This God die of course

 And I had afraid of that guy. So let me say that one smaller God separated that God, we cheat him to He doesn't know who He separates. I before that God be destroyed, and other soul, we are together, we for we are talking with him. The other God separate me of the other soul, because He was afraid that God was sadistic. I had a lot of pleasure to kill and the other was need of kill, I used to think that 3 killings was the enough for me, and the other was compulsion. When He separated we the other said my love and I said my life. The other doesn't care for me see if care for him. I don't know what the essencial difference of what we said. And why was so easy, because we was talking with that God that, he was thinking that he wasn't gay but he wanted to to give the ass 3 times, the other was saying for him go ahead do that for you and for me! And I was saying don't do think you have to think in the others, your selfish old man. 

And we encarnated, we had some essentials doferences I think that he held back his assassin tendency in the first years, I became that secular assassin because I give up of my sin that is kill.

Also we were kind diferents to being handsome a girl can't say who was the most handsome. He one day that we were in the same village in the far past, he said that he was trainning to be one priest of Jesus!!! I said had only one road in that land and He passed and I didn't see? No would be in 2000 years in the future, he was practising chastity, one girl of our age asked me I supposes to wait, I said yes!!! Passes many years and he nothing with her, was that I was thinking nobody supposes to aske to someone choice for you if you supposes do or not, I said to that bad, but I answer that in doubt of do or not people supposes to don't do. I was saying that he wasn't the kind that jump in a girl, she really would wait to doesn't have, but what she expected he change his mind, she deserve to perverted his will, if he wanted to keep his body virgin she was wrong to be a temptation for him, the temptation was sex, she was ugly. And other he was a girl, I was still a boy, and I say to her that confuses sex with disrespect that, that I loved her but I respect her, that she was different of the others girls (that want sex!!!!), I wanted to she doesn't ask for sex. And she becoming a pi pi pipipipipiranha! Wasn't because the ass of the old man, wasn't revenge... I didn't die, so I wasn't there for the feelings of the other. I gonna say whe he really hurt my feellings is make me felt ugly.

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