And about my marriage I didn't know at the time but what I knew after die. I in my moral talks with my female cousin had sai that lies were very wrong when feelings was involved, and that had time... Lie at the time was something immoral? Was kind a human ability, but wasn't already considered immoral, was type curiosity, when we say the truth we say something that we didn't thought, was something that we see or we know but lie was fruit of the imagination, the lie you thought! So was an exercise of intelligence, so say if say something that you invented and say to me and you make me believe is me the liar to repeat your lie? If lie is something that you used your intelligence?
And once the mullato of the house said that would marry my the ex-bride of the mulatto that already was my friend, I said that he went away that I did wanted to talk with him because his bride and me wasn't friends anymore, today I knew that he said for some Greeks that the one that were would marry with a ugly girl and he would marry with the most beautiful girl of Greecy people laugh and said love is so beautiful, do you really think that she beautiful, everybody laught about he thought that she were beautiful, she was almost nasty... The nose was so ugly, of old maid, that with that nose why a demon need the horns and tail that nose was enough to make someone run away. Isn't a nose of black people... The nose was kind Imaginarium, one day I said to her that she supposes collect coins of who wanted passes a good time looking for her nose, was so weird that ask so much moral of a ugly lady is even cruel, but my mulatto friend was dark and she was lighter, she was very lovely things compensate a nose... When he went discuss with me I didn't wanted to talk with him... She was an ugly devil and he was a mad devil... He said that I could said that the other was ugly, I even didn't understand why I would call her ugly if was something that everybody could know because saw... I said to him what hadn't chance of he knew that she used him in her self-cleaning stories, today I am knowing that my cousin said to him that beautiful was the other, she noticed that he had a very short vision, confused sitting at a table my eyes that were blue with her eyes that were colour of gold. I didn't wanted talk with him because I was writing my testimony about my life, is like I am was writing testament that in place of be of a money was about my death. I was writing that my Universe was in collapse that one day the all would got encounter and the Universe would die, that gonna one make a baby on me and I would die and that I wanted the baby was well, that the certainty was that I would die. So when he went to talk with me, what I care he didn't understand that had a baby wold kill me, and I was to marry to got pregnant and die, things common in others life wasn't my life, he in any moment had a problem without solution, all his problems was a lace that could be untidy, and I is one cut that kills. So I didn't wanted listen anymore about problem that we put ourselves, I was think in one that was fatality in one that was without return, when I got pregnant my clock would started to count walking each to death, and I was walking to see my kid and the normal was even didn't know him, so for me the Universe would die with all the stars starting to run and when they encounter the Universe would die, also his problem he all day jump in a pitty.
Today I know he, and my groom went to bed the two, when was the time of he be man what humiliation, the other had a big dick. He asked to the other to they went to a witch to they swap the bodies, to the other be more properly used... And he discover something that he was almost blind the other had a very good vision, he went to see all the girls he went and all they were more pretty than his bride. I talked in the delegacy because I didn't know with whom I was talking, he didn't returned the body to my groom , his father was so hateful that my groom on his body went to that time to the woods because nobody liked the man that molested a kid. My groom asked they undo the swap but, he only acquive when I died because he was afraid of the other kill even the baby the boy was of him so the baby was his son, when I was to recover he open my sew with the fingers to kill me.
Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim
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