg imagine 10kg I was the one with strength at home, I carried over 20kg, and I was carrying even more because we were constructing a part of the city that were in the interior full of scorpions and snakes, so imagine that the men didn't wanted. They had better job chances.

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