Memories are messy but could be there

 Thanks God I didn't said what I thought, I didn't understand what I listen, I thought about a friend that she had be vampirized by 3 and the cross doesn't scare her. That one was his master and that she was my friend but I can't trust her, because with a master she do everything that he say to her. But I had kind of 4-5 years old.

And before that let me say about some. An even older memory. And was that I remember because an less older memory make me collect one older one. Is normal you have memory of when you have 2 years or under? But with 4 you remember a memory you can have. I have one even older, but to this one before. And was that I even had an theory, I saw a picture of a grow man, and in the picture he was normal. Maybe was the love of a female cousin and she was with the picture because like him. But one day I knew him, in my mind was a real big head, in the tall sense. I thought that I was in danger, was like see a rock head in a island, and I realized that babies went for where people wanted, so was like be tide up see that big rock head in the Island, in temple of rock, I thought he would eat my foot.

So my theory was that be small, at distance he was normal but from close his head was big, and scare me, the girl of the upper history already was my friend and we were together, I even thought that she developed the tendency to like men, very early, because she react normally. Before my mother said to my cousin that was teenager that I was that way liked to be carried for female, veia escrota said that had people that have tendency to be lesbian of so small age. 

And years after we saw him, she was kinf in loved, and was there a cousin of my father, I don't knew what call him, I used to think that if he was tall and me so small, that suppose to be old cousin. He even could let me sit on his sholder., he was impressively tall. So I said if he made a movie for me, he could had said that no, he agreed. And the movie the girl supposed to be from England, use hat, an long dress, with that skirt that is big, and the history was that she regain an childhood friend, just to knwo that he was engaged with another girl, was 5 years apart, she had15 and was in the regain with 20 years old. And the history was she seeing that was in love by him but she knew that engagement in England wasn't destroyed and she accepting the fact.  So maybe the love was only of his part. I just asked that...

Rute Bezerra de Menezes Gondim

Ps.: I just was thinking that she was special even losing that love, people always thinks in reward, revenge is very horrible just shows that he was right she wasn't the right one.